Didn't see one

Dear OP,

You are not a faggot.

Love, Anon

>tfw no OP that wouldn't be a faggot

Im going to therapy soon
Hopefully I can stop stalking you finally.
I dont know what else to do.

Hey..

It's been a long time, I'm doing a lot better than the last time you saw me..

I cleaned myself up, I stopped drinking as much and I haven't taken any drugs for what feels like an eternity.

I pulled through, I miss you so much. I want you to be happy, and I don't want to fuck your life up again.

Promise me you'll make him as happy as you made me.

I hope she stopped, hasn't or won't continue to lie to me, because that doesn't nearly hurt as much as being dishonest to me. P. S. I hate that stupid sharing thing

>>17041114

Initials?

Am I on your mind again?

hey m, how about a secretary-thing game next time?

I'm sorry I fucked up your life but know I guess I've learned the hard way that u cant change it now and we're gonna have to live with this for the rest of our life's. I hope u know I never ment anything to fall apart so bad but now that we have moved apart I hope we don't turn back cause that pain hurt me inside it's left me numb.

>>17041251
Somehow you always are.

Your girlfriend cheated on you with me! I'm the one who got hurt out of it is the funny thing. Cause i'm not gonna start shit with her since she has all my pictures and she's a crazy bitch who would probably ruin my life with them. So I hope you guys are happy. I wish you'd cheat on her and maybe hurt her feelings too but she probably wouldn't even feel a thing.

>>17041446
Prove it. General location?

>>17041440
Why's that?

Fuck you.

What a woman tells her eager lover ought to be written in the wind and the running water.

>>17041462
Because you managed to worm your way into my mind and heart, that's why.

>>17041523
I'll be anything there's an interesting story behind this, or at least interesting people.

I had the hugest crush on you since we were in 7th grade. I've masturbated more to your facebook pictures than I have to porn. You made me so horny to the point that I'd let you take a shit on my chest. You don't know this, never did. I've started seeing a girl now. Slowly falling in love with her, forgetting you day by day. It's been two weeks since I last busted a nut to your latest selfie in athletic shorts. Good day.

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>>17041016
Dear who ever the fuck cares.
If I can't join 11B and get my GED.
I'm either going to jail for a long time or killing my self.
I miss meth and opium.
I miss guns.
I miss my old crew.
I never make it.
It doesn't matta

A,

I feel empty inside. I was having a shitty day yesterday and all of the sudden I was hit with the realization that I don't have a best friend anymore. I relied too much on you.

I try to keep thinking of you as a good person and come up with all sorts of excuses but I really can't. You're the one that broke me. You're the one who left me to dig myself out of the pit I got caught in. I needed you there to support me, but you ran away from me because you were too scared to face what pain you caused me.

It was almost a year ago that we last saw each other. I never thought that those moments that we shared would be our last together. The last hug, the last kiss, the last time you told me "I love you" (if you ever meant it at all). Now I'm just stuck with these memories--clinging on to the dying glow of love that I felt back then and no idea how to move on. I wish I could just get rid of them. Sometimes I wish that I had never met you.

You say you want me in your life, that you want to go back to being that important person to me. But you're really not trying all that hard at all. Maybe it's time to just let you go. You already tore away a big piece of me after all that you've done. I shouldn't let you keep taking more just because I keep wishing that we can go back to how we were.

Until you give me closure for the pain you caused me. Until you can face your fears and tell me what you want from me... you can't be in my life anymore. I'm not getting anything out of it besides heartbreak.

I thought you loved me, but the way you've behaved makes me question every moment and I wonder "Why does this person who says that they love(d) me do this to me?" You don't show me that you care. Your words sound like empty promises, and I feel more like an obligation to you than someone you legitimately want in your life.

We might talk tomorrow. If we do then I'll suppose I'll just have to tell you then, and that will be the end of this sad story.

- A

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Hey _____

I think I am falling for for you. Something about your personality & looks its amazing to me your eyes, your face, the way we type each other. I havent gotten along with someone like this ever. you have to be a solid 10 in my eyes. This is the first time in my life I've ever fallen for someone I've never met and as cool as it is, i meet you for a week then I'll have to return. If you're serious about wanting me to meet you give me 6 months to afford a trip.You're everything I've ever wanted in a girl and from the way you talk to me I can tell you are interested as well. Then again you are already told me and it was your idea for me to visit.

love
_______

>>17041903
Last initial?

>>17041903

Alexandra?

Dear DO,

I don't know how to feel about you. You're almost making it seem like you like me but I don't know if I like you. I think I do? I might? I don't want to but unfortunately you're attractive. I'm never gonna get over my ex anyway. even though you want me too.

-MR

>>17041940
I don't expect him to read this since he doesn't go on this board, and I don't even know if he goes on here anymore. There's enough detail in there that he would know that it was for him.

>>17041957
Nope.

I cry everytime i see pictures of you: knowing i am lying to you, saying i love you when i don´t. Still, your smile is precious to me, it overwhelms me with shame everytime i have to lie and every time you kiss me i have to look down.
i am so sorry

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D,

I understand you're afraid. I'm sorry for pushing forward so hard; I just wanted to you have faith in me and us like I do. However, by doing this, I've pulled us apart. I'm terribly sorry. I understand your concerns about the distance, and I still think we can work something out on that; if we never try, we can never know, right?

I am not trying to justify why I pressed so hard, but please try to understand it on my side. The past relationships I've been in, they've always never been successful all because we moved too slowly; they were superficial and at the eventual end, none of my them wanted anything long-term. I just want commitment, you see? I'm sick of short-term relationships that leads to nowhere. The future may be a blur for us, but I believe in it.

Irregardless of what happened between us, I will still hold dear the memories we shared for a short time. I don't think I've been happier in the past year, truth be told. I'm lucky to have met someone like you, and I'd be the luckiest person on Earth if I get to spend my life with you.

In any case, I will be here and available if you'd like to try again.

I wish you all the best in your life, even if it's not with me.

- R

N,

I know you lied to me about college, which makes me wonder what else you lied about. I know I lied to you too, but I came clean before everything was said and done. It's been some months since September but I still think about you, a few times a week. I would be willing to overlook all the lies and start over if we could once I move out there for school. It's been really weird not talking to you this entire time, I wonder if you ever think of me besides the times I sent you messages that you read and never answered..

-M.

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He treated you awful. You did not notice as youve been mistreated so much that anyone not actively physically harming you is good in your blue eyes. But he was dangerous, rude, didnt care, never tried to help you. He pushed you away. Move on. Move on. Move on. Dont miss him and dont try to get him back. Rid yourself of toxic people.

Dad,

You utterly failed as a parent, and the fact that you deny years of physical abuse only makes you look even more pathetic.

You made it very clear that you hated raising me, and you counted every day that brought me closer to 18, so you could justify tossing me out on the street.

You'll never admit any of this of course, but I've accepted it. When the time comes, I won't mourn you.

>>17041251
Well, it's kinda like this: your voice is in my mind constantly, stating your opinions beside mines.

Like I'll see something, have my own opinion of it, but also hear your opinion of it at the same time.

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Hey, SRL

Fuck it, I'm just going to do something dumb. I have nothing to lose. It's not like we were friends or anything, just convenient acquaintances. I never thought of you as a daft person, so I am sure you see the direction of all this. Going against the warning noises in head and to just yak this shit out. I always knew this wasn't going to go anywhere, I had set my mind on it. Still I was human enough to fall for you, which is stupid. It has been a few chaotic years, but hilariously enough this has been one of the most genuine relationships I have ever had with another person. Pretty fucking sad. Why you put up with me is something that I will never understand. Seemed like I was hassling you more than anything else.

Truly I am elated for you, smile and all. The main reason being that I hope that now you'll have someone to be there for you, stop your ass from doing something fucking stupid.
Depression sucks hard, we both know this shit. I really hope that now you'll be able to have some hope, something positive, if anything at all.
Don't ever change, and don't take anyone's shit. Even all this.

With much fucked up affection, LM.

dear person

i spit in your food everytime

yours sincerely

Dear cute girl I met recently,

I really appreciate the opening you gave me today. I'm rather upset with myself for not having taken advantage of it. I'm sorry, but my mind was on work, and it's been going poorly lately. I feel really stupid for not having asked you out today. Hopefully I can do it the next time I see you.

Dear God
Thanks for all the lovely things in this universe.
This was a nice age to live and it was interesting seeing so many achievements by humanity.
I am sorry I haven't been the best human.
I just wanted to write you a thank you letter in this thread because I believe you keep tabs on every 4chan thread.
Love you long time.
-Me

>>17041252

bump

Why can't i stop thinking about you? i dont think you are attractive yet i feel fascination when i see you, i know your personality is nothing like what your appearance makes me think.

I want to runaway but I can't. I want to die but I'm scared of death and I have kids and I can't leave them with no mom. I just feel completely and totally hopeless right now. Why can't I be normal? Why can't I be strong. Why doesn't he love me? Why can't I function like a normal human being? I know I love my kids and take card of them but I never feel good enough. I'm not enough for anyone. The only thing I'm good at is my job. I am enternally destined to be a failure.

>>17044173
I'm sorry...I put this on the wrong board.

