The guilt of being touchy is killing my mood

How about you stop doing that you big dummy. Nothing to fix now, just stop doing it.

You already know this, but you should just end your relationship.

Long distance relationships are a drag. Especially so in college. As somebody who was in a relatively similar position, it really was a relief to end it as amicably as possible and then not have to constantly worry. The odds of them being your partner for life are pretty slim anyways.

I would be surprised if your boyfriend didn't at least feel some amount of relief from the break up as well.

>>16780230

>College
>LDR

You will cheat on him soon or later, just break up with him and avoid being a cheating cunt.

>>16780278
For the records, I don't think you should break up because what you did makes you feel guilty. In the grand scheme of things, when you stop living in an idyllic world, much worse things happen regularly and the relationship continues.

Just end it for sake of not being guilt ridden while liberating yourself during what can be an amazing time of your life.

He's going to be at my university nex semester, so it's not going to stay a LDR for much longer. And regardless, I'm not breaking up with him. It's just hard right now, no friends/new everything/no family/etc. (as I try to justify what I did QQ)
I just want to make it up. idk.