Write letters to people who won't read them

I feel like despite us being in relationships, we are going to end up together.

Tbh senpai
All the laydz ina house say yea

M.

I don't know why, but I still have a gut feeling that we will end up together in the end

D.

A pleasant enough day with her. Still thinking about you all the time.
Things will never be the same - might as well just go along with it.

Tonight I find myself reading our old text messages and wondering what went wrong. This is not a good path for me to walk, especially not alone.

It's been around three months since I started to notice the distance. I was never that sharp...

It frightens me how much I miss you.

I need closure. This uncertainty is killing me. Speak. Tell.

>>17245438
Then just talk to them?
I understand not sharp, but are we still talking a knife, or more like tree-trunk status?

Ultimately, you're afraid of rejection. Well, ultimately, I'm afraid you're going to get the answer you don't want either way.

I can't cry

>>17245679
Become a professional onion slicer.
The world needs people like you.

Fucking miss you, man.

>>17245679
>I can't cry

I had that same problem. Untill i spoke to a psychologist. My problem was rather specific so it probably wont translate.

>>17244594
Can't believw I'm actually posting this...

Dear N. N.
I already miss you so much; I'd rather die than live like this , but I don't know what choice I have. I hope God is merciful to us. I know he will be to you, just cause he loves you so much, even more than I do.

Altyd Joune
E.

I'm going to move forward now. If we do end up together one day, I will let you read all the things I write about you.

I love you and I am in love with you. Ever since the 7th grade. I am grateful for what little time we had together. I know I'll see you again one day. I hope you don't notice my heart leaping out of my chest.

i dont know how much longer i can go on like this. no friends, my job sucks, no love, no nothing. even my cat has been ignoring me.... i dont know how much longer i can go on like this

K,

It's been two months since we last saw and talked with each other. I saw you walking across the parking lot with your dog and friends and I ran out the store and yelled "later K!" and after a short pause you turned and said bye. then we stared at each other as you walked out of sight. You were in the store like an hour before that but I just wanted to talk to you again.

I'm hopeful I'll be able to go back to work soon, but I also heard you are moving to the next town over, not sure when though. I've been really bummed since hearing that. I miss you a lot but I wonder if you ever missed me. The worst part is I was finally ready to tell you how I feel and see how you respond but I didn't see you before I had to leave for a while. I really hope we get a chance to talk again, in person or otherwise, but I understand if you don't want anything to do with me anymore. You are the reason why I came back to that store after quitting two times and I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me.

J.

>>17245829
Cats are dicks, I wouldn't read too far into that.

D,
I tried.
I'm not a good friend.
Sorry.
M.

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Yo,
I just want to say, I like you a lot.
Like holy shit,I would love to go out with you, but I don't want to fuck up our friendship by making it too awkward. I know you don't feel the same way at all, but oh well, such is life. So for this reason, I won't ask you out. It would hurt me more than anything if you started avoiding me altogether. You're legit one of the coolest people I've ever met, and I enjoy playing video games with you. I only hope that we get to meet again someday after we graduate next year.
Peace.

dear girl that clearly wants my boyfriend..

fuck off. youre such a bitch. we've been together for more than a year, and youre gonna try to flirt with him IN FRONT OF ME? I love my boyfriend so much if you try to get in between us, I really hope all of hell for you.

>>17244605
no, youre not. youre gonna end up unhappy and sad for your whole life.

why? because the person you are in a relationship with... what about them? you piece of shit. i hope you get left because that's fucked up to be thinking of someone else and be stringing along another person.

karmas a bitch. fuck you.

>>17245907
What happened?

M.

Even if we only remain as friends, I just want to thank you. You have given me the motivation to do all I said I would. It's all because of you, and the speech you gave near the end of classes.

Thank You.

D

Antal,

köszönöm neked az elmúlt időszakot,
ha te nem lettél volna, lehet én sem lennék...

Esélyem sem volt beszélni veled mikor bekerültél a kórházba, mert 2 nap múlva elmentél.

Életem végéig adósod maradok.

Ákos.

>>17244594
Hello R, you are fucked in the head. You were a sweet dumb as a goat girl that didnt know how to dress like a person when I picked you up at first. After I treated you nicely for a while you were obviously interested in sex even though you said you hated "that stuff". Tasting what you have been missing out on for 18 years turned you into a complete asshole-cunt.
You already had a brain damage levels of problem were you apply how you yourself think on other people, and believe they do the same, thats not true you fucking piece of shit.
This little trail of thought made you, now addicted to sex, a guilty pleasure, thinking I still wanted to fuck my 2 ex gfs that I hated enough to want to kill myself every time you brought it up. I thought that I could save you from this shitty inexperienced feeling, so I dated you for 3 years of you abusing me verbally as I simply embraced the girl I fell in love with hoping you would turn back. And as you were loving me back on occasion, you started dressing more slutty than ever, going out on partys that you presumably "hated" and came home devastated for reasons you wouldnt explain. I knew though, cause im not stupid and I spoke to the people close to you about your behaviour. You had gone around fishing for other guys attention and not recieved it cause you were still a little autistic shit.
cont.

>>17246108
After getting one fucking idiot wanting to bang you though, you want to take "a brake" and basically tell me "so what i just want a brake, wtf is a brake if I cant fuck other guys?"
I fucking hate you. You betrayed me after I helped gain your shitty self asteem from -100 to even a little above zero. I did that so I could fucking show you that I liked you more than anyone else. Its too bad now that when you realized the other day that the guy just wanted to fuck your little ass for half a year, hes thru with you. And contacting my friends about how "we should all meet" is not a smooth way to go, you fucking whore.
You were a sexy piece of ass and I still have all your fucking pictures, too bad I'm gonna get married to a jap in 1 or 2 years and you will never see me again.
Bye bye shitface, I bet its embarrasing to face your parents that obviously knows you dumped me to just have a fb for half a year and now youre a depressed shit again.

>>17246126
Listen here buddy-o, you're the piece of shit and obviously they left you because you are a complete idiotic asshole. You type with anger and you're obviously a psychopath.

You'll only be with a jap because that's all you will ever be able to get, a gross skinny jap girl who you're going to use just like you used this girl.

She's fucking lucky and you're just mad you don't have her 'sexy ass' anymore, and she fucked other guys because you suck your own dick and you suck with it too.

I hope you get cancer.

To you,

I often wonder if what we had was real. Was it something that could've gone further. Could we be married like we wanted right now, if things didn't take a turn for the worst. Could we have a little boy or a little girl.
I don't know. I'll never know. You're sharing them dreams with somebody else now.
I'm not bitter, or at least I don't try to be. Most of me is really happy for you.

I'm not sure if it's just because we were off and on for so many years, or if it was love. I can't seem to shake the thought of you. I could lay with somebody else, or feel something for someone else. Yet, here I am. Still wondering. I don't expect things to ever go back, but I still think about it.
I still hear songs that you used to sing and it takes me back.

I just want to know if you ever wonder about me, or am I just your past that you tucked away. Do you feel like I do every once in awhile? I would ask you myseld but you're doing great, why would you want a slight interruption in your life. Thats selfish.
I wish you the best. I hope your day is great with no issue.
I hope you have a baby that looks every bit like you.
I hope that person realizes they have the world, because I never did. I made that mistake once and it costs me.

Good luck, with love,
Me.

J,

I will love you for eternity. Here's to hoping we get to spend the next lifetime together.

P

>>17246366
fuck your nerdy bf

>>17245454
Rejection would be better than limbo. I've said everything I should say, at this point.

Please just give me my final paycheck, I'll buy you a new angle grinder myself if we keep in contact.

>>17245948
someone's projecting

>>17245824
intials?

I've never really thought of you as a hot person but now I do. I look back at old photos and I wonder, what the fuck happened to you? You were the type of guy that people walk past without noticing, now I can't take my eyes off of you.

Soon I'm going to kill myself. I've always felt alone and I've always been alone; I write this because deep down inside I need to let go of what is inside of me, I'm merely speaking to myself and nobody in particular because... I have nobody. Life is too short to give it a chance and too long to endure everything that it has thrown onto me. I'm being crushed alive and I can't feel my body parts anymore, I don't feel pain, I don't feel happiness... I don't feel love. I've lost who I am and in return I will throw myself out of this reality and disappear forever.

>>17245824
L?

>>17247006
if you want to talk, my email is [email protected]

I don't know what's going on with you at the moment, but I'm here if you need me. If there's anything you want to talk about call me, or you can come visit us, or I can come to you, or we can go out somewhere - to talk, or just for some company if you would like.
Nothing would be too much trouble. Your well-being matters to me, and you're my best friend even when we've not spoken for so long.
Anytime, anything. Just let me know.

I've told you these things before and I'm confident that you believed me.
I'm not reminding you, again, because there's a point where concern starts to look like meddling or harassment.

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>>17247072
Oh I hope you're my KD. I hope I'm your HR.

I miss her.

>>17244594

A-
I think I have feelings for you.

You're the only friend I have left. Nothing can ever explain how relieved I am to have someone like you... but I think I've always held feelings for you and they're now getting very strong.

>>17247042
Saved and will post on bestiality forums

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>>17247200
Cont. because I'm an idiot.

We're compatible in most ways... and I know you'd make me happy as I would you. You possess many of the things I want, and you're beautiful and intelligent, truly.

But I wonder if it's just my loneliness making me feel this. Being a shut in for the past 10 months has done a shitload.

I wish you didn't have a boyfriend.

I hope you succeed in finding someone for me. I hope you don't suspect the feelings I hold for you...
Even though you're nearly a shut-in like me, and that I'm wondering whether to come forward or not.

>>17244594
you can write letters to me, I never open my mail anyway

I spent my whole life trying to save you from yourself, but it's only recently that I truly accepted that you were never my problem to solve.

Despite what you say it's barely my fault, and most of your problems are of your own creation. I can't take propping you up anymore and I owe you nothing.

Eventually I'll leave and outside of cursory things like thanksgiving and christmas you'll probably never hear from me again. I should have done this years ago.

Know that I don't hate you, even though I feel like I have every right to. I just wanted to help, please see it that way.

[1/2]

Dear Mom and Dad,

I just want to let you know that I fucking hate you guys because I love you. I hate that I have this deep-seated desire to please you, and it has ruined my life for the past decade. I despise that you raised me to be religious, that I was inundated with your teachings, and that I have denied myself all these past years for nothing. Where is my promised reward? Where is my happiness? Where is my golden throne? There is nothing left for all my strivings. I have no friends here. I have no family here. All the value and comfort you said I would have are nowhere to be found.

