So are u a beta bitch or a bad bitch? How often do you go out for fun in girlmode?
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sophies cute
>>8793388
You are ugly Elliot
>>8793397
I went out with my bf all day yesterday to the beach, called miss or girl all day long by people so fuck u
>>8793388
>that art
>>8793396
>spreading lies
that is not nice anon
>>8793388
I think I found myself new goals.
>>8793400
You don't have a boyfriend. People arent attracted to skinnyfat twinkhons and we all know u don't pass
>>8793396
thanks :)
>>8793406
>>8793404
scary :(((
>>8793407
None of what you said is true lol
>>8793413
sure thing Miss Cock
I want to die :(
>Kayla !!sLz+fwCdMOg
>MOg
Ali's sober alter ego?
>>8793409
Were you under 18?
>>8793424
>>8793388
I boy mode less than once a week now.
are rabbits "bad bitches"?
>>8793432
Well I don't know what to say
I still think it would be better than getting advice from people on mtfg
>>8793429
Whats it like?
>>8793429
Why boy mode at all?
>>8793443
Rabbits aren't bitches, dogs are.
>>8793443
Nah, they're just food.
>>8793453
upvote
>>8793448
i guess you're right
>>8793388
Oh hey, this is my edition
>for fun
Nobody is playing gender games, sir
If you pass but stay in boymode all the time, will people think you're ftm?
>>8793444
Nice.
>>8793446
Because I can only pass with makeup and a full shave so if I have to do shit early in the day or if I have to meet someone I am not comfortable with for professional reasons I may wear an (effiminate) boy outfit like pic related
>>8793453
What do they taste like, out of curiosity?
I'm assuming chicken, but gamey?
>>8793460
how do I become a bad bitch?
>>8793473
Some people are confused about it but usually they figure it out
>>8793475
Nah, mostly like cat. Bit less stringy and more bland, though.
>>8793474
Fresh shave, not full*
And even with a fresh shave I have beard shadow I have to conceal
Pic related, with beard shadow = creepy
Without = almostgirl
>>8793481
>Nah, mostly like cat.
Oh, cat. Of course...
(I have no idea what cats taste like)
inb4 chinese food
>>8793460
Sorry mr mechanic, now go fix my car, it's got a spark issue and I need to make my nail appointment
Well I went from liking my job to hating it after they all laughed at me for pole dancing and asked if I did it because my girlfriend dragged me and kept laughing for a minute straight
>>8793491
>I have no idea what cats taste like
Taste like bear or dog. Had all 3 before, all and all very regrettable eating experiences.
masculine lesbian "females" are the equivelent of failed beta males
>>8793496
Uh never be honest with coworkers silly
>>8793498
I've never had bear or dog either ;_;
Or moose, deer, ect. Any game meat really.
>>8793500
They're the reason many believe lesbians don't exist.
>>8793500
Both it me
>>8793508
exactly something a man with t-rage would do.
>>8793511
hehehehe
>>8793506
My bf literally lived on moose, he was in Alaska for 6 years before we met. Said moose can be like the best steak or the worst meat ever considering factors, has zero marbling though.
Ever had gator? Shit tastes like rancid chicken
>>8793500
Shitting your pants, taking hormones, and involving yourself in a neet internet ldr is pretty beta failed male, imo
>>8793508
More like it needs it's spark advanced. Sorry, I guess ur not a real mhecanic.
>>8793516
>Shitting your pants,
i dont poopie my pants OR diaper
>aking hormones,
i mean i guess but its medicine idk
> neet internet ldr is
um actualy im the only neet, daddy makes a lot of money everyday
>>8793500
how?
>>8793515
I've had gator once and it was delicious. It was like the most delicate chicken I could imagine. Definitely not rancid though.
>>8793530
beacause they are a failure of being a female, not feminine at all and weird. just like beta male is a failure to be masculine.
and then theirs is a double failure, being such a failed male that u become a masculine transgender woman. the ultimate failure
>>8793515
I've had gator several times and never had it taste like rancid chicken
>>8793540
Not a failure like you who wears diapers all day and is a neet.
>>8793540
Psure shitting your pants on purpose in a ldr neet relationship is the apex of failed (any gender)
>>8793540
I don't think a diaper wearing neckbeard like you should call anyone a failure.
>>8793536
>Modern cars dont have distributors, dingus
Wow, it's from the 90s, it's a normie sbc 350. You are retarded.
im a F U C K I N G LOSER and im gonna cashier at a fucking restaraunt chain at fucking age 24 because i cant get an office or clerk job
fucking kill me Ill have to become an electrician or something to make any money
>>8793459
Okay :(
Post a pic of the daiperfag. I wanna put a face to that weirdness.
I dropped by at just the right time to see a diaperfag get btfo.
>>8793542
>>8793536
i dont go poopy! daddy showed me all the money he makes a week hes cool!
>>8793541
i wear them because they make me happy and i dont need to make money daddy doe that
>>8793547
what im not a neckberd i am acutaly pretty cute and cool and my only failure is my mental illnesses
>>8793559
>i am acutaly pretty cute
I gotta see this.
>>8793540
what if I never wear makeup and only have a few girly outfits because im a depressed retard, but i have girly and dainty mannerisms by nature?
do you accept me diaperfag?
>>8793548
Nigga, you never told me what vehicle it was.
Even so, 90's vehicles rarely had carbs as well.