>>17044194
Nah it still fits

I'm done. I can't do this anymore. It is ruining me. I just have to build the courage to end this. It is going to hurt, hurt so fucking bad but I can't do it anymore. It's not fair to me and I'm turning into a nutcase because of it. If I'm not worth it now than I never will be. I hope you get what you have always wanted. Just please remeber when it is over you will never again exist to me.

I hope that post you made was about me. I still love you. But you said it yourself that the other guy treated you better, so it probably wasn't for me. So then why did you break up with him?

J

I take full responsibility for my actions so you're not to blame. I'm the stupid one not letting you go even though I know it's best. Buy I think I'm turning into an alcoholic because of this situation we are in. And I can't be an alcoholic...you know why. Please decide or just go. Just go if you can't decide. Rip the dann bandaid off, I think it will hurt less

Fuck Everyone, damn im not mad as much to all of you who I considered my friends as to myself for being si innocent. Is it a crime to be innocent or dumb? I dont think so, ive done my share of shit on life, took dumps and masturbated, is that bad? Who do i look for acceptance from everyone when I know it doesnt mean shit? And honestly i havent net more fucked up people EVER, is money the most important thing to all of you? Some kind of social status or security? Fucked up power fantasies? I dont know but I hope youll ask yourselves that question one day, may god be with you and protect you from yourselves untill the day you find god..
T snitch

>>17043081
Initials to?

Shitty-dy shit shit shit. Still feel like shit. Shitty-dy shitti-dy shit. Rubbishy rubbishy rubbish.

Those words... well actually, more like ALL words, yep, they hurt.

a,

i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.

e.

L,
I was hung up on you for so long, but now I'm at the light at the end of the tunnel. After everything, I'm moving on. The final straw that helped me move faster was after you flat out insulted me. I'm ready for a new beginning with you not being in my life. You won't ever ruin me again.
From, C

>>17044784
Hey my name starts with T
And I'll fucking shoot you.

To L,

How comes my thoughts still wander to you?
It's quite ridiculous at this point. I don't even really know what's going on in my head. Is thinking of you really such a deeply rooted habit that I'm unable to get rid of it?
It's been ages since we last had any sort of contact, back then we were just teenagers. But yet I'm here waiting for some kind of miracle, when you probably don't waste a single thought on me anymore. Even I can see that it's stupid.
Sometimes I feel like I've finally been able to accept it, that it's all good and over and done. But two days later you are all over my thoughts again.
I just want to be able to get a conclusion. I just want to move on.
But I'm a coward.

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I love you. I love you. I love you and I can see the end from here and I don't know why being in love has gone from this sweet tingling feeling to a deep and profound and heavy feeling walking the line between nirvana and crippling depression. What is it? Is this really what being in love feels like? It's really intense. I'm not even sure what to think. Now at this point I'm scared of you not loving me as much as I love you which is ridiculous.

What the fuck, own brain?

t,

i love you so much. please talk to me.

o

Dear everyone in my life.

I am lonely

I have been since i broke up with c****

Ive been drinking to numb the pain and im considering using TOR to post drugs to my door.

I figured going up might help bring me out of the down.

Why cant you just treat me right. I just want company and pleasant conversation...when did everyone get so selfish and uncaring

If i carry on im going to lose my job my home and sell my car to get by...hell maybe live in that...

Please just help me through these next few months.

Yours truely

P***

>>17045020
Initials?

I know we probably weren't right for each other, and I'm sorry for that. I really liked you, loved you even, I think. It's been half a year and I'm much better and I really hope you are too, you deserve it. I know you don't want to talk to me right now, I mean you didn't even meet my eyes when I saw you last, but that's fine. Shit didn't end well, I think you gave me my first honest-to-God anxiety attack when we broke up, and I'm really sorry that you had to deal with me like that, but you have to understand, you were my crutch. You helped me through two of the toughest years of my life, I don't know how it would've turned out if I didn't have you to lean on. We all need to leave our crutches behind sooner or later I guess, I can accept that but it was so sudden. I don't fault you for not wanting to help me up. I don't know how you feel, but I hope you aren't feeling guilty. Judging by the way you treated me afterwards, you could very well resent me even though you cried when it happened. I really wish I could apologise and explain, but you never gave me the chance. I don't know anymore honestly, I just hope you're happier now. I'm sorry for dragging you down for so long.

>>17043225
Dear you

We swapped bodily fluids so many times I don't give a fuck if you do

Person

J-

You're not the type to peruse an Egyptian needling board, but I'll write you anyway. I have a lot of feelings for you. I want to invite you to my first home game, you can watch me (hopefully) light up some bitches and win. But I bet you're working on Saturday night anyway. I hope I see you Tuesday. I'll tell you all about it.

And maybe I'll even tell you about getting laid out by a girl three times my size. Oh I have so many bruises, it's awesome.

Anyway, I hope we talk the next time I see you, you wonderful man.

>>17041016
Nikki,

I hope this finds you somehow. I'm so sorry for the way I treated you. And I hope you never go through what I have been through, no one deserves this. I love you, like no other. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. forgive me and end my grief. I miss you're voice. I miss everything.

-Max

>>17045391
You the hefty roller-derby girl?

S

I hate that you don't feel the same way. I really do think we'd be great for each other, either as a couple or as friends but I guess we disagree on which one we should be, though if I could just switch off my feelings I would because you're actually the most amazing person I've met, not a word of lie, and I so much enjoy spending time with you and would honestly love to just be your friend, but it hurts every time I realise there's no hope to be anything more for the time being. If I knew how to change your mind I would do that too.
And I don't want to just orbit around you like a vulture either, but that's probably going to happen and I'm sorry for it. I want to tell you how it is but I'm afraid I'll just come off as a creep and I don't want to be a creep. I'm working really hard to contain my emotions both so you don't feel threatened and so that I don't scare you away, which I've done in the past with other girls and I just cringe at it now. Hopefully that means I'm at least mostly past that phase
Things are a little rough now I'll admit, but either way I'm glad to have met and gotten to know you and hope I continue to know you throughout my life. You've definitely had a net positive impact. And maybe things will change and our road will take a different route than it is now. In any case, I look forward to what our future will bring.

Dear Mom,

Im so lost without you. Life isnt the same without your warm soul. I miss the smell of your hair and the sound of your voice.
This house is a emotional prison that i cant escape.I never noticed how quiet the house was till you died. Grandma is about to die from cancer aswell and after that I guess ill be all alone. You used to tell me that im never alone but ive never felt so alone in my life. Im scared. Life is difficult and just like you said "If you come into this world you have to go out too" but i cant find solace in myself anymore.. I guess growing up is just one big catch 22.

Love you mom till we meet again,
Love your boy,
Ryan

Hey there,

I know you're probably busy, like you always seem to get with me lately. I know I'm probably not even an afterthought to you anymore, and that you'd probably want to keep it that way.
I just want to let you know that even though we've been through a lot of shitty times together, you were still one of my closest friends. Even though I fell in love with you, you broke my heart, and I fell out of love with you, I still think about you a lot. There really hasn't been anyone I've related to so well.

I don't know if I want you to confirm or deny what I've come to think about you: that the entire time, you valued yourself far more than you valued me, even when I sacrificed so much to make you happy.
I want to believe that you're a good person, since you used to stick your neck out for me, too. I want to believe in you, but...did you ever really care?

Dear Pajeet Singh,

Please stop shitting in the street. Poo in a loo.

Leanna,

I cheated on you mutiple times. The guilt has driven me mad for last few years. I fucked up and ruined our love. You taught me what love feels like and i destroyed it. I hope you have a healthy long life with plenty of happiness. Youre an amazing women, so smart and beautiful with one bright future. I bet in another universe i didnt cheat and were living a happy life with beatiful kids. I miss you stud take care babe

Travis

>>17045717
Yes. I cared. I still do. I'm sorry about the way things turned out between us.

Dear Bill,

Fucking fuck you fucking cocksucking bitch ass whore dick fuck you I fucking hate your rotting guts you fucking prick


Dear Cathy

Refer to above


Dear me

Your hate has been relinquished

Dear waitress...

You were getting way to close to me today. I know, job based on tips, it was probably easier for you to put the drinks on the table where I was sat, then lean over and pass them to everyone.

I don't think this was deliberate. I'm sure you were just doing your job.
But seriously, from a guy that has been called "creepy" too many times in the past just because I was the ugly autist, personal space is important.

I don't wanna be that close to someone, or to see your cleavage (and be forced to look up just to prove I'm not checking you out) and to check your ass out when your bending over leaning across the table.

I was there for a little family get-together. Honestly, I thought you were cute, but you were making me uncomfortable as fuck.

Just letting you know... if someone avoids eye-contact and doesn't really speak much, they probably don't like people getting to close.

