teenage regrets edition
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• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• /no sympathy/
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old >>8285377
>you will never be a jerry springer tranny
>>8287287
i regret not being into esports until i was 26
>>8287261
I get you.
Pic related to your posts.
>>8287280
good! did i show you what we made her for a gift? she loved it
>>8287278
Yeah. is it weird that like i can kinda tell from your voice that you are british but also black? like idk i listed to a lot of bbc radio one and sometimes i can tell when the person is white british or black british. does that make me racist?
>>8287285
Allahu Ackbar!!!
>>8287299
god damn i forgot the fucking video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5BmHh2fhP0
No sympathy! There are so many new trips recently :O
>>8287304
No I didn't see it :O Show me!
>>8287299
I wish it would image cap at like 50 or 100. These longer threads make my phone lag so bad when I type it literally doesn't show up and glitches out and misses words and shit. I actually had the new thread made before this, but couldn't post the new message because of lag. It's annoying. My edition wasn't as good so I ain't even mad, but still.
Psychiatrist and electro ahead. Time to have a red upper lip and chin for rest of the week
i really <3 LCD Soundsystem
i'm really sad i never got to see them live
>>8287304
it's the truth (my friend) filters clients this way.
>>8287303
i still think you're very pretty and cool and i still wish to be your friend
>that me
me irl
lets convert some people to communism, shall we
im actually in a really good mood right now lol
>>8287308
you're the best of the lot <3
>>8287320
lol. did you ever go to fabric live or any of the cool rave warehouses
>>8287308
My God. Your grandchildren will live under communism. Communism will win. See you in hell.
I can see why alcohol is such a problem, until recently I had pretty much never drunk before and my tolerance was basically nothing, I was walking into doors on a few capfuls of the stuff. Now after half a bottle of wine I'm only a bit woozy. Well I only took up drinking to sleep because my benzo prescription ended and codeine was causing me health problems but I guess it's time to abandon that plan because I am not downing a whole bottle every night.
>>8287335
love you too <3
>>8287328
I've been to Fabric, it wasn't for DnB though or even deep house. Some electro pop, someone I knew at the time took me. I heard it closed down.
>>8287347
>I heard it closed down.
http://www.factmag.com/2016/12/02/fabric-will-reopen-january-6/
they tried to shut it down but its so well loved that they were able to get it back open again. But theres gonna be some pretty strict anti drug policies this time.
>>8287325
>lets convert some people to communism, shall we
Is anyone planning to do something for their tranniversary? Mine is coming up. I'm gonna get a really awesome tattoo.
For those who are over a year out, what have you done for yourself in the past on your tranniversary?
Did anyone else here have a lot of trouble with feeling like a fraud or a liar for wanting to keep traditionally masculine interests/hobbies through the start of their transition?
>>8287356
is it bad i stopped counting how long iv been on hormones? like i can ballpark the year but i dont even remember what i was doing the first time i took my tittie skittles
having met and talked to people here makes me feel better
so thank you
you guys aren't as bad as i thought
>>8287362
I'm counting when I officially came out. Which was on Pride. I got the tittie skittles 2 weeks later.
>>8287352
>they were able to get it back open again
Yay
>Nay
>>8287362
I thought it was 1.5 years for me, it's been just under 9 months I found out on Tuesday. Lol
>>8287335
true communism has never been tried
true capitalism has never been tried
>>8287352
goddammit im drunk
opening it is yay, no drugs is nay
>>8287356
I tend to get depressed/suicidal around my trannyversary so I'm not ina mood for celebrating
>>8287368
>>Nay
I think they were given an ultamatum of either strict no drug policy or no club.
Seems like there was some shady politics at play tho
http://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/music/news/fabric-closed-shut-down-appeal-reopen-campaign-operation-lenor-and-the-real-reason-fabric-was-shut-a7229541.html
>>8287366
i dont even remember who i first came out to. i think it was my shrink?
fuck I posted in the old thread. it was just some stupid post about Jamaicans going at a batty boy with a cricket bat. point being is if you're going to be scared of someone because of where they are from logically Jamaicans should be very high in that list maybe above most Arabs desu
>>8287335
implying we wont be living under a post scarcity society within the next 30 years as long as we dont destroy ourselves
>>8287358
no... i'm pretty sure that anyone who wants to transition to fulfill or enable "feminine" social interests is fake as hell
i'm a big ol tranny, but i still love vidya and such and that's just who i am
if you're transitioning for superficial reasons, you should take a long hard look at yourself, but if you're doing it to be as true to yourself as possible then go all the way and just bee yourself
>>8287356
I think my tranniversary is around now or a month ago I can't remember.
