Guys I need some advice. I'm 18 and have been having this odd problem ever since I was about 16. I would go a week or so being completely happy then, out of no where, I'm overcome with dread and lonelessness. I fear for my life because when these drops occur all I think about is killing myself or hoping someone else does it for me. I do not think I am Bi-Polar because I don't go crazy when i'm happy. I am a Neet but have no problem socializing.
sounds like type 2 bipolar
>>17199908
I would recommend seek some professional help where they might can assign you with some medication
go to the doctor. This doesn't sound like "just a phase".
>>17199908
Sounds a little like manic depression. During your ups do you consider yourself highly active?
Sorry if I fuck up posting this (haven't really posted much, usually just browse), but it sounds like bipolar depression to me
I try to get help sometimes but I always talk myself out of doing so.