We actually have a 96 vette in the shop rn im putting a clutch in with a efi 350
>*puts dead rat from valve cover into a/c blower intake*
mad old tall t-rage agp's jealous that they will never live on easy mode as dadys housewife and isntead will have to salve away their life to the jews
>>8793559
>i am acutaly pretty cute
I've never seen you post a pic, that's a suspicious claim to make
>i dont need to make money daddy doe that
>being a leech on society
absolutely disgusting
>>8793542
>>8793540
Seconded to the nth power. Now please pretend we're the failed males when you are so unfeminine you literally cannot work up the courage to post your ugly face
Stop talking about your imaginary bf, and stop projecting your questions about your own gender validity onto girls who know thenselves and wear theselves just because you're jealous you have to live in fantasy land while we dodge chasers all day ;)
>>8793559
Your only failure is assuming infantization is any sort of normal.
Even chrischan would be appalled.
>crouches over a computer all day, shitting into ; hot pockets &mountain dew streaming through like magma
>>8793564
>wanting diaperfag's acceptance
>>8793567
You live with your parents.
>>8793567
it's not a housewife if you're in an ldr
>>8793572
I crave the acceptance of anyone who tries to paint me as illegitimate because I dont want to be illegitimate, I wanna be a good girl
>>8793580
Don't let others tell you you are illegitimate.
>>8793567
>tfw no puffybutt gf(male) to spend my passive investment returns on
>>8793553
It wont its too pathetic.
Ill post my face with no prep and meh angles because who gives a shit
>>8793567
>blahblahblah
Your faggy ldr would leave you in a split second for either Valq or I you ugly clown <3
Pic related, I started hrt more a girl than you are now
>>8793595
blurriest butt I've ever seen tbqh
>>8793595
I can never tell if youre just trolling or if you actually mean the things you post. my money is on the former
>>8793577
>>8793573
yeah but me and him already have things planned out for me to move in with him
>>8793571
i dont even eat hot pockets or mountain dew.
whats ur obsseison with poop idont understand lol
>>8793570
>>8793569
id rather not have my face asscoiated with being racist nazi diaper thing.ive posted my face on passing threads before and people thought i was cute and pretty. if ur really desperate to see what i looked u could find it in the arhcive.
>>8793564
i dont understand are youe a beta male or somethin
>>8793584
exactly daddy said theirs no point in me working when i would make a tiny fraction of what he makes
>>8793595
>leave you in a split second for either Valq or I
rofl you weird crepy narcasisit you could honestly be this person from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zG5jxdiy2oM&t=6s and be doing the same things and it would suprise me
>>8793598
My camera lens is shattered :(
>>8793567
Here puff save this for when your daddy wants something actually sexy to look at. ;3
>>8793604
Wew
Just read this, holy fuck the Nazis didn't kill enough jews
>>8793604
>id rather not have my face asscoiated with being racist nazi diaper thing.
Asides from your diaper fetish theres nothing wrong with being a racist nazi. Its the default of most white people when they break the conditioning of jewish brainwashing.
>>8793612
its not real you fucking moron
>>8793602
The answer is yes. Insert it where you please.
>>8793613
>>8793613
It's the default only for white trash like you.
>>8793619
*Tips Stahlhelm*
How ya doing Phiench.
>>8793625
Shut up nigger
>>8793616
Well the jews control all the world bank's (just look up the names and creeds of all the heads of world reserve banks), all the media (fox, cnn, viacom, disney), and subvert the minds of gentiles ie. Modern entertainment
>>8793627
soon?
>>8793604
Youre really fucking ugly and a man
>>8793612
>>8793631
Kayla has awoken, I read the protocols way way ago and the premonition of that book is scary accurate. Keep in mind the things described in the protocols had yet to take place as they were written.
>>8793642
>Keep in mind the things described in the protocols had yet to take place as they were written
That's why the Nazis tried to stop it from happening. Now we have a one world corporate slave state ran by the jews and it's totally fact
Also fact, jews helped shame transgender people since the 1960's
>>8793630
eh, could be better
havent had the best month
but I am gonna start doing opis again sometime this week
looking forward to it
Why did I spend a year of my life here?
>>8793604
Lie all you like. We know by how you act you have no real source of self esteem
We know you'll never be cute, and so do you ;) thats why you attack everyone all day
>unironically being a nazi
>>8793649
because you're trapped here like the rest of us
>>8793654
>unironically being a pumpkin
>>8793646
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persecution_of_homosexuals_in_Nazi_Germany_and_the_Holocaust
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Institut_für_Sexualwissenschaft
enjoy your pink triangle dumbass
>>8793607
id rather save my daddy from throwing up from ur man face lol
>>8793641
sure sweaty
>>8793625
ur just an old that watches mainnews and brainwashed. sad
>>8793654
>unironically being a nazi
beacuse the world would be a better place if nazis ruled. instead of brown people raping children and women and killing.
>>8793660
I mean
we would all be gassed if the nazis ruled
>>8793648
what's opis?
>>8793664
brrraaaaaaaaaappp
>>8793664
yes the 99.9% percent should ruin the world for the tiny amount of degenerate transgenders.
>>8793654
Nope. I got a new road bike and some money from mummy to run the 3D printer so I now split my time between cycling and my design projects. Oh and I finally got a computer chair that doesn't ruin my back so I've been playing Total War: Atilla a lot more.
>>8793666
opiates/opioids
>>8793649
Honestly black people in my opinion should fully be embraced by the Nazi movement since their society has been the most effected by Jewish tricks
>>8793671
Drugs are bad. Join me in rehab.