>>8287358
Yep. Before transiton I was working on a drone startup, now it just feels really masculine and autistic and I do my best to distance myself from it. I haven't completely canned it though because of the chance it could make money.
>>8287358
I feel like having masc hobbies is only ok if you pass really well but that's just me
eugénie is super pretty btw
>>8287385
Maybe what they meant was they felt peer pressured to pick up more feminie hobbies becuuse they felt ashamed of their masculine ones? Idk, when i first came out i remember trying to get into really girly pop music with my girlfreinds and i really really really tried to force mself to get into basic bitch pop celeb drama culture to fit in with all of them, but i just gave up after a few months after realizing that i was just fooling myself and went back to good music and video games.
Coffee is super pretty btw
>>8287383
I avoid black people too tbqh
>>8287370
Have you heard of Laissez-Faire?
>>8287379
Thats sad, why?! It should be a time to be happy
>>8287380
I got really really stoned, went to the pride parade with friends, and then announced on facebook.
You know whats weird? Even though I was bisexual/pansexual for 6 years before becoming trans, I never considered myself to be an LGBT person until I came out. What's even weirder is I frequently went to gay clubs with a lezzie friend of mine.
>>8287390
Did you celebrate?
>>8287393
Stop making me blush
>>8287385
It's just really weird walking into a room where the only girls are dragged along girlfriends, or just like one shy girl who you can tell is really uncomfortable.
Like, I'm enjoying what I'm doing but it just feels like I shouldn't be there.
>>8287395
that's fair too
i just mean like, transitioning isn't the correct thing to do if all you're concerned about is wearing skirts or having tea parties or having long hair or other things like that, but deeper social feelings than that are valid
>>8287400
laissez-faire is the enabler of capitalist monopolies
>>8287399
around blacks
>>8287380
Wow I didn't know this. I'm surprised that Islington is so broke that they resorted to this, it's one of the richest parts of London.
>>8287400
why did you post this picture of sertii and me one month ago
if I'm gay for boys and also gay for girls does it make me super gay or does it cancel
>>8287356
>tranniversary
Anniversary of what? Self-acceptance? Coming out? HRT? SRS? FFS?
Also wtf is that towel?
>>8287418
>Never relax!
good girl
>>8287356
I have no idea on what day I started HRT, not sure when exactly I went full-time either. But my mother opened a bottle of champagne to celebrate the one year anniversary of my SRS.
>>8287418
if it makes you feel better you are probably the coolest black person i have ever met. Not anything like the ones i met in my time in the us.
>>8287414
shitty politics ruin everything. They probably swindled away all their money to pay for the underage kids they love to diddle and then when they realized they needed more they started to choke local venues for more cash.
>>8287409
>Implying monopolies aren't the logical conclusion of pure capitalism
>>8287405
I forgives you
>>8287412
Could be worse. Could be a repressor and not be on hormones. Or you could be killed for being different.
>>8287416
Bcuz it's mecha cute.
>>8287418
Good!
>>8287424
feminine penis is not gay
>>8287432
>tfw hormones femininzed everything but your penis
FOR WHAT PURPOSE
>>8287424
you're basically a living 4X game
>>8287431
market monopolies are one of many antitheses of capitalism, when a monopoly arrives the market ceases to exist in a meaningful way
>>8287395
I feel a lot of that pressure from cis girl friends but I'm pretty good about not getting into things that are girly just for the sake of being more girly.
It's more that I feel like keeping old masculine interests is making people see me as someone different than who I am while I want to be seen as a girl... if that makes any sense. I'm bad at putting my feelings into words.
>>8287431
I kind of hope someone kills me for being a tranny but I live in a safe country for now
>>8287437
what are you into then? that seems important here
>tfw 21 and still repressed
at least I grew my hair out and its pretty af
>>8287405
Wasn't me but ur probably pretty.
