I'm bad with girls 18yo virgin.
Too stupid to be successful , too smart to be happy.
Decent with math and basic lvl of c++ but I don't think I got what it takes to push forward.
An outsider , I feel like I don't belong anywhere . Shall I try to give a shallow meaning to my life or accept that there's none ? I feel more depressed with every day that passes , I got 4 more months till I'll finish high school and I honestly don't know what to do next.
And as a last note I also live in a poor european country , so the chances of me studying abroad are very low.
>>16777651
Get a job and save up to go study abroad or just go somewhere else to make a living. Give yourself the meaning to life, or go see a therapist first. Decide what you really want to do and if what you want to do is live a happy life, work towards it. Make goals
European girls are sluts bro once you get a good job and some money they are going to fuck believe me bro
>>16777651
>18yo virgin
That is normal
>18yo student who isn't a professional-grade programmer yet
That is also normal
>18yo who is questioning the meaning of life and feels depressed
Still completely normal
>18yo who is uncertain and worried about his future
Normal. You're fine, dude. You are every other 18-24 year-old guy, except for the happy, lucky idiots who just don't think about any of this stuff