>>8793671
Do kratom
>>8793676
its unironically easier to get tramadol/codein/dihydroceodein than kratom here.
>>8793675
but I have been clean since january and I dont want that anymore
>>8793666
Gandpas
>>8793671
>opiates/opioids
Imo best drugs
>>8793660
Keep lying to yourself ;3
>>8793388
http://quadrophone.com/oblique-strategies/
>>8793678
where are you
>>8793668
okay, if we're gonna be more extensive
Jews, Homosexuals, the mentally ill, various ethnic groups, and a huge amount of people in general.
>>8793674
I don't think the NSDAP ever really cared much about blacks so long as they didn't racemix. In fact there's a famous Nazi propaganda poster that seems to denounce the KKK's treatment of blacks.
>>8793686
Western Germany.
the stuff I listed can be ordered legally.
and if I have to darknet anyway, I might as well just look for oxy
remember you never have to see degeneracy again if you kill yourself
>>8793692
well yeah that goes without sayin
>>8793664
implying there can be true Nazism without fascist head.
it doesn't work like that.
>girlmode
what do you mean, "mode"??
i'm always a girl
>>8793684
http://www.rtqe.net/ObliqueStrategies/OSintro.html
>>8793715
I dont need them for anything except recreation I guess
>>8793648
Wtf is opis? Knock yourself out tho and enjoy yourself.
>>8793649
Reminder that the average black person has no internet connection and you are one of the privileged few who have been piggybacked to progress by the white man.
>>8793719
ah. have you done opiates before?
I found myself in a room that resembled a bath, saw my image
reflected, watched my genitals falling off. oh, what a sight when i
understood the fright and what it (really) was: -as the old shape-
deceased the transformation increased...- "the unexpected path".
i awoke in a room that was entirely bath. i found my body reflected
while my genitals were rotting off. like old leaves on a plant that
came to nothing on demand, dried they had no juice. hanging on a
single thread, testicles of a dead, mummy-skin without use.
>>8793388
>how often
every day desu
>>8793739
what's an entirely "bath" room.
bath isn't an adjective >:(
>>8793748
Lmao
I love you sass <3
>>8793746
Girlmode not groidmode mmkay.
some lady referred to me as she to my boss today it was nice
My voice has definitely softened since starting hrt
>>8793748
It is, in French. Means cool/great. It's kind of old-fashioned now but it was common slang from the mid-XIXth century to the early 1970s.
Am I doing it right?
>>8793770
what did that adjective mean in french?
>>8793786
I said it in my post. Are you that easily distracted?
Buddi
>>8793781
have u sucked your first penis yet?
>>8793790
>easily distracted
yeah I usually am, but now moreso, that I haven't been sleeping or feeling well. I apologize.
je ne sui pas bath :(
>Go to r/transtimelines or r/transpassing
>sort by most controversial
>hon city
this is why I repress
>>8793801
Don't apologise. I was just too let to type the same thing twice.
>>8793794
I don't know anything about drakeposter besides him posting Drake. I have to mmmf mm too?
>>8793812
>betting against yourself
>>8793837
It's a solid bet
>>8793844
qt bunn
Lunch of sadness
>>8793730
yes
>>8793725
I will :3
>>8793851
You're not eating ramen uncooked are you?
>>8793851
Lannü please
Please just go get some pub food, I actually feel sad now
>>8793853
>letting the water absorb the vitamins
lol, u mug
uncooked ramen is actually good desu
>>8793861
Elanna why
>>8793862
>not drinking the water and throwing the noodles away
>>8793816
ok :)
>>8793868
It's a cry for help
>>8793852
what's better opiates or benzos?
>>8793843
Sad at opening up about everything and then being made the butt of jokee
>>8793884
Really though, what were you expecting?
>>8793851
Pls split with me I don't want calories but I wanted to try
>>8793885
Hey here's what happened
I said I was trans the day before, then today I talked about it and they all talked about how they had tried it once with girlfriends, and then another girl came in from a position of power and just started laughing openly and then everyone who was being cool and conversational just started laughing and shouting at each other like it's so rediculous.
>>8793891
Okay, that is pretty upsetting, understandable.
>>8793886
EAT IT!
>tfw ur transgender
>>8793901
Is that what a sad bunny looks like?
>>8793903
i don't know if rabbits can have facial expressions
>>8793880
It's okay we'll get through this together. Drink a bottle of Persona then wrap yourself up in a blanket like a burrito and it should help
>>8793907
They do, I've seen Watership Down.
I strictly FORBID you watching that film btw, bunn poster.
>>8793917
Ya you should watch Threads instead
i wish I had a gf and a rabbit so me and my gf would be rabbit moms
>>8793923
that actually sounds really nice :3
>>8793918
NO! No depressing 1980's brit tv/film for bunn poster, it's too much.
>>8793923
family bunn
i feel
>>8793943
I dont understand @_@
>>8793943
>tfw you'll never be a mummy
>be in a fast food place in boymode(never went girl mode)
>guy comes up to me
>"hey miss. Can i have some change so i can get something to eat"
>tell him i have like 40 cents to spare in slight guy voice and take out my wallet that is considered a guy wallet which he instantly notices.
>"wait are you a guy?"
>laugh and look away
>"you really don't look the part"
>he walks away
Is it time mtfg?
Is anyone else worried about kuntwaffen?
Should I be?
>>8793965
Probably
me hate life
me going to kill self because there no longer any hope
>>8793971
Why is there no longer any hope?
can a detransitioned aap fujoshit who has to take estrogen now and looks like a shithead teenage boy with small tits hang out here
>>8793965
Nice
What do you usually wear when you boy mode?
