I will spend this night talking myself out of self harm

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I will spend this night talking myself out of self harm 2016-04-04 16:20:42 Post No. 16995782
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I will spend this night talking myself out of self harm Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:20:42 Post No. 16995782 [Report]

I have never practiced self harm but am seriously thinking to start because the resulting damage will give me enough time to achieve the goals I care for.

I know it sounds ridiculous, but if I swallow something I am allergic to or if I cut myself badly... this would give me enough time to get out of a professional predicament.

Of course this will make me a fake and a liar... because it is calculated goal-oriented action.

However therapy is kicking in and my mind is trying to slow me down in this.

I know 4chan is what it is. Seriously when you end up on 4chan asking advice about this... well... chances are anons will say "go.kill yourself and stop whining".

Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:29:49 Post No.16995804
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Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:29:49 Post No.16995804 [Report]

Apparently, I have succeded to talk myself out of this shit.

Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:31:04 Post No.16995808
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Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:31:04 Post No.16995808 [Report]

Don't be idiot. We live in a capitalism. If you need proof of not being able to do stuff, just go to doctor and use power of money to get a resolution you seek.

Hurting yourself sound like a bad idea.

Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:35:42 Post No.16995817
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Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:35:42 Post No.16995817 [Report]

>>16995808
>Don't be idiot. We live in a capitalism. If you need proof of not being able to do stuff, just go to doctor and use power of money to get a resolution you seek.
>Hurting yourself sound like a bad idea.
So should I use money to get time to earn money.

I need $ 9,000 which I don't have.

I need a reason to suspend my course, leave this country (suspension = no visa) earn the money and resume.

They don't let me do this 'for financial reasons'. They just let me do this 'on compassionate grounds'.

So I am pretty much fucked.
I can walk away of course. But this is tantamount to throwing in the bin my past 4 years of study.

Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:41:22 Post No.16995835
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Anonymous 2016-04-04 16:41:22 Post No.16995835 [Report]

>>16995817
Man I am glad I live in a country where you don't pay for uni.

Also your plan sounds like mission impossible plan.

Anonymous 2016-04-04 17:47:38 Post No.16995995
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Anonymous 2016-04-04 17:47:38 Post No.16995995 [Report]

>>16995835
Think I moved to this country to study! How a fool was I to think that?

I put myself in this situation.
My therapist said that I should stop blaming myself. My mental illness slowed my progress... and in the past year I have jad all sorts of bowel inflammations.

But I was so arrogant I thought I could endure it and not ask for sick leave. So I had to apply for an extension later. And here we go I have to pay.

But now I am too shattered to ask my family.

So I am obtaining what I wanted. Self defeat at all levels. Ain't I smart?

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