don't feed the bullies edition
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• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous thread : >>8720175
>>8722354
I am a bully
and I am anorexic
I am pretty sure you played yourself with this topic!
first for withdrawal is killing me
i'm not hungry
Im so happy to see my hair grow longer..someday i'll get a haircut..9months without cutting hair and they almost get to breast high ~
>>8722368
nothing, you wern't actualy handcuffed
it's just a psyop
only allah can block your path
>>8722366
withdrawal of what`?
>>8722368
wow, lewd
sheen
>>8722407
submission
First for declining mental state. :^)
first for tfw no idea how to cope with the fact I'll never achieve the things I wanted to do with my life due to disability and lack of talent and will probably spend the next 40 years slogging away at some low-paid menial job that doesn't even cover the cost of living
>>8722397
chocolate
I am not allowed to eat chocolate for 2 months
I feel like I'm going crazy. I ate tons of peanut butter today but its just not the same and normally I'd combine it with Nutella ;~;
first for girls doing lewd things
all my biggest childhood hero's were people with cystic fibrosis and cerebral palsy and muscular dystrophy and lupus because they never gave up. they were their own super power
>>8722428
k but I knew two twin sisters at my high school who had cystic fibrosis, they were in the year below mine
one died at 16 and the other killed herself two weeks later
>>8722432
*knew of
I should say
I didn't know them personally but I'd seen them in passing sometimes
>>8722432
but you know me and i know my friends lived to be old
>>8722426
>I am not allowed to eat chocolate for 2 months
that is terrible
>nutella
EWWWWWWWWWW
how can you eat things that look like poo
>>8722423
b-but why not try anyway? Or how about doing something that is not a low paid menial job which will let you slogg away?
there are lots of jobs out there, i will never be a Doc but meh i search for other stuff i like to do and try to study it
starting on hrt in a few months
doctor okayed/scheduled it
>hope
>>8722465
good luck o/
>>8722461
the things I'm good at (which as a result are also the things I like to do) are not job-worthy
my only real genuine skill is creative writing, that's something you do as a hobby, or on the side, or during retirement, you can't make a living out of it, certainly not until if/when you get published
it's the only skill I've tried to learn growing up for which practice has lead to improvement with time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEKxQF5VTtA
Just finished a two hour workout and broke PRs
What have you lazy estroginised slugs been up to?
Saw a gorgeous red haired Celtic muscle cis goddess though, she'd get it.
Pic not related
>>8722475
plotting the destruction of your race, t brain.
>>8722465
leave this place when you start hrt
it is not a good idea to post here while transitioning. make some friends here and contact them outside of 4chan so you do have a tranny support network without the toxicity of mtfg itself
>>8722475
Why are you doing this amy?
>>8722483
>canon
o god.
this game is really high-stakes.
really fun tho.
but it can only mean 1 thing.
she will eventually ask me to commit suicide.
;~;
i need to stay w/ my sangha
>>8722482
I don't see how's that's really relevant
Get a black girl with the same muscle bod and I probably go nuts for it
Mmmm Nubians
>>8722474
well you dont have to make everything into money, how about a job where you dont have to do manual labour and get tired as shit and wish you were dead o:
go into something where you have to work with your head and you'll be fine
>>8722483
i just ignore the toxicity and stuff but i would love to have some friends who go through the same to talk about stuff c:
>>8722492
>black
what's color got to do with it, ball carrier?
guys I'm soooo sad all the time, transitioning with no real mental support is hard ;_;
>>8722484
attention
truth is, she'll either kill herself in a few months or break and continue transition for a week and start this bullshit all over again
amy is a nutcase and always will be
it's better to ignore her while she's retardposting
>>8722484
T has made me bi and given me a sex drive again
Don't worry. I only want cis women for my conquests.
>>8722500
>not wanting to be a girl
Claire is my IRL GF.
We kinda hooked up with our partners at pride and now it's a big poly menagerie of faggots.
Sorry everyone
>>8722497
ugh..i believe it is..i have people idk how we should add each other without others getting the information too :<
>>8722506
weeelll yeah "bad people", which ones do you mean?
the troll people?
the bitter people?
the people who just want to watch the world burn?
or the people who try to be your friend at first just to fook you up real good? :3
i'm usually just reading stuff here..not doing much posting since my english isn't the best either ~
>>8722507
o thats ez
even with no email
unless you have no smart phone and no email then it's where i'm at
>>8722504
jfc how lewd
that's neat though
>tfw not poly rn
>>8722498
classic bipolar desu
>>8722497
iktf, though at least now i don't have to worry about my parents kicking me out. because they already did
>>8722513
mostly the anons who misgender / insult people
and idk, there's a few shitty trips like charlotte who act like said anons
>>8722508
>pissin becoz u can
your repression game is on point but speaking about other humans like that is really like, creepy
>>8722494
everything is a matter of money when you live under threat of your house and food and HRT being taken away from you if you don't have any
don't forget I also have serious memory issues and my physical issues make it hard for me to hold down a routine, sometimes I sleep for up to 14 hours at a time because of how exhausted I get during the day, so even meta-activity related to work is difficult e.g. commuting every day, getting there on time, fitting in meals etc.; it doesn't help that I've been struggling so much to find medical help for my issues- I've managed to stay on ESA this long despite the welfare cuts here for a reason
I keep trying to figure out what sort of jobs I could do, especially working from home as that'd be the sensible solution to the above, but I've drawn a blank so far
all the writing-based jobs I find are journalism and require you be able to drive yourself around + own a car to get to places for stories
>>8722516
i might sound like a bish but i do have a phone..and a tablet..and a computer :< how about the throwaway email through which we exchange another email/discord/sth
>>8722519
uh...okey? i dont think i put much attention into the field of studying assholes x3
i dont know is someone can misgender me..i dont feel the need to be called female pronouns or anything..even if it makes me fell happy.
maybe that's just me and maybe i'll change my view in a few months ~
>>8722504
sounds degenerate af
congrats
>>8722519
>Cis girl, 2 mtfs, and a femboi
Yeah,
It's pretty lewd
>>8722475
I am training the ultimate war machine.
Swerve, pleb
>>8722528
i just mean there's a lot of mean people here and it's best to just ignore them desu
i felt like i didn't deserve to be called she at first, too, but... you start to get more comfortable with it
it doesn't really matter, online, because idk. online is like, an easy way to be your identity, like all you really have to do is talk like a girl
IRL i still present male
>>8722508
Because being a guy sucks and it's dysphoric
>>8722528
chatsecure used to have a fingerprint number for when you do blind exchanges
i bet signal is probably almost good
computers its as you say, make sure to delete the temp email trash because badons can recreate the email box sometimes
>>8722532
Thnx bb
>>8722533
i thought you were dating an mtf???
it'd be nice if i was charismatic enough to attract people irl desu
maybe once i perfect repressing my personality
>>8722527
honestly, commission work did pretty well for me.
that being said i was only able to do it for about 3 weeks before i lost my hypomania and sunk into ADHD hell
but idk, being able to make an extra few hundred dollars from home is pretty nice
>>8722527
well duh, i don't really know about all your issues and neither will i be able to help if i know about all of them i think..
Money is important sure, who doesn't like money o/
Well i for my part was working 16 hours a day for almost 3 years without a single day of break as a chef and now I know that i will never do it again o.o
That's why i'm studying right now, i don't know about my future either but it'll work out someway or another.
Dont give up hope? :<
>>8722538
i know exactly what you mean ><
i'm kinda staying in boymode till i will be comfortable enough..and if i don't look like complete shit after hrt everything should work out fine haha
boymode will be fine with me too i think..at least my psychological health is getting only better :>
>>8722543
i don't know what chatsecure is? and neither do i know what signal is :< i never really tried to make contact to others online but we could try?
>>8722551
you have to practice presenting female before you can pass, i think???
like you need to get used to going around in girl clothes and practicing makeup and stuff and using girl voice
but idk. it's okay to wait a year or so before you start? i think.
o god.
piety is going to blackmail me into continuing CИHИЙ КИT, isn't she?
shit shit shit shit
>>8722544
>tfw
>>8722558
she's might not stop blackmailing you, even if you do what she says
just block her and let her do her worst
literally everybody warned you, jfc
>>8722475
>gollumposting
>>8722558
why do none of you imbeciles listen to the 50 people warning you that chara is bad news because she's an untreated sociopath and a NEET with no entertainment sources besides being terrible to people?
why do none of you fucks ever listen oh my god
>>8722557
*pats* I'm not sure about it either..
BUT before i will present as a girl i will go for some voicelessons since i dont have to pay for it anyway :<
and if i look girly enough i'll be fine with wearing cute stuff..I just wouldn't be able to if i would look like a dude in a dress -> boymode 4 ever
i started hrt like..in july? That's not a long time so i'll just take it slowly o/
>>8722558
what is a blue kit?
