I'm not very strong willed. I seem to give up on things quickly and I'm always tired and lazy. I can see the beauty and humour in the things aroud me but I can't seem to absorb them. A little about me right now: im backpacking through colombia right now trying to learn spanish and I've found myself just as miserable as I was back home. I don't like a lot of people but I hate being lonely. Sitting in a hostel right now self loathing, I have desire to do a lot but no will.
>>17162084
I feel exactly like you. You couldn't have put it in better words. Psychologist tells me it's depression and wants to put me on meds.
>>17162125
Are you in colombia too?
>>17162244
Yep, Cali.
>>17162268
Chevere, yo voy a cali mañana
>>17162284
Quieres fumar un churro de marihuana mañana?
>>17162292
Claro