Dad, I'd would like nothing more than to sit and drink some beers with you. But deep in my heart, in my very bones, I know that this cannot happen. You are too bound to your dogma, too strict in your discipline, to break from it and see your own son as more than an arrow in your quiver. What little practical knowledge you gave me, I value more than gold or silver. You never taught me to shave, to change a tire, to fix plumbing, to give words of comfort, to speak with women, to cook, or any other of the skills that I cobbled together as a man. But I still tell people "If it's worth doing, it's worth doing right" and I still work as hard as you would tell me to when I did yard work for you. You have never been very good at being present in my life, but I respect and value you all the same. And for that, I hate you.

Sabra, we never really had anything, did we? I mean, we flirted with it plenty. But when I met you, that fiance of yours made it pretty tough for me to make a move. Yeah, we had a great night early on (could have been better). But I repented from that. See, I expected you to be just another dumb chick. I didn't expect you to be the only truly feminine woman I'd ever meet. I had no idea what to do with you. I just let things happen. You showed me what a good woman expected out of a man. I didn't have a clue, no one else ever said, "Hey, you're supposed to do this" but you.

And of course I lost you. I didn't have to. I wanted you like crazy. But I moved off and told myself I couldn't bear to saddle you with a LDR. Truth was, I was convinced you were whoring around as soon as that fiance dumped you. I didn't want to admit that I had so little forgiveness in me.

I was a dweeb anyway. You had better men before me, and better after. I haven't found anyone like you since. Now I can't stand all these feminists who want so badly to be men that they would have loved who I was when I met you. But now I hate that kid. I'm an alpha male who would have swept you off your feet the first time we met. And you were the last of your kind.

But anyway, I'm glad you're a mom and a kickass wife. That husband of yours seems great. I know you and I don't have a future, and I'm happy the one you have is good. But damn, raise those girls to be girls or humanity is doomed.

>>17247253
[2/3] (longer than I thought)

Mom, I feel the warmth and comfort every son should when I think of you. You never failed to bake cookies for me, to be the grand hostess for anyone I brought to our home, or to take interest in my education and well-being. And yet, you also never failed to teach me that my future was more important than the present. You never failed to teach me that my friends would lead me down a path of destruction. You never failed to teach me to cling to what I have been taught and deny all arguments against it. So focused were you in your love for me that you have done exactly as you wished. Your great pains have produced fruit, and here I stand. So why do I not shine like the marvelous work you promised I would be? Why do I look in the mirror and see the man I do? Why am I not the shining example of the rewarded hero you say I have become? I love you, mom, and that is why I hate you.

>>17247257
[3/3]

For all these troubles, I blame myself, just as you have taught me to take responsibility. I empathize with the pain I cause you when I say that I am unhappy. I despise myself for your sake, knowing full well that this means I must despise myself even more. I wish with all my heart that I could end this letter with the happiest of endings. That all is well, the battle is won, and I have my resolution. But that is not the case. I am locked in this struggle to be the shining knight you claim I am, and here I shall be. Until the battle takes me or I have won, either my body or my mind shall fight it evermore. And so, I hope with all my heart that neither of you are there for the end of it. Because my heart is heavy, and the weight foretells an even heavier collapse. So please, turn your eyes from me. Close them while I am still your knight. Live and die in the splendor of the image you created, because the light will not shine forever. For if you persist, I will not last as long as you. My endurance will falter before your own, and then you will see me for what I am. You will grieve for what you feel you have lost, and I, just as you have taught me, will bear your pain as my own.

All of this, as much and as little as it is, to say:
I love you, Mom and Dad, and that is why I hate you.

I'm sorry.

Dude, WTF is with you? You used to have a brain in your head, and now you're volunteering to make cold calls for Bernie? I know that you know that socialism is evil and destroys nations. I keep thinking these past few years of playing Mr Mom have made it impossible for you to think straight. Start a company, work and provide for your family, get your head on straight. You're just so utterly worthless right now, and it breaks my heart.

Hi, me again, just checking up on you again. Making sure you're OK.
How are you? Did you meet new people? If you did I am glad, also I miss you....


I really need you to comeback, I love you so much, and I really really miss you. Even Pickles misses you! I just want you home, to be with me. Mostly because you worry me, I am also getting paranoid when I see all this stuff on the news and crap.
Please just come home, maybe when you comeback we can have a vacation. Yeah, a vacation, a get away so we can escape all our worries~
We can even bring Pickles along! If he doesn't poop or pee in the car though. Oops, wrote a bit much, sorry for wasting your time hun, now go out their and make this world a better place!

I really hate being with you. You smell horrible all the time, you don't take care of yourself, you barely help around the house, you're gross to me. You only put in effort when you feel like I'm getting ready to leave one I get guilt tripped into staying you're back to your slob ways. I'm tired of hearing you say you're gonna kill yourself if I leave. You know its a power play to guilt trip me and it makes me mad you just say that. I deserve way better and you know it.

You left me for my closest friend but i still love you more than you can imagine.
When you tried to reach out to me a year ago i missed it, it has torn me apart every day since i found your message.. If only I had of replied sooner.
It seems like you are in a new relationship now and he makes you happy so I will leave you be and not ruin that for you.
You will always hold a place in my heart that will never be filled by anyone else.

I think we're done. I haven't heard from you in ~2 weeks even though I realize phone work two ways.

To be honest I get the vibe most of the time that you don't really want to spend time with me when work allows. I feel like I have to convince you to go get a drink or see a movie or whatever even though we've been seeing each other for almost 4 months.

Maybe I should cave and text you or call you but I'm not sure you'd respond anyway.

>>17247422
Yes text me..show me you care :)

J

We've been friends for so long n there's something I really need to tell you. Its hard for me to say but here goes...

I fucking hate you. You're a shitty, selfish person who treats your girlfriend like shit and does nothing bit smoke weed and pretend to be a DJ. You're in your 20's, no job, live in your mums basement and have no friends other than me n a few drug addicts.
I stuck by u when everyone else told me how shitty u really are n I didn't believe them. Inside there's a good person that cares about others... You're too busy ignoring your problems and playing the victim whenever screwing people over that u don't even realise how shitty u are as human being.
If I wasn't so socially dependant on u because of my issues I would beat the crap out of you, u spiteful self-serving fucking loser.

>>17247261
Doesn't matter. Enjoy.

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I'm sorry Ashley......I think about you everyday.

E,

I've had no problem with having people enter and exit my life for as long as I've been alive. It's always been a matter of "I'll see you when I see you" with other people and most people understand when I mention that I'd rather focus on the world in front of me than have to think about people that I may not see for years and years. You're the only person I just can't seem to let go of, though. I don't even consider you to be the closest friend I've had but there's something about you that a part of me doesn't want to let go, even though we live in different states at the moment. I'm glad you share the same sentiment that I do, but I'm just so freaking confused.

R

O. you fucking bitch, how could you fuck it up? I did not know I'm engaged to a retard, you had a mental disorder, ok, but that's just beyond anything. If you've had enough, you should have said me, not wasting 2 fucking years of my life on nursing you. Also I hate your landwhale friends, the are alone, that's why they encouraged you to do it.
You have no man now, enjoy land whale friends.

Also give me back my money. A even mailed you about this inrl, but you've sent this message to your parents. YOU owe ME, not your parents, I was supposed to marry you, not your retard father who is cheating on his wife who is dying on cancer. You think I am the one to take lectures from his piece of joke of a man? Be grateful I did not respond what I know and what I think about him because the fucker would just hang himself.
All your family is a joke, you are a joke, your life is a joke and one huge bullshit you sell others in various versions.
You are disgusting piece of shit just as your father and you are no different. I'm starting to regain my life after I've dumped you bitch, I'm becoming healthy again. This relationship with you was one pice of a shitwreck fueled by my pity for you. Lying to others to get pity and attention - this is how you roll your life.

We've been fucking so rarely because you are stupid and retarded and this is a huge turnoff for me. Also you've gained weight and I was trying really hard to not cheat on you by burning through all this porn. Closing my eyes and turning off ears was only help to make me come. You think you can fuck around? You are used goods. You are 3 levels down below me and I took you only because I hoped for fidelity.

Fuck you, fuck your parents, I'm done.

>>17247696
>enjoy land whale friends
sensible kek

A,

I have so much I wish I could tell you. I'm broken, and I know I'm just a forever alone waste of space. I just wanted to let you know you're not what I thought. I just don't want to inconvenience you. I have what Hisao Nakai has, I've been sick most of my life. It was kinda fate in a way. I just want you to be happy. You don't need to worry. Now I know what it feels like to have someone love you. ^_^*

This will be my last letter.

R

vr
te deseo

Hunter,

I don't even feel bad that you got cystic fibrosis and soon you'll need a wheelchair to get anywhere. You were a bitch to me and you lack any sort of empathy. My friends were right about you the whole time.

Two years ago, things used to be so different. But, we both changed since that's how the world works. You for the worse, me for the better.

I hope your dreams come true.

Derek.

>>17247696
Initials? You sound really nasty, blaming someone for their family behaviour which isn't their fault. I hope she finds someone who values her, she can do better than you

>>17247693
Then lets talk about it

L

You were never a side chick. It was a complicated situation that I managed poorly but my feelings for you were real.
I think you know that, even if the anger blinds you still. I think about you frequently.

I still have your letters.

-E

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>>17247733
Holy shit calm down people. I've never sad anything of it to anyone.
It's to someone who will never read it right? I played along, and I gave my worst.

>>17246371
Nerdy?

>>17245178
Last initials?

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If you miss, care or love me just please let me fucking know. You have no idea how much it weights me down not knowing if I still matter, if I'm still loved.

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>>17245991
>What happened?
I don't know.
I'm sure I did something wrong, though. Well, many things wrong, probably.
Our last exchange: texted her after a major exam to see how she was doing, it was a long week for all of us.
Got 1-2 word replies, then no reply.
Asked her to please tell me directly if i was bothering her, since i didn't want to be yet another problem to deal with.
No response. It's been a couple days.

I tried, but i'm just not good with people.
I'd given up on having friends years ago, she convinced me to try again.
Seems she was wrong about me, though.
I should leave people alone. I have nothing to add to their lives.

Dear deadmau5,
How do you make your music?
Love, anon.

