why does the thought of being loved by someone make me uncomfortable?

Do you feel like you are not deserving of love? Like you'd be tricking them, or keeping them from being really happy, or wasting their time?

>>17275576
yeah that might be it, i don't really see the point of relationships, not even friendship anymore

sounds like you're depressed and/or just need to spend time with other people irl more often.

>>17275602
i'm on anti-depressants since 9 months back, when i went to school and saw people regularly i didn't feel better than i do now. that was two years ago and i can't really say i miss it

>>17275568
Maybe you aren't used to being loved
I know I have that problem

>>17275617
seeing people at school is not what I mean. Join clubs at the local Y, find some people to go the park or a coffee place with. Just explore local areas and talk to people that look nice. Actually interacting with people on a non-academic or professional level.

>>17275628
by going to school i also meant hanging out with people, should have been more clear. i went out drinking, to movies, parks, parties, did drugs etc., when school was over i didn't bother keeping contact with anyone, and people left me alone