>>8793979
just jeans and a very big sized t-shirt to hide my boobs.
>>8793978
what's wrong with looking like a teenage boy?
>>8793978
I don't see why not?
>>8793973
Because you're keeping them alive by replying instead of letting them pass on in peace.
>>8793980
Chaaa
>>8793980
that is very autistic
>>8793983
its disturbing to others when they find out you're a 35 year old 'cis' woman
>>8793388
my wife likes to fuck me with unused tampons as a way of teasing me
since she is the only woman i've ever been with, just have to ask: is this normal at all?
this is my favorite rabbit picture
>>8793992
no
>>8793995
i have sometimes wondered if it might be a sign of some abuse or something in her past, when i ask her about it she says no, gets mad at me asking why she likes it, and the mood is kill
frustrating af
>>8793996
>long hair?
collarbone length
>>8794010
>collarbone
Im Jeally :3
That means u would pass well with a good voice lol :D
>>8794015
Yeah i am buying clothes and slowly starting to work on my voice so i can start presenting female.
Thanks.
Is there a point in worrying about people
>>8794033
Whether there is or not doesn't stop me from doing it.
hugg joan
>>8794033
I think it depends on what you value
u helped me feel better the other night
ty
>>8794042
Thanks; hugg anon.
>>8793978
only if you hate IPAs
>>8793388
>How often do you go out for fun in girlmode?
never
really wish I was being held by a cute girl
>>8794033
>is there a point in feeling bad because other people feel bad
Should be easier for you to answer now.
>>8794070
Same; she doesn't even need to be cute really, anyone would do.
>>8794074
holdd joan
>>8793851
I dunno if I wanna put my dick in a mouth that eats raw ramen.
bunny
thread task: draw a bun in mspaint
will update in a minute
>>8794086
Looks more like a coyote really.
>>8794093
dont bully my bunny
coyotes are cute 2 tho
why do I have to be like this, id give anything to be normal and happy
>>8794092
>>8794092
>>8794092
bunnn
>>8794092
sorry
>>8794120
this is why god doesn't talk to us anymore
here
>mfw eva put her lava cake in her salad and is eating it while wearing the mickey ears we got at disney
>>8794092
Cute hat tho
i have a family of buns living in my yard and its awesome
WHAT THE FUCK SHE POURED MY SPRITE IN THE SALAD AHHHHH
>>8794092
>>8794140
Hi nim. I miss you.
>>8794144
Robust her
>>8794173
She literally only plays roboticist
>>8794181
tell eva i said hugg gelgel
>>8794180
looking for someone who can appreciate an a. hmu.
what kind of dress looks good on a tranny?
>>8794193
niqab
>>8794188
a is clearly the best
>>8794188
Wtb B
>>8794180
Only A or B
>>8794199
>>8794193
a casket
>>8794205
Zing
Stay off r9k you stupid freaks.
how do i reinvent myself
>>8794193
An empress cut might work well
>>8794216
i like you already though
>>8794212
Stay off /mtfg/ you stupid robots.
>suporns latest billboard
>>8794228
>>8794229
DEEJAY KHALED
>>8794229
I would not trust that man with my penis.
>>8794228
sounds like some kind of attack vagina
>>8794225
hugg
I get nervous people might not like me irl because I'm boring and awkward
I had a friend in high school that would shittalk behind my back about how terrible it is to be around me because I'm awkward and quiet. he was my best friend in hs and hearing that destroyed my self esteem before i got to college
wish I had a cute joan to snuggle
>>8794181
Gimme her ckey so I can ban her
>>8794240
sad... D:
hugg everyone
>>8794268
hugg sheenie
>>8794268
i'm gonna hug uuuuu
>>8794268
hugg sheen
>>8794244
No you don't I'm ugly and balding and have prickly stubble. You can find someone better.
>>8794284
holy lmao
>>8794284
get laser and tranny bangs
also some womens frames
>>8794284
u look snuggable
Feminine penis :)
>>8794301
:)
>>8794301
WHERE??? I WANT IT!
>>8794301
beminine benis :DDDDD
>>8794301
nice nice. tell me more
henlo mtfg. how are you?
>>8794301
Show me a legitimate example.
>>8794301
tfw your penis is the least feminine thing on your body
>>8794266
I'll get her eventually
>>8794301
>"I need photographic evidence of me sucking a girl peen" - Elanna, August 20th in the Year of Our Lord Two Thousand Seventeen
>>8794328
I'm not gonna look up dicks on my phone in the lab
>>8794326
Hey edie. I'm okie, just a little lonely. How's chu?
>>8794326
I'm okay, okay?
>>8794326
Hows the sandwich?
it looks intimidating
>>8794328
This post (nsfw) has some examples of both feminine and masculine penises
https://www.reddit.com/r/SRSsucksORstormfront/comments/1ftjzk/sorry_to_all_the_mentally_challenged_and_insane/caewr87/?context=1
Squirrel with a potato chip.
>>8794346
DEGENERACY
>>8794346
source? It's cute.
>>8794346
!safe for work
>>8794342
get new glasses frames
those are mens frames and make your face look more masculine than it needs to considering how your face looks femish
>>8794345
i'm goood. just talking to a qt boy and relaxing. yknow the usual. why lonely?