>>17248218
I wish this was from the guy I miss, but I know it can't be

A

I thought I was getting over you, but then I saw someone who looked like you. Now I miss you all over again

>>17248123
M.O

D.G

>>17247814
yeah go back to your shit now.
hope you both get cancer

>>17248282
I would bet money OP is fem

>>17247733
Now that I think of it. Good you've said that. She can do better than me, I wish her luck.

>>17248382
Yeah, I know. I just wish it had been the person I'd want to hear that from. Oh well, just gotta move on like he has

>>17248337
Well then we'd just get to the next lifetime that much sooner.
I don't know what hurt or festering wounds you're carrying around but let it go. Berating strangers on the internet will get old fast. What's your plan B?

Aiko,

Tonight's the night I decided to get drunk and read all of our old last.fm messages to each other. Do you ever get weak like that, and think of what happened and what could've been?

I miss you. I think I'll miss you forever.

Have you already left me completely?

>>17248440

I've tried to talk to you and you ignore me every chance you get or say you're busy or you'll check it out later.

I've tried to give you your space but no matter what I do any given situation is a lose lose. Give me a chance and stop shutting me out, how can I do anything otherwise? You've chosen to hold me back and as these things have played out only you could end up victimizing yourself in the end. All I want is to love you and be with you again, nothing hurts me more then to think about never spending another moment with you.

>>17248652
It's unfortunate I know you can't be him. Really, really unfortunate, because I'd have been so happy for him to say something like that to me. Unfortunately, I know you can't be because he hasn't tried to talk to me personally, and I've never been too busy for him.

He's surrounded by friends, new and old. He does browse 4chan, but mostly /v/ and /vg/, and he, for the lack of a better word, attention whores on /v/ for attention. Enough months have passed where he wouldn't seek me in such a way again. My mistake for ending it, not his. It's just how it is. He doesn't look my way, because he has no reason to. He gets affection from so many people, and so many people care about him.

All I can do now, as a result of my own insecurity and stupidity, is congratulate him for moving on and watch as he does so. Perhaps it's karma that the one to still be unable to move on is the one who ended it and the very insecurity that led to the decision to end it is the very reality right now.

This is just me rambling, I don't really have anyone else to talk to about this topic other than /adv/. Too used to bottling it up

I don't think of you in the same way that I once, foolishly, did. However I cannot stop thinking about you.
For someone else's sake, I should stop. Instead here I balance on the horns of this dilemma of my own making. To love you any less than I do would be to betray you, and my own principles. To keep on thinking of you when I have made a commitment to another is equally terrible.
It is no surprise that I sleep so poorly of late.

I become increasingly sure that I am on the path to causing pain to the people for whom I care the most. Yet my feet take step after step.

I hope you enjoy your time off. This time away from you should help me to focus on myself. I'm just in too deep, especially since you're not looking for anything right now.

Although as I observe you and Listen to you, I honestly think you're just afraid to be with someone. But I digress.
I hope you're the one, but I have to realize that it'll happen with time, and I can't rush it. So I have to pull back and focus on me

R

We still don't know each other that well; it's only been 5 months since I met you, but I like you.

I never thought I would feel like this again after my ex.

I am still not sure if I should ask you out, I really want to though.

Just wait a little longer.

Yours,

R

M

You're a fucker. I hate you. You ruined almost every piece of self worth I had with your abuse and violence towards me. And now you try come back again, for no reason. You have a girlfriend, and you're asking to see parts of me I never want to be forced to show you again, and you're attempting to manipulate me yet again. Well guess what? It wont work this time. I wont fall for your childish ways, and how you abused me again. I'm stronger now. I hope one day they catch what you do to people with your self-entitled god complex, and I hope the police catch you with what you did to that young girl who wasn't legal. You're the scum of the earth, and I fucking hate you.

In the words of my drunk self last night, fuck off ugly, from H

Dear blonde female surveillance officer,

I had a great dream about you last night, it started with you helping me with general information. needless to say it ended with me worshiping your fine bootay.

Yours sincerely,
The guy who just doesn't get it.

Dear world,
I fucking hate being lonely. I know I don't put a lot of effort into improving myself, but not many people do. I'm barely ever invited to anything. I know it's my fault I'm a loser. but why do you judge me just because I'm not a 6'5" chad??

>>17248760
Hey bro, I think you should ask her out now. Some girls end up seeing you just as a friend after some time. So why not try now? Summer is almost here and you could have a good time ^^

I'm not entirely sure but I think that message was for me. I understand, just let me know now and then.

A,

I miss when we were actually best friends. I've tried, over the years, to tell you how I didn't appreciate being put on the back burner, only to be blown off by you or given hollow apologies that led to zero change. And I feel dishonest now, letting you go on calling me your best friend (and why wouldn't you feel that way, when I'm still always there for you when I can be; you're the one who's changed), but it doesn't seem right to bring it up. It doesn't seem fair to throw in your face all of this disappointment and frustration that has been building, and I'd rather just drift out of your life. I'm moving away in under a month, so it's probably not even going to be an issue after that, but I can't help but feel our friendship deserved more, at least for what it used to be.

It's mainly your fault, though, and I can't help but feel angry and like it's not my job to try to make things right, not again and again when I've tried reaching out before. If you were less selfish and self-centred, maybe things would be different.

I'll probably always love you, and I'm sure part of me will always hope we can reconnect and be like we once were, but I'm tired of feeling alternatively completely emotionally detached and unable to trust you with my feelings or let down time after time. I want friends who value me like I value them.

-S

Kassi,
I wish I had the courage to talk to you. I just don't know how. I have feelings for you but I'm not sure what they are completely. You are the only girl I am interested in. That hasn't changed for at least 7 months. You are so beautiful with your bright smile, joyful eyes and short brown hair. Not a day goes by without me thinking about you. You're cute in ways I can't describe, and I wish that we could spend more time together, but I just can't make good conversation. I am so happy whenever I can see you, and even more so when I get to talk to you. My stoic face makes me seem unapproachable, but it's just that I haven't been able to have a real conversation with anybody in over a year now. I'm sorry that I've become disconnected enough to drive myself to depression because I am very social really
.
I hope to God you read this.

A.T.

R,

I wish you'd just say Hi to me at least.


A

>>17249270
fuck off slut

>>17248331
I miss you too

wonder if your bf knows that

I hope I can get the courage to die one of these days, so I can stop being a useless piece of shit in every single aspect of my life.

No one cares anymore. I deserve that.

You've always been there for me on here /adv/, bye guys.

r

>>17249327
tell him

W,

I miss you. I know soon you'll come back to Holland I hope you will somehow think of me and maybe try to talk. I hope you're missing me

A

>>17248331
Initials please

B,

It still seems odd that I once was in love with you. I was going to throw my life away for you, but I am glad you never gave that opportunity. I found someone who is great for me and honestly now, whenever we talk, I kind of feel sorry for you; but you never listened to me anyway. Maybe if you did, you would have been the girl I ended up with. I'm glad you're not.

E.

>>17244594
When you're this cold to me it makes me want to suck some other dude's dick.

>>17249452
It sounds like you need to talk to your S.O./fuckbuddy and let him know there is a problem. It isn't healthy to feel this way and perhaps it's already time to end things?

>>17249452
As if you're not already doing that.

>>17249452

The fact you have that mentality in the first place, instead of trying to express how you feel to him just goes to show how much of a slut you really are. Now go suck some coco.

>>17249552
>>17249558
Ive only ever been with him

>>17249580

Yeah? So what? Go suck a cock now, sluts opinions aren't of value.

>>17249585
dude chill and go jerk off or something

>>17249580
You are of value, your feelings and frustrations do count and matter. Don't put up with someone who treats you with coldness and disdain. And don't believe the words of unkind strangers on the Internet.

I went to Chipotle alone yesterday. I looked at the empty chair in front of me, but I didn't really feel your absence until I couldn't finish my bowl like always, and remembered how we would share.

I go on here everyday to see how you feel about things. Im starting to think you don't feel at all:/

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I feel sad we never got to connect but also angry with the way you treated me. Then I feel guilty for feeling angry because I don't know how justified I am in feeling that way. I feel embarrassed for having held onto this issue for so long and naive that it meant so much to me when clearly it wasn't important to you at all.

At the same time I think I'm dodging a bullet because you strike me as behaving dishonestly and selfishly--and then I feel bad for passing judgment on someone I don't really know, and you've shown a kinder side too.

But it doesn't even matter because I probably won't see you again.

>>17249771

That could be because you're filling your cup with other peoples thoughts. If you want to really know how I feel, contact me.

I can't stop thinking about you. Was it limerence or was it love?

>>17249388
To AC

X. L.,

I just wanted to say thank you for rejecting me on the spot instead of leaving me in limbo like most other girls typically do. I understand that I messed up my own chances in getting to know you by trying to jump in head-first instead of taking it slow and steady and doing the right thing. I really wish I could have gotten to know you, and have you come to know me. I regret not seizing the moment. If by some fold of fate that I happen to see you again, I would do everything in God's power for a chance of redemption to this past mistake, but I cant hold my breath forever.

Good luck in the future,

L. H.

>>17249741
thank you anon, that truly means a lot. ill gather my composure and talk to him

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>>17249552
>>17249558

>>17249585

Nice samefag.
Enjoy the (you)s

I still remember how it felt when you told me you didn't love me anymore.

S.B

Fuck you for telling me you never telling me how you actually felt. It's like you want to hurt me. I hope you know what you meant to me.

T

I waste my time holding on to the what if's in life. All because of you my 'not caring life' went away. You don't like me, but still a part of me thinks you might and I hate it. You don't like me. You lied for some secret and I still like you. I don't get it. I need to let go of the what if's beacuse I will never see you again.
J said you had no feelings then you lied and got me thinking that you do.
-E or M

D.H,

Ah, childhood. The days I spent with you mostly involved lugging our guitars around after class and talking about anime and video games, waiting for our parents to pick us up.

You're the first boy I ever had a crush on, you know.

You're the first boy I've ever kissed, you know.

I loved you.

J.J

>>17249783
I don't believe you're him. Message me then.

>>17250381

I don't think you're her, she's been ignoring me after she messaged me 9 hours ago. Now I'm just getting worried.

J

I love you and want to marry you. You don't know how incredibly happy it makes me to know you feel the same way.

JR

Sorry I fucked up, there's just something in my head that I can't explain thats always fucking with me. I know you're disappointed and I know I could've done better but at the time I was so damn afraid and I don't even know why.