>>8287424
You're 100 percent hetero.
>>8287426
>>>8287356
>Also wtf is that towel?
Pure cancer
>>8287438
Go to brazil
>>8287437
>It's more that I feel like keeping old masculine interests is making people see me as someone different than who I am while I want to be seen as a girl.
yeah thats understandable. i guess im lucky my hobbies are pretty andro.
>>8287441
you always link the best tracks :0 this is like jungle but almost liquid too. i really like it
>>8287441
At least you sound like a noble
>>8287443
I stopped repressing at 21. Don't go any later
>>8287446
They got cheap plastic surgery there so maybe
>>8286900
I refuse to talk to people with shit taste.
You put spaghetti on pizza and that is unforgivable
>>8287446
oh
why thank you, i guess
i dont really know if you would say the same thing if you saw my pic desu
>tfw even soft social democrats can't win in britain
>>8287426
Well, it's like the same thing with a anniversary for a couple, when do you decide? First time you met, first date, first kiss, first sex, first time changing status on facebook, moving in?
You obviously decide which was most important to you. To me it's when I publicly came out.
>>8287429
Nice!
>>8287436
You seem like you're confusing market economics with capitalism. Socialism and market economics aren't mutually exclusive, in fact they're complementary.
Capitalism is private ownership of the workplace
Socialism is democratic ownership of the workplace
>>8287438
nu don't get killed
>>8287446
no u
>>8287453
Spaghetti is forgivable. No anchovies, though? It's not pizza without anchovies.
>>8287444
>according to all known laws of aviation, there is no way a bee should be able to fly.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_common_misconceptions#Invertebrates
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bumblebee#Misconception_about_flight
I bet you think Blanchard was wrong too.
>>8287439
I got really into Magic: the Gathering in high school as a replacement for real social interaction, so I've been going to tournaments since I was like 14.
Then shit like D&D, vidya, pro wrestling, board games. Just stuff that if I want to enjoy with a group of people it's all guys.
I've tried introducing some of my female friends to some of it and they can just barely get into the most casual forms of it, and they just do it for me so I feel like a bother for trying to force it on them.
i left this house fifteen years ago, it looks like the cook used my knife to cut down trees :(
>>8287460
i am the meme queen
>>8287465
the bee movie script
the joke is "the flowers and the bees"
a benis won't fly away that easily
am i really that intelligent
>>8287459
>anchovy pizza
I respect you a lot but wow you're really pushing it
>>8287463
Did you play lots of girl characters in D&D?
Did you girls do anything for your mama today?
I took mine out to dinner.
I wish I could like buy her a car or something. She's always been so supportive of me.
>>8287430
Examples of why black people suck
>Relatives take in lodgers sometimes, they all agree blacks are the worst, never want to pay, keep pulling that "help a brother out" bullshit just because you're also black
>(my friend) is a hooker, black clients never want to pay, angry demeanour, call at 1am when she is fucking sleeping
>Turkish/Greek restaraunts in my local area the staff are frriendly as fuck, the boss himself will shake your hand upon entry. Carribean restaraunt staff are just distant and sometimes rude.
>Black people generally have no presence on the high street, they don't even run the afro hair shops, it's pretty pathetic
>Most of the black kids in my school had some level of gang affiliation
>Intense homophobia and machisimo, stopped hanging out with family friends for this reason
>Most of the women are complete bitches
>Korra and Mercury
If I were white I'd probably be a racist.
>>8287458
but capitalism is predicated on the market meme, right? so long as the market is dead i.e. monopolised, capitalism can't function as advertised, because it rewards incumbents rather than innovation or quality
>>8287463
tetra and i are super into MTG these days, so it's not a negative for transition
do you actually place in tournaments? going at all is awesome in and of itself but if you make it further than that i'm very impressed
honestly, i wouldn't worry much about the gender of people who are and are not interested in the same things you're interested in... just be true to yourself, and anyone who can't value you for who you are isn't worth interacting with
>>8287463
That's stereotyping... Plenty of girls are into video games. Gaming groups I spent time at had a majority of girls. And my sister and her friends were huge wrestling fans when they were kids...
Pretty sure you could find groups of girls to enjoy that with if you looked...
