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Tonnes of shit has just happened in my life and I feel like dying every day. I have three best friends who are very loyal, and without them I would have killed myself by now.
I'm going for a mental health assessment at the hospital on the 6th June. This means I may eventually be diagnosed with a disorder. I hate people who self-diagnose and they've been in my life all my life. This is why I'm taking this step.
>one girl went to the headteachers' office back in school after putting a pencil across her arm and pretended to cut herself, she's still exactly like this years later.
>another girl who is a bully pretended to kill herself gruesomely and now for some reason she has friends. This was a few months ago.
I've been like this a very long time. Excessively paranoid. I keep getting myself involved with sexual shit and the police have got involved. I keep doing impulsive things and falling in love with essentially very evil people. I've hallucinated for years, the delusions I have become more vivid. I can't stop having nightmares. I can't even show my face to my parents I have such bad anxiety. My weight is going up and down, I binge-eat often (I'm normal weight). I was in an abusive relationship that ended 6 months ago. I've lost the majority of my friends. I self-harmed as a kid. I keep thinking of suicide and I've attempted it about three times; the first time my friends came over and stopped me after I took about three pills, the second time I tried to overdose on my mum's sleeping pills but because she's also depressed they gave her "herbal ones" so taking an entire packet didn't work, the third time I was stopped again but I didn't go as far, but I had more of a drive to do it.
Tl;dr
>hallucinations and delusions
>paranoia
>anxiety
>cannot trust anyone
>alcohol
>self loathing
>suicidal
>sexual
>impulsive
>emotional
Anyways, how do I survive this appointment? How do you think they'd assess my mental health? What do you think the consensus will be?
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>>17169802
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They'll probably asses you as a female teen-ager. Maybe with some mild form of schizophrenia. Only they know what they'll say you have.
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>>17169822
Yep, I'm a crybaby.
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>>17169831
I don't know if it's schizophrenia.
And I forgot to mention quite a lot upon rereading what I said but I don't know whether or not I should say it
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>>17169802
Uhhhh theyll assess your mental health as "bad" and hopefully start getting you some help it sounds like you want and need
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>>17169856
It's anonymous so don't see any reason to hold out. Nobody can really judge you. Is it voices?
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>>17169889
Nope, it's a little bit different. I just sit in my room and I see things really vividly, like a change of scenery. Many times have I seen these things actually there as if they're physical, and they're usually people in my head
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