T

Same as above and I wish you wouldn't push me as hard as you do. Maybe I really do need less encouragement, I always feel pressure to do better but I always seem to fuck up in my mind even though really I do just fine. I'm at a point now where I can't get over it though, I don't know what I want.

Please. Today.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the self-deprecating humor which we both know is just a mask. I'm sorry for "joking" about hating myself so much. I'm sorry for saying all those awkward and overly sentimental things. I'm sorry that sometimes I don't know if I trust you. I'm sorry for saying I'm sorry. I fuck everything up.

>>17250475
Initials?

Dear Brother
You are the reason i left the family,i hate you with every moment i am around you.You turn people against me and push me down at every chance.
You lie and steal from me just to get what you want and i hope that you have killed a relationship i will never respect you and what you do

>>17250475
Seconded. Initials plz?

Do adults get scared? I think they do. That one night when you said we'd have a fun time out together turned into a goddamn nightmare when you began shouting in your sleep. Then you woke up and began asking me things I didn't understand. I was stern with you, but eventually walked out of the hotel room and came back only to figure out what you may have taken wasn't an ambien like you said it was. Your past isn't a secret, and I wouldn't be surprised if you still did those drugs that messed with your liver, we can all tell. Jaundice isn't subtle. For god sakes why can't anybody fix you? Your killing yourself and I don't want it to happen. And though your father died early due to cancer you have the chance to at least preserve yourself for a couple more years. It isn't too late, or at least I hope it's not. You never acted this way when I was a child, so why when I become an adult you loose your mind like this? It makes absolutely no sense. If I could say this to your bloodshot yellow eyes and make you feel the way I do, then I would. But hearing the same old shit you always give me is getting tiring, so I won't bother with it. I love you so much.

Your son, B.

Now that this chapter in my life is coming to an end, I sometimes think what we could have been if you stayed. It was only half a year but it felt like an eternity with you. I regret not accepting your feelings for me and being stubborn. If I could go back and tell you how I really felt before you left, I would. I hope your future holds great things for you. I hope he makes you happy I still love you best friend.

A

>>17249248
what area do you live in?

Dear HZ

This means nothing to me, because you are nothing to me, and it means nothing to me that you blew this away. You could have been number one,if you only found the time, and you could have ruled the whole world if you had the chance.You could have been number one and you could have ruled the whole world. We could have had so much fun, but you blew it away.

If I don't get to talk to you today I fear that I shall go crazy. Don't hide from me.

A

I wish you the best, I just wanted to give you closure. I hope you find someone that loves you because I want you to be happy. You did a lot, and just wanted to help me grow up.

You gave me some advice, and got me to stop trusting people so much. With college ending I think I'm going to get away from 4chan, and try to stop being my autistic self. I needed to open my eyes. We will never be one in this life, but I feel like I owe it to you, and myself to stop poisoning everything around me.

When we where drinking our coffee last week, I know our sentiments can't be anything more. It was a life lesson that I'm happy you showed me. If I kept down the same path I might not even be here today.

J

Dear X, fuck you!! I love you, you've been a very good brother to me. But trying to kill your self in de morning in a park by cuting your wrists open an send pics to your ex gf. Wtf bro? That's not cool man, if you kill yourself I'll never forgive you that. I'm sorry that i was not there for you but why you didn't call me, we can talk about every thing but doing this shit to get your ex back??? Coman man we are better than that. I'm maybe your younger brother but that doesn't mean I can't help you.
I may be pist at you, but my love to you is stronger than that. Wish you the best cause your my best brother.

D
I finally have the time and money to take you somewhere awesome. But its too late, the spell has been broken and you have probably moved on already. I don't blame you entirely, but you ruined what could have been quite an adventure.
I think i miss you, then again I feel you only kept me around for your own uses. I guess none of this matters now, I'm sick and I can't afford the treatment. I knew I'd not be on this planet for long

k

W

I'm gonna miss you man. I know you don't wanna hear some sappy shit so I'll leave it at that, but I'll always keep you in mind when I go to medical school.

K


R

I can't ever really be mad at you for breaking up with me. I'm not saying it's my fault anymore, but I definitely played a role. I'm really glad you were my first relationship because you taught me a lot. I wanna teach you something though. When you're on the phone with your next boyfriend don't go to your ex's twitter and talk about his life. I still love you, but I don't love you like that. Go fuck yourself.

K


D

I hope you grow up to be everything I know you can be. I really miss you, and I wish you didn't have to go through all the same stuff I did. I wish I was a better brother to you. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have left. I really fucking miss you.

couldn't finish that one
K

J,

If you don't love me and you don't want a relationship with me, fucking say so and end it already so that we can both get on with our lives. I don't have the strength to end it myself. I love you so much, and it's killing me knowing that you're more than likely screwing other people, knowing that you're probably talking to some other chick.

I'm tired of the sporadic contact. I'm tired of you blatantly lying to me just so that you won't have to talk to me. I'm tired of you always being SO happy when you drop me off, it crushes me.

I know you have major emotional baggage, but you can't use it as an excuse for everything. I'm trying SO hard to be understanding, but I'm not sure I can take much more of you being emotionally unavailable/disinterested. Either make some effort, or I'm done.

-T

i'm sorry for not beeing brave enough to ask you out... i wish i could see you again... i want to see you again

We talk everyday, even if just a bit. You don't show any signs of still loving or missing me, not even caring about me past a shallow friendship.
I start to believe that's the case. The distance between us is getting so big I can no longer feel your heart.

C

You scare me so much, I want the best for you and I wish you could see what you could be. I know you don't really have someone to look up to, not even me after all the regretful things I've done in the past and all the times I've proven what a low person I can be. But despite that I constantly hope that you'll make it far better than me or A did.
I know you often feel so weak and are filled with self hate. I wish I could change that, but that's something no one can do for you.
the next few years are going to change your life and will be difficult, I hope you know that I'm here and I'll always be.

I will always love you
M.

L.

I really wished you cared. I still love you. Have a good day today.

D.

Everything had been shit. But you fixed that for me today in just a few minutes, and you didn't even have to do anything except be yourself.
I am happy. I don't mind that my happiness depends on you, even though this is going to cause problems in the long run.

S,

Talking to you and my sister's wedding was the biggest mistake I've ever made. I let you sink your claws into me again after three years and it tore me up again. I had something good going for me at the time and I let you ruin it. Then you fucked off to get back together with some old ass dude you told me made you feel like shit all the time. You're a piece of shit and I can't believe I ever loved you.

R,

I wish you'd stop being so shitty. I don't like that all of your "best friends" are guys. Yes I am incredibly jealous. I'd also like for you to stop bailing on hanging out with me for once. We've been "seeing each other" for almost 4 months but you bail on everything so I see you once every two weeks. You keep telling me that you really like me and that you're sorry for treating me this way but you don't actually stop.

T,

Over the last year or so, we have been hanging out less over the last year or so and that's fine. I know that you and I have been much more busy lately and that our schedules make it hard to. I've been studying and focusing on school and you've been hard at work. Plus now you have a relationship going on and have been trying to bond more with your significant other. There's going to be a time where, maybe, we're just too busy with our lives and just drift apart painlessly and suddenly we'll wonder where those years went. And maybe we'll wish to go back to just relive it, and hopefully not want to change it because we've lived wonderful and worthwhile lives that we wouldn't want to change for anything in the world, but just too see how it was to live through it again. It's true that we've had some hardships, tears and sleepless nights but those are what make life beautiful, they make us look towards a better tomorrows and feel comforted by the fact that we always have someone to turn to in times of need.
The last 6 or so years have been wonderful with being each better than the last. My only regrets being that we never achieved some of our friendship goals like going to that concert or to a convention while we were still young and had so much free time and energy. It hurts me remembering every time our friends and I heckled you for whatever ideas and goals you had because you knew what you wanted and what you wanted most of all was to be happy and to live well and those decisions at the time probably did make you happy.
Now that we're going keep moving forward and going our separate ways and keep drifting further and further apart, we'll just fade into the background and become the side character. All I hope for is that I was your Sancho Panza, your Dr Watson, your Chewbacca for this chapter in your life, because that's what you we're for me. I hope you'll remember me and the memories we had together the same way I will.

Dear friends,
I'm sorry for what I am. I know I'm a fuck up and I would be better dead, then again I'd disappoint my family and maybe you. Not everybody of you knows about my depression, actually just a couple of you do, and even you tend to minimize it, but I don't really complain cause I know it's so hard to understand.
Just please, stand by me, don't ever let me fall, I really need every single one of you here and now.
Love, K

>>17251483
If they don't dismiss it then it's good. It's maybe better for them to try and minimize it, if it rubs off onto you you won't feel so overwhelmed. Be strong, bright days are coming.

A
I miss you so much.
I hope what you are doing is planned.
I hope we will be together.
M

Life is not good right now


T&D

>>17251306
How does this person make you happy? I wish I could cure a shitty day for someone just by being myself :^)

Dear ...,
I know that you are there outside and one day I will meet you, chat with you, then I will know you are the right one, we will kiss and we will have big marriage and a pair of kids, they will grow up and we will grow up too, we will spend our lives together, I will see your hair being white and you will see it too, we will be passing our days in front of our house chatting about our lives.
I don't who you are and I don't know where you are but we will be together one day.
I know.

H,
I hate how rude you can be even when I'm doing my best to keep things civil between us. I hope you got what you wanted because I'm not looking for you anymore.
I had such nice experiences with you that outweight even these days and for that I thank you.
Have a nice life, bye.
G.

>>17251660
keep dreaming

D.
Bananas
K.

M.,

You are the reason that this family has and is falling apart. The sole factor for every misfortune we've ever had to deal with for the past 5 years. You act like you're some high and mighty being on its own plane of existence, but act like a 3 year old when you don't get your way. You dropped out of High School because someone said something wrong to you and so that you could sit around and smoke weed everyday. I know we're family and I'm supposed to love you but you've made it impossible for me. I fucking hate you, and when I move, you'll never hear from me again. I'm glad we've already stopped talking, there's nothing you have to say that I want to hear. You're petty, cruel, unfriendly, and have a terrible personality which has left an irremovable stain on this family.

S.

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>>17251735

Dear Orlando
I seriously don't care at all about what happened

>>17249345
I've been there. You're not useless, even if you can't see it right now. Take it a day at a time, remember that small changes add up, and it's never too late to say FU to everyone and everything that keeps you down.

>>17251733
I will.

