I feel lost in life. I graduated from college last year, good

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I feel lost in life. I graduated from college last year, good GPA in a good degree. I got laid off from my first job (that I held all through college) in November and got my first salary job in January. This place fucking sucks. They can't do anything right, but it's all I could find because I live in a rural area.

I have to wake up early and I feel exhausted all through the day; I'm not a morning person. I only have a few hours at home before I have to go to bed and do it all over again, and I'm too tired to enjoy anything. I can't focus on anything anymore, like I have ADHD or something. This job honestly just sucks the joy out of everything.

My fiance is moving across the country to go to grad school. I'm looking for work out there now but I feel hopeless I'll ever find anything, like I might as well say goodbye when she moves because I'll never have the means to follow.

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to solve these problems. I don't know how to feel better.