How do I stop being such a pathetic loser
>Wake up go to gym for an hour
>Do nothing the rest of the day
>Lazy as fuck
>Out of school for the summer
>Don't want a job but parents making me apply
>Secretly hoping I don't get it
>Did bad last semester and wrecked my GPA
>Don't know what I want to do in life
>Never had a real gf, just fucked around
>No direction in life
>All I do is watch movies and play video games
What scares me is i'm content with this but know it won't last forever. I'm 20 now but feel like I'm running out of time.
I'm this (barring some details) but 25.
>>17218215
>>Never had a real gf, just fucked around
You did more than me anon.
>>All I do is watch movies and play video games
At least I managed to get over video games.
>>17218276
So you live with your parents or what?
I'm like you but 22. I've been on academic probation 3 times now and I'm just tired. If I didn't have other mental health symptoms thaf worried me, I would have just offed myself.
I still think of it, and it's my only way out. But sorry I can't help anon. I can only be a leech, because I didn't really want to be alive..
get drunk cause ruckus and party with friends
I'm this but I want to get a job but my household insists I'm way more mentally disabled than I am and that doesn't fare well for me given the problems I do have. Do you think I can get the fuck out of here with the $100 I have in my wallet?
>>17218296
I like to do this but they haven't invited me to do anything in a while. Maybe I should reach out to them but idk. I'm just bored.
>>17218283
You *feel* like it's the only way out.
Depression does that to people. You can't imagine being happy.
>>17218215
You stop being a loser by doing. Until you start doing, you will always be a loser. Make up a goal, no matter how inane - make sure it's simple. Then do it. Rinse/Repeat
>>17219502
Alright I'll start going out more
>>17219512
see you're already being vague.. setting up some ephemeral idea of "going out more"
this is loser mentality. How about, I'll start taking a 30 minute walk outside every day?