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>>17041016
Every Monday I kill a stray dog.
It's like an impulse to do it.
While i cut his head i feel relaxed, but the moment stays just for 20 seconds. Then I feel sad again.
Actually, I want to kill everyday, but I imposed myself to kill a stray dog every Monday.
I don't even care about dogs, it might be anyone; but the chances to be killed or to finish in jail after killing a dog are so low.
I remember when I was a little boy, 8, maybe 9 yo. I got into a fight while playing football on the street. I don't even remember why. I do remember the pain when I received my first punch, my nose broke.
I was bigger than him and I literally jumped on him.
I gave him a punch, then another one, the I hit him again. He started crying so loudly I got pissed.
I put my hands around his neck and I choked. I kept strong the hold.
Suddenly, I couldn't move my legs! My brain exploded of pleasure, all the stress disappeared.
For 5 seconds I felt in paradise. It was 10 times better than an orgasm.
Fortunately, for him, my dad grabbed my arm and took me off.
That day, I was beaten so bad I went to the hospital. I remember my father looking at me strangely, maybe because i did not cried even if he broke me my arm, maybe because I nearly killed a kid that day. Who knows.
Last week I bought a gun. I bring it with me everywhere.
Yesterday I saw a thief running from a shop. It was midnight and the streets were empty. I was ready to kill the motherfucker. But I didn't. The shop owner did. That asshole, ruined my night.
I hope I'll have another chance like that one. There are not anymore stray dogs where I live.

From the moment I met you I thought we were special and this special love would last forever. But the first time you threatened to cheat on me I knew I had to end it. Unfortunately I waited 3 years too long to do so, but now it has happened and I'm happy. Thanks for hitting me, it really snapped me back into my senses again to see how much of an ungrateful bitch you are for everything I've always done for us

>>17045843
Also 4chan is the last bastion of true honesty and hope in the world. I love you all. I've really missed being here and despite the fact that I've only resorted to coming back years after after my heart has been broken and I have nobody else left, I still feel at home and miss this place.

>>17045826
either psychopath or bored as fuck

>>17045864
You don't know what the fuck love is.

>>17045871
That's why I'm here, because I want to know what love is!

>>17045871
Love is when my girlfriend cheats on me because she was so upset over what I did

Love is when I long to feel her hit me in the face again so I can feel her nails against my eyelid and watch her blurry figure walk out the door

Love is when I'm ridiculed then ignored for days on end then finally taken back and told she needs me forever and to never leave her

Yep I know I don't, sue me. That's all I have.

Dear Marta,

You make my dick sneeze.

Thanks,
George W. Bush

>>17045870
I feel average

Dear S.
Why do you try to make everything into a pity party? Please just leave already.

Why does it seem like you don't care about me anymore? I felt like you and I could have had something special. You made me fall in love with you and I know I could have tried harder to show you that I cared about you but I'm socially retarded and never know what to do. Now you're with someone else and it seems like all you do when we hang out is text her or talk to her on the phone or try to convince everyone to bring her along. Please just show me a little attention again it seems like you don't even care about me anymore. I don't even know why we still hang out anymore to be honest

>>17045901
So don't hang out with him/her? You aren't trying to move on like at all.

>>17045772
...Grace?

>>17045907
I'm just trying to just get him out of my head for now and the reason I still hang with him is because I only have 3 people who I would consider friends and we all get together over the weekends and just hang out I'm trying to move on but its hard when I see and talk to this person constantly and I still want to think of him as my best friend but it's kind of hard when it seems like he doesn't give a shit about me

Holy shit. it's killing me to see you in such a sad state.
We've stayed mirrored and I'm relieved. However if I'm completely honest, I just want to be there for you.
You burned so bright for a time and that's how you should be always. You will always be that person to me. Stay sweet, stay sincere. You have so much heart, don't let this consume you. Please.
Once you showed me a brighter side and now I'd like to reflect that light. You showed me I'm not destined to be a failure.

>>17045934
Like I said, you aren't going to move on if you still hang out with him. You cannot be friends with him right now. Maybe in the future, but right now you have to focus on your well-being.

>>17045801
I love you, too.

>>17045977
I think you're right, thanks

>>17045592
No, I play women's pro football. ;) wish I could do Derby but the schedules conflict.

>>17041016
C,

Your whiny nihilism gets on my last fucking nerve and I have no idea how you can be simultaneously religious and nihilistic.

Stop feeling sorry for yourself over everything, especially when you're just throwing a pity party over not having sex for a while. Fucks sake, you get on my last fucking nerve with that "life is meaningless and no one loves me" bullshit.

PS. I think it's funny that you criticize me and tell me I don't have any friends, but when I make a singular fucking joke to you about yourself, you stop talking to me for days or longer.

>>17045946
Initials to?

Hey C,

I might be more mature and independent now, but I'm still as much of a slut as ever.

A slut for you and you alone, anyway.

Z
your a fucking cancerous tumor that just fills with bacteria and spews aids each time you message me. I would tell you to leave me alone but the reason im still giving in to your clingy and needy behaviour is so you can get even more fucked in the future. I know exactly what you are doing and for the record im not sorry. Good thing you keep demanding my attention fucker, because I will destroy you. I will.
B

>>17046116
Alternatively, you could cut ties with this person and move on.

>>17046119
Just in case if anon sees this and knows of Zulim45(Z), on various sites please tell her to go back to her country, she often posts here on adv and begs me to be her boyfriend.

>>17044998
Initials?

>>17046191
Pretty unlikely that you are that L. But anyway, I'm C.

>>17046208
Not your L. Was kinda hoping you were T. Things were never resolved between us.

>>17045391
initials?

Hey,

Thanks. I needed that.

Hope you die a slow, painful and embarrassing death Cassy. You're a fucking lying slut. Fuck you.

Hey K,

I just want you to be happy. For awhile now you've been stressed about so much, and so have I. But you've helped me and I've helped you. It's rough... But why can't you see my feelings for you. You keep stressing about him when you could be happy with me... You always come to me if you feel down. You always get help from me. I pour all the love I can into you and you still don't see it.

- N

Everyone is gay but me

>>17046587
It is the real me, I have like 10 trips and Pegasus was original

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>>17046589
Oh...shit. So, I just said all that shit to...you.

DEAR GOODNESS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME!

Dear A

I'm so sorry that I'm terrible to date. I talk to the people you hate on a daily basis (but not about you - never about you) and there's one girl in the world that I would fall in love with again in a heartbeat. I should have waited before I agreed to date you because now that the puppy love is gone, it's nowhere near the overwhelming love I've had for her.

The worst part is that I know I'd break up with you sooner or later, but I know your life is shit and that I'm one of the only things that gives you a reason to live. I'd rather keep this going now and make up a bullshit reason later, once you're stable and away from your abusive family, than completely break you now and risk your life.

I'm so sorry

>>17041252
Oddly enough I've had a long running fantasy of using a desk for more interesting work.

>>17046661
Initials? I feel as though this was written for me.

>>17046718
Can't be, they don't come to 4chan. At least I don't think they do

What's your name?

Dear J,

I know I tried this once before and you said no, and that you just don't think of me that way. I'm just trying my chances again. I probably have my hopes set too high, but I really never have been as close to anybody as with you. Last time I told you that I'd never confessed my feelings to anybody else, and I can just only hope that you're happy that between then and now (almost a year), nothing's changed despite time and the fact you're nearly a thousand miles away from me. I love you.

Sincerely,
B

P.S. Next time I visit we're totally going to the shooting range. Especially if you want to get your concealed carry permit. The area you live in is shit.

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I saw what you posted on tumblr, I'm glad I found it, upset, but it's for the best, I saw what I needed to see, not wanted, which you wouldn't tell me. I'm done with you, I'd already made that decision, but this cements it. It really sucks to waste this potential, but hey, it is what it is, I can't change your mind. I will show you this is a mistake though, I'm not perfect, but I'm getting better everyday, in all kinds of ways. Even though I don't always seem it, I believe in myself, and know I'll succeed, I will rub it in your face, I will do better than you. I hate to say it, but when you come crawling back, I'm not gonna want you anymore, I'll find someone with your good qualities and more.

>>17046777
lol i'm already rich as hell.

I'll always be better than you.

>>17046783
If this was actually the person I was speaking to I'd shit myself and die of embarrassment. I don't think they actively browse 4chan tho

Does that meme look familiar? And first initial?

If someone ignores you, trying to piss them off is only going to make them ignore you more. Focus on yourself, nearly a whole year has passed. That year is plenty of space, it's never being undone.

>>17046833
Initials?

>>17046836
To J.

Hi

>>17046889
Hello

K,
More and more I find myself falling for you. The gentle strength that radiates from you and makes me feel alive again for the first time in what seems like ages. I doubt that you are unaware of my feelings towards you. But I'm too much of a coward to take the next step. Not until I've fixed myself first. I'm too much of an utter mess right now. I'm barely a person, more like a ghost. Even still, I have my fears. It's just like you say: "We're not allowed to have nice things." And besides, who could love a phantom anyway?
-B

Dear A
You're becoming the worst parts of the people you've hated all these years. You made it sound like you cared about what T said about getting along, but now you're doing just like they did.And now I'm where he was.
This time next year things will either be better than they've ever been or worse than your worst nightmares(yeah you win on who has worst dreams -i wish you could lose that one, it'd be better for us both)
However it goes, It'll be that way for both of us and I know you see it too. It's been in the air for a while now.
I really hope you know what you're doing this time because I sure as hell don't. I don't know what scares me more, where this could go or the fact that I'm beginning to not care.


R

K,
I woke up now and the first thing that popped into my mind was you, and I smiled like a happy retard.
M

L,

How are you these days?

yo

>>17045923
Dan?

>>17046294
He's my favorite waiter. All I'll give.

M,

Please make up your mind. I don't like to see my friends getting hurt, and your wishy washy free spirited bull shit is pissing me off. Either be with her or don't, don't lead her on. Or anyone else for that matter...