>>8794350
HI NIM WHERE TF HAVE U BEEN
>>8794352
very intimidating yes
do tranny bangs work well on every face
i rly want to get them and maybe glasses with a fem frame to replace my masc ones but then I really couldn't be closeted anymore
>>8794365
pornhub /view_video.php?viewkey=ph5962199459815
>>8794396
>do tranny bangs work well on every face
no
>>8794374
If your boss saw you looking at the feminine penises they would say "you have good taste, have a raise!"
>>8794144
Give eva another hug from me before she goes home ok?
>>8794359
squirrel uwu
>>8794396
they don't work on every face
there are different styles of bangs that might work with your face shape though depending on what it is
you can easily throw off the balance of your face with the wrong hairstyle, particularly the verticality of it
do you reckon there's much money in being a trans camgirl if you look good?
>>8794396
they can make a long midface or a defined jaw look worse, elongating face and making the jaw manly. if you have a flabby doughboy face or a small face, they work.
>>8794423
edie looks good and she has a lot of monies i bet she buys lots of flowers and stuff
>>8794392
>i'm goood. just talking to a qt boy and relaxing. yknow the usual. why lonely?
Just have no one in my life. No guy to spend my time with and all. Glad you have a bf tho. Must be nice.
>>8794430
>tfw giant manback
>>8794423
if you have a good personality then yes! totally. if your personality is shit then no. in that case you're better suited for porn or being a hooker.
>>8794430
i doubt you have noo one in your life. would you say you push people away tho?
and idk i mean i dumped the guy i was dating for a few months for the guy i was dating for most of 2017 who i initially dumped for the newer guy.. so..
i'm not exactly doing great necessarily but it's not bad either lol
>>8794359
>>8794415
How many she's leaving in like 15 minutes
thinking about converting to judaism
>>8794449
is the big money in interacting with people, private rooms and all that stuff then? sorry I don't know the trips here and im pretty new so apologies if you don't like saying, but how much can you make with it if you're good?
>>8794392
Just keepin it real~
>>8794449
>would you say you push people away tho?
No i'm just too much of a coward to actually try and find someone.
>>8794455
one for every minute she has left with you
if i keep telling myself im not trans ill believe it right
>>8794455
Tfw comf with you
>>8794473
You might believe it but that doesn't make it true.
>>8794474
>roboticist static naming waifu
filtered
>>8794481
>filtering eva
hello newfag
>>8794473
It always comes back no matter how much you try and filter it out.
>>8794481
I have their trip now uwu
>>8794471
Ill just give her one big one okay
thats it they are all gone, how did I let it get this bad how did I fuck up this bad.
>>8794496
Who is gone? What happened?
>>8794496
iktf i ate all my m&ms now they're all gone and i dontt know what to do
i lov bunnies :3
I'm forever unpassable why did god have to make me a tranny ? ;_;
My biggest wish is to be a pretty girl
>>8794515
But hey u can be a pretty boi :333333
>been trying to find my ex again after 2 years on facebook again every now and again but don't really try
>actually try for once
>she went from a soft 4 to an 8(and is no longer trans guy)
well just fucking kill me now because im never ever going to get a chance with anything above a 5.
life isn't far. i just got uglier.
>>8794515
its not that great. id rather have friends.
>>8794427
lol I almost cammed again that day I sent you the pic. I'm proud I'm getting more impulse control over myself.
>>8794524
I dont understand...
no longer transguy??
Im confused
>>8794502
go buy more
>>8794502
omg! I'm so sorry bby. how could this happen!
huggg
>>8794536
she's just a cis girl now. she said she was a trans guy for about 6 months of the 2 years were dating. she's not being discreet about it either by judging some of her Facebook posts.
>>8794489
theres too many of you reeeeee
So I`ve wrote this 4 times already. I`m going to send this no matter what though. I`m sorry if its too big and jarring. I`m just putting this here for two reasons, to kind of shout into a pillow and to maybe get some advice. I`d appreciate it.
>Be Me
>Terrified of pursuing my trans...feelings...
>Honestly petrified.
>I decide to push myself. After a unrelated suicide attempt I decide I will try and get this fucker, I want to make an effort at "recovery".
>I come up with a plan, just stop this shit in its tracks, get reffered to the gender clinic. (This wasnt my idea it was a nurses). Then just councill it out, and go on from there. Slow.
>I see the gender doc, I need to pass or fail or whatever this refferal and then I`ll be like allowed in.
>easy
>I know how I feel so I expressed it, after 40 minutes of unrelevent meandering conversation about my mood, triggered by her vague prod into my gender questioning by just saying "so your gender"
>No me and this doc were already at nerves end, I dont think either could understand each others accent, and she didnt know what metaphors, allegories anectdotes were.
>Leaving me without any means to coherently express. I try anyway.
>I do it. I say what I feel. A small segment was me saying how despite my feelings of shame, self disgust and just loathing about the thought of being trans. The though endures it all. and it just grows and grows.
>This was what she needed for an early lunch, she said "I dont think you are trans at all, this is most definetly a phase, no trans person would feel disgusted about such things"
>.......
>Now, I dont usually argue against doctors I never have before because I respect their judgement. But she had just been retarded.
>I explain: I want to be a cis lass. Or at least I think I want that, thats why I want a refferal. The idea of being some hon in a dress at midnight so his family dont see makes me feel sick
Honestly fuck this cap. I`m continuing in another post.
>>8794539
omg, how could you be so insesitive? ;_;
>>8794460
p-pls respond
> I say how that makes me feel disgusting you know.
