>21
>neet
>crippling anxiety
>went to university out of a sense of duty
>dropped out two times, hated every second of it
>this is not for me
>decide to study music, its what i love after all
>studies not so smooth because of a lack of motivation and the fact that i didnt know anything about music theory so i'm preschooler tier
>remind myself i'm 21 and composition doesnt pay, especially when youre 21and just fresh out of tge basics
>everybody agrees
>feel like a burden, parents of course give me some well-deserved crap for being a lazy neet
>cant even sleep
Where will it end?
>>16906334
I should've added "no jobs", since my country's economy is garbage rn
>>16906334
I'm in the same boat man. 22, no degree, in music but it's so far fucking impossible to make money off of it, losing motivation, and just generally feel like I'm not good enough at anything to make a full time career.
If nothing else take comfort in knowing you're not alone. Bumping because I'd like some help too
>>16906334
Learn a skilled trade such as a mechanic, welder, electrician, plumber, or construction worker. These jobs are always in demand no matter what the economy is like.
Also, you fail because you only look for the easy, lazy path in life. Hard work is good
>>16906334
>>16906390
Are you two just playing instruments or composing?
>>16906677
Not OP, im the other guy you asked.
I do both, play various instruments, produce, and compose music.