death of a loved one

Yes. It's normal. It took me years to get over the death of my uncle, and I still think about him sometimes. He died 12 years ago now.

>>17290747
My brother passed away 5 years ago, great grandmother 3 years ago, my closest cousin died 3 months ago, and my grandfather 2 weeks ago.
After my brother, honestly, nothing hurts as badly. But my family is still torn up inside about it, my father and mother. I've more or less moved on, by doing things like "he totally would enjoy doing this with me."
However, the worst things that happen, are when you have a dream, a dream that you feel is so real, and they're back with you, and you even ask them if this shit is real, and then after you're ready to accept them back into your life, you wake up and they're gone all over again.

>>17290747
Meet up with a friend/relative you like who knew him, and remember the good times and laugh and cry it out; just let it out, the peace will come

5 years since my best friend died. we also had a fight before it happened. i don't think i will never get over it completely. just to let you know you're not alone, OP. be strong