I studied (uni, Germany) for roughly 6 years, switching subject

When I feel overwhelmed I just stop and try to solve one problem at a time. Sometimes everything piles up and it seems impossible to overcome, but individually I'm sure you have what it takes to solve your problems. 1) figure out what you'd like to do with your life (hardest part), 2) see how you can get there (through a job , further studies, etc) 3) work towards achieving your objective (send cv, applications). One. Problem. At. A. Time. And most importantly, surround yourself by positive people with whom you can talk and can help you along the way. It gets better, you can do it.

>>16889195
I am not sure my suggestion is okay for somebody with depression, so handle with care.

Why don't you just dedicate yourselves to other people?
Instead of ending your life, you can gift it to somebody, if you get the metaphor.

And do not set goals too high for you. Accept it as your nature. Maybe you're not designed or meant to have a degree at all.
Given all the pressures we have from society, this thought is daunting, but it shouldn't be.

Or maybe, another thing I would do would be to go and see if I can join a community, e.g. those who live like medieval times, etc.

But keep goals easy and small.
E.g. do not just pack and leave.
You go there, and visit for some hours.
Next time you spend a day.
Next time a weekend.
Etc.
This system applies to other stuff.

E.g. when you had health issues, why did you keep studying? Weren't you entitled to get some free time? Ill people do need time to recover, for fucks sake. Instead you tried to recover AND do all the other stuff at the same time.