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Depression and demanding times 2016-03-19 13:48:59 Post No. 16934388
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Guys i need help. I was depressed since i was a child. Last year i finally went to therapy and got medication. After a year my life was stable enough to fade the ssri's out again. But now i life in constant danger that everything is going to fall appart again. And just today i am loosing all hope. I had NO nerves. I'm babysitting my my nephews (3 and 1) in addition to my son (4). I was already on the edge cause i got very bad news at work and they seemed to catch up on that and truly did every dumb shit they could think off. I was so close to hit them... And i feel fucking guilty about it. It's just that on top of that i got a message from my sons nanny that she's going to start working out of her home again so i will not be able to bring him in again in a few weeks. Meaning that i can't work anymore, meaning that i won't have any monye anymore, you see where this is going. I juat can't take this anymore. It's way too much for me. And then i find that the brats have spilled a whole bottle of water under the bed onto the carpet. Have stuffed a whole role of toilettpaper down the toilett, have raided my baking bantry and have spilled all my sugar decoration under the sofa. And so on. Today is cleaning/laundry day too and i tried to get some work done too but whenever i don't look at them they find another dumb thing to do. What the fucking hell am i even supposed to do...
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Update. They just threw a whole bottle of marbles on the ground and the downstairs neighbour came up and yelled at me. I was so fucking mad cause i told them seconds before that if they want to play with the marbles they need to make sure they don't bounce on the floor cause that's way too loud. I just hit my son. Fml... I guess this is it. I'm officially the worst parent in human history...
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>>16934388
Whoa.. Take it easy and prioritise man..
Some things can wait, other things you don't have control over anyway. Whatever is left over put it in some order of importance and consider that some people have it a lot worse than you.
Remember to take a break too. Go outside in the sun, or let out some emotions. You'll feel better.
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