>She closes the case. Stating trans people dont feel disgusted about stuff like that, they like it. And then she discharged me. (I wasnt at the hospital thing for trans reasons but I was still discharged).
>That was a few days ago, its still kind of shocking since I really thought that was a common thing amongst trans people. Like hating your self image and being disgusted with it, especially when you look like a hon??? is it? Am I just out of touch?
>Well here I am now. I dont see doctors Who can really help me with that stuff anymore since I`m discharged from my previous place. Thats why i`m here I guess.
I havent ever dived too deep in the swimming pool of trans stuff. I always tried waiting it out, but its still here. I have two choices. I could repress and just live on a what if and day dreams. I`m probably going to kill myself soon anyways. Or I could, pursue it but on my own until I get further enough to warrant another refferal.
I know which one I want too do. But I also no every step I take is going to make it harder to repress if I ever decide to do so. Tonight the house is practically empty, So I was thinking on trying on a dress. When people say its just a phase it really really pisses me off, because why would I want it any other way? who would choose to be trans? I dont want this at all, I want councilling so I can try and stop this mess. I`m fucking terrified of putting on that dress, and feeling that I should keep following the trans feels. I just wish I could be cis. so bad.
I once kind of treated a trans lass I was dating like shit, thats why we broke up I trivalised the trans part of her. And jesus christ talk about taking a walk in someone elses shoes. This opened my eyes, horribly, in a way. I used to kind of trivialise it but its a fucking horrible thing. If you`ve read this cheers. I dont expect replies, whatever do what you want. Thanks if you do. I hope you all get what you want some day
>>8794518
No I'm super ugly and really big and wide upper body I can never be cute anything
>>8794555
y did u left her?
>tfw people cares more about appearance than what's inside
feels disappointing to recognize that...
>>8794574
Yes u can!!
>>8794564
Dont repress, your gender therapist sounds dumb, did she even say what kind of problem you have if not gender dysphoria??
it's not a phase... if it is, then It's been a phase for me for the almost past 20 years and it never went away follow your trans feels... For me, it only gets stronger and stronger and stronger until you finally cant repress anymore and flips ur boat...
Trust me ... learn about HRT and
At least self med or etc but do it safely and educate yourself about trans stuff...
learn about what other trans feels and see if you feel the same..
and dont be ashame about people calling u AGP
sometimes AGP a meme and U can also be both dysphoric and AGP
Im currently approved by med and before then, I hate my self image and is disgust by it.. like literally every single masculine aspect of it..
i even had thoughts about ...removing a part of myself After I learned about what Test is doing to me ....
Age is an important factor when comes to result of Transitioning and u dont want to mess with that.. but make sure u r well researched and understand urself well before moving forward
braaaaaaaaaaaap
me shoot gun at head and die and stop being sad forever
>>8794621
STINKI
>>8794564
Get another therapist as well and talk to them... See what they say
>>8794621
Cease brap!
>>8794622
Don't. If you do, do it right so you and others don't suffer, but really, don't.
How often do you get approached by guys in public?
How often do you assume he's a chaser based just on him talking to you?
t. autismo
>>8794635
well i don't really have a gun but i will do it right one way or another
>>8794651
Suicide by gun often fails. Hanging, Carbon Monoxide and Helium are all much more effective.
>>8794592
>I'm a psycopath
hot
uwu
>>8794647
I guess I should ask do any of you go out in public first
>>8794678
ew what is that @_@
tfw the guy you're talking to doesn't get the memo that you don't like him the way he does. Do i REALLY have to be direct when someone likes me but i don't like them back?
>>8794684
yes
>>8794647
a homeless guy told me i have a nice ass once
>>8794647
i do not go in public
but real answer: sometimes. not really that often. its always really alpha guys that arent afraid of their status being questioned bc theyre talking to a tran. beta guys just chuckle behind their hand
>>8794685
>>8794686
He has serious issues and i don't even know him for that long. I can't deal with mentally unstable individuals. Guess i'll tell him directly that i'm not interested if he tells me directly that he likes me.
uwu
>>8794678
looks like some kind of appendage
the more I think about it the more uncomfortable I get
>>8794564
Omfg selfmed already
>>8794698
I like u wanna get married?
Hmm if trans marries another trans.. who gets to be in bride dressing ??
Maybe they should have two marriages
>>8794416
>everyone has you filtered and your meme wasnt funny anyway
t-thanks brain
>>8794719
i dun have u filtered sheen bean
>>8794719
it's okay, you tried
*pat pat*
>>8794719
I thought it was funny
Hugg
>>8794719
it's ok to try and fail even if I never do it myself
>>8794719
I'm honestly laughing right now. sometimes posts get lost in all the postan going on.
preddy good meme sheen.
remember that you are loved
>>8794731
wish i wasn't
>>8794710
it's a wedding with 2 wedding dresses!
ok, trust me on this. don't get married.
>>8794719
>>8794729
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SHK4J392rI
>>8794738
but bride dresses are so cute I wanna be in those someday and then my hubby will say I will and then we will kiss and it's gonna be all sweet..
okay I wont but at least if I ever have a bf I will make him make a fake marriage thing
>>8794710
pls no i'm too young for marriage Q_Q
i c- can make an exception for cuddles and stuff if you're cute tho.
>>8794749
:S
im not that confident so ill rate my self 5/10 ...
But hey u sound like a terrible person, maybe we can be friends :3
>>8794754
Sure thing :D 5/10 girls can be cute, also.
>>8794759
My discord is TadaMagic#3637
>>8794612
o ya this is a real doozy.
