Death thread

The reason you haven't committed suicide, OP, is very simple: you don't want to die. You have a disease that is telling you that you do, but you disagree with it. You are fighting it with all your strength, and this is good, but you need help. Please, see a therapist

>>17280983
Dude. Just bomb Islam already, it's not that bloody hard ye know? You bloody cunt.

Agreed with OP. Death solves everything

No more shitty life, no more being ashamed, no more failures no more long ass practice without any hint of success.
I wish I could drop dead at this moment. Death has no flaws, it's something perfect for a perfectionist like me. Only If I wasn't pussying out...

>>17281364
Death has flaws. Lack of opportunities, lack of anything good.

It cuts both ways. Oblivion is inviting, but I have been there and frankly? As shitty as my life has been, I am glad I gave life a second chance.

>>17281374

>lack of anything good

Not worrying about success&failure anymore is a good thing. Death offers a gray zone.

>Inb4 dont give a fuck,yolo

I can't. I've been to therapists, I used different pills but to no avail. I always lose at everything. I cannot compete with other people and my sanity is deteriorating. I just want to be free.

Either become a pharmacist or become friends with one. That way you can get the pills you need for a pleasant death. Of course there's many which will tell on you and send you to the looney bin. You have to find a very benevolent, humble, generous one as a friend. Otherwise become one yourself to know exactly what you're doing.