>>8287471
Obv, best friend actually guessed I was trans before I started coming out in part cause I played girl characters whenever possible.
>>8287470
supreme with anchovies is tasty
how to stop boob pain
>>8287473
Mine bought herself a darkblue dress :)
She knows neither me nor my brother can afford gifts :/
im going to get into politics someday and eugénie will be my partner in crime to perfect communism
>>8287473
i called my mom to wish her a happy mothersday but she told me to not call again until i'm normal
i called my grandma to wish her a happy moms day and my grandma was very happy i called
>>8287470
Laughed so much at this pic I nearly peed.
>>8287475
You can't judge all black people because some of them suck, come on senpai
>>8287448
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trrDjj13Fv0
>>8287475
>Korra and Mercury
for korra its
>Shakira and Mercury
for mercury its
>Shakira and Korra
>>8287477
>so long as the market is dead i.e. monopolised, capitalism can't function as advertised, because it rewards incumbents rather than innovation or quality
Monopolies can only exist when the state enforces them, e.g. Wizards trying to shut down Cockatrice.
>>8287490
I'm sorry... Maybe she'll come around eventually.
I have been nonstop crying almost all day.
Estrogen is ridiculous.
>>8287492
she is a black person though
>>8287486
get a boy to massage them
>>8287475
shakira no :(
though yeah i have notice the blackposters here are pretty meh
though that might just be because this is 4chan and it takes a certain kind of crazy to go on a site that hates you???? wild guess!!!
the only transgirl my age i met IRL was like, black or half black and she was super sweet and everything. and almost passed pre-hrt.
>>8287495
Thankfully, there is no other Auvergnate here. You can be sure we'd constantly be at each other's throat.
>>8287502
>It's funny how we all hate each other.
except yall dont hate circe
everyone loves circe
>>8287499
this holiday just makes me feel bad :(
dinner time :p
speghetti with tomato leek garlic and rosemary sauce.
yummy :3
>>8287498
maybe
i certainly hope so
>>8287499
i'd give you a kiss on the cheek and comfort you but i can't
so here's a very funny image that gets me everytime
>>8287508
i forgot i'm sorry
i'm sure you are a delicate little flower though
>>8287515
You really should put that on a pizza.
Holy fuck what is this thread
>>8287305
>I've never had any luck with my relationships in the past, so I said, "to hell with it; I'm gonna go for it"
Awww.
>>8287517
>>8287496
>Monopolies can only exist when the state enforces them
that's straight retarded, monopolies exist all the time and are often self-enforced through friends&family intruding on regulatory bodies,at which point "the state" stops being the neutral regulatory body that the phrase "the state" implies and begins being a de-facto part of the monopoly in question
and even when hard regulation is absent, monopolies enforce themselves through extra-legal avenues like gang violence and extortion and "deals" that allow competitor Y to continue existing so long as they don't do X
>>8287477
I've only gone to a few serious tournaments but I made day 2 at a GP and I do pretty decently at most FNMs. I got really lucky in that my LGS already had someone transition before me so they're all pretty cool and knowledgeable.
Still kinda weird being the only girl in there most days though.
>>8287478
I'm not saying that they're 100% male, it's just that it is mostly guys to everything I've been to.
I really enjoy talking to the few girls that are there but it is still a little... disheartening? that I'd have to go out of my way to find girls with similar interests.
>>8287517
Ooh my god that pic
>>8287521
ahhh pizza alla québécoise!
i think they use marjoram and Capsicum in their sauce thouhh
>>8287528
Have you talked to your moms yet, girls?
>>8287540
i sound like james from pokemon so consider yourself lucky
>>8287544
Nah
>>8287544
Ye she seemed happy
>>8287504
The thing about Korra and Mercury is they both reinforce black female stereotypes, loud, obnoxious, aloof and bitchy. They are literally carbon copies of black girls I knew in school. The black guys were always trying to drag me into criminal bullshit. I posted a voice clyp about a time I hung out with them and almost got arrested because they thought it was a good idea to start a knife fight. This same motherfucker whose house I was at once laughed at me for reading a book. Yes you heard me some nigger called Taishan mocked me for reading a fucking book. I was a quiet autist, I hung out with the Asians. Asians are great people.
