>wake up in middle of night
>take a piss and get back in bed feeling groggy and annoyed
>staring at the wall in the dark
>white jagged lines shaking violently start to form in vision
>spells out "It's your fault"
>reforms into "I trust you know what to do"
>rub eyes and look away feeling slightly panicked
>words start to fade in my vision after some time
>slowly start to fall back asleep
>suddenly feel what I can only describe as dread and terror starts to envelop me
>leap out of bed and switch the lamp on
>nothing happens
>decide to just stay up
Never had anything like this happen to me before, it was quite a spooky experience. Anything similar to this even happen to you degenerates?
>>19018787
>tfw no qt moth Yandere will keep you as a shota rape slave in a time loop
>>19018787
I used to get shit like that when I was little. The furniture in my room would look like it had "faces" or it would be slowly encroaching on me too. It's mostly just a combination of poor night vision and an overactive imagination. You might want to look into if either of your parents have REM sleep disorder or issues with night terrors too.
>>19018787
I get these weird nightmares that wake me up in the middle of the night where even after waking my brain is convinced the nightmare is real. Like in my dream im lying in bed and everything is super realistic (basically feels like im awake) and then some big spiderlike creature scurries into my blankets. I jump out of bed, turn the lights on and just stare at the bed in fear. My brain took a legit 5 minutes to realize that that spider creature wasn't real and I had to search under my bed and bedsheets just to be sure. The thing that fucks with me the most is that I have no divide in my mind from when I was dreaming or woke up. My theory is that these nightmares occur when the rational part of my brain is deactivated so even the ficitonal threats in my dreams are being interpreted as real in the moments after I wake up. Its really scary in the moment though, and I fear that I might one night wake up and do something stupid in irrational panic like run outside in underwear because a dreams got me convinced theres a monster in my room.
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not sure what this is but it spooky
>>19015392
might be icks
>>19015392
It's from the movie Xtro, retard. God damn you newfags; can't even reverse-image search.
I'm a schizophrenic reading Philip k dick and suddenly he's talking about diving into schizophrenia and that its a good thing and helped him be cured of his neurosis. Im acc scared that the medication in.on is actually preventing me from doing this. However much I try and tell my doctor he says I need them and that ill deteriorate if I don't take them. What do i do?
Keep taking your meds. It sounds like you havent taken them today.
Tell the doctor your opinion, share it intelligently and ask their opinion. Im fairly certain that they know more about your personal neurological health than Phillip k Dick and you should trust them, however they should listen to your opinion or concern.
This is a very scary concept. Ive heard similar theories. My SO is on like 5 Schizo meds and i see an innerlight and intelligence but her meds just wreck her.
But its a touchy sunject because although i do believe in other worldy forces and energies and believe schizophrenia is not what they tell us it is going off meds is going to make everything worse in just about any situation
or better yet, when?
that would be a question for /sci/
you filthy weeaboo scum
we only know how to summon succubus and prove flat earth
>>19049483
20 to 30 years.
If all goes well, maybe ~15
>>19049498
This is 4Chen
non-weaboos get out
>>19049483
Why would we want to achieve this? It's an abomination.
I'm a visitor from /g/. Are there any noteworthy works that you would be willing to share with me on the topic of mysticism and technology?
This really strikes me as a topic that is largely unexplored. It feels like modern technology is a mystical void of sorts.
>>19049408
It is. Astral has only recently started figuring out wtf an internet is. The universe itself is a neo-platonic computer of sorts, and a computer within a computer creates data management issues. Imagine a computer that is running a virtual machine. Without a special interface, the virtual machine can't propagate information into the computer that is running it. There was a great danger that human beings might imprint their consciousness into machines in a way that became unreadable to astral, but they are figuring out the problem. You can probably expect to see technology that operates on higher principles of physics which are cognizable to astral within the next 20 years or so.
Bumping this thread for intrest.
I would love to learn advanced meditation and pair it with a VR rig.
>>19049441
you should check out the urbit project. its based on the concept of a semantic cpu, that is, one built out of logic rather than silicon.
its hard to wrap your head around because of course in practice it runs on silicon, but the idea is, the abstraction never leaks. previous attempts to do this like with lisp failed because they had some external form of logically unaccountable context (a symbol table). in urbit, all context is logically accountable and utterly machine independent.
it is like a higher form of vibration as you said, but i would say its more akin to the way the third chakra is compared to the root, its not exactly physical, though it depends on the physical, it has come to terms with itself as a center of its own.
the idea behind the project is to use this core to essentially build an astral city.
