So pretty much, I feel like a dumbfuck everytime i do something

I've always felt very similar, my entire adult life. Fixating on tiny things I do wrong, as opposed to those I do right. I have a feeling everyone feels this way, but it shines out in different places. It's what makes us unique, anon. You'll find you excel at certain things you find easy and routine, that others struggle with, and vice versa. Keep your head up. You're doing fine.

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>>17169842
have you found satisfying work/lifestyle?

>>17169850
I have. I ended up the last place I thought I might, stay at home dad. I'm critical of everything I do, but psyched to have the learning experience. I tackled a few previous jobs the same way. You get your bearings and learn as you go. The older you get, you'll start to bump into people who make mistakes that YOU think are common sense, but find you don't look down on them for it. That's when you realize that earlier mistakes you may have made, were never a second thought to those who witnessed them, because you're still learning at your own speed, on your own path . Everyone is.

>>17169832
It's part of growing up

>>17169869
Thanks for taking the time to respond man, really appreciate it

>>17169878
Happy to. Your boss is probably hard on you for being young. He's probably seen a dozen dudes fold because he's a little rough on them, and they bail. I've worked for guys like that. Stick to it, and you can't ask for a better boss. They see you can handle it and then treat you like a man.