K,

I miss you like I never thought I would. I'm sorry for not giving more signs that I was open to something, but you're an asshole for dropping contact like that and I'm an idiot for believing you when you said you wanted to meet again. I can't get you off my mind and it's killing me. I wish you had told me what was it that bothered you, I wish I could get over you without feeling like I need some sort of closure, there wasn't even anything between us. I wish there had been something. I want to hate you and move on or just give in already and ask you straight away what the fuck happened, what were your intentions, did you enjoy our few dates as much as I did and did you ever think of me as much as I think of you. But we're both cowards. I'd kill for receiving another message from you but it's been months already. I don't want you to take my dignity too.

It could have been nice if you'd gone for it, I'm sure.
L.

M,

I know it's pathetic, but you were in my dream last night. It wasn't romantic or sexual or anything like that, I think I'm over you on that front, but we were just in a group of friends and actually talking again. It wasn't me trying to talk to you knowing you don't care or you trying to talk to me because you felt like you had to, it was just a genuine conversation. Yeah, I still think you're ridiculously beautiful, and yeah, I'm pretty sure the memory of me failing with you ruined my feelings for every other girl with dark hair and blue eyes, but the thing that I really remember from the dream was you smiling at me. I never thought I would miss that smile so much.

M

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>>17251660
This isn't the first time you and I have exchanged words, but I know you're not writing to me.

Regardless, I have written similarly, with the intention of the gods reading, and so to make them revel, or else make them weep. And though nights alone steel me and harden me to the core, the fervor of my words burns all the more.

We're not writing to each other, but we write for the same thing, for hope that barriers be broken and the Norns opportunity bring: for languor to lighten its weight on the soul, for madness to mend only viable roads.

Good luck to you in your search, and I'm sure you wish me as well. By the way, enjoy the free energy I lent your...

>>17251621
I suspect that I love this person. We'd been out of contact for a week or so. Had a brief catch-up today, which despite being far, far too fleeting was still enough to restore my soul.
Love is ruining me.

Girl, it's yet another day that goes by without you telling me you still care, that you miss and love me.

This only cements all my doubts from before. Our love is dead, isn't it? All that time together didn't mean a thing to you in the end.

>>17252345
Show an unmistakable sign, with no room for confusion, to that person in some way.

I live in a crazy world where everything works out ok and we are best friends forever and I can love you but it's ok and nobody minds and everything is just fine.
Come live in this world with me.
Please.

I'm fucking nuts about you.
Shit.
I thought I'd got past this, but apparently not.

I don't even want to fuck you, though. I mean. I would, obviously, if circumstances changed slightly - but I don't WANT to. It's not burning lust that's eating me up. It's not your beautiful body that fills my every waking thought. It's You. You, the person. You the collection of thoughts, principles and attitudes. You the awe-inspiring miracle.

God, my brain is fucked.
What have you done to me!?
I used to be normal.

>>17252362
She knows, Anon.

K
Never knows best, I guess.
M

>>17251823
Last initial?

>>17252406
All I have to do is dream...

>>17253408
.....that I want you

Sorry I couldn't help it. I blame you for getting this song stuck in my head now :)

Way to be a fucking coward. Jesus Christ, I wasn't even mad at you. All I ever wanted were real answers to what I'm dealing with. Whatever, man. It's fine. I'm done. Good Luck.

>>17253607
What??? Care to explain story or drop Initials anon?

>>17253624
He's obviously angry at Jesus for not giving some usable answers to him.
That guy can be annoyingly subtle and metaphoric.

R
I miss you. And not in the "god you were my one and only" sense. You were at one point. But it's been almost a year now, and we both know I won't be over you for a while. I really put my all into us, and you did too for a while, and then you slipped. That fucking destroyed me. If I hadn't gotten my job when I did I probably would still be stuck in the same pit of sadness. Honestly, I'm almost sure I would. Since my plans flipped with the absence of you, I'm on the move now, if only a bit to escape the memories of you. I don't understand why you mattered so much. But you did. Maybe I'll see you in another life, if this one wasn't enough. I don't know what I'm doing at this point and I think I'm going to end up travelling alone because I know the only person who can't let me down is myself. If I keep moving and keep meeting people, it keeps my mind off the gap that's there. I miss having someone to hold.
I know you don't.

The trouble with dreams, is they're not what they seem. Because when you're awake, they fall through your fingers in flakes.

D

cg
i think the worse thing you can find out about someone you like is that they've recently just messed around with someone. and the thought of that kills me, even though we technically arent together or met, i like talk to you. its been a while since ive met someone that can give me butterflies everytime i their name when i get a reply back. plus, you can make me laugh. i love it. its just been a long time since ive been in this kind of event in my life. if we ever stop talking, just know that i wouldve went above and beyond for you just to make you smile.

mh

>>17253624
Nailed it

A
check your messages. i sent you something.

To you, a rant on both our parts;

I'm getting tired of this "fwb" with blurred lines. We have leftover sex and on your terms. At this point, anyone wouldn't call it benefits because you're the only one getting what you want. I honestly think half a year is too long for something like this, and no girl would want to deal with your unwillingness to eat/finger because of your couple past experiences it was "nasty" in any kind of relationship. Romantic or casual wise. We've already broken the rules of fwb by becoming involved and informed about each others lives, texting everyday about non sexual things, and waking up next to each other in the mornings. Now, you want me to make you food and eat my cooking often? That's boyfriend status, and that's not what you explicitly told me what you're only interested in months ago. It's also really tiring to see you accuse me of any infection you bring upon yourself after we recently met up. I'm not your fucking scapegoat. Take better fucking care of your goddamn self. You work in the medical profession, jesus christ. You always come to me if something is wrong with your body. Can't you do a goddamn self diagnosis? I fucking google your shit all the time. I'm not the personality type for casual hookups or the like, so this is really draining me emotionally. Constantly on and off with you. Always being ignored until you heal from your physical ailments and you become horny again and can't take your hand anymore. And really? Telling me you love me at 3am because I'm the best you had? Based on my skill and assets? That's how you show appreciation for me? Trying to pass it off as a joke? Your experience is so limited and I bet its because not many girls are interested in you.

I'm almost a quarter century, and too old to be putting up with juvenile shit. I never had a romantic relationship before, but I long for affection and a meaningful connection.

But in the end, I'm worse. I'm the foolish imbecile who allows this to continue.

J,

It was nice seeing that glimpse of you again...and comforting that its still there deep down inside. I missed that...you not feeling like a complete stranger. more than youll ever know. Since im so prideful. how we used to talk. Im a bit drunk. And nostalgic. Watched eternal sunshine for the first time in a long time. I hated it. But in that "I wish I didn't relate so vividly" type of way. Tell me that ill never see you. Ill be in chicago in a couple of weeks. And I dont want this sitting inside of me. Tell me that I'm nothing compared to....n. tell me that you'll never feel the same way I have about you. Maybe it'd be easier to stomach.
T

edward,
you dont deserve ti be called a man kek YOU? A MAN? you submissive dwarf I want to hit your head against a wall until your blood makes an abstract painting. I regret being with you all the memories are one big cringe in my head. being a sex addict is the only thing that made me have sex with you and it wasnt even that good you couldnt even give me an orgasm YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW HOW TO FINGER ME PROPERLY sleeping with you was like sleeping with a girl. except with a small dick. the only good thing about it was the foreplay. it felt like im fucking Maria again. except with a small dick. I hope I never sleep with a guy like you again. I might kill him. die you disgusting cunt.

KS
I miss having you around as a friend. I was embarrassingly autistic and desperate for attention. I'd randomly tell you I was in love with you all the time, went through your Facebook even though you asked me not too, yet you always stucK around and listened to me, and for once in my life I let my guard down around someone. Then one day you left, obviously sick of me. Sometimes I wonder if you were as close to me as I was to you.
I always wonder how things are going for you. I saw that things worked out between you and that guy you liked. You seem to be having fun in college as well. That makes me happy.

I've matured so much the past couple years. I no longer lash out when I'm lonely. I've gained a lot of social skills. I'd message you and apologize, but frankly I don't deserve to be your friend. However of you ever call me out of the blue, crying about life, I will always be happy to listen.
Sincerely, DB

>>17254010
Come ask to visit me then, and you can.
Lets fix it.
You know where to message me.

I hate it when people answer for me. I still feel it and I feel like you go every time we start to be something more, you're asking me if I want you to stay, keep pushing me when you could just keep on loving me. If I am the best one for you and not a back up, we can have a beautiful relationship, otherwise just leave me to fade away with my sadness, you're the best thing that has ever happenede to me

I've seen you looking at me quite a lot. I'm sorry I've never tried anything, never persisted in anything. I'll try more in future. I'm not going to let you slip like the past FIVE or so others.

Dear Me,

Open your eyes. You're the most important person to yourself. You always know the best advice to give others, even when they share situations not unlike your own. You know what to do, you know the obstacles preventing you from achieving this, you know how much time you have, you know the future of your current path, you know the potential of the paths you've already traveled. It's okay, just let go. No matter how much you try and lie to yourself, no matter how much you want to be with her, you know that will never work out. It's the reason why you aren't together right now. You can blame happenstance all you want, you can claim that if things were different, if this were another life there would be a chance, but there isn't. Nobody is making a chance for you, okay? Get over it, let yourself feel those emotions you keep pushing back. What does it matter if you don't show weakness in front of others if you're just going to kill yourself trying to do so? You're nothing to her. Friends wouldn't just ignore one another like that. You know it's just nostalgia, misconstrued memories. How do you think she would react if she saw you as you are? Not wanting to worry her? Don't make me laugh. We both know it's your own fear. Your a piece of shit, self. You know this. You hate this. Everyday you wake up to this. Every time you move, or interact with the world, your physical body sits there as a reminder. A reminder of the actions you've taken towards your goals. Not a single step. Stop using this fear as an excuse for neurotic behavior. You have nothing, and you're on the path to having even less. Wake up. This is a simple logic problem, find your solution. Not a solution, YOUR solution. Stop blaming others when you can't even gather the will to try yourself. Stop being the guy that won't make mistakes, and start being the guy that can't make mistakes.

O,

You're a selfish coward and she's an attention seeking, trashy emo, foreigner-fucking pleb. I wish you the best.

This one is to myself, and to whoever else can relate.

