Losing it

I probably wouldn't miss three weeks of uni. That's a level of self sabotage that goes beyond depression. Basically you're a jackass

Fuck off. Give your friends and family some sort of sign! Not knowing, wondering, not even getting an answer is horrible. Lie if you have to. Although you are clearly past the point where saying everything is fine is an option.

Like >>17161103 says, this seems to go beyond depression. Hard to give advice on this level of self sabotage. Or perhaps you're a downright moron.

>>17161103
I was doing fine, I just kinda stopped. Your right though, and that's why I feel horrible. I think I went too far to come back at a normal pace anytime soon.

My only hope is its already so close to the end and I've done okay in the past, maybe they will go easy on me or understand.

What would I tell everybody though... Is it weird to disappear for 3 weeks?

>>17161118
I didn't mean to do any of this. I guess it was just a lot of bad calls/descions grouped together.

Each time someone called I didn't want them to see me broken and each day there was class I didn't want to show up without the material covered because I was behind.

Each day of not answering/not going didn't help it all because I only really worked for 2hrs with all the time I had

I've done this before. If you can still get a refund for classes, do it. It's going to be harder and harder to get yourself back there.

Go see someone, tell your parents things are wrong. You might be prescribed something. Family might be mad or sad. But things are going to continue getting worse unless you change something right now. Any kind of help is good.

>>17161194
Thanks anon.