I have several good friends who are super nice to me, most everyone I meet seems to appreciate me, but I still feel very insecure.
You see, I have acne. Like, a lot. Everywhere. It's not the most severe case, but it is so widespread I feel disgusting all the time. I started working out 6 months ago, and I noticed I also have scoliosis. My left ribs stick out, my left shoulder is higher than my right, and my torso is uneven overall. I can't bear seeing myself in the mirror. Not only am i covered head to toe in blemishes, but I'm also deformed, and can't do anything about it. I feel so insufficient, like I'm not good enough for people of the opposite sex, and it's really taken a toll on my love life. I can hide most of my imperfections by simply wearing long sleeves all the time, but i can't even fathom the thought of having someone else see me with my shirt off.
What should I do?
>>16898210
For the acne, look up "the regiment" follow it EXACTLY. It works perfectly.
Scoliosis, can't help you there but definitely keep up with the working out all we can do is play the cards we're dealt.
As for accepting yourself as a whole: Do things you love, and get really good at them. Learn how to play music, learn how to build cool things, learn anything always learn and just be passionate about SOMETHING.
Don't worry, you are capable and deserving of love and being loved. True human connections blast right past all this surface level shit. You're gonna find that out for yourself someday, but in the meantime just try to picture it.