You have your flaws, but you're a good person. You've recently seen where you went wrong. She showed you, even if accidentally, where you could improve. Your friends are back and they've shown you, too. And that's fine. It's a long dirt road ahead and you're going to walk it bare feet. It'll hurt, boy it will. But you will do it, because it's what you need. Let go of your pride, let go of your superiority. Be compassionate, be humble, be gentle. You can love, I know you can. But you can't show it well and you have to learn how to do that, else you'll hurt others again.
Learn to forgive yourself, as you've learnt to forgive others.
You were always eager to brag about how proud you were of yourself, why not do it about how proud you are of others? Maybe it's what she needed, or at least it'd help.
Learn to show how much others mean to you.

It's a long road ahead and there's no one to hold your hand through it this time. Walk it with a smile, because no one else will be smiling at you.
You were proud of her as you were proud of yourself. You admire her. You admire her courage. You admire her ability to swoop in and turn your life around.
Take that admiration and turn it into strength to press on.
Be the person you want to be.
Be the person that will make everyone proud.

>>17249825
Your initial?

Dear Nobody,

I don't need you to save me, I'm saving myself.

Maybe I'm wrong to think that when you said you'd love me forever, you meant it. But I have faith that love endures, that you still care about me.

I'm so sorry for cursing at you, but I should have said that 10 years ago.

When you texted me that you were planning on proposing to her, it killed me. It broke something inside of me, but I covered it up with some stupid comment about inviting me to your wedding. I should have told you the truth then. That no one has ever compared to you, that I still held out hope it would be me standing with you at the altar.

I love you. I'm working on myself and building a strong foundation, not for you but for me. For once in my life I'm standing on my own two legs, owning up to my mistakes, and moving forward.

I love you. I hope you two make each other very happy, and I hope she loves you more than I could ever imagine loving you.

I'll miss you forever.

-Somebody

C
I really miss you, please come back to me. I need you in my life. I am lost without you... I need you to come back please come back... I cant do this without you, I need you. I need you more than anything right now. Lets try this again, I am sick of this I am sick of fighting lets be friends again, lets talk again like we use to lets be together again... I love you.. I miss you.
love
G

>>17254587
you don't have to let go completely.
maybe you will be with her one day.
maybe not.
but it's gonna be fun to live either way.

>>17255111
are you a male or a female

>>17255118
Female...

>>17251787
I agree. Oh my god, 50 gays killed, what'll we do?

Oh yeah, remember the 20 toddlers killed in Conneticut? But hey, those lives don't matter when compared to gays. GOD FORBID that the gays are inferior lives compared to innocent children getting murdered by a sperg.

>>17255120
Oh god.
We've gone too far.

>>17255218
The thing people are freaking out about is the fact that it's a hate crime. It's literally one group outwardly expressing their hatred towards another which is why the situation is more dangerous than some crazy dude killing a bunch of kids.

I'm not saying that I care about this issue, but I understand why other people are making such a big deal out of it.

I just hate that everybody is trying to use these deaths to further their own agendas. It's fucking despicable.

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>>17255245
Fair enough, it is ISIS. And it gets annoying when people use murder, even postmortem, to further whatever shit they have.

(No idea how I got this, but this fucking happened. I need to find a way to clean my email soon.)

A,
Why do you only give relationshit advice? If I wanted advice on stupid shit like that, I'd go on girlsaskboys or some other shit site. The questions about lethargy, anomie, and illness sink through the catalog like a rock.

Sincerely, A

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>>17255256
>tfw only the threads with love issues are the ones that get the most viewership
>next to that are suicide threads
>any other threads with actual issues are thrown under the bus
>growing anxiety, depression, and bitterness as your issues are ignored

>>17255447
iktf comrade
This board is a cancer containment board; we need to move on, but there's just nowhere to go. Maybe we're just fucked.

>>17255233
what do you mean??? no way you're not C? are you??

>>17244594
I've written her several hundred letters and many thousands of texts.
Deleted them all in turn.

She burned her end of the bridge down.
I would leap to her side in an instant if the gate were even left open a crack.


I never should have left her.
I never should have questioned her love.
Leaving her emotionally devastated and lost, she had to move on eventually.
I needed to 'figure myself out' and 'get my mind right'.
What a fool I was.
What a fool I am.

>>17255233
If you're C please talk to me... I miss you so much please lets just fix this. I can't do this anymore...

>>17255478
How did she burn her end of the bridge down?

>>17252406
I love you, and.. I do want you to fuck me also

>>17255541
Well, if I'm lucky I'll see you tomorrow. If you take me by the hand and tell me that you've missed me then we can do whatever you like, including fuck. Life would never be the same.

Dear J,

Why do you keep me on this string, constantly teasing me and messaging me back when I'm just starting to get over you? Are you as sadistic in your personal life as you are sexually? Please leave me alone. You make me so sad. You make me feel worthless. But it's so hard for me to get the willpower to stop talking to you. You aren't interested in me because you see me as a child, a child for you to play your sick games with. But why do you take care of me when I'm sick, why do you fight all my battles for me? The second someone else messes with me, you're on their ass. You protect me from all of the bullies except for the biggest one, you.

>>17255724
Give initial

Ewoud,

Hey have you been? It's been a while since we last spoke. Are you back in The Netherlands? I think you know i already live here. It'd be amazing to see you. Have you forgotten about me? Have you found any replacements? Where will your internship be? I miss you. I hope you still think of me. Though you may have been a shitty friend who has disappointed me mutineers times I can't help but to love you , to miss you. I wonder if you ever think of me. I still think of you in a daily basis. I wonder if my kindness after you hurting me will make you reconsider your decisions.
I even read our email exchanges, our final goodbyes. I cried I doubt you did. I still don't understand when I begged you to reconsider why you said it would feel weird to you.

I'll be here waiting for you.

Yours,

A

>>17255724
I'm very excitred!

>>17255724
If there is one thing I've recently learned is that "never" and "forever" mean absolutely nothing when it comes to love and relationships.

>>17256179
I know that I'll never be with who I want to be with again, so in that sense "never" does have a meaning

>>17255233
please respond!

what`s worst?
a. lying to you and telling you how much i love you while i`m doing it with a straight face?
b. knowing the previous is a lie to protect myself.
c. not being able to stand you and your lack of intention regardig getting yourself in a better place because to be honest, i am tired of you
d. knowing for the rest of my life you will be just a sad boy i loved the most and that leaving you is shitty

bonus questions: will you ever get your shit together? will i ever stop feeling like shit for leaving you if you continue to say i`m the only reason you could even smile?

i am not a robot but i would love to be one.

>>17256214
A. No, don't do this. Don't give him false hope.
B. Why do you feel you have to protect yourself?
C. Have you told him he should get his shit together?
D. If he loves you, he would get his shit together for you if you ask.

>>17250404
initials? I'm a JR.

Dear S.
It shocked me when I found out you had moved away. It saddens me that I will never see you again. I am sorry that I was too much of a coward to make friends with you. But it is too late now, and I wasted my many chances. I wish for one more chance. You don't even know I exist, and it is my fault that it is that way.
Wishing you a wonderful life,
R.

>>17245217
E?
Fuck off I am dead inside now

>>17248331
>>17249825
Esther stay out of my head you only make me want to rip my heart out more and more each day

Dear M,

I would like to date you but I'm going away to college so it kinda sucks. I don't know what to do.

>>17256214
Initials?

Just in case you're someone I'm thinking of, I promise I will get my shit together. I say things on autopilot without realising how it sounds. Like I said before, I don't need you in my life so there's no need to feel like shit. Although I don't need you, I still want you. Please don't stay out of pity. I am not planning on remaining in this situation for long. When I'm in a better place, I want you by my side. I like the thought of a long term relationship with you. Don't feel like you need to lie to protect yourself; I would never hurt you. In fact, you don't have to feel shitty for leaving me, I was planning to save you the trouble.

ooohhhh. ohohohohohoooo oh how interesting. oh I like you. how clever.

I've lost control of my life.

>>17256621
Initial: K

>>17256635
Don't do this to me please.

>>17256357
M

I guarantee you aren't the JR I know though.

im so sick of my job, im so sick of working everyday for shit pay in a job i didnt want but was forced to have because i couldnt go jobless im sick of you trying to act like im not a person like i dont have feelings. i get it my life doesnt matter to you or to anyone. hell i dont even want to be here. but it doesnt matter cuz im stuck here in this god forsaken hell hole along with every bad thought and with depression. theere is nothing here for me not one dam thing. im the unimportant one of the group. im so sick of life

I don't even care that you're married. I still think we're supposed to be together and I'll do whatever it takes to make you mine

>>17244594
Dear A.U.,

I really hate you. And the cliché is, that I really, really like you. I'm scared of you, too. Or rather, I'm scared of the influence that you have on me - a simple text from you can lighten up my day; likewise, a lack of attention from you can get me down.

I also hate the fact that I'm usually the one starting text conversations. And whenever you do, I can't help but think about what you're thinking. Do you like me? You have offered to do so many favors for me without asking for anything in return that I can't help but wonder. I also wonder if all the teasing that our friends and colleagues make about us liking each other has affected you as much as it has affected me.

Lastly, yesterday you randomly texted me saying that you hated me, like you've done so many times in the past. I can't help but think that maybe, just perhaps, there's a chance that you hate me for the same reasons that I hate you.

Love, R.R.

Dear, Jen

3 years ago, I admired you from afar
2 years ago, I fell in love with you
and now I'm more in love with you than ever
but you are engaged to someone you think you love, who controls you and makes you sad and lonely. the way you stared in my eyes, and then quickly shook your head as if you were resisting something. that something was acknowledgement of your feelings that still linger on deep in your heart. It kills me that you still love me but won't admit it. I can live with you being with someone else. I can't stand you lying in your heart and lying to me about your love. because it would mean my love was in vain.

>>17256764
That feel, mine is engaged
>>17256877
this is mine

CG
please respond to me... Please forgive me. Life seems meaningless without you.
love
GM

>>17244594
A,
I just found out you passed away. I wish I had continued speaking to you. It just wasn't good timing. You thanked me for saying that you were nice but I know I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry for anything I said negatively about you. You were one of the most sincere and upfront people who actually cared enough for a split second in life. I cried when I heard about it. And I feel a bit of regret because you were so nice...even though it was so long ago. It's not we do in life that we will regret, but what we don't do.

Z,

I love you. After being in such a whirlwind romance with the last guy I loved, I didn't think I'd be able to find it again. Please, let this last. The thought of ending up with you for the rest of my life fills me with such happiness. I know you were married before, and maybe you're afraid of getting married again..but hopefully you'll want to with me. We fit each other in so many ways. I really never thought I'd find someone like you, let alone be in a relationship with. You've mended my broken heart, and have taught me what a healthy relationship looks like. You have become everything I want in a partner. Your eyes, your smile, your laugh..everything. I have to remind myself everyday how lucky I am to have you, and I will work hard to become the person you want to be with. Let's keep this going strong, let's continue to build a future together.

