Hey anons I need some advice about a month ago before me and

Pic related me and my girlfriend

>>17198353
You shouldn't base your happiness on other people. Find some hobbies or something so you can fill your time when you're not with her. Balance is key.

I do have other things to fill my time like I'm going on missions work abroad for the next 2 months and because of that I'm learning Russian and Swahili during the day I don't know my mind is just fucked up I crave death and to rest in peace

Maybe it has something to do with me everything I believed in when I was younger I'm starting to doubt

I think that this fucking rock would be a lot better off without me

>>17198392
You have more than I have. I don't have a gf currently.

I don't want to kill myself because of having a shit life my life is great I have my gf I make 45 dollars an hour and tonnes of friends I just don't know why I can't stop tryin to kill myself

Think about telling her that. Think about how she'd feel. To know that, think about how you would feel if she said it to you.

>>17198425
What do you feel you lack?

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