>>8722571
i mean you can kind of understand when the vulnerable 16 year olds do it but uh
>>8722572
if you can get free voice training that's really good
i'm just practicing by talking to people online but i'm lazy ._.
and yeah, if i at least look kinda cute it'd make it a lot easier to wear girl clothes
i started hrt in december last year
people usually say 6 months is when you start noticin that hrt has done a bunch
>>8722578
these underage retards shouldn't even BE HERE
chara is fun to talk to
chara is nice to me
maybe i'll cut for chara :D
>>8722581
alines is like 24 or something.
>>8722571
Lmao right? What a bunch of retards I swear.
>I-it's different this time, I'm the one!!!
>>8722583
i was talking about the vulnerable 16yr olds
>>8722578
uh uh, i dont think you can say that about everyone..some people see differences after the first 2 month, others after half a year...it really depends on your genetics i guess? *sigh*
i wear cute stuff anyway! i love cute stuff..but i dont wear girly stuff..im just slowly starting with cute accessoires i like..as long as it looks unisex but cute anyway i'll take it o/
>>8722572
it's russian for "blue whale"
>>8722601
>"blue whale"
WHY WOULD YOU DO THE GAME THAT IS SUPPOSED TO DRIVE YOU TO SUICIDE YOU RETARD
You fucking idiots are too dumb to live.
>>8722523
Because I can enjoy being an aggressive ape now my emotional range has compressed again
>>8722598
i mean, you might get *minor* changes, such as slight breast growth, during the first two months, but most major changes take longer
ie, breasts grow for around 4-5 years, fat redistribution can take up to 7 as far as i know
i dress kind of... idk, i wear tight-ish clothing sometimes, and idk. as long as i'm not outright trying to look like a girl i feel comfortable. which is weird because my boobs are getting big and i'm strting to look like a guy with breasts
>>8722603
>pic related
>like 5-10 minutes later she had cut for piety
idk, i can get the whole degradation thing, and wanting to sacrifice yourself for someone else
but i would at least want to be hurt by someone who sees me as more than a puppet lol
>>8722607
it's apparently a 'game' involving self harm that's supposed to end in suicide or something
this is my favourite pix evar
>>8722571
because literally everyone calls me literally everything so when someone else is name called, idgaf, i find out myself. i think you edumacated folks call it blow back
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i felt my entire body realign itself and plan out what it's going to do. the. first. injection.
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am i chara just because i don't name post wtf
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How does that blue whale thing even kill you?
from like...what I have heard it's just like...strangers daring you to do stuff until they finally dare you to kill yourself.
I don't see how they can make you
>>8722601
lol
at least report the discord server you got invited to
>>8722607
It's some dumbass social media game the Russians made up where they get vulnerable kids to do a bunch of self harming challenges and it culminates in the children being told to kill themselves as the final one.
>>8722614
I got accused of being Amy once just because I mentioned repression. I don't even know who that is.
>>8722617
>I don't see how they can make you
They pick vulnerable idiots.
>>8722599
He was only 5 months in and got real sad about not being strong, horny, and treated like a boy by strangers anymore
>>8722613
i mostly wear loose stuff...since i kind of only have my clothes which are more than 6 years old and they are all to big for me..dont really feel the need to buy new stuff yet...except im going to buy a cute hoodie this week!
as long as you are comfortable it's fine :3
>>8722619
uhm...thanks for the answer..kind of speechless
>>8722622
uhhh dont read my logs
i mean i wont censor em but uh
yeah
>>8722617
please don't join blue whales snickers ;-;
>>8722637
emancipate yourself immediately
>>8722637
i'm honestly more scared about my dad going through my stuff.. i know he wont throw it away and he won't even say anything about it, but i will always have this selfinduced anxiety about what he might think even if he wouldn't think that way..
But why did they throw yours away if i may ask?
>unlimited data plan is $45 a month
>limited data plan is $110 a month
>>8722645
that stress goes away when you throw away all your boy underwear and pants
>>8722638
Aren't you one of Chara's welps? Or did you find yourself yet another manipulative sociopath to long for.
>>8722613
alright, so i'm guessing it wouldn't be wise to try to find oud how much she knows.
anyway, i'll try my best to disappear until this whole thing blows over.
it never even occurred to me that this would all be a game. i hadn't ever heard of blue whale, nor have questioned its significance.
yea, since my livelihood is now in danger, don't expect to hear from me again, @ least for some time
>>8722618
i hope you realized now that you've publicly announced your advice, i can't take it now.
if that server goes down or anything like that, i will fall under intense suspicion.
slime is mixed up in this too ;~;
are there any good girls in here?
>>8722647
i <3 you Seiryu
go to best buy and buy a prepaid vzw android for 60 bucks and a prepaid refil card for $40 w/ unlimited data
then call me when i post my new # here in a minute after this new burner is activated
=)
>>8722648
obligations? those are to your children, not parents.
if you're a eunich like me then your obligations are to your future well being
>>8722650
chara and carol had a falling out
>>8722652
yeah just. don't fucking talk to piety.
block her or whatever, but don't play into her games.
i guess i'll see you wherever
you can readd me on discord if you want??
>i will fall under intense suspicion.
i mean, better than letting them continue hurting people.
slime? you mean the girl who used to argue about anarchocommunism???
>>8722659
>>8722642
oh wait i thought anon was telling me to kill myself.
my parents already kicked me out so i'm free.
>>8722630
Its so odd to try and imagine that, I get so sad and closed off being recognized as male sexed, i think its part of me being a crazy shit
>>8722665
submit to allah and keep withholding the appology for your remorse to be valid
*i'm the new chara*
>>8722659
I was looking at the Galaxy S8 Active. My S6 edge apparently decided to call it quits for good after a lot of manhandling yesterday and clocked out and left without a two weeks notice. It's about 15 more expensive than the phone you recommended but I don't think I'll regret it.
I need a really big carrier with lots of coverage for my job so I don't mind spending more for complete peace of mind.
someone should make a collab of the things chara's done so that we don't have to fucking argue about it every time
ofc you'd still have people like makayla defending her, but you can leave them to their fate.
>>8722657
i like to try to be okay sometimes
>>8722666
my mother's a religious nutcase, my stepdad listens to alex jones every night
basically everyone but my grandparents are crazy
it's fine, i cut all contact with them
they reap what they sow
>>8722680
im jk ignore me
How does anybody fall for any of Chara's antics, especially now? Just filter and move on.
>chara except instead of extorting money out of you she just forces you to convert to islam
>>8722507
ahh I don't know who that other person is but I'm the og sad poster. yeahh getting in touch is hard without other people blubbing things up. just knowing there are other people out there in the same boat is comforting..
>islamic trannu nazi's coming for your gonads
>>8722678
But Chara goes for the "people" like Makayla who will defend her regardless.
>>8722689
we are all unfortunate victims of the human condition
>>8722694
this is why it's good to have tripcodes :V
<3
>>8722701
idk, you have some people who are just too naive to know better
at the very least it'd be nice to have an image to link when it's brought up. because otherwise we keep having the same conversations???
>>8722707
why tf did he suddenly want to be treated like a guy?
weird.
i probably couldn't date any guy that isn't a femboy desu
>>8722678
oh my mother is not a religious nutcase but she i went into a sect and is a 'sectious'(?) nutcase...with charka and the natural healing and all that stuff.. BUT she is nice to me at least and even made me cute hairstyles with braids and stuff :3
so you are living alone/away now?
>>8722694
well after asking about the email the other poster just stopped talking at all :<
[email protected] there you go :3 1 hour time till it gets deleted o/
>>8722722
i'm housesitting for someone right now, idk, i can probably stay with him for a while
but my longterm living situation is an unknown
>when your cheap burner wont activate so you can't make a gmail so you can't make a discord
it's because i didnt pray to allah this morning
>/mtfg/ is the devil
>>8722713
<3 anon
>>8722730
aww .__. and your gramps and gramma? not going to let you live there for a while? :<
and what is housesitting?
>>8722717
I think he realized he had it better as a femboy
condolances <3
>tfw fall asleep with our mics on listening to comfy music
>tfw he thinks my terrible girl voice is cute
>tfw finally have an outlet for testing it out for long periods of time.
