How do you forget someone whom you have feelings for despite

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How do you forget someone whom you have feelings for despite knowing that it'll never work out?

There's this girl who's the daughter of my mom's BFF and every year her mom would bring her back from aboard for a month a two to visit my mom. They've been doing that since I was a kid and now I'm 23 (shes 19), last year I got physical with her and she's been in my mind ever since. I think that I might have always had a thing for her but after her visit last year I just can't help but miss her all the fucking time since she left.I know that I could never ask her out due to the fact that she lives a thousand miles away from me for ten months a year, and even though she said she likes me I bet she's probably fooling around with some fag over there since she's kind of a slut.

Actually I don't even know if I love her or not since I only live with her for one moth a year. Thing is that she has left for like 6 months and I still am thinking about her everyday. It could be that's just because she's the first girl I ever got physical with (I'm a 23 yo virgin) tho. I wish I could just forget about her existence but it's proven to be quite a hard task.