Stop being so critical of self?

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I was talking to this girl and I took her on a date, and sometime last week she didn't reply to one of my messages and it wrecked me. I stopped messaging her entirely, figured she was sick of me and / or bored of me and that I wasn't worth the time anyway. My friends all said I was doing good I just needed to be more forward about it, but I have very little self esteem and she's a 10/10 gorgeous, interesting girl that has no reason to talk to a loser like me. How do I stop thinking like this? It's been a little over a week since we talked and I figure there's no way she has any interest in me or she'd go out of her way to talk to me. But, she is almost always one of the first 3 people to view my snapchat stories no matter what time I post it.

Wat do? How do I lose this low self esteem and feel confident enough to confront her about my ACTUAL feelings?

Thnx