>tfw hearing him say "I love you" as I fell asleep gave me the comfiest feels
Can't wait for December desu, I hope my parents will be okay with him staying here
>>8722475
If you're totally repressing and not actually a girl why do you post on /mtfg/ so incessantly
>>8722617
Incredibly vulnerable people are susceptible
>>8722738
Hugg
I'm so sorry about your grandpa
>getting a phone requires a credit check
oh for fucks sake are they gonna want my DNA and sperm samples too
>>8722738
uh oh..i'm sorry to hear that :<
and work is not paying well enough so you can live by yourself? ><
>>8722750
are you paying the full sum or just part of it monthly? if the second the credit check is obviously necessary
Hi mtfg does anyone have any dating advice for, well, pre op mtfs
>>8722750
Well some phones are starting to cost around 1000$ and companies don't want to repeat 2008
>>8722755
Monthly
My credit score is like 780 so it shouldn't be a problem
Just annoying
Good morning
>>8722760
*pat*
It's still necessary so just be happy you have a good credit score (even if i dont know how your credit scores work) and still get your phone in the end <3
>>8722757
anything in particular that you need to know? i had a few fuck buddies before I got my current bf
>>8722772
just finding a relationship with a guy
sorry for bothering you guys
>>8722748
we were never really all that close but. idk, i feel a little bit bad
hugg
>>8722751
i don't have a job right now
i was a shut in before i got kicked out and the only work i could do was yardwork, but i'm too weak for it now
idk, i have a lot of mental illnesses and haven't been able to get proper medication so it's really hard to function, and i also have autism which is. incurable.
>>8722750
>making a discort account requires a credit check
patriot act ftw
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hey my new phone # and emails is made my temp is [email protected]
~salam alakeum
>>8722730
Why is everybody homeless?
>>8722738
Yas
>Guy
>>8722776
<- doesn't know how autism works just heard all the people making fun of those people and using it like the word retard in "are you autistic?"..never used it myself and never really thought about it desu so i'm kind of..idk about it ><
uh in which country are you? i don't know how the system works but here you just fill out stuff and go studying :< maybe that would help?
>>8722780
fun fact, i'm going to be if i dont find a fookin flat in like 2 months..main cities suck :<
>>8722775
usually a daring site helps and you disclose that you're trans right from the get go so that there's clear communication.
common sense will let you weed out the chasers from the normal trans attracted dudes if you spend a little while chatting when them. you just gotta put yourself out there.
if online isn't your thing try a local lgbt club /bar and dress kinda nice and be sociable. if you're cute someone interested will show you that they're interested and you just go from there on a case by case basis
>>8722768
Credit scores are a magical number invented by the banks to haunt you your whole life and keep you in debt forever
The highest the number the more likely it is you'll get good loans and such
sub 600 - enjoy poverty
600-650 - bad and you will never get a car or house or apartment
650-700 okay
700-750 good
750-800 really good at this point people will be sending you mail every single hour begging you to take out loans and fuck yourself in the ass with interest rates
800+ please buy our BMWs and brand new mercedes goy you really need this $17 mansion in socal
>>8722788
He's my wife irl.
I'm the man of the house
>>8722791
>$17 mansion
$17 million obviously
seventeen scheckels
>>8722791
None of that means shit if you've never established credit.
An 800 score is garbage if it's only from a $500 cc and you're like 22
>>8722783
basically i have a lot of trouble interacting with people IRL and online because i'm bad at reading social cues and connecting to other people
it's gotten better on hrt, but idk. i'm way worse IRL because there's more nonverbal communication
i live in the US. it's just, i have really bad anxiety and depression and it's hard for me to do anything by myself, especially public transportation and stuff
the main problem is probably that my parents don't believe in mental illness so i was never able to get help with anything
>>8722794
i mean i guess he passes as an ugly woman there but uh
idk
>>8722807
i'm too anxious to apply for disability by myself. also basically all of hawaii's homeless shelters are full because there's a huge homelessness problem. and unless you qualify for disability, you can only get temporary financial aid, which isn't enough for the cheapest houses
>>8722791
ooooohhh congratulations then cutie O:
we just have "Shufa" here, that means if you dont pay your credit rates you get bad shufa and then nobody will want anything to do with you..."want a flat? negative shufa? nope." nothing, gl hf in the homeless depots
>>8722807
germany, cheap? well depends on the flat..just nobody accepts me ;-; since they want you to have 3x the monthly value of money every month... like 600€ a flat -> if you dont have 1800€ every month from work gtfo :<
>>8722809
i know the public transport shit..*shudders* still painful everytime i have to take a ride..with ALOT of people squeezing in there and..ugh..
but..idk i just had to force myself to do everything..i forced myself to find a place to study at, to take public transports and to eat and..lots of other stuff <.<
may the 'force' be with you? ...bad pun
>>8722787
sounds good, thank you :)))
>>8722818
German anon where are you from
>>8722821
berlin o.o
>>8722818
That's more or less how it works in Ameristan as well
>>8722822
> tfw forever alone in the south
>>8722794
she looks like a really cool person
>>8722703
yeaaaaah I usually use a few goofy trips but then I forgot to turn them off and got yelled at in a different board...
>>8722818
oh, you're german? nice
my girlfriend is in germany :O
idk, it's just... really hard for me to do anything, and in stressful situations i start to freeze up or maybe panic
+ my depression gets really bad to the point where sometimes i just can't do anything and have to sleep
idk, i'm waiting for the guy i'm housesitting for to come back because at least he can drive me places :S
i love that you're all talking about interest rates as i'm creating new accounts it's really adorable desu
Who else /handsome boy/ here
>>8722824
uhm uhm where exactly in the south? my mom lives in the south..and im sometimes visiting my mom O: in bawü
>>8722823
i like the word ameristan..
>>8722829
usually i get called nazi, kinda nice to hear something so positive haha
i think its a different feeling for everyone else..the first months i was having panic attacks whenever i was longer than 2 mins inside a public transport..after that it got better and i forced myself to go in there time after time and now i just break out in a little sweat sometimes when the train is really really full ><
>>8722832
I used to be but being halfway transitioned I'm kind of ugly by either standard.
>>8722828
:S
i did that a few time but luckily i learned to watch myself & i don't post much anywhere else anymore
>>8722836
I live near Stuttgart.
>>8722839
oh, so sorry :(
Bracelets
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zAZ1fI6cHY
>>8722845
>You should be.
Lol, is okay.
>>8722836
we have a few german naziposters here, lol
ergh, i just wish i had someone to at least show me how to get around town by myself, i don't know the layout of anything :S
it's really hard for me to learn things by myself, if i don't have someone else to guide me i have horrible anxiety
>>8722839
idk why you would want to present as a flamboyant guy over a woman but eh
did he get boobs from estrogen?
>we'll call you when your new phone is ready for pickup
that's real funny AT&T
Hey girls! So, I'm posting a pic to ask if I pass. I'm two days into Spiro so it's super early, but I just wanted to get some opinions as I'm starting the physical side of transition.
For what it's worth, I've used women's restrooms and have never had an issue. I also, without being prompted to, got a pat down in the security line for females at a concert.
>>8722855
it's fine, i mean you live in germany so, idk. nobody can really help, anyway.
i'm just waiting for the guy i'm housesitting for to come back, he might be able to help me a bit
>>8722857
or he will do inappropriate things to you and you can't do anything against it cuz of anxiety and stuff ;-;
>>8722855
Thats the wrong side of Stuttgart :P I am Richtung Schwarzwald.
>>8722851
He's kinda intersexd, so he already had some boobage.
Now I make fun of him for his moobs
>>8722856
you look female but not sure about fully passing, your doing well though
>>8722856
i mean, idk, unless your voice is super good, idk
generally people don't pass until they're at least a year on hrt
you're probably going to want to lose all that weight so that you can regain female fat, because fat doesn't move around, just get replaced
>>8722859
meh i highly doubt it
he's only really into manly guys and he's really nice soooooo
plus idk. i'm too proud to let stuff like that happen to me irl, i think.
Usury#3381
amidoinitrite? its a verified accnt
someone invite me to friend zones plz k thx
>>8722856
No, not in this photo
>>8722856
You look like my mom, so yeah, you pass.
>>8722860
BUT it's still near there hmpf >< and who told you to live on the wrong side of stuttgart D:
>>8722870
then use the pride to get over some anxiety?
it kinda seems adorable..you are contradicting yourself x3
i'm going away from my computer for a while :< wanted to go for a walk, "see" you guys later c:
>>8722871
>wanting people to invite a completely unknown person into their safe spaces
ur makin me think here
>>8722879
>islam rly makes u think
>>8722878
eh, i have awful anxiety issues but also anger issues, so idk
i can get into really bad moods sometimes
later
>>8722883
o, ur islamanon
you should get a trip or something
>>8722883
fuck off
>>8722872
Valq several threads ago you wrote my surgery was 20k. It was 6k please don't spread misinformation.
>>8722878
Im too boring to meet anyway.
Its just interesting that most people I meet online live in the north. Its almost like we in the south work and earn money and have to time and everyone else lives off of that.
Usury#3381
>>8722870
Right. I was just making sure I wasn't in Hon territory starting out. I'm absolutely working on my weight now.
fuck trips i always do it wrong
>>8722873
I'm 18. Oh dear that's not good lol.
>>8722902
i mean you can't really tell? like you said, you're barely on hrt, soooo
you probably could pass as someone's mom though lol
but like i said, don't expect to pass pre-hrt
barely anybody does
>>8722896
>Im too boring to meet anyway.
this is a lie
>>8722901
i can add you if you want to talk one on one but i don't have any servers i can invite you to lol
>>8722907
weight makes people look older than they are
you should be fine with some weight loss and time on HRT
>>8722914
>this is a lie
this is a lie
I am a lie
>>8722916
Please tell me in which way I was interesting.
