I was addicted to porn however in a long battle I got porn substituted by a platonic love in which I only masturbated to her.
Slooowly I got my ejaculation disorder healed and started feeling a lot better.
The problem starts here:
Platonic love has started to eaten myself like porn did. I cannot stop thinking about her. It generates a lot of anxiety knowing it is almost imposible for me to get her.
At the beginning the idea that I could get her even at the most significant posibility was a healing idea that pushed me throught my day to do things.
But now this all has turned upside down, the idea that I could ever meet her and even don't know how to react, all my insecurities started attacking my platonic love turning it into a source of anxiety.
I cannot even eat properly like in my porn addicted times if I start thinking about her I just cannot continue eating.
Even at work I am starting to feel I cannot concentrate.
Please help me someone how to proceed I want to love her like the old times, because HOW CAN I DROP HER WHEN SHE WAS MY SALVATION OF PORN.
I CANNOT LET MYSELF DROP HER.
Please Help
>>17277648
Find someone else, and focus your energies on her instead.
Ask her out.
>>17277648
>platonic love
>masturbated to her
You keep using this work "platonic". I do not think it means what you think it means.
Yeah, this is why you should never jack it to someone you know. Anyway, what >>17277650 said. Even if she blows you off, you'll feel better.