relationship stress, help

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I've been home all summer
I just graduated highschool with no friends.. I haven't had contact with ANY of them since junior year because I went through a depression and we just drifted apart. However I do have a boyfriend, and I met him the same year. He helped me go through a lot without even realizing it.

I've only seen him twice since summer started, his family is going to go on vacation soon and I'm going with them. We have more plans, but we have to wait for him to get his license

I feel so scared and my anxiety has gotten much worse in the past few months. I haven't been the same and I think he notices. A week ago he was telling me how important I was to him and how much he loved me. I honestly think its because I'm the only person he's seen in the past few weeks too.

I'm EXTREMELY terrified of us moving onto college because I'm insecure about him meeting someone better than me. This fear has led me to believe I should ask him to marry me so that were tied in some way and he won't drift from me.

Should I tell him about my anxiety? Its making me become an entirely different person.