>sightly drunk
>watching mr. pickles on hulu
>its a show about Satan dog
>its and episode called ADD
>A Dolphin Detective (ADD) walks into drug house
>get this sudden urge to do hard drugs
> the veins in my arms are craving a needle in them
>Ive done lots of drugs in the past but never hard ones
is it possible for a demon to come though the tv? or possible the writers of the show giving hard subliminal messages? i honestly want to do some heroin now. has anyone else felt a power coming form a show giving you the urge to do something? tv makes me want to jack off sometimes but never do hard drugs
>im never watching this show ever again now because of how badly i want to do drugs while i type this
>>19048748
Who is this man.
>>19049134
Warden of Superjail.
Meme magicians are welcome. Eris told me to make this.
>>19048390
Why did she get so mad when I saved that dready kid from her lie?
Turning the walls to skulls, really?
>>19048404
>not appreciating skull walls.
You have to go back.
PRAISE CHAOS
Since priests stay celibate for decades; do they unlock all chakras and kundalini even if they dont believe in that?
If nofap Really makes you attractive; should women be chasing priests instead of considering them dull?
>>19048239
Good question!
>>19048239
>nofap
>Semen retention
>should women be chasing priests instead of considering them dull?
well first nofap does not imply semen retention. nofap is refraining from masturbation. semen retention a method through which you abstain from the expenditure or leakage of semen or other sexual energy and urges. now this does increase ones vigor and will increase the for lack of a better word, animal magnetism. but if your directing the energy you retain into a purpose, such as worshiping and spreading god and his gospel it will still be used, just not through sexual means.
we have 3 energies at play in our body. jing, chi and shin. jing being your life essence, the energy present in every organic being or organism, this in its most crude physical for is semen. chi, wich is your motive force. the energy that allows you to animate the matter in your body, chi comes from the build up and onflow of jing(this is where the idea of semen retention comes from but most lack the knowledge to know that mentality can also leak jing, not just fapping). and shin, which is your connection to the universe, its what alot refer to as kundillini
>>19048239
Now that the dust is settled can't we all agree that pizzagate was fake and was an attempt by conservatives to blame pedophilia on liberals when it is and has always been conservatives who has supported the legality of pedophilia?
>>19047899
>Now that the dust is settled can't we all agree that pizzagate was fake
How about we all agree on you being a worthless sack of shit that will defend Alefantis and his ilk whilst constantly sucking their cocks, even if the evidence is forced right down your fucking throat, hm?
>>19047899
It's realer than life though. They'll pay.
>>19047899
You had me until
>conservatives who have supported the legality of pedophilia
Never been a thing and from my experience conservatives are more anti-pedophile than liberals (and I'm a liberal myself).
But yes, pizzagate was absolute bullshit. However, it's obvious there's a lot of pedophilia going on behind the scenes in Hollywood. Anywhere where people are wealthy and live in excess will also have pedophiles.
On September 23, 2017 - the biggest happening in the history of happenings will occur.
Intermensional beings, magic, chakras, energies are -REAL- and they will make themselves known.
Trump knows this and it preparing for it. He's going to unite this Earth and prepare us for the ayys.
Will post the best summary images I have below. Worth a read.
Those who stare at the sigil must confess their worst sin, otherwise an otherworldly terror might come to hunt them down.
is that so
"Might" huh?
i don't even remember my worst sin
Alright /x/, I want to know everything you know about brainwashing.
>>19046580
usa: mkultra monarch pussycat
russia: shepherd, friendship
>>19046580
check out a GATE thread, anon.
>>19046580
The public is constantly being brainwashed by advertising and media
Whats going to happen in September?
Will it be The Happening?!
Predictions and rumors here
>>19046200
I must be out of the loop. Where has this idea come from?
>>19046712
Someone give this man a quick gestalt
>>19046200
Nope, most of revelations has already occured and astrology/diviniation is unchristian and heretical. The Rapture is unbiblical. The signs are there, yes, but its long before his true second coming; we've been waiting for this for millennia, and millennia more. The Lord knows when the time is right, and ONLY the Lord; Christ will come as a thief in the night.
Live your good life, nothing will happen, await judgment later.
I think that I know what will happen in September. I will post my theory here, as it relates to the political structure of every country on Earth. I will start with a quick rundown of the situation for those who are not yet aware.
Let's start with a view of the devilmunder different IRAS micron lenses. This will give us a better picture of what we are dealing with.
>>19046089
>>19046087
This was on /pol/ few hours ago, you gigantic faggot.
Let's talk about Astral Projection.
Share you tips, tricks, stories, and more.
Is it real? Bullshit? What do you think?
Isn't it just lucid dreaming?
>>19045646
nah its a bit different, you float outta your body like you can see yourself just laying there. I did it and saw one of these things and was like fuck that
I entered a void where I barely existed once when I was trying to do a lucid dreaming method, does that count?