Sup /adv/, I'm in a bit of a situation, last year I started a drug habbit which has been going for a while. However I also met a girl, whom I'm in love with for some reason.
Last week I was supposed go to her place to smoke some weed and I arrived 3 hours late, she told me to fuck off and blocked me.
The day after I got fucked up on benzos because I felt like shit, I got caught and ended up od'ing at the hospital. Luckily my family where the ones to discover me and I didn't get in any legal shit.
Now however she fucking hates me, so does her 2 best friends, even the one who's my childhood friend.
Shit already sucks balls and I made it even worse, I wrote to her friend that she's a fucking cunt for doing all this, and so are her friends. And guess what? Her friend told her so I'm even more fucked now.
I really have no fucking clue what to do, I just wanna get together being friends with them again, and stop doing shit like benzos. I can stop with drugs for sure, but until I fix my social life I'm afraid I can't.
What do?
>>17004419
Honestly it sounds like you already know what you have to do flush the drugs and let your mind heal then hopefully you can return to being a normal person
>>17004426
That's the thing, the main girl is a weed junkie herself.
Quitting my smoking seshes with her just makes me feel like pure shit.
quit being a fucking faggot
this relationship is toxic and it hasn't even started
cut them off completely
also.. benzos?? really... man the fuck up and stop being a dumbass
also stop saying weed junkie...
that's not a thing
it's pothead or stoner
>>17004472
I'm in the same grade as them, otherwise I'd cut em off months ago. I have to settle it, I'm doing my best to quitting drugs, was clean for 4 days but smoked a joint today, though I have a pretty valid reason for it.
>>17004419
Sounds like both the drugs and the relationship are toxic. Drop them both.
>>17004483
>same grade as me
This is an 18 and over forum please go
>>17004489
And how would I achieve that? I'm really clueless.
>>17004494
At a University, 19.