M,

You were the catalyst to my change. I met you when I was still young, inexperienced, immature. I fell for you so hard, so fast. Do you remember how we'd stay up late at night to discuss philosophies and the unknowns of life? You were who I saw myself ending up with. I tried so hard to keep you, that I pushed you away. However, maybe our paths were meant to fork in different directions because we were ultimately not right for each other. You valued things I could not comprehend..could not tolerate. I grew so bitter because of it all. You checked out emotionally towards the end, and it crushed me. I'm sorry I reacted so negatively about it. At the time, I just couldn't imagine my life without you. But I want you to know, maybe it was a silver lining in disguise. To continue our relationship would have just dragged out the inevitable. I was able to meet Z, and start again, through a new door as you and I closed our own behind us. I think you'll be glad to know that he treats me amazingly. He's the guy you would have wanted me to end up with.

Guess I'm always going to be the one that's chasing... you turned my head.

Taylor, I'm sorry for having sex with your mother and would like to get back together with you.

>>17257123
Hot.

the business world is fucking intoxicating. I can feel my pupils dilate. It's like looking at an amazing buffet after starving.

I need it. it feels amazing, it's so exciting.

>>17257260
>It's like looking at an amazing buffet after starving.
Was it provided by Warren's catering service?

FUCK you and everything you say and do. i loved you, i really did, but your hypocritical and hyper aggressive behaviour makes you a literal shit stain on this planet. i was finally happy with myself. i was being productive, i was confident, i was having fun, and you walked in and tried to tear that all down with your extreme cynicism and spitefulness. just because you feel like shit doesnt mean you need to make everyone around you feel like shit too. i tried to help you, i was always there for you, and instead you just berated me and shot down any positive thing i had to say, even if it was simply saying i liked a song you sent. you dont even feel better afterwards you just end up in an endless cycle of shit that you tried to push off as my fault. fuck you.

and by the way, the next time you get pissy over "sjws", how about you stop and look in the mirror. the shit that dribbles out of your mouth is exactly on par with what people dont like about self proclaimed sjws. you get just as up in arms about said social issues and non issues. YOU ARE LITERALLY A SJW WHEN YOU COMBAT SOMEONES SHITTY SJW STATEMENT WITH YOUR OWN VIEWPOINTS OF SOCIAL JUSTICE AT EQUAL LEVELS OF IRRATIONALITY AND AGGRESSION. STOP BRINGING UP FEMINISM AND TUMBLR IN EVERY FUCKING CONVERSATION WE HAVE I DONT GIVE A FLYING SHIT ABOUT WHAT SARGON OR THUNDERF00T HAVE TO SAY ABOUT MODERN FEMINISM OR MUSLIMS ON A LOOP FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY ive already heard it a million fucking times before no ones 'winning' or 'losing' youre just being a self righteous self depreciative drama whoreing cocklord trying to stuff your shitty sometimes bordering on nihilistic viewpoints down everyones throat and youre a fucking fool if you think id ever date someone so eager to hurt and berate others they supposedly care about ever again

have fun being a miserable cuck for the rest of your life

I'm sorry for all the lost opportunities. I wish I would have and could have behaved correctly.

Remember when we joked about relationship, the ones where only lust is involved? How I related? I saw you there, so open to yourself, you knew all of her, every facet. So fuck you fit lying, fuck you for guilting me into staying, and most of all fuck me and all of my new and old insecurities, for letting me fall for it all.
You'll never stop loving her, buck up. It'll be OK.

Dear GGC

I don't know what to say to you anymore. You've cut me off, you lie to me and say you're busy, but I can see that you're posting on Facebook. I don't want to say anything about it, you need your space, but I can't help but feel like I'm trying and you aren't.

I'm going to come visit you soon, and you haven't even booked a room yet. I'm willing to sleep on the street for you, but you aren't able to take 15 minutes out of your day to prevent that? I don't understand you.

I was finally going to let go, and you suggested I visit, but now that the date is set and growing nearer, you're pushing me away. I know you have your own problems and that I can't make you do anything, but please, just talk to me.

JAM

You really shouldn't have threatened me. You have no idea what I'm capable of; what I've done in the past.

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dear L,

i think you're alright.

sincerely,

W.A.

Hey, M. Your tattoos look bad, man.

- J

>>17257657
Fuck you, they are his tattoos on HIS body, so why is that any of your concern?

I hope you get cancer, fuckdick.

>>17247310
leave, and call the police or ambulance or some shit if they threaten you with suicide. their emotional health is not your responsibility for one, especially if it's a detriment to you. for another, it's clearly just a manipulation tactic. you don't deserve to put up with someone who would do that to you. call their entire family, call cops, call hotlines, call whatever, get them committed, but don't stay with someone you despise because they're threatening suicide. you are being abused.

C,

I left the party early and quickly because I still feel something for you and I got jealous.

Dear GM,

I like you more and more as the days went by, but I knew we couldn't be together because of the distance, that's why I never told you how I feel. But I think you know my feelings from the way I talk to you.... You're the only one that I think about everyday. Should I tell you? Do you feel the same? You confused me... you said you missed me, but somehow I feel it's just words.... You contact me if you need something, if you're lonely or bored, yet you ignored me for weeks if everything's good. It took forever for you to reply my messages, and even if you reply, it's just a short answer. I'm frustrated. I want to forget you but I can't. I did everything to help you, cheer you up, accompany you. Why can't you do the same for me?

PJ

Dear C.
Please stop, It's not healthy, for me at least.
At least be honest and finisht it all off, I'd prefer to not see you again, knowing things just didnt work, than to keep living this lie.
I dont want to just be friends, And you know that, You know I wont have the guts to talk about it, nor you. So why keep doing this?
Or is it that you just dont care?
-J

>>17257484
What was the threat?

Is someone really supposed to be afraid of this post? Don't make me laugh.

C,
Your stories seem to have a lot of red flags and I'm sure that you don't like me anymore. But you get jealous when I talk about other girls liking me. Idk if I like like you anymore. Half of me is crazy about you. but the other half says to only be friends. God you've ruined me.

>>17257748
Initials?

Hey.

I need some sign you still love me. Something. Anything. Just please let me know if you still feel that way. Not knowing or assuming you don't is killing me.

>>17257778
I still love you

>>17257796
Thanks. It would mean a lot more if not for the fact this is anonymous.

>>17257806
Well make it clear you love me and then I might tell you. Make the first move.

>>17257820
Oh, anon. This person knows.

J (male),

I've been pondering for a long time as to why I was even continuing being friends with you. You constantly bitch and whine and throw pity parties but if someone else does the same you get all pissy and treat them like shit. Your moral compass is so out of whack. You trade drugs for sexuall favors from married woman, SW for example. There is plenty you could be doing to strengthen you bad ankle and lose some weight but all you do is the exact opposite, sit on your ass and eat junk food all day. I should have never started talking to you again after our first falling out and and all the bullshit you pulled. It's not my fault you lack the maturity to talk out a situation and come to a civil resolution.

Am I right in assuming that your mother killed herself because of how ashamed she was of you? Probably explains why your dad doesn't really care to much about you either.

The way I see it with the lifestyle you lead you got probably 10 years left before you die of congestive heart failure or some other weight/drug related reason. When that day comes I will be their to pass on your grave, should you even have one.

Glad to be rid of you in all honesty, cause looking back on it all you were not that great of a friend.

If you "loved me like a brother" like you exclaimed then you wouldn't have pulled half the bullshit you did, you would have watched my back as I tried to do for you.

Enjoy being a parasitic loser who lives off the state and sells drugs to get by.

Don't ever make the mistake of trying to make contact with me again as I don't need or want people like you in my life.

C,
I'm sorry I'm bad at this. I don't know how I can show you what you are to me without being weird. Idk how to say it, or what to do, but I fucking love you, and I want more than anything to make this work

A,
Hey how are you? Hopefully doing well. It's been 2 years already. Time does fly, no? I still dream about you. I hear your voice when I'm alone, you always did have one of the sweetest voices I've ever heard. You made me feel human. You helped me have some emotion. I was a tough bastard and yet you still looked at me like I was a teddy bear. You melted my heart. Sadly though I didn't know what to do when it came to romance. You showed me a side of life that for once wasn't harsh. Ironically you made me an even tougher than before, I found that funny. That scar you left on my heart is the strongest part now. you gave me a glimpse of what love is. I have to thank you. It took me forever but slowly I'm learning to love myself. Slowly I'm becoming a better person. I am changing and its not for you. This time its for me. These days I think of you every so often. Its not like before where I would wake thinking of you and my last thought before I slept be of you. You lead me on one hell of an adventure, I don't regret a minute of it. I wish you all the luck in the world.

-T

>>17258158
Send it bro

J,

We missed our window of opportunity for the nth time. Again, my fault.
Maybe this time we'll each find someone before we start being dumbasses with our hearts again.

But if not, I'll be ready. Like I said I would be.

-R

>>17258204
be careful what you post here, A.

We're all watching you.

Dear B,

I really like you, but you're damn robotic and busy. I want to ask you out and make you my girlfriend, but you keep avoiding hanging out with me on my terms. I always hang out with you on your terms. I have been there for you and can be there for you with all of your struggles. I want to help you achieve your dreams of being a doctor. You don't have to be a try hard with me. Just bee yourself. Please, give me, and yourself, a chance.

-E

C,

I'm sorry that I'm being so distant from you right now, I really do value you deeply as a friend. You're the only one friend of mine that's made any effort to understand me thus far, and I love you (platonically) for that. Thank you. You let me talk about my problems despite the fact that they're probably overbearing at times and I'm a directionless, unstable, emotional mess.

It's just that I have to deal with this shitty relationship right now. I don't want to divulge to you all the details because I don't want you to think less of me or confirm what I already know is true deep down. I'm so deep in denial that it hurts, but when or if I get the proof that the thing I think is going on really is happening, I'm breaking things off. I really love him, but I don't want to accept that he doesn't want me anymore and it's literally killing me. I only ever eat once a day now because I no longer have any appetite from this extreme depression/stress.

As I said before, I'm sorry that I haven't talked to you in a week or so. This stuff has just been really, really hard for me to deal with and I don't want to bitch to you about it all the time, I'm in such a shitty state of mind right now and probably will be for who knows how long if this thing between my Boyfriend and I ends up not working out. I feel like my world is ending.

