I am a straight woman and I am in love with my gay best friend. He and I share such a deep connection that he's even admitted to me that if he wasn't gay, we would have been dating a long time ago. Knowing this literally kills me a little bit everyday and I can't stand the fact that I can never have the only person I will ever love. Its really difficult for both of us because he knows how much it hurts me and he feels really bad that this is happening to me. I have tried to forget by getting a boyfriend, but time and time again, I eventually realize I will never love them as much as i love my best friend. I am so scared that i will be alone for the rest of my life because he will eventually find a husband, whereas I only ever love him. The pain is so severe that I have been considering cutting myself off from him. I want the pain to stop. Any advice?
there's no such thing as gay or straight anymore
>>17288105
What're you trying to say?
>>17288104
>Knowing this literally kills me a little bit everyday
Stop being so melodramatic
>>17288116
Sexuality is a spectrum.
>>17288320
So is autism and you're on it