I am unable to hold a conversation. I am a super vanilla couch potato with nothing to tell. I dont get 80% of memes. I am super introverted.
>tfw big forehead
>tfw smarten then you
>>8722927
If 4head size was an indicator of intelligence Id have already finished my 2nd studies at oxford.
Transitioning is a terrible idea for me what was I thinking
>>8722940
What has you thinking that?
>tfw out of weed and friends and nothing around but a big pile of adderall
u win
>>8722942
Everything, but mostly my heart's not in it, being called she/her is off-putting for some reason, and I'd be fine as a guy
>>8722923
thats unfair, I am on so many psychmeds, I cant remember what we talked about last time.
I remember we had fun tho
>>8722950
Would you be happy if you stopped transition? Or is it a "I'm not happy either way" kind of thing?
>>8722953
Either way mostly
>buy a plunge bra online
>fits on the bottom half of your boob, but floats a lot above the nipple
What the hell
>>8722952
I honestly thought you were super bored at the end.
You probably just had fun watching me looking at you like a retard :P
>>8722956
Well, that sucks; I don't know what to recommend to you, but good luck.
>>8722962
I had a REALLY REALLY REALLY good day
anxiety wise though. next time Its gonna be a lot more stressful for you probably
sport workout bottoms have draw string belt
>wash without putting shorts in a net bag
>no more belt on shorts
i wana learn to thread clothing
>>8722972
> I had a REALLY REALLY REALLY good day
> anxiety wise though.
Does this mean your day was really good because we met or it was a really good day anxiety wise?
Why would it be more stressful for me if your anxiety is worse?
>>8722967
It sucks a lot, but thanks
A song about Estrogen:
Happy is the Drug
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQ_IRMcAWoc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4wmP9mrpmg
the original trutrans song
bored and sober af
wat shall i practice today mtfg?
>>8722988
Does your voice need work?
>>8722993
it doesn't make me disphoric
>>8722988
a crazy little thing called love~
>Number of posters increases with number of suicideposters
Really jiggles your gelatin, du'n't?
I WANNA EAT DADDYS MUSKY BUTTHOLE
>>8723002
i mean. you need voice to pass so, idk
it's an important thing to practice unless you want to be a turbohon :S
sigh i wonder if my city is done with hysteria so i can go outside again
I've started going to a bar alone and taking shots after work to cope with it all
DADDysMusky butt is the best thing in the wolrd and he just hasnt realized it and iim going to plant my face in it
when u all say practice my voice all i hear is that you want to make fun of me. sorry i'm ruined.
how do i get a transwoman girlfriend(Bf)
>>8723013
nah
i speak in a squeaky lispy voice that's pretty bad :S
the main thing is just to practice
i get dysphoric if i talk in my boy voice and even though my 'girl' voice is awful i feel comfortable because at least i'm trying
>>8723016
live near me and be like this
> My age, at least as tall as I am
> put at least a tiny bit of effort into your looks
> nice person, loyal, dedicated
> not a neet
> share my interests
> wants to take things slow
>>8723013
would anybody here REALLY be THAT mean
>>8722977
What? Always tie a knot in your drawstrings.
>>8723026
but this is my contiametnt zone.
>>8723030
spam it up thread died an hour ago
what i do
Should I avoid tranny bangs or should I go for them
>>8723040
post a picture of your face, and ill tell you
i just want a transgirl to be my partner is their any place like discord i can talk to you guys without being alienated for being cis
Is instant ramen for breakfast degenerate?
>>8723040
Doo eet!
They can completely transform your face.
>>8723019
>not a neet
shit
>>8723038
holy shit you're real?
>>8723016
if you want a gf friend, what you need to do is buy her stuff that girls like, like flowers and tampons
>>8723038
go away
>>8722735
Life would certainly be easier to have skip days on facial hair removal that's for sure
>>8723043
daddy,will cook you a great healthy meal for breakfast sweety :) as long as your willing to give daddy a little suckle of your cute tits
>>8723042
Why do you want a transgirl partner?
>>8723043
Ramen is good, but i wouldn't eat it for breakfast. It's much better to get ramen from a ramen shop
>>8723045
i guess so
>>8723047
I'm about to, have no fear little one.
>>8722895
Sorry love, I wasn't trying to dysinfo.
...just going off my Spiegel quote.
You got a frickin bargain for 6k
>>8722980
>Why would it be more stressful for me if your anxiety is worse?
because guess whod have to babysit me when I get attacks and youre the only person I trust in the room :^)
>>8723049
STFU you laser candidate bitch
>>8723053
i miss when nicky bullied me about sounding like im 15
>>8723058
My best friend pandora!!!
>>8723054
just tell me what I have to do when you have an attack. Im good at babysitting.
>>8723041
Here go
>>8723043
I just need to do something with my hair ;~;
But with tranny bangs it might look weird if I'm still guy mode
>>8723052
Go away forever
>>8723072
probably not, but could always try it
>>8723074
why, i didn't even do anything.
>>8723043
>Is instant ramen for breakfast degenerate?
It's not degenerate, but it's not exactly the breakfast of champions. It sounds like you've seen better days.
hey chara i need friends and everyone says you're fun
Usury#3381
no one else will add me )*=
>>8723079
You were illegally gay online
>>8722707
Yeah I know but its still hard to imagine the mental state.
>>8723079
Get on your knees
>>8723084
i offered but you didn't reply lol
just don't trust a word chara says and you'll be good to go desu
>>8723058
>>8723051
i dont care about looks, i just want someone who is sweet and caring on the inside.
and it would be really cute and i would love to help my partner transition and see her become happy.
Although i would want to have a gf that would one day be willing to live with me and go out with my friends who are very accepting of the lgbt
>>8723079
your a evil little girl, and daddy will teach you from the ground up to be a little sweetheart, even if it requires beating and whipping to get you to that point.
>>8723099
slut
O//o
>>8723106
I don't get this meme, is the shopped face someone famous?
>>8723093
)= of course i wanted you to add me
>>8723095
Why don't you date men do have a baby
>when u cut urself shaving
>>8723103
tfw people liked me better when i just stuck to animals.
>>8723104
het
>>8723105
good night pandora
sleepiety
i want a failed straight male gf that i will force to become straight for men
>>8723112
you were asking for friend zones so i said i didn't have any servers i can invite you to but i could just add you
>>8723116
r u a sweetie grill ?
>>8723115
suck my dick
>>8723114
it's okay bexe, sometimes i fail at basic things that i have years and years of experience in doing too
not very often though, because i'm not clumsy like you
>>8723068
Burch has friends??
>>8723110
He's a blind black writer that writes about how evil black people are
>>8723114
>when you cut your lip shaving
jfc it bled a LOT.
i hate new razors.
there's this comfy zone where your razor is new enough that it cuts smooth without a risk of skinning you
I never used to bruise before but now I bruise all the time
>>8723140
Why are you shaving your lip?
Does hair grow there for some people?
>>8723070
>/////>
I hope it doesnt come to that tebeha
dont really wanna be a burden even more than I already am
>>8723127
i'm not clumsy, i-it's because i drank a lot of coffee today!
>>8723140
>in a world where every razor blade is between one and three weeks old
>>8723143
Tone down the kinky games
i've tried every razor in the store in the last few months and the fusion thiing is best for me, with some shave gel w/o water
I wanna go buy some bygone/care stuff from the store
Is there hygiene and care stuff (soap, shampoo, conditioner, razors, etc.) that y'all recommend?
Also where so I find cute socks for giant ogre feet
>>8723105
I have a couple brushes that another trip recommended to me but it's still pretty eh
I'll ask my mom if she knows a stylist I could go to that would be okay with me being a stinky swamp tranny
>>8723114
Fugg iktf
I keep cutting myself every time I shave
>>8723120
Ahh okay
Sometimes I feel like I need to push myself from my comfort zone but I worry that it would spike my anxiety again if I got too bold
>>8723103
>beating and whipping
>punishment
C-can I b-be an evil girl?
>>8723157
eos cream
>>8723026
oh god please dont tell me this idiot is associated with /xivg/
that would explain a lot
>>8723150
>i'm not clumsy, i-it's because i drank a lot of coffee today!
maybe the next time you shave, drink something with less caffeine in it beforehand
like vodka
>>8723165
as soon as you become a real transgirl ill beat you up any time i want to. :)
>>8723173
why do so many trannies like ffxiv
even my transmom is into it
>>8723178
beat a trans girl and i'll drop you. your pic related doesnt stand a chance against my jihad
>>8723180
you can be a catgirl or a petite waif lizard girl i guess
>>8723174
>that one time you realized you still had stubble while coming up on LSD and had to shave while jittery and nervous
didn't cut myself tho c:
>tfw all the most despised posters in /mtfg/ all have a bizarre one-sided obsession with you
i'm not even sure what i do that triggers people so much but i guess i'll keep doing it
>>8723180
so many like it because they are failed male agps with male brains and intrests.
its just wow erp but with better graphics so they can self insert harder
>>8723158
You're shaving too fast and too hard. The less blades, the better.