>>8287508
Lol. I'm not the only black person who feels this way, my aunt told me she stopped dating black guys decades ago because all her boyfriends were in and out of prison and my dad who I mentioned fled to Connecticut after a messy divorce has told me that the local blacks are criminal trash. Sorry this is a epic drunken racist rant.
>>8287544
Yes I live w her
>>8287543
>>8287524
wow you look so much female! congrats Charlotte!
>>8287544
> Woman is a glory of her husband, she is a keeper of the house and she is her husband helper. She is to obey him fully even if she has a different opinion on staff or wants to do something different. She can voice her opinion or give an advice if it is permitted. She needs to look after her husband and children, make tasty meals, she needs to budget well and not to waste money. If she is working, she still needs to do the same after she comes home from work. If she is not working, which is ideal for child upbringing, she is fully dependant on her husband's bread winning abilities...if he is the one who is budgeting, she should stay in the budget for grocery shopping, deciding where to buy what.
>Husbands need to fix stuff around the house,they look after the land, farm , they are responsible for well being of the family. They need to do tasks which are not suitable for woman- aka lifting heavy stuff... they need to make sure their family has enough. They need to spend time with the family,organize events...
I've been trying not to.
>>8287546
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ICt2WCfWGI
>>8287549
That's okay. Not everyone can have a good relationship with their mother, all things considered.
>>8287551
That's good. Just called mine. She was tired, I'll admit, but I wanted to let her know I'm okay
>>8287544
yes
we were going to walk someone to watch the sunset but now she says it's too cold and i feel bad
>>8287544
my mum has been dead for 16 years
>>8287558
This is the most cringeworthy thing I've read all day. What kind of backwards barbarian really thinks this way
>>8287544
yeah she said that the best present i could give her was to go to church with her and i said no
>>8287561
we celebrate mother's day on the 10th. so whatever.
>>8287553
:x
it's the same thing with some hawaiians here, i've met some hawaiians irl who were like, loud dumb racists
i think it's more a culture than anything else
hip hop and whatnot can't be good for a people
>>8287565
russian baptists are a beautiful innocent species and u will not talk bad of them ok!!!!!!! they are endangered.
but yeah fuck that church
>>8287560
impressive
i watched an episode of pokemon where ash went to school and team rocket was spying on him
i sound exactly like that james
the english dub is weird though, meowth sounds like he's been through some shit
>>8287568
rekt
>>8287568
Bruh not cool
>>8287568
kek
>>8287568
You made the right decision. Last time I went to a church the holy water touched me and it burned. Not even joking.
>>8287568
Nice, good on you for sticking up for your own comfort.
>>8287473
I went to brunch + a bike ride with mine.
>>8287475
Working at a liquor store in a "vibrant" part of my city made me racist. Blacks were the worst customers. Usually they tried to steal Crown Royal. I wish we could have banned them from our store.
>>8287492
In general, Africans are more likely to commit crime. She is just experiencing dindus first hand.
>>8287486
Stop taking E
>>8287524
Mother's day special
>>8287534
My LGS says women are their fastest growing customer base.
>>8287568
NO MERCY
>>8287570
Wtf! hip hop is great(hope I dont lose girl status because of this >.<) Its like poetry but with beats to them :)
>>8287557
K
>>8287587
Ive disappointed my mother in every way imaginable.
i didn't get her anything for mothers day either
i can't remember the last time i did, probably when i was like 10 and she took me to the store to pick something out to give to her
>>8287580
r u cereal?
>>8287597
You sound like an ungrateful cunt.
>>8287570
Well that's why I disagree with /pol/ even though I doo agree black culture is shitty, its not racial superiority or whatever nazi bullshit, it's just a shit-tier "anti-whitey" culture. Look at Zimbabwe, Mugabe did a great thing overthrowing the supremacist white government but then he fucked it all up by becoming a racist himself. Whites knew how to run an economy, why would you kick them out of the country? Look at Botswana, they left the whites to run the local diamond business and they are decent if it werent for the AIDS. My people hate LGBT because it's "a white illness", they're a bunch of fucking contrarians and that is how they created a shitty culture. "we're gonna gang bang simply because it's against whitey's system". How about you do what the japs did and fucking learn from the white man?
>>8287601
okay
>>8287601
her mother is fucking awful to her and you feel she has to be grateful? fuck off spook.
