What should I do with myself?

Your idea about moving out to go to school is a good way to address your NEET problem. But it could be hell on your Aspergers. You know yourself. Would you be comfortable being surrounded by a population of 100% strangers?

I love how you mention "normal height/dick"
You could just take the ASVAB and see how you do, maybe pick something and go from there.

>>17236093
this is something good to think about

but dude, if you think about it and it doesn't severely bother you, go do it. take a chance.

>>17236093
>Would you be comfortable being surrounded by a population of 100% strangers?

I know, but what choice do I have? I can't stay locked up forever and be a happy, fulfilled person. I was even considering the military just so I didn't have to make any decisions, but what a shitty deal that is. I don't want to do something like that. I want to have a life. I don't want to do this anymore.

I want a real life. I want to eventually have a wife and children. I don't want to be this. I want friends. I want to have something that people respect me for. I want something going on with my life. I don't want to be a waste.

>>17236111
OP, go do it dude. You got this. Do your research, sell what you gotta sell, and go. It'll be hard, but it will be worth it.

>>17236130
There are problems with this.

I don't have a job. Landlords don't want people who don't have 6-18 months of current work. Maybe if I went to one of those community colleges that have dorms, I could negate that entire problem, but then I need the money to pay for all of this, and I'll have to somehow explain to my grandma that I want to move out and go to a community college that has dorms. She just wouldn't buy it. She wants me to go to Grove City College, one of the most conservative religious schools in the country. This is why asking her to pay really doesn't work.

I'm going to be honest dude, unless you're 110% motivated for a particular special operations position in the military, you're just going to fail. There was a Combat Controller (Air Force Spec Ops) at my recruiting station and I was talking to him before I enlisted. There was a 95% fail rate in his class. He was 6'3 200 pounds of muscle.

>>17236153
Then work up to it. You might have to stay in your town for a year or whatever and work at a shitty job, but you'll be working towards something, and that's better than what you have now.

You're in a shit situation, OP, and I don't mean to seem like I'm downplaying it— but you can handle it if you try.

>>17236080
was in your same position OP. I'm at work so I can't type anything long, but I'm about to join the Army and that will not only be a good paying job, it will give you a good place to start the rest of your adult life from. Look into it.

>>17236080
your aspergers is a permanent disqualification from the military unless you get a waiver or it isn't diagnosed.

go to community college and then transfer to a good university and from there join the intelligence community.

Easy, just kill a hobo or someone else who isn't important. Then you plead guilty and get sent to prison, you will get ripped and make new friends w/ bemifits I might add. Free meals and they pay money just to keep you alive. Way more free time to do whatever you want. You're petty much set up for life.