M,
I'm sorry I tested you the way I did. I wanted to believe in you and I wanted to help, but unfortunately it seemed I was poisoning you more.
You won't hear from me and I won't answer your calls because you hung up on me. That was the final test of what you've become. You thought you could drag me down to your pathetic level and got angry when you couldn't use me so there's nothing I can do for you now.
We had some fun times and now fun time is over. Peace.
M

A

Do you still love me? Waiting for your message
<3

D,
I love ya and you will never know.
You made a point of how it's been a long time since we last spoke.
You even told me to keep in touch with you.
I hate not telling you, though I tried.
You're this higher echelon creature just drumming through life, mature, stable and beautiful.
And I've almost never not thought about you.
In long has it been? 8 years?
I contacted you again halfway through that, but you didn't seem to recognize it was me.
I think I realized then I've never crossed your mind. Not once. And it hurts, but it makes me happy, because it means you have your eye on a better prize and most definitely a better person.
I just never smiled like that before we met.
Honest. I haven't smiled anything close since then.
I hope you the best. Though I admit I fantasize about hugging you, something I could never do when we for obvious reasons.
You're just so beautiful and amazing and it's not just fuzzy brain chemicals talking.
You're an awesome person.
8 years? Is there therapy for that?
I don't think I'd want to lose it though.
The memory of that laughter alone lets me relax.
Anyway, I....yeah.
-C

>>17045900
Fuck you. I love you, you can't see that? I hate you so much now, but still I miss the fuck out of you.
Eat shit, your little doggy too.

>>17044342
... initials please?

>>17044998
I saw from a later post that your initial was C.. can I please ask your last initial?

>>17047019
I'm doing okay, working and studying. How are you?

>>17047019
I'm okay. Too much work. Miss chatting with you. There's new stuff to watch.
Message me? Maybe we can watch something again.

>>17047378
Odds are that I'm not your L, but settling down to watch something sounds awfully good :)

May I ask your initial?

I know you love me more than words can describe, I know you look at me like I'm your savior, and that I am different than all the rest. The last seven years we've been together, you always tell me that I am the only thing that's keeping you believing there is good in this world. And it's taken me a long time to realise that. Time that I have not been that Superman for you. I put my dick inside my ex a few times, and it's something you don't know, something you can never know. We started a life together and hell, I'll try being the man you want me to be, but I will always know that I was not the flawless man you thought I was. Hopefully, that burden is something I will be able to live with, and the silence will remain just that. Love you.

>>17041523
Nothing interesting. It just taught me to never get attached or open up to anyone ever again.

J-
So now you're saying I'm fat? Shit, I've seen the dumb cows you fuck around with. Don't even go there. You're fucking fat yourself, bitch. You're smarmy. I hate you because you're not one of me. You're just a JUMPED UP PANTRY BOY WHO DOESN'T KNOW HIS PLACE!

ur a fag

>>17047322
Initials?

>>17047373
Well, it's K.

B,

I'm sorry I broke up with you. I hope you come to understand in time why I did it though. I could not bear serving as your therapist anymore and feeling helpless to do anything about your instability. Nothing I was saying was getting to you. I've told you that your parents are emotionally abusive several times yet you never got it. You let them run your life and you were starting to judge me by their unfair standards. With the way you always excused your parents' abusive behavior and started to dismiss and disrespect me, I saw no point in our relationship since it seems like you would never even defend it.

The only way I felt I could help you and myself was to leave you. It felt cruel for me to do that but I feel like I was serving as nothing more than a weak band-aid to the deeper wounds you have. I can only hope that this will spur you to reflect and to find actual professional help.

I did not leave out the possibility of talking again some day during our last conversation and I hope in my heart that we will be able to. I still cherish the moments we were able to spend together and I hope you do too.

Sincerely,
J

>>17046804
Well, jokes on you cunt.
I find my ways.

hi.
i hope you fucking burn in hell. or even better, i hope your kids get bullied in school everyday. i hope they go through the exact same situations you put me through during your classes. those pedophilic looks you gave me, when you fucking touched my leg. when you asked me "what the fuck i was doing with my hands under the desk". do you know how much stress you've put me through? giving all the guys better grades, just because im a female and you probably want to blackmail me to have sex with you? what the fuck is wrong with you? marrying a woman thats 30 years younger than you, while cheating on your other hoe? do you think being a pedophile is morally okay? so what if you saw me that day skipping school, you have to tell the whole class that you saw me when i was sick? i didn't even skip it because of you, all i wanted was a fucking day off.
just ask yourself; is having sex with elementary and high school students ok? if yes, you have a fucking problem.
bye.

>>17047605
Tell me who you think it is

Funny thing is that now I've lost any desire to fuck you. On Saturday I saw what you really are - an empty-eyed pussy faggot who wants what he can't have and denegrates anyone stupid enough to fuck him. Like me.

You get a tattoo referencing William Wallace and act like a total pussy? Right. The funniest thing about that is you're more like the royal English bitch who fucks all the women on prima note. Because you fuck everyone. So I've been told.

I want you to wear my away jersey to the game...

>>17042855
Initials?

>>17047868
If he fucks everyone, then he isn't much of a faggot.

>>17044726
Initials from?

>>17045946
This is beautiful.

I still think about you, even after we stopped talking three months ago. I fucked it up, as I always do.
Sort of wondering if you ever think about me too.

>>17047019
i feel like butt -_-

>>17042861
Initials?

>>17047422
I'm a L.
A S to certain someone.
And an E to my online friends.

Yeah I been on a watching binge. Sadly, I work today so the fun is over.

Want to know a secret? If you try to screw me over I have plenty evidence that would probably cause a shit storm for you.

>>17048384
What do you have to lose?
You're nothing, you have always known it.
You're shit.

>>17048384
Initials? What is this person doing to deserve this

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Dear C,S,R, pretty much everyone in my "close" group of friends,

You are all disposable, I am only faking to enjoy your company. It would be nice if everyone of you were not condescending dickheads. I hope you miss me when I'm gone to another city because I fucking don't. Twats.

>>17048384
You sure you still have this "evidence"?

Did you even aquire it in a legal way? Doubt it.

People like you need to fucking off and die.

Don't tell me you love me if you don't. Actions and patterns have a big impact. You're fucking with my head.

Why are you doing this to me?

Confused and Naive T

ma, your a piece of shit who died too soon to see me grow into the man i am today, having more than you've ever given me. if only i could see you, spit on you, and crush you like the ant you are, make you realize you fucked up. but thats too late cause you got cancer from the time i wished it as a senior in college.

go fuckruself

I hope that your heart heals soon. It will, even though it seems as it never will. I don't like seeing you sad. You have someone who would give you a chance right under your nose, but I'm not sure you are paying attention, or even if you would care. I'm not perfect, believe me I know. I wouldn't want to be anyway.

D
You have a serious addiction and I refuse to further our relationship until you stop. I'm giving you time to work on yourself but after a year, if I see what I saw the other day I'm done. And yeah, ya fuckin rights I did it and I dare you to ask me about it. I'm not being locked in blind. You should be ashamed of yourself. You're just another disgusting piece of shit like the rest of them when your alone. Wish I knew before getting this close

>>17048515
This is beautifully worded. I hope all turns out well for you, Anon. Remember to find joy in little things, delight in helping others, and beauty in simplicity and in everything around you. All will be well.

Dear Past Self

Go to art class, so you can be worth something in your goddamn life. Or at least pretend to be someone worthwhile. Maybe you'll be moderately decent at something you try.

Present, constantly contemplating suicide, self.

>>17046091
to V
-C

to k
i love you, i want to marry you and have a boring little life with you
love a, x

>>17047828
Charlie

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...

Please stop. Just please. You keep taking things further and further. You don't love me. You can't. You're too neglectful for that. How dare you even say that. Why did you involve me in your life? You captivated me and then fucked with me. Please I don't understand and it doesn't make sense. Please stop coming back around every time I feel it hurting less.

I'm going to take a nap now.

>>17047828
What's a ' s last initial? Does he have a nickname.

>>17048597
Sleep tight.

N
You said you can only see me as a friend right??? So what the fuck???? Let me be already, I can't just cut you out, I love you too much, you know that. But what I'm experiencing for the last year is pure torture, talking to you makes me wanna vomit. Today you suggested you hook me up with one of your friend..FUCKING SERIOUSLY? Is that some fucking joke?? Don't you know by the way i look at you, by the way i stutter, that I'm still in love WITH JUST YOU? How can you love someone SO MUCH and at the same time want to kill them? Anyway, I still can't hate you for the games you're playing on me, I'll probably tell you to go fuck yourself, i swear.
Love only, G

>>17048384
lol at 'evidence'

got a lawyer?

leggo, bitch.

Money = power HAHA

Careful, she's really good at ruining lives for her enjoyment.

>>17048597
Maybe I don't love you. But we can always be friends right?
We don't have to be so fucked up to each other.
Let's keep it at least alive.
Eh?

>>17048597
I do love you

T

This is me, not writing you a long letter.

I am sad that there is distance and silence between us at the moment. If you decide you want to start talking to me again then the silence will be forgotten immediately. I miss you and your way of seeing the world. Don't forget that I'm always here for you if you need me.

Things are going ok with me, by the way. I think that things are going to be alright. I am going to be alright.

Fakename.

