>father was the runt of his litter
>found his identity as first, a football hooligan, then a soldier
>6'2" but truly an alpha manlet... napoleon complex
>spawns me
>scrawny as fuck weakling
>like, incredibly scrawny
>but intelligent. attempting calculus and statistics when I was six years old
>this disgusts Dad
>would rather me be a fighter even though I'm scrawny and intelligent
>utterly against my nature
>"go up to them boys and punch one of them"
>punch one of them
>outnumbered, get battered
>dad is disappoint. beats me.
>NOW OUT AND FUCKING LEATHER THEM
>repeat ad infinitum
>have little brother
>beat the shit out of him instead - even though I loved him
>dad beats the shit out of me
>stop beating brother
>dad beats the shit out of me because I disappointed him
>he never layed a finger on any of my younger brothers
>just me
>keep it together though.
>be 21
>he starts argument with youngest
>snap
>level my father
>he calls police and presses charges
>I didn't defend the charges because he still provides for mum and the younger ones
>but he never so much as looks at my brothers the wrong way again
>I'm a martyr for my brothers who are all destined to fail
I actually have nothing to ask. I thought I did but I don't. This is just a vent.
Erm... do I find god or what?
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he never beat any of them
just me
he never beat any of them
just me
he never beat any of them
just me
he never beat any of them
just me
SAGE
>>16581827
Out of interest, what compelled you to reply/sage?
The effort to sage was greater than the effort to ignore.
Sage again in your reply. Couldn't give a shit.
Wait........ Your dad left you didn't he?
>>16581833
because I actively want to express my distaste for how much of a cockmaster you are. who the fuck told you I wanted to ignore you, you fucking lard butt? I'll ignore you starting from now because you're a faggot and your mom sucked my dick.
>>16581807
Be your own man.
Find a nice girl.
Be a better father than yours.
If you have any honour, refuse any inheritance.
And yes, >>16581827 has no father. And if he had half a mind, he'd know that having a "father" is overrated.
>>16581838
Jeesh, you mad!
>>16581839
Thanks
Just needed to hear anything I guess.
>>16581807
So your father was a brainless thug and you're a brainless thug. That's nice. It's always good to see family traditions being handed down.
>>16582072
I was never supposed to be
I never wanted to be
I'm not any more (not a thug anyway)
It's not too late for me to attempt something with my brain but I am probably 20 years behind everybody else.
Emotionally anyway.
Its never too late, be your own person and use your brain to do something you enjoy.