Who /subhuman worthless trash/ here?

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>cutting

Burning yourself is a lot better.

>>25535647
I hate burning, and I'm out of matches. Plus bleeding feels better.

>>25535672
>matches
>that tiny amount of blood

You're not even hurting yourself.

need self harm without scaring

>>25535688
I'm working on it m8o.

Do it like that one guy did where he slit his wrist and it shot like spiderman's web

>>25535700
Hold your breath

>>25535700
>beat yourself with something whip like
>copious amounts of hot wax
>ice
>pegs

>>25535628
Go for a run and push yourself even when your body hurts, it's a better masochistic release and you probably won't feel like such a silly faggot afterwards.

I stab myself at least 4 times a day. I'm a type 1 diabetic and need to prick my fingers to test my blood sugars. :^)

>>25535732
But a run isn't punishment enough, it doesn't hurt the same, and it doesn't leave the marks of a subhuman on you.

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please don't.
just look at the mess you're making.

>>25535700
I just harm myself emotionally by destroying my relationships with people and wrecking objects I care about.

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Old pic, haven't cut in months.

How did you guys get into this? I've been considering cutting but every time I put the knife to my skin I pussy out of it. How do you tolerate it?

>>25535732
effortful activities dont work

>>25535781

Haven't done it in years but my stupid ass arm is still marked. I didn't do it for some sad crap though but for pleasure

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Making progress slowly

>>25535752
>it doesn't hurt the same, and it doesn't leave the marks of a subhuman on you.
read that over again and maybe read it aloud, now observe how emofaggoty that sounds and use your own repulsion and disgust to propel you out the door RIGHT NOW and literally run away from it.
you'll feel a lot better afterwards

Why do people even do this? I cannot grasp it.

>>25535836
Its a coping mechanism, an unhealthy one, but still a coping mechanism

>>25535795

Just do it. Slowly not fast or you'll slice yourself deeply but not feel it. It's a good kind of prick pain like chewing on a cut in your mouth.

>>25535795
OP here.
I used to be the same way, but I eventually reached a state of self hatred where I could just do it. I would think of something I had done, thought, said that reminded me what a subhuman I am, and just went into a frenzy, slicing over and over, if you do it quick enough you get 5-7 cuts in before you feel a thing. The pain comes afterwards, when you're trying to sleep, or when you put on pants the next day.

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>iktf
You should really stop though, the scars aren't fun desu

>t. spooky skeleton with scars

>>25535752
why would you want to punish yourself? go check your testosterone levels, faggot. this is female-ish behaviour.
show me your hands: I bet your index finger is longer than your ring finger.

>>25535823
I know that it is emofaggoty. I am self aware, I know how pathetic it sounds, I know how retarded and "emo" it all is. The fact I think like this is more of a reason to do it.
>>25535868
I'm trash m8, I just hate myself. I'm trash. I know I am a faggot. My ring finger is longer.

>>25535862
>not having depressive/suicidal swag

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Slowly but surely, I became a bigger faggot.

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>cutting yourself
>not self flagellating

Guys with cutting scars are qt as fuck. I want to kiss a skelly's scars. I hate it when guys see my scars and ask me if I'm okay and try to white knight me, it's one of the biggest turn offs ever.

>>25535628
Man, people who commit self harm make me feel bad. I'm sorry your life has driven you to seek relief in physical pain and that you find a less self destructive coping mechanism for your depression or other mental stresses.

>>25536024
My left forearm, and both my thighs are covered in cuts/scars. Are you my gf now?

>>25536041
*and hope

>>25536041
>>25536057
I appreciate the sympathy man, but I don't deserve it. I choose to do this to myself, no reason to feel bad. No one is forcing this on me. If I make a retarded choice I deserve the consequences.

strangest object you self harmed with..GO

I smashed a dinner plate and used the fragments to cut my arms up once. Ceramic shards are surprisingly sharp.

>>25536083
I smashed up an apple cider bottle and used the glass to cut my legs up.

>>25535628

What exactly happened to you to make you believe that?

>>25536044
Depends, how mentally fuked up are ya?

>>25536111
I'm not going to say. I think you would understand and agree if you knew me though.

>>25536134
Fucked up enough that I can't date you, sorry.

>>25536140

> I'm not going to say

Why not? This is an anonymous board, so take your best shot.

>>25536171
I really can't say. I post here so often someone would recognize me. I have been stalked on here in the past and it's frightening.

>>25536024
Indeed.
It's so weird for me I can't explain. It's just an instant connection when I see a qt guy with cutting scars. I'm like *see scars* (awwww ;_; ) *look at face* (qt? check) "helloooo there qt :3"

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Think I'm done for the night.

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>>25536217
>>25536024
Fucking roasties. Just fucking leave, we don't want you here.

>>25536217
>>25536024
You can literally be my gf anytime
Don't even care what you look like really, so long as you're nice

I'm not a qt though, I'm a 4/10 at best

>>25536192

How about we go for the vaguest possible explanation instead?

>>25535628
That's a good way to get a staph infection...

>>25536262
Vaguest possible explanation doesn't really work when it's a collection of events, actions, and feelings. It's a few very long stories.

>>25535700
Snap your eyeball with a rubberband.

>>25536288

So you can't compress those few stories into a TL;DR format then?

Nowadays I just can't make myself care. The other day I lost an expensive equipment at work. Paying for it takes off two weeks from my paycheck. I used to punch and headbutt the wall until I almost passed out when I did something like this back then. I think I accepted, no matter how much I try or what do I will fuck up something eventually. Kinda scary. Maybe I'm almost there and I can finally kill myself.

>>25536076
Well if it's an actually shitty choice there should be consequences already and if those don't feel like "enough" then maybe what you did wasn't so bad. I dunno. Maybe I'm projecting my feel good bullshit onto you. But you're deserving of sympathy no matter what. All people are.

>>25536140
>>25535628

are you black or something?

>>25536382
I'm not the guy you're talking to but I appreciate what you're doing

>>25536337
Not really.
Fuck it. I tried to upload a collage someone made to explain, but a duplicate file exists here:
>>25535175
I'm the guy in that collage. Things have taken a turn for the worst recently and it hit me just how pathetic I really am.
>>25536393
Made me smile, thanks.

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A girl better tell me she loves me right now or I'm ending it and cutting my wrist and slicing through my vein. I had enough living, my specialized knife can cut through steel.

If you don't do it my death will be on you.

>>25536382
I really do thank you for being kind. I know that you are right, but it just doesn't effect the feelings in my head.

>>25535700
8 hour arm workout , come on

Human trash reporting in, please do not cut yourself. I used to do that when I was younger and now I have scars everywhere.

>>25535854
What are you coping with?

>>25536024
Fuck you and your fucking scars you worthless piece of human garbage.