>>17048722
We can't be friends when you treat me like you do. You've hurt me so much.

>>17048758
You love alcohol and sex.

Tanya -

And yet the box is still empty.

>>17047464
Initials?

>>17048683
wo-oah here she comes, she's a maaan eeeateer.

>>17048976
I, I-I, I 'll do anything
That you want me to do
Yeah, I, I-I, I'll do almost anything
That you want me too, ooh
Yeah
But I can't go for that, nooo
(No)
No can do
I can't go for that, nooo
(No)
No can do
I can't go for that, nooo
(No)
No can do
I can't go for that
Can't go for that
Can't go for that
Can't go for that
(SEXY SAXOPHONE!)

Dear L.B.,

I was in love with you for the past year, you've known for the past six months, we havent spoken for the past week, and havent texted for the past three days. I miss you so, so, so much, but I cannot break the promise and write to you again. I want nothing more than to see you and to put my arm around your shoulder like the one time we had on the beach. I dont know what happened a month ago when you had that break down and said you never wanted me to leave and I told you how I felt, then you read what I sent to A., about how I loved you, and you were angry, and scared, and we never talked about it. It's all over between us now. We wont see each other untill next monday and I hope that I can manage to not bother you with texts untill then.
C.C.

>>17048893
T's last Initial?
Captcha was tea. Go figure

>>17049030
This sounds familiar. What country are you in anon?

>>17049079
United States, Massachusetts to be more specific.

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Dear L, L, and B,
You guys have always been able to give me a sense of relief. No matter how upset I am, you all help me breathe. I'm sorry sometimes I get so sad we can't play outside, but at least we play inside.

You guys are probably the closest thing I'll ever have to unconditional love.

P.s. I dunno if it's the food and your good health, but damn all three of your coats are so soft.

I love you all so much.

-
Someone who needs you.

A,
Fuck you man. You know I want to do something, then you go do it behind my back and exclude me while I'm at work. After all the bullshit you do, after what a terrible person you always are, with how little respect you have for me, how do you expect me to call you a friend?

J,
You do some shitty stuff too. You just go along with things, anything A does, you're down. In fact, you go along with pretty much anything anyone wants to do. I've never been able to tell if it's because you're bored or simply don't care enough to stand up for yourself. Maybe both? Either way fuck you for being so wishy washy.

>>17049200
Initials please?

>>17048683
No, I'm good at ruining the lives of faggot fuckbois for my enjoyment.

http://i0.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/715/141/70d.png

J,
I'm sorry for having the problems that I have. I love you so much and I'm glad you didn't go through with breaking up with me. I know I can improve because I have been, but it just takes time. I'm so much more scared of screwing up and losing you now. Please don't leave me before I get a chance to see you.
I know you have a lot of problems too, and shit going on in your life. I'm here for you and I always will be. I'm sorry that you've had to deal with an abnormal amount of stress all the time. I'm sorry that you had to be the one to tell me about my unhealthy behaviors. Nobody else would.
I love you more than anything in the world and I only hope your choice to stay with me is solid.
-A

>>17049077
B. For biscuit.

>>17049219
Not even whoever that is up there, but why do you ask? He's saying you're either an asshole or a cocksucker.

A, I really want to fuck that girl you're so jealous of. That'd make me feel so fucking good. I had so many urges to cheat on you but you kind of did first.... Fuck, I wish I could do that to you, but I won't. I don't know why.

>>17049248
Edgy faggot detected.

J, stop stalking me on fb. We never had a "thing", I've told you I'm not interested, please stop messaging me and hounding me for emotionally driven conversation. I'm not the weak, heart sick person I used to be. You're my friend and that's all.

C, you need to spend more time with your kids and less time on your phone chatting up people. You made a stupid decision, I'm sorry you can't take it back but you gotta stick it through.

C, clearly you can't get off the drugs. I can't give you any more money. I've had enough. I'm tired of your lies which are becoming so frequent. You can't go a day without lying to me about something. I'm looking forward to this romantic dinner you're supposedly making tonight considering we have no food beyond fruit because you spent all the food money. We need to break up. I can't take any more.

Z, I really admire you but you are so frustrating. I wish you could be more clear about what you're thinking even though I'm not trying to be emotionally invested in you as a friend. I hate the idea of you looking down on me, when you praise me I glow on the inside. There are no mutual interests between us, no similar humour but we have similar attitudes and work ethics. We'd make a great team but you're never clear about whether you want to be friends with me or not.

>>17047170
I'm sorry--that's not me.
I'm really sorry that this situation happened to the both of us, though. You're not alone, at least. I hope that gives some comfort, knowing that other people have been through the same.

You're not alone. Keep your chin up. I believe in you, too. You can do it. If you can show compassion for an anon who might have been that special someone, you must be pretty special. Good luck, whoever you are.

Dear M,

I know we really have not spoken much, but I really started to have feelings for you. I even acted on them, but that Shit Show from when we were supposed to go out really put me off from speaking to you or him. I want to speak to you, but I can't bring myself to do it. We even see each other three times a week, so it should not have been that difficult to do.

If bringing him was a test for me, then it was a test that I failed, I am sorry. I should have done something to counter his advances towards you.

I will just say that even after I attempted to ask you out for coffee to function as redo, in which you "rejected" me without saying so, I have still been holding onto hope that we it may work out between us in the end. It probably won't, but one can hope? Right?


-D

S
I miss you. Hope you're doing good and not drinking yourself to death. It was your birthday on the 12th and I know once you start, you can't stop.
-K

>>17049919
that it may*

E,
I know you're busy with school and we just had a fight, but you still seem distant. I swear I used to be a priority in your life and know i feel like a chore. Maybe i'm just being a baby. It seems like there's something you're not telling me and I really want things to work out. I'm tired of people talking about doing things but when the time comes they bail because it takes effort. This was supposed to be one of those things that was serious and it went through. You're on my mind constantly and I don't feel like you feel the same. Before I was so confident, now i'm tired, i'm sad and hurt. I hope we get back to the good times

J,

I met someone else. He makes me feel so sexy and fun. You just make me feel like an old maid. I love you more than words could ever express, and I would never cheat on you..

I stopped talking to him because I don't want to hurt you. But it's killing me. I need more than what you can give me.

I want a divorce.

Dear self,
You finally got what you wanted. You finally got it.
Why do you feel so sad about it? Is it not what you really wanted? Did you feel like things would be different?
I wanted good things for you, and the good things are happening, yet why do you feel so sad?
Please don't kill yourself. It seems hard, but it's really not. You would make this suck for her so bad and she would blame herself so much. I know you don't want that.
Somehow she knows when you're upset and you're not even showing it. I don't know how she does it, but somehow she does.

Talk to her if you can... before it's too late. Please, get better. I don't know what to do for you anymore. She wants you to talk to her...

Self
I don't know what to do anymore.

>>17049233
I really wish you were my person or that my person wrote this.

>>17041016
There is an actual honest to god shit in your house somewhere.


Go find it.

>>17050414
Initials?

M

I wish you would just tell me if you feel anything for me or not. I've been sitting here holding this candle for you and even when I try my hardest to snuff it out, I can't. The moment I see your face it's like love at first sight all over again. A part of me just wants you to reject me, so I can get over it, and continue to live the miserable mundane life I have now. But there's a part of me that reallys wants you to just say you feel the same way, and I'd drop everything for you, even if it means hurting him. I'm just so tired of feeling like I'm trying to keep it together when he screwed everything up 7 years ago anyway. Even though I'm sure you'll never see this, and I don't have the balls to write you this letter, and give it to you, I hope that somehow you tell me soon. The uncertainty of it hurts me more than I want it to.

a,

i saw that post you made, you're such a sick fucking person. i cant believe you're capable of that, your love literally means nothing, its just fucking trash. all that we had was fucking empty the entire time. i really hate you now, i cant believe i was fooled. fuck. i dont even know what to say, though i knew how you were ever since you broke up. i cant even put into words how much of a fucking piece of shit you are. you never even told me how you felt. how could i know?

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.

e.

>>17050419
What? Story?

>>17049233
Good luck man. Been there, and I hope everything works out for you two.

>>17048928
Then at least tell me. Stop hiding and just end it with me. These games are strange from both sides. We can both walk away, if not together, at least knowing what's going on.

You know how to reach me. And even if I don't show it, it would be nice to talk with you again.

D,

I didn't see it at the time we stopped talking but you were right. I was an asshole, a piece of shit like everyone else. I didn't see it when you cut and run but I do now. I just regret that it took this long for me to see.

I said that I would be there for you if you ever needed it. I was always a phone call away but I was never there in person. Between work and school, I couldn't be. There are so many times I can look back and point out that me being there would have changed things.

There were a few times that we were able to meet up while I was at work. The time we tried for lunch, I got called off and had to run minutes after we sat down to eat.

The time you called me from the bar heartbroken because someone treated you like shit. I didn't have my apartment yet and I was at work. You couldn't come over like you requested and I couldn't meet up with you because I was stuck at work.

I regret missing your golden birthday. I had school all day then had to dash off right to work. The most I was able to give you was a brief phone call between the two. Maybe if I was there you would have never gotten into the fight and been arrested. I don't know what happened but if I were there I could have possibly prevented it from ever happening.

