I'm tired of this life guys. I have schizoaffective disorder, my life is shit, I can't even get off my ass to find some work and I basically live on my couch. It sucks I can't wake up during the day and do the things I need to. I am failing my university, I did a short movie and it was shit, I did a rock concert and I forgot how to play properly, the people at my uni hate me and treat me like shit, even some girls I fucked, even though I fucked them good they hate me for some reason (maybe because I'm a fraud and a looser, and that's the worse). I feel no respect and no love from people. I hate my life.
>>17282382
Cool blog post
I always make mistakes. Pissing off the wrong people, getting myself in trouble, flirting with girls too obviously, being awkward, being at the wrong place wrong moments, having some shit happening to me while I'm at work, forgetting important things etc...
>>17282395
Don't do those things.
>>17282407
Ok I will stop doing that