I wonder if Nim and Eva have met up yet. Godspeed, little buddies.
>>8723154
Actually it's from me hitting things and myself in anger, my arms and legs are all purple now
>>8723198
>male interests
>>8723189
i tried the free trial and i played that race of giants
they were really really cool
baka my transmom is agp and plays a catgirl
>>8723196
its fun to post your ugly face everywhere : )
>>8723198
>women aren't allowed to have male interests
>especially transwomen
>>8723156
my disposables seem to last about twice that long, i use moisturising cream as shaving lube so maybe that has something to do with it?
>>8723174
maybe i'll split the difference and drink both
>>8723178
>as soon as you become a real pretend girl
d'oh
why do only guys like me on okcupid
even though im a boy and listed myself as male.
>>8723214
I think you're mostly obsessed because I called you a pedophile, which is a thing that you also happen to still be.
Broken people pretend to be smug on 4chan all the time as a way to vent frustration from their total personal dysfunction, you're not really a very impressive or remarkable individual. How's the attempts at getting hired at walmart going?
>>8723231
thats how claire handles it (""""She"""" took testosterone pills and e blockers for over 10 years)
>>8723231
Its okay, none of us are thrilled by it. :/
>>8723206
I think you need to find a healthier way to release your pent-up autism rage
Try hitting a bodypillow with your worst enemy's face printed on it
>>8723238
at some point, when you're functionally a woman in every way but the biological, it stops being pretend.
>>8723237
you self-id as male though
you are a man lol
>>8723241
I'd have to print my own face on it then.
I don't want to hit a pillow, I want to hit brick or concrete until I can't feel anything but the blood running down my hands.
Somehow even with my testosterone in the single digits I'm filled with enough rage constantly to destroy things and myself.
>>8723218
>maybe i'll split the difference and drink both
i just hope tetanus is strong enough to pick up your drunk, bloody, over-caffeinated body off the floor once you're done
the second you called me a woman, i became one to you.
it wulda been cooler if you handed me grill pills 2
>>8723241
But that's what autists do.
Are you an autist too?
does anybody sincerely think that people like diaperfag can ever make it?
>racist
>zoophile
>scat fetishist
>calls everybody ugly but represents himself as nothing but anime girls
>fake boyfriend
>repressed agp
>NEET
>has blanchard-induced brain damage
>disliked by everybody
>lives with parents
>can't form normal relationships with people
this fag pretends to be a tranny but he's basically just a schizophrenic fetishist which is why he's been posting more and more anti-tranny memes lately, i can't wait until he detransitions because he can't turn into a toddler by taking hrt
>>8723260
Yes. Everyone who voluntarily comes here and gets enjoyment out of this place is an autist
>>8723196
Sounds like you and Mercury have alot in common, KEK
>>8723268
define make it
kid has more fun on here than we do
>>8723268
tfw the elephant from the zoo takes a big poopie in your hsts diaperUWU
>>8723258
hey who says i would drink an entire pot of coffee and a 26er?
... all at once
>>8723231
showering before definitely makes it easier, i think the hairs become softer and easier to cut
i consider shaving cream a meme since using moisturiser instead, it's a lot cheaper too
>>8723110
It's from the dave chapelle tv show.
>>8723201
What's a good way to identify good quality with less blades?
>>8723279
>the elephant in the room rekt it
roflmao
>>8723279
what's that blue thing on the purse in the pic? looks like a kidney. is that what you're missing in life?
sorrie
>pretty sure my left hand is about to break soon
>need to get a new desk
>and patch holes in walls
>still so angry i cant think
>everything is a white hot haze of fury
>>8723279
achieve any actual measure of success or happiness in life. this "kid" is a miserable mentally ill shitposter with no job, who doesn't know how to cook his own food, who spends more time shitposting in 4chan than doing anything else. he's going to be completely fucked when he has to live an adult's life.
>>8723296
r u going for hand feminization surgery without a letter?
>>8723158
Pushing your comfort level is very important during transition and useful for life in general, but your mental health is the most important thing, so don't stress yourself out.
>>8723300
some fuckin role model you're being.
Almost all my pictures are sad pictures
Give me angry pictures
I want cute anime girls going super saiyan
>>8723300
why do i need anyone of that when daddycan be the adult for me :/
>>8723314
cyute animated girl rightre, here. nickolas-chan fairy princess
>bullies and diaperposting
what a convenient time to go to bed t b h
>tfw my biggest personality flaw is so painfully obvious it's a joke to those around me and also to my therapist
>>8723068
Do you mean me (nikky) or another nicky?
>>8723314
>>8723314
no, you can't have my angry pictures
>>8723323
some times your diapJust gets so full of zoo poopies taht you just got to release thediaper posts everywhere :(
>tfw medication is burning my throat
The anti-anxiety one tastes like shit and occasionally hurts like this
Reeeee
>>8723310
Yeah. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and taking meds now for anxiety and depression and feel really stable now. Even stuff that made me hyperventilate and panic before doesn't make me react at all now. But yeah I'll try smaller steps when it comes to pushing myself
>>8723201
Is there a recommended blade or razor for shaving face? Also one for shaving body hair?
>>8723336
you consider yourself male, so are you all right with people calling you he?
>>8723246
Its all words. You are you.
>>8723341
you consider yourself a "pretend woman"
so is it okay to call you he, since that's what you actually are?
>>8723352
?????
i think you're confusing me for someone else
>>8723341
i prefer to be called sweetheart or baby or little one. i do only use female pronouns and my girl name because i present as one.
id rather not be called a man but i know that all trannys are just feminized males playing dressup
>>8723361
you're projecting desu
>>8723360
sorry i'm way too tired for this
claire 2 keeps misgendering diaperfag so i figured it was her
So I just got on hormones. I'm 19- is that an age that can still eventually pass, or am I destined to honhood?
>>8723361
>I'd rather not be called a man but I'll still misgender everybody I don't like.
damaged goods people like you are so interesting
is it rude to say someone is acting boyish
i guess it is i'm going into timeout
>>8723380
true but it's pretty obvious shitposting so
just move along and enjoy the show desu
if you're really casting doubts on whether or not they're serious about being trans, they suffices
but misgendering people because they don't live up to your personal standards is pretty shitty
leave misgendering people to drakeposter imo
>>8723403
i mean you can say someone acts like a man without actually misgendering them??????
>>8723393
the people i misgender are creepy agp hons that act like men and just play pretend dressup time so they can sneak into the girls bathroom so they can finally get a sniff of a girl
sheen talk to me
>>8723380
t. sad deluded bitterhon playing pretend dressup
>dat dignified feel wen u almost drive to the post office but noticed you're missing nail polish b/c u removed old shit last night
>>8723412
>it's okay when i do it
you act like a man
you spend your entire day posting in 4chan
you constantly post about your disgusting sexual fetishes to people who aren't interested
you've threatened to rape people for arguing with you
you have the most masculine personality in this thread, down to the autistic obsession with your perceived 'enemies', when it's the near-totality of /mtfg/ that doesn't like you.
you're sexually aggressive and have a violent personality with an extremely easily bruised ego
you're a creepy man, act like a creepy man, will never undo your male socialisation, and you will never live your life as a woman.
>>8723426
>when the mentally ill fetishist keeps getting angrier and angrier at the slightest banter
i wonder if i actually went out of my way to provoke you you would just pop an artery and drop dead because gee them anger issues are showing
>>8723429
and u dont show another way
stfu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SdqOC8NA7s
today on mtfg:
will the protagonists be able to work together to ignore obvious bait, or will they succumb to their mindless rage?
>>8723439
>it's /mtfg/'s duty to educate someone who is completely batshit insane and has stated he hates trannies and /mtfg/ itself
why don't you start? i'm sure you'll have a lot of success
>>8723391
depends on your genetics, but the earlier the better as always
>>8723436
aaaarh i hate u nickol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhh rape with shota mtf trap girl(male) tinkler haha
>>8723391
most people who start before 25 pass desu.
you can still avoid second puberty, and have room for full breast growth
>>8723447
i see the trannies on here for what they actually are.
most are failed males, predatory, agps, play pretend dressup time, gamps and fetishests. theirs a space for naturally highly feminine AMAB'S (hsts) to have their life quality improved greatly by transitioning but then theirs the agpswho give us a bad light and make transwomen look like creeps
>>8723450
Tedious as always. I wonder how long it would take to feed a bot your entire repetitive speech patterns? Wouldn't be very difficult, you have a repertoire of like uh, three posts, maybe? and you make them over and over and over.
