is there always people on your mind?

that's a good thing i think.

Not really.. I'm very self-centered in my thoughts.

i think i feel other peoples intentions when im by self on my head so now i rub my head and it goes away mostly. it feels like when i was a kid some times.

i go for jogs sometimes now to have some braincell growth. my life is all about self love and mending but im not selfish and can share through the greed. -i congratulate myself. im not retarded but i am a person with devastating brain damage.

im pretty siked for life as long as i can differentiate the good from the bad. its a struggle but i win after the confused/depressing state of mind i get into.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjLO_v7qI8w

this song is sort of inspirational to me.

but enough about me, what revelations have you had recently?

maybe i am kind of retarded but i just fucking deny that part of me endlessly.

i have depression. i fight it with chocolate, deep breaths and bvitamins drinks. i drink half an energy drink and like the container says i save the rest. well the container says there 2 servings so i mean the container implies to save the rest.

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here they are. they're freaking epic sometimes.

i have to take sips though because ive got caffeine sensitivity after the night when i od'd and nearly fucking died with my throat as really fucking heavy.

im doing the deep breaths right now for it to stop. i take all these fucking psyche meds and they really dont even help. i think i need some of them to be an upped dose. fuck.

>>17003150
No, sometimes there is people on my lap.