You're a fantastic friend, C. I have a lot of fun with you when we do stuff together, you're hilarious. I'll talk to you after this whole mess gets resolved in a few days. Love you Bro.

-T

D
thank you for showing me the signs of an internet/sex/porn addict so I can recognize it for my next relationship and not waste so much time with a neckbeard in disguise. You completely disgust me.

>>17257099
your initials?

Everyday without you, I lose a bit more of myself. Something inside shifts and dies.
How can I get you back?

>>17257099
BPD whore

>>17244594
Mom,
This life is too goddamn short not to meet you. I know you left things open. That's what they told me anyway. That's why the adoption agency could find you so soon when you refused to meet me, right? I had a hard time growing up. So many traumatic, bullshit experiences. A few times I decided not to kill myself because I may have been able to meet you when I turned 18. I can't even drive now because I was in a bad wreck and as I was going off the road I said, "No. This can't happen yet " because it is still my goal to meet one of my relatives. I will try to contact you again at some point. And now I can go apply to try to meet my siblings. Idk why you chose to not even let me have a pic of you. I'm sure it's a good reason. But I would not wish this on anyone. It's such a basic fucking thing. Everyone I meet has someone they're related to. I see family resemblances so easily. If I don't meet you or any of my family my last seconds of life will be wishing things had turned out differently. I love you, and I am not mad. I just wish you would reconsider.
Susan Brooke

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>>17257491

dear W.A

y-you too

here's your (You) that i forgot about

kind regards
L

B,

I think you'd be a terrific person to get to know, the days I see you working hard and I just can't find the courage to ask you if you wanna hang out sometime. I want to find the perfect moment but I'm such an idiot for not doing it sooner, I just think it would be weird and you wouldn't want to.

Cheers, M

Sorry for being such a weirdo Rachel, I really wanted to hang out with you like I should have all those years ago. I was disappointed and frustrated and in that state said too many things that I shouldnt have. Thank you for slapping some sense into me though, Im working to become a better person now and find my way back to land and society now.

T
That's fourteen days in a row now that I haven't masturbated to thoughts of you. Impressive, given (a) how much I missed you last week, and (b) how excited I've been to see you this week.
Missing you and seeing you were two of the things that would set me off, not so long ago. I have made progress.
Of course, I still spend all fucking day thinking about you... but one step at a time.
Anon.

D,
I'm not sure how much longer I can suffer for you when my pain doesn't seem to affect you at all.
-A

R,
I really love you and hope we'll be together till the end. I know it's a bit early, but your the one.
-C

>>17258976
Initials?

>>17258204
Whoops, 5 years* too late to do anything.
>>17258262
Its a small world after all.

A

How are you gonna ignore me like that. You complain to me all the time that you hate people ignoring you and make a big deal about it, but your just gonna ignore me. Have you just lost intrest? You know this just makes me more depressed right? You know I'm in love with you so why do you do this to me. Thanks alot.

C

>>17259340
Well make it clear you love them. Maybe they don't know.

Ah, Mr. Walton.

One day you'll be a man. When that day comes, I'll meet you toe to toe, face to face, eye to eye.

I will leave you bloodied and beaten for some poor cop to drag off the street.

I'll be waiting.

Best regards,
You know who.

>>17259340
Seriously, you don't know that I love you. God you're dumb. cute, but still dumb.

>>17258433
For you, I'd leave it all.

Although it's unlikely this message is for me, it hit close to home.

I have fantasized about your younger cousin and me having sex.
i dream of the day i can get a handjob from her and just cum all over her tits

I still love you even though you cause me and the kids so much pain because you're gone.

Your body is so amazing for your age
i would love to just cuddle with you in a bed
and then show you the correct way to make love

I hope that one day we meet again and i can show you how i feel and give you the love you deserve

>>17244594

Kill yourself you inconvenience

>>17259629
It's time to start acting your age

>>17251817
K's last initial?

Dear J,

I am over my feelings for you. I wish you the best. Although maybe I will always care for you. I'm sorry things happened the way they did and I was in the wrong. But I can't change how you feel. I just want you to know I will be there for you, and I am more than willing to give you a second chance even though I don't do second chances. I would gladly take care of you because I was raised old school and believe that it is the man who is the one that works and makes money. All you would have to do is stay home and hold the fort down. I will go out and fight for bread on the table. As I told you before if I was ashamed of the fact that you are trans then I would have no business talking to you in the first place. Yes I understand your decision of not wanting to be with me because I have a kid. But I can't be perfect. I just wish you could see past that and see all that I have to offer you. I would never use you for my own gain. I still think of you all the time, I know I said I am over you entirely, but that doesn't mean I still don't have feelings for you. It means that I have accepted the fact that you will never be with me. I am not going to lie I didn't take your rejection lightly. It hurt me to the core and I have spent the past month up until last week getting drunk every night just so I could feel something other than depression. Yeah I know it's gonna sound creepy but I saved some of your Facebook pictures on my phone so I could show my friend who this girl was that makes me so happy and gave my life sunshine again. I finally worked up the nerve to delete them from my phone recently though so I no longer have them. But through all this, we were friends before, and I hope to be more again someday. No matter what any future boyfriend says they will never cared for you as deeply as I do/did. But when you get tired of messing with those fuck boys let me know I'm here.

>>17259690
To borrow a line from /b/ dubs decides if I send that to her.

>>17259693
Just send it you pussy!

>>17259693
I vote yes fuck it

>>17259700
>>17259690
I win. Please post results. Best of luck.

>>17259700
>>17259701
>>17259704
Just did I will post proof here in a bit, waiting a photo editor app to finish downloading so I can black out names.

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>>17259722
Proof no.1

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>>17259740
Proof no.2

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>>17259743
Proof no. 3

I hope you're doing ok Sarah

>>17259745
I hope you fuckers are happy, I am a man of my word. Mama didn't raise no bitch haha.

>>17259754
So... you have a kid with someone you're not with, and you're hung up over a MtF trans person? Wow.

Mama didn't raise a bitch, but she did raise a fag who is going to fuck his kid up irreparably. Way to go.

>>17259754
You win a handful of Internet points. Cash them in wisely. You can get a lot of tendies with that.

To earn more and make us happier: post what she says and the conversation you will have.


Once again good luck.

>>17259693
Regardless of all the feel good, pride bullshit that comes with supporting gay/trans rights or whatever, and I know people want you to be together because it makes their feels feel all tingly...

You actually sound really clingy and somewhat emotionally abusive, like you need them more for whatever hole you're trying to fill, no pun intended, rather than what they need you for in a stable, healthy relationship.

>>17259759
Eh, I feel like that was something I would have to explain eventually, but I was just going to leave it as she was a girl born with boy parts, and if they had any questions I'd answer them.

>>17259771
Oh great, oh well, I am purging these feelings so I may move on, if she decides never to speak to me again, then I am fine with that atleast I will be able to say I got my feelings off my chest.

>>17246293
At least you know that you didn't destroy them.

>>17250787
If your time is short, what is there to risk reaching out one last time?

>>17258397
ouch

I'm in love with you. Please be in love with me too.

Dear you,

It's nearly been two years since we've spoken. Two years since you decided that I wasn't worth your time, and I decided the same. You cheated, you lied, you tore me down any chance you got. In return, I tried. I tried to make it work. I tried to be supportive. I tried to not see all the negatives. I was blinded to them all. You say I'm conceited. I'm an asshole. I'm nothing and will never amount to anything. When my brother died, you claimed to "know" that it didn't matter to me. Do you not see how fucked up that is to even ASSUME that? I did love you. I only wish I had known sooner that you never actually felt the same. I should have left when I had my chance, when I learned you were cheating. But I couldn't. You were sick at the time, and I had to take care of you. I'll be honest, though. I wouldn't be who I am now without you. You taught me not to trust. Not to open up. Not to voice my opinion, in fear that others will lash out for even having something to say. You know what? I am all of those things you said. And it's because of you. How could I not, having been through months and months of being torn down every single day? Hammering these things into my head. I keep wondering if you'll ever speak to me again. What I would say, how you would overreact. I'm glad neither of us has reached out. I hope you have a nice life. I hope you can live with your choices. You wonder why none of us talk to you anymore. You are a fucking joke. You're the best two-faced manipulative liar I've ever met. I hope you get yours. But know that I won't be part of it. You're not worth the effort.

S.

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Dear E

The time you rejected me, I tried to kill myself. Cut my arms open, drank whatever chemicals i stumbled upon under the sink. Maybe a bit extreme, but I did. I know it probably didnt mean anything to you because you are asked out everyday, but it did to me. I was then too embarrassed to show my face around you for a year. Now, for the pat year or so, as we've been drinking together, you have only confirmed the existence of that sweet, intelligent, and beautifully troubled girl beneath that fuckboy,twitter loving skin. I was getting used to the idea that i'd have to just settle for this weird, alcoholic, but somehow (to me at least) lovely friendship. Then, ha, as you gaze up at the stars and vodka coursed through every vein in your body, you said 'I love you'. To make sure, I made you confirm it, and you did. You even referenced a letter I wrote you that I hadnt even known you received. Then, you would not tell me what you meant. Just 'drunk words sober thoughts'. For a moment, for a moment I thought it might be true. You completed my life that night, and I stayed up the whole night thinking of the best way to confess my own feelings. and then the next day, you are talking to a bunch of boys you just met, boys who you cant even explain your own interest in. You... have fucked my world in the most morbid of ways, and I love you for it. I just wish I knew how to move forward. And you know, for a few days after, I thought you were giving me small. subtle signals about your feelings for me, maybe just hoping I would pick up on it. Then again, maybe i'm just delusional, reading into everything you do way more than I should. I just want you to know that, the last time I saw you, I cried under my sunglasses - you did not notice, but yeah.

So I love you. For years, I have, this is not new. But thanks for giving me hope and fucking over my summer all at the same time.

With love, J. Travolta - haha, get it? No, you probably don't remember

H
I wish you had answered my question, without an answer i can only assume no, which I guess means the end of what we had, especially since you've made no effort to contact me since... I was a fool to get involved and I knew it from the start. That in mind I do not regret it, you are the most unique woman I have ever met

Dear E
I hope you stay away from me, you're too toxic. Please just leave me alone I don't need this kind of negativity right now in my life, I wish you well in life.

sincerly
G.

I love the way you laugh. You're so pretty.
Wish I could tell you without it being weird... Oh well.