Now that I can sit back and look at the big picture, I can see that me not being there when you needed it the most made me a shitty friend to have. If I could go back a year, I would quit my job and cut back on my classes. Just to make time for you. As fun as the times we had together were, it is littered with regret.

School is over now so I don't have to worry about that but work goes on. You still call me a good person and a great friend but if you would give me a second chance, I would quit my job. Its not worth losing amazing people like you. I could always find another passion in life. You are worth it.

I am sorry for being a shitty friend back then. I promise, if given a second chance, I wouldn't let you down.

E

>>17048519

What is D's last initial? This strikes too close to home. Also, state?

Dear S,
It sucks that I realized my feelings for you too late. Even worse I ghosted on you because I thought you would be better without me. Part of me is happy that you have gotten married. It's good to know that now you'll have someone who will be there to care for you. It sucked when you used to call yourself shit, I always thought better of you. I'm happy for you. And I really hope that you can start to smile again, maybe to even have hope.
As for me, I have to thank you because you taught me what I should be looking for in a relationship. I doubt I'll ever feel as comfortable around others like I did around you.
Strange that something so mundane could be so special to me. We shared little in terms of emotions, but damn if I won't be missing you.
I don't even know if I should even be telling this. It's not like it is of any importance now. Maybe that's why now. I have nothing to lose, so perhaps just an exercise in futility.
Who would know?

The best way for me to translate this would be that if you pass, I would pull you back, even if to just be a living doll.

self
I could have done this very differently. But still it would have ended up the same. No matter what I do it's not good enough for you. I'm not even good enough to come up and talk to. That' all it would take. Just come up to me and say hi how are you like a fucking human being. It doesn't have to be a big thing. And don't tell me you didn't brush up against me a couple weeks ago. But still I look like the bad guy so fuck it all be bad. I'm tired of keeping it inside. You plotted to fuck me as a joke and then you dumped me and made me feel bad. Like I was just good enough for a joke fuck and how could I think I could be your friend?

You could have been nice at your party. You could have smiled at me. But no you never even look at me. Like I'm too ugly to look at. I hate you.

This is called laying your King on my Queen. You played your highest card tonight, and that's what I mean when I say it wouldn't have made a difference what I did. You'd still be treating me like I'm somehow beneath you. Beneath YOU!

At least I didn't bow my head to you tonight. Ima look you right in the eye. I'm not afraid of you or your crew of prostitutes. And no I'm not gon "chill out." You offended me. You humiliated me. You took my body under false pretenses. Acting like you like someone when it's just a joke. That's sick. And I'm not gonna just go on and cry about it. Ima try to make you feel bad, too. You insulted me and now we are enemies.

CG -

you are a snotty bitch. I find you impossible to talk to. The "high five" was such a slap in my face. Fuck you faggots. Go on have your bromance. But I know you would have been the same if I didn't do anything. You still be a snotty bitch to me.

>>17047663
Thankyou - unfortunately not my C from the past...

But so many thigns seemed to add up. Best of luck, Anon x

>>17048257
I'm not your L, sadly. But you seem nice :-)

>>17048597
I actually do love you. So, so much. Why do you keeep asking me to come back after disappearing for weeks? Believe it or not, it hurts me too.

>>17050750
You really need to text me.
S

>>17051203
You did get my hopes up for a moment there. But it really would have been too much of a coincidence.
I guess most people have their little unresolved regrets from the past. I just always feel especially obsessive.
Good luck to you too, anon.

>>17051251
Sorry, Anon - I admit my hopes were up a little bit too. My past with C has always been at the back of my mind, and I still think of them these days...

Anyhows, I'm glad I gave you a little spark of hope for a short time. You seem like a lovely person, and I hope life has good things in store for you x

A

I really wish you would come back to me. I love you so much. I know you're still in grief after your husband died a tragic death in his sleep, but when you were around, you were a ball of sunshine wherever you went, even a while after that happened. I hope B is treating you right, but I really wish you'd come back someday. I miss you. I really do. Everyone misses you, but not as much as me.

Sincerely, a figment of your past.

>>17051242
I'm calling shenanigans on you.
Give me something pass the initial.
Maybe I'll believe it.

There's a certain call and response. Or just the rest beyond the "S"

>>17051298
Why should i give another initial when you gave none?

>>17051392
Touche anon. Well played.
The initial would be also an S.
To who it concerns anywho.

Dear J,

You probably don't know that I exist, but I've had my eyes on you. I don't know what hit me but i've fallen really hard for you. Shit. Your everything just attracts me; your scrawny figure, your stupid vaping habit, your dirty language and your nerdy love for games.
I've ruined my life because of you. I've broken hearts for you.
Yet all I want is to be close to you, for you to acknowledge my existence.
For you to use me.
But I'm a guy, you're a guy and this world is cruel.

-c

Dear me,
Stop posting things on the internet,
This will never help me
Your friend, me

>>17047464
D?

>>17047464
J?

>>17048564
Whats the x for? And whats k's last initial?

>>17051242
You can always text me, S. You have my number, it's still the same. A simple "hi" will do.

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S,
i'm so sorry for being such an ass to you. I hope i'll be able to look into your eyes in september without wanting to cry. Sorry for ignoring you. I know i can't make things okay but i hope you're doing better these days.

-M

Matt,

Yeah, I don't like you nor care about you anymore. I can't believe I was in love with you, from the perspective of time it seems impossible. And I know that our thursday drinks won't happen but I'll ask you anyway just to see how you struggle to give me a proper excuse. I enjoy seeing you like that, almost panicked, desperate to come with a plausible lie.

G,

I know us living together means we really shouldn't date. I'm kinda hung up on you though, I haven't even wanted to go out with another girl since before the day you told me you liked me. I wish things were different, but hopefully it'll work out eventually.

D

A
You're such a fucking loser. You're absolutely useless. Complete and utter trash. But I still love you. Btw I really want you to push me up against the wall and take me lol kthnxbye xoxo

>>17051996
Initials?

>>17052046
Give me your last initial first

>>17052054
D

>>17052058
Not you

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>>17052060

>>17052060
Can i still get your initial

>>17052070
Why does it matter? It's not you lol

Dad
I got my lisence. Mom is finally going to give me my car she had kept away from. She won't be able to stop me from seeing you. I'll bring some flowers for your grave. Hope to see you soon.

>>17052062
Spoooooooooderman

Are we going to be able to talk when I get back next week? This formal business communication lark is rough. I mean, yeah, I'll try and respond to that by the end of the week if I can. But it's all so hollow. I need to talk to a real person.

Stop sleeping, or we may miss on our chance.
Either way, you know I don't like to bug you. So you might have to be the one to reach out this time.
-S

SC, just do it.
I have work tonight, but gladly would respond to you as soon as I can.
-IV

>>17051838
Becca? Miles?

Hoping not.

I tend to walk this neighborhood while smoking a cigarette.

Last night, roughly 10:40, a girl darts down the street towards my direction. She stops for a second, huddling behind me, seemingly to choose me as her protector.

She's running away from cab fair.
The driver screams...
No. Please. Come back!
I turn -- You better keep running.

This neighborhood is more colorful and full of strange occurrences on the daily than should be comically possible, but everyone seems to have each other's back. The change has been superb.

(Strange opener, but I didn't want to start with anything heavy, and I don't care to go there, but...)

I want to apologize for putting the pressure on you I did. And acting in the manner that followed. Part of me still feels quite awkward about it all. Even if the result turned out to be for the best.

My mind was reeling from my grandmother turning ill and drinking far too much -- none of my life was in balance. We should have never had that phone conversation at 1AM. It was completely unfair to you.

There's no excuse for my actions.

With moments between us that still remain present in my mind. This is something I wanted/needed to get off my chest.

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Kristen, you looked pretty down today. You didn't smile all day and I saw you crying while I was walking to my car. I don't really know you but I remember you from when we were still in school. I'm sorry for what ever is going on and I hope life gets brighter for you soon. Keep holding on.

>>17053223
Literally did a spit take laughing at this shit.

R (B),

If anyone I am close to hear another peep out of you, I'm going to get you reported to the police. You are a completely conceited, twisted, spiteful and manipulative snake.

Holy shit just having a simple conversation with you is a painful experience. You cut everyone off because obviously you are so much more important than everyone else around you, and holy shit God forbid anyone voices an opinion you don't like. You're the worst person to argue with because you do not accept you're wrong, or at least others have a different perspective than you.

And your so dumb, like why would you bitch about me getting together with my girlfriend TO HER BEST FRIEND HOLY SHIT DO YOU HAVE TWO BRAIN CELLS TO RUB TOGETHER? Like did you want me instead or something?
And you get upset people who have "problems" or "issues" with you don't address them face to face, yet you talked nothing but shit about me behind my back when I attempted (twice) to do just that.

You're fucking retarded and a repulsive individual. Take L with you too, she is the rudest person I've had the misfortune of meeting.

Hope the move to London works out for you and J. If it actually happens fucking stay there and don't come back. Cunt. (½)

>>17053318
J, B's boyfriend

I feel sorry for you. You've lost a lot of friends while dating B, and I'm sure you still have a lot of suppressed feelings for my girlfriend. I know you asked her out just before I did and she turned you down.