I wonder how your mother manages to deal with having to keep your failure self at home or cope with the fact she raised this weird, subhuman creature.
>>8723461
looky here u failed male. your deluded and failed your family and are now playing pretend dressup time with another guy that took feminnine hormones. u just want to invade womens places and be victim and get your sjw communists points by being a transbian. digsutst.
detrans and stop making a mockery of actuall feminine people that need to transition
>>8723460
>fetishists
>making trans women look like creeps
ok yeah no you are difinately a troll
>>8723478
i meant it refering to gamps that fetishize trannies and transition so they can date them easier.
i actually know people that have done this.
>>8723478
>>8723468
are you just trying to prove my point
every single thing you wrote here is a buzzword, there's no actual meaning to be derived from these, you literally just get angry and smash buzzwords you read in this board into the post text field
surely you must have a 4chan pass because i can't see you actually being capable of solving the captcha
i guess if something can be derived from your post is that mentioning your clearly poor relationship with your mother upsets you. maybe consider being less of a horrible weirdo and making amends with that poor woman.
tfw statistically i will be alone till the day i die uwu
>>8723499
not if you visit hawaii ; )
i'll show you some pineapples
>>8723492
ur just porjecting my momma loves me :)
i dont see how my words are buzzwords, u want me to type out story for every post no thanky
>>8723507
imagine being related to this person
join the terf movement with me
t.ransbian e.xclusive r.adical f.HSTStransgenders
>>8723510
yeah id hate to be a third worlder like him lol
>>8720781
just a reminder that mtfg lives in a fantasy while repgen lives in reality
>>8723517
Where does on-hormones-but-perma-boymode fall on the fantasy-reality scale?
>>8723515
>referring to yourself in third person
>>8723523
I think he's jealous I've made it farther in life than him despite being from a country nobody knows or cares about while his master american race self stagnates and hallucinates about a nonexistent daddy bf that will save him from not even being employable at mcdonalds.
>>8723523
thought u were talking about nickole
>>8723504
okie id love to!
>>8723532
:D
i'll be waiting bb
>>8723352
You meant that for me right?
I called myself one sarcastically because how do you define 'real' vs 'fake' transgirls?
Only an idiot would try (Blanchard).
>>8723526
your an old.
by the time im as old as you i will be doing much better then you. :)
>>8723526
>misgendering
stooping to her level because you're this mad, sad
>>8723545
I'm simply respecting this strange creature's self-identification as a man, if you don't want male pronouns then don't identify as a guy? Sorry you can't read.
>>8723544
Yes yes I'm sure you'll somehow figure everything out even though your personality type is anathema to personal progress.
All you're going to achieve is stagnation because you can't even recognise the fact that there's a million things severely wrong with you.
>>8723545
>2017
>giving a shit about pedodiaper's gender preference
I'm a man and it's stupid to deny it
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2016/03/30/shocking-video-shows-disabled-great-grandfather-crawling-up-stai/
why do you cretins like robin expect free money
good to see mtfg still being mtfg
>arguing with schizophrenics
>>8723557
youll get acid sprayed on you by the muslim creatures u love so much. have fun with an even uglier face bitterhon
>>8723558
leave u mftmtf
>tfw want to turn my suffering into art but don't have any talent
oops
>>8723574
Point taken.
>>8723579
>tfw you present as an alphabet without vowels
>>8723586
talent is pursued interest
it works like a muscle
>>8723591
>have crippling adhd so i just write / draw every month or two
>somehow keep getting better over time regardless
>>8723499
But men die sooner than women, and women outnumber men.
Statisticsfags are gonna be in for something once transfolk start skewing the numbers.
>>8723608
Do trans people on HRT die like their biological sex or their hormonal sex, though?
local lesbian identified male communist gets acid face meleted from terrorist muslims while attending a pro-muslim pride event
has anyone had less body hair while on hormones?
If only HRT had a faster effect.
I'm meeting a friend that I haven't seen in a long time and I would been nice if in 2 weeks time I was different.
I've lost a lot of weight but It be nice to be more shocking in a good way or at least look nice.
>>8723631
Yes, or at least lighter and softer. Still more than I'd like but much better than before.
>>8723605
What do you even write
You keep referencing it and I'm curious as to the character of what you do
>>8723637
i have it everywhere
its starting on my back now and i just turned 23
i hate all this stupid hair
>>8723625
you realise you can make a thread, right?
that's a thing you can do.
make a diaper thread and everyone in it will like you.
oh man
i wish i could have backed up the stuff on my phone before it bricked
i didnt save the pictures of my orchiectomy
>>8723639
you are islamophobic
go into tower hamlets at night
I'm not dead
unfortunately
>>8723646
I wouldn't be surprised if even other people into abdl hate this weirdo honestly.
The intersection of "into diapers", "neo-nazi" and "blanchardian" is probably a really small demographic.
>>8723658
Glad to see you Sheen.
>>8723658
come over to my house for some fucc n suicide?
>>8723659
>you are islamophobic
>go into tower hamlets at night
you are islamophobic
go into tower hamlets at nightyou are islamophobic
go into tower hamlets at nightyou are
>>8723659
exactly, they can have a thread to themselves where everybody else who's in to their weird bullshit (nobody) can post there to. it's perfect.
>>8723625
it's also interesting how you're trying so hard to do things that get at nicole. it's funny how you can't even try that with me because you don't have my pictures.
>>8723656
there r specialists that can recover it but its like nsa level shit
throw the phone in the drawer for 20 years dont turn it on once.
>>8723683
collective unconscious is actually a really cool ability in final fantasy xiv and carl jung was a nerd
>>8723687
you are islamophobic
go into tower hamlets at night.
>>8723684
I don't want the pictures that much
The phone is literally a paperweight now idk lol
>>8723659
I believe the diapers.
The hisstiss part is semi trolling
The nazi part is totally trolling.
His posting changed dramatically since a few days ago. Right after he had talked about fanfics.
>>8723656
no SD card?
draw an artists impression in mspaint
You know i thought diaper fetish transgirls was a meme
You people disgust me
when you all die ill be the one who will be saved for spreading the truth.
>>8723693
its all the truth, even if its hard to read my writing.
I just want big boobs and a fully-functioning vagina at this point, ok? I look like a girl, but I don't get to be one where it counts...
God damn, why couldn't I have been born a real girl...
>>8723687
people with an IQ below 90 should euthanize themselves for the greater good.
>>8723709
did chara order you to make this post or is this teenage whining just your natural behavior
>>8723716
>caring about autism points
>>8723720
>being a retard and okay with them
>>8723696
My old phone wouldn't let me install one. My new one does though. I got an extra 64 GB SD card.
>>8723724
>thinking human intelligence can be numerically measured when we barely understand how the brain functions
sounds more like you have a very simplistic understanding of things, anon
>>8723687
Carl Jung was the greatest of all (para)psychologists and a legit demonologist.
Watch your mouth girly >:0
>>8723727
That's a lot of Karens to shitpost with uwu
>>8723720
The funny thing about that kind of talk is that it only carries any meaning if you have a lot. When you have nothing, it's just an excuse.
You're an idiot, so it's meaningless for you to claim intellect has value.
>>8723707
It is a meme diaperfag is a troll.
>>8723738
yeah but like you can be that and still a fucking nerd
like if wizards were real they'd 100% be huge nerds even if they could vaporise you or turn you into a newt
>>8723743
>reddit and memey
is rick and morty too normie? I actually got this from twitter, but I'll go back to anime shitposting if it's out of place.
and yeah, it doesn't help that stupid people procreate more because they have more sex, don't know how to prevent pregnancy, and think abortion is immoral.
>>8723744
I don't phonepost much actually.
Getting the extra memory for loading up my phone with music for those long road trips.
>>8723746
>Muh IQ
>Unfunny memes saved from twitter with the file format all layers of fucked.
Yeah you sound exactly like the kind of genius people refer to when it comes down to discussions about intellect.
>>8723756
wizards don't turn ppl into newts, witches do
omg I can't even with u
>when ur doin ur nails and the glitter coat hits your sleeve
>when half a nails paint gets wiped off
oh no i don't have time to do drugs. this is terrible for deadname.
>>8723756
>if
The rest is a fair point.
>>8723765
You know you're arguing with a literal 13 y/o right?
>>8723770
it's ok, you can talk down to me all you want, but being a communist on its own shows that you're incapable of critical thinking. None of your insults make me wrong.
>>8723778
?
>>8723773
I can't believe you've brought gender roles into a discussion about the arcane arts. I'll have you know it is ENTIRELY possible for a male wizard to transform a human being into a newt and that this particular magic art is NOT restricted by gender.
>>8723766
all your favorite anime songs in superior Japanese folded 1000 times baka gaijin?
>>8723782
Parrot is an actual 13 year old.
PICKLE RICK
>>8723783
if anythink only a warlock would turn someone into a newt, stop bending the assigned magical roles!
