I seriously love Megumin and i need help

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I don't know anymore guys. I just feel connected to everyone in Konosuba. It feels like I'm just chilling and hanging around with some friends at school. Even for those I dislike (Aqua for example), I will still love them to death in a friendly way. Megumin is different though. I really just love her, I can't explain it. I am not a lolicon, quite the opposite actually but Megumin somehow grabs my attention so hard. I really just love her as a person is what I assume is going on. I always have dreams of being her husband. Even if I always want sex, I can imagine myself not having sex with her constantly and just being a happy family with some children if that's whats going on. This is the first time something like this has ever happened to me. Even if I don't dream, I can imagine myself sitting on the same wooden bench as her as we gaze at the beautiful ocean.
P.S: This is not a joke