I liked you as a friend but it turns out you never thought much of me. And that's OK, you're allowed to have opinions. I'm not B after all. What you're also allowed to have is some fucking confidence and self-respect. Did B suck that out of you too, or did you not have any in the first place? I'm not being funny here but you can do so much better than B. You are a lot nicer than she can ever hope to be, and one can have a decent conversation with you. Heck, even a good-spirited argument.

Do you only stay with B for the security of sake of being in a relationship, or the pussy she has seeing as you had nowt in the way of experience before her, or both? Because she has no redeeming features other than being born into a semi-rich family that I can see.

Get out while you can, before she sucks you in with responsibilities like sharing a flat or something.

Maybe you'll remember that all the friends you dropped for B exist and might make a comeback.

Wishful thinking, I know you won't and you'll be, as 4chan love to say, a beta cuck.

Love to be proven wrong about you though,

M (2/2)

>>17053312
why is that, anon?

I haven't wanted to hurt someone I like in a long time. I just want to ram your fucking face into the wall, punch you 'till you bleed. But I won't, and perhaps that is making it worse.

The only question I would ask you would of been why didn't I get screen dong and why did you stalk me for so long?

>>17053389
>screen dong
what

>>17050424
your initial?

>>17053389
>>17053403
this. what the fuck is screen dong? is that when a peeping tom like smashes his dick up against your screen or something? what am I reading?

I am so fucking sorry.
I fucking love you, and yet I hurt you. You hurt me too, but I can't forgive myself for saying terrible things to the person I love. In the next few days I'm hoping I can get in touch with you so you can give me another chance. I have so much I want to say.

Someone who goes to school with you said that your dad is a REALLY tough guy. It makes me afraid that maybe he found out about us and that's the reason for you acting so confusing towards me... I wish we could talk things out man. I really do fucking love you. You're a brother to me. I want to keep things that way. I don't want to try to get into a relationship with you anymore. I just want to be your best friend and you know that I'm there for you whenever you fucking need anything.

From Billy

Dear mom,

I know we have not spoken in a while, two years to be exact. But I just wanted to tell you, that I really hope from the bottom of my heart that you get cancer. I want you to suffer as much as I suffered my whole childhood. Also i want to thank you for all those insecuraties and self-hatred you successfully planted. You are by far the most disgusting person on this planet. The next time we will be seeing eachother I want to puch the fuck out of your face, just like you used to. I fully understand my father. Sometimes I wish you had gotten that abortion, you constantly talked about.

Fuck you, we will see eachother in hell.

Hey W,

I know you're coming back from your trip tomorrow. I hope maybe you'll decide to message me, tell me about your trip, update me on your thesis.
I'm slowly getting you over you already, you still come to my mind everyday but its not as bad as it once was. I'm not even crying about you any more.
Though I'm still sad, something funny, theres a song that reminds me so much of our sitation. It's called Vis a Vis by Allah Las, listening to those lyrics really hit me. I even put it on repeat a few time. I still think of the things that "couldve been" and the hope still lingers in me.
I just hope that maybe you'll decide to be my friend since you wouldn't make the effort to be my lover.

Still love and miss you,
A

>>17053509
Sorry anon

Do you actually love me?
I don't feel like you do anymore. I miss the random texts during the day and being able to say whatever random shit came into my mind to you. Are you angry because I told my brother I'm dating you? Or maybe because I have low self-esteem I can't help but feel you still love your ex.
I want things to go back to how they used to be.

>>17053379
Don't you understand that is what I want you to do?

My life has hit some kind of place where there is no bottom. It's just a slow endless drop like Alice in Wonderland.

Dear my cat

For the love of Christ, stop shitting on the bathroom carpet, it smells bad enough in there with me pissing all over the place.

>>17053602
>it smells bad enough in there with me pissing all over the place.
you're doing it wrong

>>17048651
I've fought in court against a full team of lawyers on my own and won that case. In fact, the judge was hesitant to proceed with the case, but I had all of the evidence that made him look bad.

Even if it was fake evidence.

Dear matt,
I've been thinking about you a lot lately and all the fun we used to have. I'm sure you've probably found another girl. Maybe one that looks like I used to. Maybe she lives closer than half way across the world and can give you a good time in person. I hope you're doing well.

dear my brothers dad
i accidently spilled a whole egg into your silverware drawer. I put the silverware case over it. i didnt bother to clean it up. i know u will blame my brother and when u do i will be high as fuck, in the other room, laughing.

So okay you got some girl on your couch. Go for it. I'm sick of your abuse.

Connor,

Please be there tomorrow. I notice when you're not.

>>17052943
Initials?

Dear S,

You have ridiculously attractive facial aesthetics, but I'm tired of putting in 100% of the work to talk to you. I know you can't help it if you aren't as interested in me, though, and it's all down hill from here.

I want the feelings to leave.

But anyway, say hi to me once and a while.

B,
Whenever i see you or work with you I get excited. I always try to talk to you and get you to come out of your shell because you don't seem to have a lot of friends and aren't the type to make them yourself. Your funny and smart, and cute in your own way. I wish you knew how I felt about you, because I think you feel the same about me. I'm glad that we are At least friends now, and you are opening up to our other workers as Well. Im happy to see you open up, but it still hurts because I'm not sure if we will ever be more than friends. I'll keep talking and subtly flirting, and can tell we have the same type of humor and a lot of things in common. I hope that we will become even better friends and hang out outside of work. All I do at night is sometimes just lay there, imagining what our life would be like together. Anyway, i can't wait to see you later this week at work. Till then.
A

K

I never stopped loving you. I ended up backlashing everyone because I couldn't stand seeing you with him. I'm sorry.

M

Ryan, I don't know what to fucking do. You were a terrible boyfriend and you were abusive and I had every right to leave you. You raped me and you admitted to doing so, but you don't think you've done anything wrong. I guess that's my fault though because i'm a weak ass bitch. You're delusional, i'm not sure if its cause you're a bit autistic, but after all you did to me you think I should date you again. When i blocked you you were so mad. You have no right to be. Imagine someone raping you and then acting like they didn't and they get upset with you when you don't wanna talk to them or kiss them or anything because you raped them. After it happened you kept trying to kiss me and shit like i was supposed to act normal. I cried so much and i begged you to take me home and you did but not without yelling at me in the car calling me ungrateful. I don't think you love me or anyone you enjoy inflicting pain on people. For some reason I still care I guess it's because i was manipulated by you and i still think you aren't a monster, but i should just move on. you're trash everyone hates you. I'm glad you got fired from your job stop contacting me.

>>17043452
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

>>17054729

I have difficulty prioritizing... when I don't talk to you it doesn't mean it's malicious.. I simply forget about the ones I truly care about often. Never assume I take you for granted, you mean the world to me.

Ask S what he/she wants. My guess is you just need answers.

-S.G.

A,
You're a real asshole. You lead me on to believe you were single, but then again, I was a fool for even believing that something that grand could happen to someone like me.
We talked for hours upon hours about us having a deep connection but clearly it wasn't that deep...
Why did you play me like that? Fuck... I really fucking cared about you, and the only thing I can do to stop it all is ignore you like I have been for months.
I know you're happy enough with her to stay with her, I saw, so why did you lead me on? It really hurt, fucker.

-M.

>>17054512
Well, like the thread image reads, nobody will read it. So sure.
The intended is S I think
The sender could have vowels removed for just a SK

S,
I wish I had the guts to kiss you, but I can't even get drunk enough to break down the mental barriers without feeling as though I'll get sick. I refuse to ruin a 10+ year friendship over a fucking kiss, so it will probably never happen. I get jealous when you kiss your boyfriend; I wish I could help it but I can't seem to shake it, haha... Isn't that silly? You specifically said you're not into girls, yet you say you're pansexual? Why did you have to get my hopes up by saying that?
Your bestie since forever ago (and always), M.

Dear AK,

u have fucked me up for the last time. Just because a man is helpful does not mean u get to fuck about and show how much u r a 'damsel in distress' and going through problems with a narcissistic mother and have to leave home and need some time off, when in reality u were off for a vacation having fun with God Knows who. Fuck! I am done listening to ur stories. No more! I am done! This shit of 'Beta guy' or 'helpful guy'. Fuck off. And if u don't like and ur reading this, then get the fuck ready, cuz it's going straight to hell from here on out!

M

To whoever keeps posting in /b/ to Elizabeth K,

Please stop. It's fucking creepy.

-Elizabeth K

>>17043452
:)

Dear D, I , O, F, and the rest of our guild
I have met some of you in person, others have spent countless hours over the last 3 maybe 4 years playing vidya. We have shared stories and had laughs and overall good times.
Sadly, I don't really like any of you.
Its exhausting, I don't like getting together for cons and over events.
I don't know why I even continue to do so. I could just not log on and slowly go back to being a nobody.
The community is shit, and so is everyone in it, including myself.

D,

I want to talk to you but I don't want to bother you. It feels like you hate me and tbqh, it feels like you're done with me and don't think I'm worth it/anything.

You're probably out doing whatever with people so much better than me. You've probably found someone/s else, sexually and/or romantically. I don't compare and I never have/will, because I'm nothing.

I keep going to reply to you but every time I open our conversation, I read your message and I just become so lost on what to say.

I had so many things I wanted to write here, but I can't even organise my thoughts, let alone try to articulate them.

I'm hurting.
I'm hurting so much and you don't understand. I want you to understand, and I try to help you understand, but you always get mad and then go right back to treating me like shit.
It's exhausting. I'm tired of being abused.