>>8723785
I kinda doubt it desu.
maybe 16-18, but parrot's one of the oldfags around here.
>>8723795
PICKLE RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK
>>8723797
They actually posted a picture of their middle school graduation, Char.
>>8723799
forreal?
I just wanna die, I came home from my family and despite me desinfacting my whole flat, my flat smells like mold, shit, fish, forest...
Oh god I can't handle this, I can't move, it is almost 11 PM and I just want to sleep but can't cause it smells so bad. No wind so ventilation barely does anything. : (
Just took 30 mg of valium and 5 mg of rivotril, maybe that will calm me down and stop the stupid whiny bs : (
Please someone help
>>8723770
im breaking up with you because you wont walk into tower hamlets.
>>8723802
i have a natural cure they don't want you to know about
>>8723802
I wonder if the drywall is rotting or something. You should talk to your landlord instead of doing drugs
>>8723810
that makes more sense than 13 tho
>>8723801
Yes.
i am angry
angry at myself
>>8723782
Ah, yesh, *sniff* the clashical rejection by the ideological subject, who is so blind to their own ideology *rubs nose* that obsherving it being rejected triggersh a panic responshe, indeed, thish reminds of joke from shlovakia during yugoshlav times and so on and so on.
>>8723802
try again but use bleach, disinfectant won't kill mold
>>8723813
with a handy applicator?
>>8723819
the walls are cold all year so humidity condensates on the walls and mold form on the surface. I talked to them quiete a lot and I'm supposed to ventilate two times daily (which I do, during showering in the morning and during cooking in the evening) but still, there is always this smell. I desinfect it a lot with 70% isopropylalcohol and now and then with 3% hypochlorite solution but after a few days or weeks it start all over again.
I'm searching for a new flat atm
>>8723828
I do and did
how do i block a trip
>>8723840
Click the 'Settings' link at the bottom of the page, there's an option for filters.
>>8723825
for real though communism is a shit ideology
>>8723850
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Ch5ZCGi0PQ
how do i stop that persistent nagging urge to eat
>>8723825
>tfw it gets so angry it can't even communicate
stupid people
>Lenin was proven wrong when he died and was replaced by the ambitious Stalin
>>8723835
only use bleach, stop using alcohol
>>8723858
lmao do you even /lit/
>>8723859
Why? It's not ethanol which could be consumed by acetobacter; it's isopropylalcohol and is used throughout biochemistry to desinfect everything. 70 % being the most effecient percentage
get a dehumidifier
if you wana go crazy lethal get a ionizer or deionizer or whatever the fuck reks shit but it will rekt u and ur good stuff too
read the hippy boards i stay away from that stuff
>>8723835
You can't kill mold with alcohol, you need to spray it down with bleach.
Showering increases humidity and allows more water to get trapped; it defeats the purpose if you're ventilating during the shower. Besides, the ventilation is a preventative measure, not one for removal.
also this: >>8723874
dehumidifiers really help with the ventilation process.
>>8723866
it makes sense that you can't even construct a full thought
>>8723876
I use a dehumidifier now and then, my landlord bought me one, but not too often because it's super expensive. I always ventilate during showering, why shouldn't I?
>>8723867
maybe so but that doesn't account for porosity of materials in the common household
you are feeding the mold sugar and moisture
>>8723876
are you seriously such a dullard you need me to lecture you on the entire meaning of the word "ideology" within the context of Slavoj Zizek's writings or are you just so stupid a couple misspelling to indicate his meme accent made you incapable of parsing a few words. So much for that high IQ you clown, keep eating from that trash can.
>>8723885
>that doesn't account for porosity of materials in the common household
what?
>you are feeding the mold sugar and moisture
There is no sugar in it and the walls are out of lime plaster and very caustic. IPA evaporates including the water, there is no water residue
>>8723708
But the daddyposting was confirmed larp.
I already explained why hsts doesn't work. You could claim that hsts exists alongside trutrans as a way to separate trans from plain old gay men but those are simply not trans people, making the distinction superfluous. Also there's already a word for that - crossdresser.
>>8723810
Enjoy your ban.
>>8723895
trust me, run the dehumidifier for a solid week and only use bleach
>>8723867
you're dealing with a fungal growth; if I'm reading what you're saying correctly, then all you're doing is trying to eliminate bacteria and scent. That's like putting a band-aid on an infected cut.
>>8723883
>but not too often because it's super expensive
I thought they just pulled water out of the air, how does that rack up expenses?
It's good that you're doing it, but it doesn't help much, because unless your ventilation is amazing, moisture will still get trapped in some spaces. I'm guessing it's not though.
>>8723902
I'd actually say keep a small dehumidifier running for as long as you live there, since it seems to be a problem.
>>8723890
In the context of philosophy, ideology is just a set of beliefs for what you think is ideal; it tends to be well-structured and have specific moral guidelines, but it's not set in stone. Anyone who claims that a specific ideology can apply to every single person is oversimplifying humanity.
Your insults still prove nothing.
>>8723896
>confirmed larp
(pic related)
>>8723896
>Enjoy your ban.
/lgbt/ is a lawless wasteland, there's no moderation here
a lot of trips are openly underage
>>8723916
>I have to open the windows or I will die due to the bleach-smell (which are toxic)
you have to vent anyway
>>8723916
>Electricity
ohhhhhhhh
you should get one that wasn't made in the 30's then. Modern electronics are pretty energy-savvy.
If you're using bleach, then I'm not sure what's letting the growth continue. Maybe you're missing something? I'm thinking the mold might be inside the drywall or insulation desu.
>>8723909
That's legitimately just a wikipedia definition of ideology. Ideology is a much more complex system of ideas and the manner in which we incorporate them into our system of thought to such a degree they become natural and as such we become incapable of even recognising their existence, yet this system isn't simply imposed upon us, but we readily accept it as it gives us a sense of wellbeing and so on and so on. Anyway, you are so within ideology it is painful to behold.
i run a de humidifier 247 and the container fills with water every 2 days
>lake life
>>8723923
>then I'm not sure what's letting the growth continue
a steady diet of alcohol
>>8723591
>it works like a muscle
you know I'm a cripple right?
>>8723917
parrot you gotta stop ruining IPs for other people
can someone plz show me a pic of how to block a trip? my filter isn't working
i tried trip in the field, boards /lgbt/ and hide
then i tried anons name+trip code but that isnt working either
>>8723937
is the box in that row ticked?
>>8723936
bexe, once i find out what your IP is, i'm going to post goatse all over /lgbt/ and get you banned forever
also on an unrelated subject, what is your IP (i'll show you a trick that'll make your internet run faster)
>>8723591
No, talent means inherent aptitude.
You can be the best in the world at something and have no talent for it.
Muscles also vary in how functional they are, even with the same amount of training.
>>8723941
127.0.0.1 i think
>>8723935
not crippled enough to stop complaining. there are blind painters, deaf musicians. stop using your boneitis as an excuse to never do anything.
>>8723946
say goodbye to your precious 4chan
>when posting ur ip and getting rl stalkers is more social interaction than you will get in a year
>>8723953
WAIT NO IT'S 192.168.0.1
>>8723953
>tfw anon will never hak u hard n fast
>>8723932
um
What you're talking about is essentially just what's known as practicing what you preach; it's nothing special. You should still continue to recognize and challenge your ideals to make sure you're not making a mistake though, because you could be ripping people apart, and thinking it's just to do so because you're doing it for the greater good.
To assume that every single person should inherit the same ideology without questioning it is foolish, because ideologies need to be flexible enough to change when new information comes into play.
And the reason I believe you're an idiot is because you don't even WANT to think for yourself. You want everyone to follow the same artificial rules, and not need to punish people for doing something wrong. This is a mistake because humans don't inherently agree on anything. They all have different sets of memories and knowledge that dictate different choices to be made, and ultimately, the only person left would be the single intellectual at the top, because nobody wants to wake up from their sleepwalk.
>>8723934
true.
>>8723932
>we incorporate them into our system of thought to such a degree they become natural and as such we become incapable of even recognising their existence
this is inherently wrong, because it's not possible. What do you do with people that don't follow these rules blindly? Kill them? Imprison them for thoughtcrime and then traumatize them for life so they can't even think outside the boundaries of their own numb existence without fear and painful flashbacks?
>>8723962
i'm in the 4chan mainframe right now
just gotta finish this hacking minigame before i can shadowban you
>>8723980
dun forget to use a stop worm if you start runnin out of time
>>8723980
does it look like this?
>>8723982
I thought the pickle rick episode wasn't bad actually, just the meme it has spawned.
>>8723951
I HAD PIANO LESSONS FOR FIVE YEARS AND COULDN'T PASS GRADE 2 ;-;
I feel so trapped in this body
it's driving me insane
>>8723988
no but avengers episode is terrible.
