>first time a watched porn i was 8 years old and basically brainwashed to thinking my pecker was not of any use so i avoided girls to save my self from humiliation.it grew to hunt haunt me for 13 years it was torture especially when i was sexually active.
>I could have lost it at least at 16 but i was still thinking my dick was small so i rejected them painfully.
>became socially awkward and introverted i plan to but some dick growing pills but my peers got in my way mostly my mother who is super religious
>after i came to the realization that i was normal it was to late whole school turned to a jimmy dean hot dog feast
>i was in tatters when i came to realized i miss on so much.
>im turning 21 this year i plan to lose it to a prostitute then kill myself
>unless someday i could transfer my consciousnesses to another body and relive those years i could die satisfied.
>the only reason why im going to biochemistry
>has anybody life have been destroyed because of this problem i feel like im the only one and for this long, I felt that i have no control over my destiny
>if anybody else had this fate hoe do you cope with it.
>>16797045
Jesus Christ let it go. You're average and if you weren't, you'd know it. Do what my family does and pretend the problem isn't there until it either goes away or goes nuclear. It has a surprising success rate.