So.. Here's the story.
About 4 months ago, I was going to the grocery store with my dad. Then this girl from highschool who us really artsy and just incredible said hi to me. I always kinda had a crush on her. I knew she was in a play, so I facebook searched that play and came across her. Except it wasn't her, it was some doppelganger lookalike. I was thinking the entire time it was her, and she didn't even have a facebook. I soon that after some time. I tried adding her but she never replied. So, fast forward, It turns out I am more intrigued by this doppleganger girl more than ever. She just seems so similar to me. The way she smiles and doesn't show her teeth.. I really thought I should give her a shot. So I did. Note that this girl is a grade below mine and I'm leaving soon. So I found out she takes the same path as me and, being the beta I am, I just winged it. Introduced myself, told her I saw her around alot, and commented on her name. I then asked her out.
What a beta move. Now she thinks Im just in it for the sex. Even though I don't have the urge to have sex with her.
It's been a month since we last spoken and it's awkward because we have the same passing period, and we walk with eachother, outside, alone. I can't bring myself to say hi to her.
She said she has a boyfriend, and I know she doesn't. I don't want a list relationship, I just want a platonic relationship..
Or maybe it was just lust?? I don't Masturbate to her.. I think we are compatible too
I posted here on 4chan about 3 times now, and I still haven't been satisfied. I think the story I just posted is truly what I feel about this whole thing
Also, i've never been in a relationship.
>>16893166
Id say move on. Seems hopeless & weird
>>16893166
what the fuck are you talking about
>>16894086
What he said. I know crushes suck but
Look dude she's not interested. The thought of being with you makes her physically ill. Just move on.
>>16894086
Yeah alright. Thanks for the advice, I was just about to go add her on facebook but then you made me realize.. But yeah, my brother said to make sure I said hi to her every time I see her, (I don't think i told him about the details of it)
Man.. Moving on is gonna be difficult. Sometimes I just have these urges to just go and talk with her and then I feel completely helpless afterwards. Anyone else know that feeling?