>>8723988
it was shit tier for rick and morty standards at least. Like, fuck, I'm just waiting for the next microverse or meeseeks box episode.
>>8723976
You aren't even understanding the basics of the theory at work. Whatever, Zizek explains it better than I can https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVwKjGbz60k
If you think the idea of people internalising social thinking into their consciousness and naturalising it is impossible you really, really are out of your field here, just look at how people think a bunch of 20th century gender memes are "just what girls/boys do naturally".
I was supposed to spend the day tomorrow with my mom but instead I drove home today, which was very sad. I just couldn't stop crying, told them I'm not well and I just want to go home. They looked so sad :(
I'm so so sorry but I'm afraid of staying out so long and being seen by other humans. I'm such a failure :(
>>8723967
>And the reason I believe you're an idiot is because you don't even WANT to think for yourself
Kek I constantly get into trouble with other people in the radical left for being an aggressively independent thinker and being willing to call out bullshit and always being outside the consensus.
If you're looking for a "tankie" drone here you're looking in the wrong place.
>>8723984
>>8723987
no, it looks like this
this is the 4chan firewall access point
I placed an order on Amazon for some stuff.
However I can't shake off this terrible feeling I should have bought something I forgot.
I remembered what it was for like 10 seconds and then forgot immediately.
I know it was really important and I absolutely needed it
But I can't remember what it is
Guess I'll be anxious and confused the whole week now
>>8724002
You should explain to your mom why you did what you did, how those kinds of situations make you feel.
i shouldn't buy things when i'm horny, i ended up buying sextoys for 200£ again
>>8724001
>just look at how people think a bunch of 20th century gender memes are "just what girls/boys do naturally".
That kind of thought has been debunked as bullshit, and is a relic of the post-ww2 era, where the ideology led into a red scare, where people just mysteriously disappeared when their neigbors mentioned to the police that they were acting differently. It lead to the birth of 2nd wave feminism, which is where TERFs spawned from. I don't subscribe to any of their bullshit, but I agree that there is/was a need for acceptance within nonconformity.
As far as the video goes, the problem with it is that it's stating that ideology is what they're being spoon-fed, not the conclusions they have come to. It assumes that an ideology must come from "the system".
>>8724009
>Kek I constantly get into trouble with other people in the radical left for being an aggressively independent thinker and being willing to call out bullshit and always being outside the consensus.
Your words say one thing, but the fact that you're referring me to a video where someone else explains exactly how you think makes me believe otherwise.
>>8724013
>not making a new email to get a new free trial of amazon prime
>>8724040
I could get Amazon Prime pretty cheap as a student but I don't use Amazon often enough to justify it.
>>8724042
I'm just too poor for it lol.
>>8724013
it was a cute dragon maid outfit probably
>>8724045
Better to save money in your situation.
>>8724046
No I have plenty of maid outfits this was something like I absolutely NEEDED yet apparently I didn't need it enough to remember what it was.
>>8724048
agreed.
>>8724037
>again
hOW MANY DO YOU NEED
>convinced to transition
>Oh ya man this is the right thing fuck ya
>Jump forward two or three days
>Being a guys alright after all
>Wait is it
>Yes
>No
>Rinse and repeat
>>8724001
>>8724009
what are you gonna do, plot to behead me in the middle of mexico because I disagree with you?
Does massaging boobs make them bigger?
>>8724089
Yeah, but only when other people do it for you (it's like tickling yourself, it doesn't work if you try to do it to yourself).
Cute cis male chasers tend to have large hands which are pretty good at this sort of thing. You can use usually wrangle one of them to help you out, and if you ask nicely enough, they might even do it for free
>>8724089
nah but they seem to feel better. i haven't bumped upto fetish milk level yet, still just rubbing when it seems like i need to. (like how you know you need to stretch muscles sometimes)
>>8724040
>Refering to an academic is bad now.
Do you realise that knowledge can be attained from multiple sources.
Zizek provides a good explanation of theory of ideology, it appears you yourself are driven by an overarching ideology of anti-intellectualism and a sense that only knowledge that comes from the gut is valid. Critical thinking is examining many sources of knowledge and being able to critique them or even form new links between knowledges previously believed unlinkable. You don't need to reject all academic knowledge in order to be "independent" as a thinker, that's just foolhardy.
But I'm kind of into a pomo crap.
>>8724065
hi Amy
>>8724089
http://m.kidshealth.org/en/teens/growth-touch.html
>>8724094
this
only boys can make a girls boobs bigger
>>8724097
Lolno but I'll probably end up in the same boat
>>8724083
I don't even have the faintest idea who you are besides an anime poster with an inflated sense of their own intellect.
I have significant doubts I'll remember you within a few days you know. Being a bit self-important here pal.
>>8724107
something something you spin me right round baby right round etc etc
the first few months of transition are complex as hell anon, do your best
Will I ever be cute?
>>8724089
I like the pic!!
but I'm not sure desu.
>>8724096
referring to an academic is fine, but academia can be wrong. This is why textbooks are written and rewritten by other people or after new research and studies have come out.
Inherently though, ideology is written out by intellectuals for those who are too stupid to create their own ideologies and become academics. To take an ideology as fact without questioning it when you learn something new (usually through discussion) is a symptom of sleepwalking. I won't reject all academic knowledge, just the "knowledge" that has no basis in fact and can easily be debunked.
>>8724109
just saying it took you a while to respond.
>>8724130
no probably not
>>8724130
none of us will be
>>8724130
yes, almost certainly
>>8724144
>>8724141
>>8724137
Thank you Magic Eightball
>>8724134
You're using "ideology" in the sense of political ideology, I am referring to the more sociological concept of ideology as something that permeates the social fabric, and is a product of the material conditions of society. Ideology within this meaning is simultaneously imposed upon us and not so, by virtue of the fact that we ourselves replicate ideology by virtue of how it renders the world easier to understand and provides us with a sense of well-being and safety. When I said you were within ideology what I meant is that ideology is so pervasive that it automatically leads us to a rejection of anything that could possibly oppose it.
Zizek uses "They Live" as an easy allegory for the functioning of ideology but also draws some more interesting conclusions than a simple surface analysis. As far as my personal thinking goes, his descriptions of ideology are spot-on. Most else Zizek has said is questionable or just pretty fucking bad (he has some rather ah, Not Good writings on transgender people).
>>8724152
ask again later
I REMEMBERED THE THING I NEEDED TO BUY IT WAS A NEW BAND FOR MY FITBIT
>>8724156
ur hitler
>>8724167
what the heck???
>>8724156
>by virtue of the fact that we ourselves replicate ideology by virtue of how it renders the world easier to understand and provides us with a sense of well-being and safety
the problem is that you're too stupid to think that people can't think for themselves without clinging to a set of beliefs. You're not wrong, but this is the mindset of the masses that use groupthink and circle-jerk their way to conclusions. Anyone who disagrees with them is wrong, and needs to be silenced through mockery or scorning (ahem). These are the people I'm saying should be euthanized. People like you. You're all a plague to society, because you think that everyone takes the blue pill and fights back before taking the red pill, simply because that's what you've done.
>>8724160
i'm pretty sure it was a dragonmaid outfit
>>8724175
ur literally hitler
(This is the first time ive seen you using an anime image. Have a nice remaining day Nicole)
>>8724175
ur stalin
>>8724191
>This is the first time ive seen you using an anime image. Have a nice remaining day Nicole
is Nicole, dare I say it, a secret cute weeb
>>8724188
People can think for themselves and still replicate social ideology you aggressive sperg. Zizek himself ends up falling into ideological traps when talking about trans stuff despite being such a critic of ideology. The point isn't that ideology is brainwashing, it's that it's so natural we (and by "we" I refer to modern society) do not even notice its there, it is naturalised knowledge, its "just the way things are", and sometimes even critical thinkers fall into its traps because its so pervasive. In fact, thinking yourself ABOVE ideology, which is what you do, is, by itself, one of the most ideological things you could do! Your posts radiate late capitalist ideology, just look at this managerial idea you have of how "the best for society" is this cold, "logical" idea of mass euthanasia. You are already eating from the trash can all the time, the name of this trash can is ideology, the material force of ideology makes you not see what you're effectively eating!
>>8724175
hey
i passed out for a few hours bc i stayed up all night
anyway i write smut and used to write poetry
i'm not really into porn on any personal level anymore, but it's a nice way to make money
the problem is ADHD is a bitch
>tfw ordered cute ankle socks that'll fit my gross man feet
Finding cute socks that fit women's shoe size 13 or 14 is a major pain desu
>>8724191
I used to use more anime reaction images but my images folder isn't organised at all and the vast majority of my recent pictures are just irony garbage.
>>8724198
me being a huge weeb is not actually a secret! but um I appreciate the compliment anon.
>tfw no magic to turn you into a real girl like Triss, Yennifer and Keira Metz
>>8722354
Before thread dies just wanted to acknowledge OPs good taste in the animes.