But im not like that, she just got really really pretty. i'll date almost anything lmao
but
>get back with her about a year ago after being splitt for a few months
>she's an alcoholic and drinks
>do not like, but i still love her
>about a month later "hey my step dad rapes me lmao"
>guts turn inside fucking out
>legit never been this upset
>ask her to tell me what exactly happened
>get even more grossed out
>i ain't getting cucked, but it did just genuinely upset me
>her dad threatens her if she tells anyone
>decide to start being like "what if he fucks your little sister. how would that make you feel?" in an attempt to get her to stop whats happening, becausse this christmas she was visiting him(her family he is around)
>she eventually tells another family member(which suggests to get family counseling instead of getting a police report)
everything after that was a mess. previously, some guy doxxed me, she said my ex did it(which was her best friend that i turned against her), then she claimed she knew him and threatened to dox me again and spread my nudes.
i mean, i kind of got what i deserved, but i couldn't stand her getting raped(was also physically abused during this
YUKCCCCCCCCCCC
>>8794766
Tfw not a giraffe
>>8794766
>>8794769
heres your (you)
>>8794772
Homosexual behavior in lions, especially in male lions, is actually fairly common. And it’s not just about mating. Courtship rituals like affectionate nuzzling, caressing, and head rubs, as well as playful rolling around, have all been witnessed. Male pairs bond for several days before they actually mount each other. Experts estimate that 8 percent of all mounting occurs with other males.
>>8794786
Hot
Top 3 ways to a tranny heart, go
And what are some no-nos
>>8794790
Treat her like a girl
Be dominant (idk why but the trannies here are super subby)
Cuddles and hugs when she's depressed
No-nos: asking about her old life- things like deadname, pictures of how she used to be, hear her old voice, things like that
specifying her as a trans woman rather than just a woman ("I love women" vs "I love women and trans women alike")
tbqh most of the no-nos can be summed up as doing something that makes her feel like she's not a real woman
>>8794790
Feed her pizza.
Thats it.
>>8794797
>Be dominant (idk why but the trannies here are super subby)
>idk why
Is being really subby ever anything other than poor self esteem?
sup
>>8794819
hugg
>>8794804
whered you get that quiz?
>>8794821
is it inhumane to eat peep bunnies
>>8794808
>alfa fugs beda bugs xDDD
Okay you got me.
>>8794825
Inhuman to the eater.
>>8794825
i think they have gelatin which is made from bones
>>8794825
the real question is
is it inhumane to eat poop bunnies?
My brother was unaware that I do not like boobs
>>8794839
boobs are great why don't you like them
>>8794839
But dont u have boobs?
r u having problem with ur self image now?
r u gonna detran?? D:
>>8794839
Do you prefer flat girls or boys?
>>8794839
not liking boobs is gay
>>8794833
Yes, but bones are made from plants, so
>>8794845
Don't know. Just not attracted to large breasts.
>>8794847
I have to tran before detran
>>8794849
I seem to be attracted to androgyny, which is...weird, to say the least.
>>8794862
are you attracted to children?
>>8794859
Actually girls are the best
t. boy
boobs are almost as cute as rabbits imo
>>8794859
you've got boys confused with girls
>>8794862
I mean look at what they're posting.
>>8794859
Boys with boobs are the best.
>>8794867
I don't like rabbits just because I've heard they can be startled to death real easily which is why I'm always on edge when I'm around them. Don't want to be a rabbit murderer.
>>8794863
No. Not really, no.
>>8794870
...what who are posting?
>>8794872
have you like
seen girls
they're cute
>>8794876
>No. Not really, no.
Then why do you post them so often?
>>8794878
They can be.
For example, a girl in a suit.
>>8794872
Girls are cute though
trust me I'm a boy and therefore I'm an authority on the matter
>>8794886
>>8794894
>tfw u were skinny but now you're fat
>>8794906
Have you started HRT yet?
Plenty of people experience crazy shifts in their sexuality once they start.
why can't i cure my depression? why does everyone treat me like i'm not good enough to cure it?
I want to be not fat ;_;
>>8794927
Yeah I did start HRT
My sexuality changed as i shift my perspective mostly imo + hrt...
>>8794931
So you were into girls before? What do you mean by shift your perspective?
who here /dissociating because they hate their body/?
>>8794933
>What do you mean by shift your perspective?
she wants to be a normal girl and she thinks being normal means being heterosexual so she thinks she likes men but soon she'll realize it's a really shallow and superficial feeling
>>8794929
maybe you're not good enough to cure it
try drugs and/or institutionalization
>>8794942
which drugs? i've tried 6 antidepressants
what does institutionalizing myself do that killing myself doesn't?
>>8794940
> so she thinks she likes men but soon she'll realize it's a really shallow and superficial feeling
Tbh I asked because the way she was talking about boys reminds me of another trip that posted here and went from liking boys to full on lesbian pretty quickly. Whatever the case, honesty with oneself is the most important thing.
If I touch my face and I hadn't shaved that day I start to cry desu
Then I get in a state of touching any part of me that would remind me I was born a guy makes me cry even more
>>8794950
ooo ooo which one
does her name start with an E
>>8794946
It prevents you from killing yourself. In theory.
>>8794950
wait wait i know this one is it natalie
>hit a stray gotoquiz link
>two hours later
Send help.