I feel like you don't even want to try anymore. You haven't even given me a chance to show and talk about how you can start to stop abusing me and start treating me better. I thought the novel I wrote would help a little, but I guess it didn't.

I think I'm waiting for you to leave, again, because I'm so used to it. I don't know what I am to you.

I feel like you don't want me anymore. I feel like you don't love me.

I just want to be treated like a fucking person.
I don't want to be even more of a statistic than I already am.
I didn't ask to be a victim. I've already been a victim enough times.
I didn't ask for the man I loved to abuse me and break me.
I never thought I'd be in this situation, and it breaks my heart; all of what has/is happening.

I just want you to treat me the same way you say you apparently feel about me. Remember the short story you wrote a few weeks ago of some of the reasons why you love me? The one you know I screenshot?
I still read it.

I want you to treat me like those things are true.
I want your actions to be the same as your words.

I want you to treat me like you love me.

I want you to love me.

Dear Google

Quit fucking up the CAPTCHAs and make them work correctly.

Signed, some disgruntled customer.

Fuck you CJL
You broke my trust, my confidence, my will to play, my self esteem and most of my will to live, you were my best friend and the reason I got up in the morning. 8 years. Why couldn't I be that nondescript guy? Dis it really boil down to facial aestetcs? I can't even stop thinking about you on 4/20 and I'm practically too stoned to move let alone work later. The notion of you with someone else makes me want death with every fibre of my being. I'm getting you a rose for your birthday in spite of it all. Not like you'll even care though, who am I kidding. Maybe if I throw a $100 bill on that rose I'd get that 5 minutes of simple chat I wasn't worth in one of my darkest hours. Maybe then I could be your sugar daddy instead of some shitty old man
DWL

>>17051996
Is this to an Aaron?

SC,
Shit's going to get awkward.
I feel sick to my stomach. This was all confusing for me and the way you acted towards me made it my mind into a minefield. I thought there would never be anything between us. You made it clear as fuck that we would never go anywhere.

I started feeling something beyond our simple companionship. At times you would do or say something that would feed that stupid feeling. It wasn't suppose to even be there. Why you offered to be my live-in housemaid confused me and have me a strange corrupted form of hope that shouldn't have existed. You would show me houses in your town, and I would look at them with a hope for place outside this cursed city.

If I had the money, I would have left everything here just to risk it for a fleeting moment. Why? Becsuse I'm fucking stupid and I fell for someone I shouldn't have. Funny that I did, it fucked up everything. It made me spurg out and just dissappear on you.

I hate myself for feeling like this, for not leaving it at a simple friendship. I hate it here and you made me realize that, made me believe there was a place beyond this fogged up crater in the sands. You wer able to read that, what else did you pick up?

This is the last time I'll bug you. I crossed lines by saying all this.
The last thing, watch Jojo without me. You'll likely enjoy it, and without me in the way, you can catch up. Also, would you still like the R-Gyagya? I'm still willing to work on it, past a simple build. I still owe you a gift.

Best wishes
-Saka

>>17055172
Hey liz, gtfo you pretty bitch.

J,

Break up with him. You're unhappy with him and since you live with him you feel forced to be with him. It doesn't have to be that way. Come live with me. It's okay. I'll take care of you.
We get along great. I just want to be with you. We can be more than what we are now. I promise you we can make this work way better than what you have now.

W

I want to go out with you
But I also don't
Maybe it's better I never get the balls to talk to you

>>17056070
You never know. Maybe it can work out, so long as there's two taking part.

Every guy on this board and elsewhere,

I've been lurking here for a long time and I keep seeing the same thing here as I've witnessed irl, where you guys keep being disappointed in yourself. As a woman it's kinda easy to get complemented, encouraged and supported, because people automatically assume that you need it. But guys don't get complemented nearly often enough and you always seem kind of surprised and awkward when it happens. So I'm just going to say it now collectively to all of you. Just be the best possible version of yourself and you are enough. You are smart, funny and kind of awkwardly lovely. People close to you know that, even if you don't. And if there isn't anyone now, there will come a day when someone notices that you are sort of wonderful. So hang in there, you're actually doing just fine with this whole living thing and I'm proud of you.

Sincerely,
R

I have gone completely insane. Today you got a bit irritated and I almost cried again in fear and furstration. Its unbearable to see your dissatisfied expression. What can I do...

TJ,

I think you are full of magic. I can't explain what I mean by this exactly but I can see it and not everyone can. That is the gist of it.

L

>>17056248
Thanks, anon.

Dear Sis,
I worry about you all the time and keep waiting that phone call that tells me you're dead. Please take care of yourself, since I can't.

K
we hung out all weekend and it was so much fun! 3 days of drugs and dancing did us both well it seems. Maybe we are looking for the same thing. Maybe we found it.
For the first time in months, I'm not thinking about the other K. The one that left. I'm thinking about you. Thank you.
D

I hate myself for knowing you

>>17056458
My brother calls me Sis and if he comes on 4chan I will vomit. Just the thought makes me sick. This had better not be from him, because I've said this before and I'll say it again: If I was in real trouble and I had to choose between a member of my family and a total stranger, I'm going to risk the stranger. My odds at receiving help are much better.

>>17056503
the feeling is completely mutual, I assure you

Dear me, get your shit together. Stop with the indecisive shit and stick with whatever you do.

Another day gone, another long rambling letter to you not written.
Something just isn't right here.

If I thought you'd answer then I'd ask how you are. Instead, time passes. Discontent.

>>17045707
This is exactly my situation right now

Dear Ny.

I bet you won't see this given you're into that tumblr stuff, but I figure I'll post this for the off chance you will and will know who this is.
You're cool, and I don't really know why you stop whatever you're doing like that when I look at you, keep doing you idgaf.
Let me know if you saw this on the bus or some shit.
Claudia is a bitch ass nigga just had to include it somewhere. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

-S.F.

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The equivalent would have been me leaning over and whispering something dirty in your ear, it's a weakness and I had little control for a moment. I like it and it was weird, dude.

you can't... i don't... BE MORE CAREFUL

>>17056919
>I like it and it was weird, dude.
I really liked it* and it was weird! Okay man! I'm weak!

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>>17056919
Hey man, it had to be done. Now I know. Hopefully we can laugh about it someday.
It eased my addled mind at least.

Too many 'what if's'

Everytime you politely ask me "how's it going" I want nothing more than to sit down and just talk to you. Instead I have shit social skills + anxiety and know there's work to be done, so I just hum my response.

When you grab my wrists to guide my hands to a better position and correct my posture, all I want is to grab your arm and draw you to me and hold you.
I relish the times you tap my shoulder because I'm holding tension there, and to be honest I don't make the slightest effort to change that because I don't want you to stop touching me.

Everytime you pull your chair closer to me I really want to lean into you, maybe let my leg rest against yours. Everytime I restrain myself. It drives me insane when you scoot so close to me and your pants make your crotch so noticeable, I want nothing more than to stare but I mostly don't. Not to mention when you draw in deliberately heavy breaths. Those times I want to throw you to the ground and pin you down, kiss you harshly and ride you senseless.

But don't think I'm fooling myself, I know nothing will ever happen between us. That doesn't stop me from going insane at these things.
Most of the progress I've made was because of you alone, your attention and occasional words of praise being my main motivator. I don't give a shit about our lessons outside our interactions. I can't focus anyway. I would find another teacher if it didn't mean I'd lose you. Anyway, I'm always so nervous and due to my autistic like communication skills I'm sure my feelings go unnoticed. That's the worst. Although I wouldn't care all that much if you didn't return my feelings, I'd just be happy if I was able to convey to you how much you mean to me and all that.

Dear J,

I honestly dont think our relationship will last much longer. You are pulling away from me, you're actinf sketchy and we live in two seperate contients. I found out today I have to stay here another year and I think this will be the final push where it will end between us. I love you

A

>>17053318
You're*

Ok, I'm over you now. Can we go back to being friends please?

>>17056919
>>17056931
I want to say I'm flattered first. I didn't think that would happen, or anything like that would happen. I find myself at a loss for words.

Second, ill make sure to be more careful. I really did not think I would or could have that affect.

Third, I think you probably would have done the same thing in your shoes.

>>17057397
Oh! About weakness, I want to see you prove me wrong like you always say. I wanna see hoe strong you are. I wanna see the power you have in your soul, I wanna see the fire in your belly.

>>17057394
Initials?

>>17057397
>Third, I think you probably would have done the same thing in your shoes.
And yet you asked! Be careful, you. I know you like to play with fire but I'll be glad to smack your hand away so you're not burned every single time.

>>17057420
Well yeah I asked! I thought I would get a laugh out of it!

>>17057446
I don't think so dude...

Insert joke about finally masturbating

Seriously though it did sound genuine... Did you... Were you..

>>17057466
I really did think we would laugh about it. And we'll laugh about this too.

No, I wasn't. I promise. I just took a minute to gather myself and do that.

J

I don't think it's out of line to say that it's all your fault shit went south. You should seriously reconsider careers you miserable bitch. J's sexy ass would have had everything covered if you would have stepped the fuck off your high horse like I needed. Knowing all this you're continuing to suck at your job and fuck up people's lives in the process. I hope I can be there banging the shit out of your boss when karma bites your frosty ass.