When stressed before, I've had small hour long mental breakdowns, however what happened today was nothing like that.
It was an ordinary day at my college, several periods in and I started fantasizing. Initially my fantasies were sexual, but they soon turned violent. In the period before lunch I began feeling the urge to scream. I ran into a secluded room where a few other students were. In this room I began twitching, I felt extremely agitated, zoned out and angry although not at any particular person. I suddenly felt a flurry of agitation and I pushed through a load of people into another room. As the day passed on, I slowly felt the urge to violently lash out at people, but I managed to resist.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I researched online but my experiences seem neither psychotic nor similar to a mental breakdown. I have been stressed recently, but not in the last two days. Anyone know what is going on?
>>16942141
Tell this story to someone at the college health center. Believe it or not, they've run into this before, and will know how to help you.
>>16942174
Thanks. Any thoughts on what it might be?