Links when new thread comes up.
warm cuddly trans girls whomst'd've love their girlfriends very much
>>8794961
i can't think of any C's
give me another hint i like this game
>>8794946
removes agency and forces new experiences on you
clearly you're not getting anywhere of your own volition, maybe you'll get somewhere with someone else calling the shots on your life
>>8794946
It's like jail, but with classwork.
Antidepressants aren't curedepressants, the point is to get you functional enough to keep wageslaving. It takes time to get the real nigga drugs. Hospitalizations will speed up that process.
you know im really surprised how few chasers there are here. youd think this place would be a magnet considering its 4chan and everything
>>8794983
you don't notice the good chasers because they transition to better their odds
>>8794983
Almost everyone here is a lesbian so chasers don't bother trying
>>8794983
beep
>>8794982
what are real nigga drugs
and when i say antidepressants don't do anything i mean literally nothing
>>8794976
Sexist AND agp!
Average male is smoler and weaker than the average female nowadays, anyway.
>>8794973
I don't know any other hints.
>>8794976
What's important is that you're true to yourself. Different people here will push different narratives of why you should be into girls or why you should be into boys or how HRT will affect how you feel. Its mostly memes so don't take it seriously and remember all that matters if what you're attracted to. Though, for what its worth, girls can be taller/stronger/ etc.
>>8794983
The transgirl chasers have infiltrated your ranks.
>>8795001
Ik lol XDDD
everyone is free to like whatever they like ofcourse :3
>>8795002
It's kinda true, I'm a short boy
i am kinda feeling this urge to run away.
but i don't know where i'd go.
i'm also afraid of what would happen if i did.
i feel like shit.
i really hope i don't get a gun just to end up blowing my brains out.
this world is hell
>>8794983
They quickly realize their trap fantasies aren't very realistic. I mean you're kinda cute but most of the others here have a lot of work to do, so to speak.
>>8794983
i just post about how chasers are cute and how we should date and kiss them
it's like that old saying, if mohammed won't go to the mountains, then make the mountains come to mohammed
>>8795013
What is going on that makes you want to run away?
>>8794979
Spent a year locked up. Only took them a couple weeks to understand trying to force anything on me went nowhere. So they gave me a VIP room and just let me do whatever I pleased. Everytime I had a day out, I smuggled a lot of stuff in that had no business being in a psychiatric clinic. I suppose they saw it as a trade off for not killing myself.
>>8795010
U r just a beta mkay?
*pat pat* it's okay beta is okay~ :3
>>8794983
i like to think diaperposter is like a guardian angel, making all chasers think twice before going into the cesspit of tranny general.
>>8795019
10/10
>>8795032
No I'm not
>>8794985
...this may be true
>>8794987
also true however disgusting
>>8794993
boop
>>8795001
wish theyd stop
>>8795017
maybe this place is associated too much with new transitioners to bring decent crowds in
ty tho
>>8795019
i dont think id mind being someones fetish. that sounds kinda nice really. as long as they can respect me outside of the bedroom.
>>8795036
dog bless
>>8795021
older brother is militantly anti-sjw.
mom is too.
nobody wants to accept me transitioning.
mom is charging rent because shit kept getting delayed with me getting irs info for financial aid.
can't go to classes this semester.
hiring manager at 7-eleven seems interested in hiring me.
if i don't find a job in 3 weeks i won't be able to pay rent.
well.
i'm hoping to leave anyway.
i can't live with these people.
i love them.
but i can't live with them.
it's too painful
>>8795039
it's fine as long as you're not too small - not something ridiculous like 5'6" or under
>>8795049
SHUT UP
Whose a G O O D B O Y E
Is it me
>>8795056
woops :3
>>8795047
Every time I see a post like this I'm all like "come live with me" and then I remember I can't even take care of myself so...where do you live?
>>8795064
las vegas
>>8795059
depends on if you do spin classes and pole dancing classes or not
>>8795065
Oh, midwest. Nice.
I basically moved to Idaho because it was cheap as fuck, so, yeah. You just gotta know where to look for housing and be prepared to make sacrifices.
>>8795068
I do spin burlesque pole yoga ballet and aerial ring
>>8795073
thats pretty girly
>>8795063
STOP IT
>>8795064
I remember when i wound up homeless because my mother hated trannies I contacted somebody on tumblr of all places that had claimed they had a room for any disenfranchised LGBT people. they didnt respond and eventually I just had to do other things to get a place to stay but about 2 months later they emailed me back because they used an old email address for the contact and just checked it on a whim. i really wish sometimes that i had accepted their offer for a bus ticket and gone to live with them but at the time i felt like somebody else might try the same thing and not have some of the options i did so i told them i was actually fine and it made me really happy that somebody cared like that.
>>8795056
i make fun of every guy i see shorter than me at the gym in my head. its hilarious how hard they try to cover up being so short with working out
>>8795059
G O O D G I R L
>>8795079
short boys should just transition
>>8795080
>>8795089
I-I'm gonna join the army and be a stronk boy. You'll see, they'll all see
>>8795089
wow
Kind of TRU
>>8795079
i'm sorry
sort of, a little bit
>>8795094
AGP is a meme and I know I am :3
>>8795099
Is very meme don't listen to the blanchardians.
>>8795099
a meme or agp
i said something mean to someone and now im really sad
>tfw the trazodone stops the anxiety that was about to overwhelm me
Also I realized I wear the same brand and type of jeans as my mom
Is that weird
>>8795117
they probably deserved it, don't worry
>>8795075
Their are boys in all those classes!
Except ballet and ring
>>8795087
Say that to my face I dare ou
>>8795135
O-ok then, I will.
#not girly