I have issues. It sucks. Really gets in the way of having like a normal relationship. Or even a friendship. Lately I've wanted to talk about it but know I really can't. There was someone I thought I could tell but not anymore. It's frustrating and it hurts a lot. I'm supposed to be strong enough not to even need to talk about my feelings or my past.
This probably won't make sense to anyone. I feel utterly alone with no end in sight.
>see a therapist
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I stopped seeing my therapist. And I know I'm going to withdraw further from everything. Face the world alone and try to self-medicate.
I'm not sure I can survive much more of this. It's really very scary.