What did he mean by this?
>>144712911
He's so fucked up.
He's wondering why he never fucked her when he had the chance
He clearly wanted some pancakes.
>>144712911
He's fucked up for not cumming inside.
>>144712911
prefers his righty instead of asukas vagoo
>>144712911
pure shock value m8
>>144712911
he fapped to a tranny
>>144712911
He meant he should have jerked off with a condom, so he can have a little cummy baggy and neatly throw it away like a proper Japanese boy.
>>144712911
Shinji hates his mother for having abandoned him, and he projects that into hating women as a whole. Seeing a broken Asuka writhing in pain on a hospital bed turned him on so much that he had to bust a nut to it because the sight of it was how he wants all women to be. He recognizes that this viewpoint is wrong according to society, hence his comment after his release, but he cannot deny his feelings that all women should be excruciated for the affront his mother committed on him for leaving.
tl;dr Shinji is a misogynist who gets off on women being hurt, and he's gay so he doesn't even feel remorse except at the social level.
>>144717099
He did it because he saw her tits flop out of her shirt and then regretted it because it was a weird, shitty, creepy thing to do.
It's not that complicated.