Anyone want to talk..

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I feel just really sad right now, maybe a little depressed too. But just sad. This will be long but I hope someone can help me

I have a female friend who lives overseas that over the course of the past few months. In fact, it's clear that we have feelings for each other. Very clear. We talk every single day, and have expressed feelings for each other. How she wishes I could sleep with her at night because I make her feel safe, and she just wants me to hold her, and so on. I've mentioned a relationship to her. But she told me that after her last relationship, she just wants to feel free. There is a lot of things she wants to accomplish and a relationship would feel like a tie down. Which I understand her view. so we are just being how we are which is fun. Because we talk very affectionate toward each other. And help each other through hard times....

We were planning to meet again this summer, which is something I've been greatly looking forward too. But it seems that might not happen now and it makes me want to cry.

There is so much to say, but I don't want to make this too long. Fuck