A year ago; I was in the biggest rut of my life. The number of

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A year ago; I was in the biggest rut of my life. The number of friends I had dwindled, I hadn't worked in quite some time therefor no money, my last relationship had been 3 years prior and I was completely drowning in myself. I made a post about it here back then and received some good advice on steps to take to bettering who I am and fixing myself more or less.

Last summer however, my father passed away and every single thing I'd learned from the old thread I made almost completely dissolved. I still do some things to stay active and build who I am, but I feel more alone than I ever have and feel I'm systematically falling apart. I'm about 2 months away from being able to submit a novel I'd been working on all this time, but I'm in such shambles I just worry about not having much left mentally or emotionally by the time I get there.

I don't even know what I'm asking for now exactly, so sorry if my point isn't exactly coherent. But if any words or directions can be provided, I'd be more than appreciative. Thank you for reading.