>>8287603
>my people
cringe
>>8287596
I meant it, I mean I get we're not friends and all anymore. but this makes me happy for you.
>>8287597
you should tell her you're a tranny on her birthday
>>8287610
her birthday is also my birthday
i feel bad
my grandma always gives me such cool stuff and the one time i want to buy her some flowers or something she wants, she declines the offer
i gave her a present worth of €200 once but she didnt seem to be happy with it at all
>>8287606
I don't know anything about her relationship with her mother, but odds are she isn't that bad.
>>8287356
Dat symbology, Jesus Harold Christ on a pogo stick...
You add much more on there I'm going to start looking for a drawing board and staring to the western door.
>>8287603
>Mugabe did a great thing overthrowing the supremacist white government
The nasty evil supremacist government that just like in South Africa provided massively higher living standards to the blacks than self-rule has at any time since?
>>8287612
dang that'd be hard core
>>8287604
Ignore her you're fine
>>8287599
Yeah. My grandma was native and was broken into submission by the catholic church so she goes a bunch and we went for her birthday, and they did the thing where they fling holy water into the pews from a stick or some stupid shit and it touched me and it burned.
>>8287587
We get a lot of girls who buy things from our LGS, but they never really come in for FNM. Or if they do it's on rare occasions.
Apparently there's another store ~10 minutes from the one I go to that has more women but a friend from my support group said the owner's a bit judgey on the trans front so I'm hesitant to try it out.
>>8287617
They treated them as second class citizens though. Why would an american support this? fuck a cushy life, give me liberty or give me death as your founders said
>>8287614
>I don't know anything
then shut the fuck up before you go calling people ungrateful cunts
Is my home screen aesthetic?
>>8287601
>>8287604
>>8287603
yeah it seems like rebellion culture and it's just really dumb
i can see it having been valid maybe 50 years ago but with social progress all they're doing is shooting themselves in the foot and validating white racism
i love you all very much
>>8287627
yea
I'm sorry, my mom is the best. I shouldn't judge nim without knowing anything about her relationship with her mom.
>>8287633
Ikr? I read an article in the paper about knive crime in london and 90% of the perpetrators/victims were black males my age I was so embarrased. STOP DOING THIS SHIT, GO TO COLLEGE, JOIN NASA, DONT BE A FUCKING NIGGER
>>8287615
Ye old school is best, but I like Greydon Square(can recommend if you never listened to him) texts somewhat :)
>>8287615
>I only listen to gangster rap ironically
same
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qg4NkA1B9Pc
>>8287640
/pol/-anon here from a few months back. I won't even get started on this subject.
How're things around here?
Shut the fuck up about politics so we can return to our usual whining about how everything is terrible
i have a question
what other boards do you guys go to?
i go to /tv/ and /co/, /pol/ if i feel like my meme batteries are getting low
>>8287640
Obviously we need more quotas.
>>8287654
/v/ /b/ /u/ and /pol/
mostly just /u/ and /pol/ tho
>>8287627
yup
what phone do you have?
>>8287435
I thought you really don't want fem peen
>>8287615
>I only listen to gangster rap ironically
That's how I got into rap in highschool.
Friends jokingly play DMX and shit and within months we're listening to actually decent stuff.
Before y'all judge me for my /pol/ rant I've drunk this much wine, I don't know how I managed to even take this photo.
>>8287660
i want it to still be able to get hard and not shrink too much, idk i just want it to look like those cute feminine ones i see on /b/
like if i just posted my dick by itself it looks like a guys penis. and it bothers me.
>>8287668
Wine is nice
>>8287654
/x/, /diy/, occasionally /out/
They're not good for memes.
>>8287667
lil boosieeee
i love him because he is just so fuckin gangsta
forgot to menton, i also go to /his/ and /news/
>>8287658
>>8287661
>>8287676
how nice
>>8287671
you'll be fine
my pic represents you on the left and me on the right
atleast your dicc isn't probably as big as mine
>>8287645
/mtfg/?
Things are okay
what the fucking fuck. My facebook account was disabled. Thats how I talk to literally all of my friends and family what the shit.
I heard facebook was disabling the accounts of transwomen before "because they're names were fake"
I'm really pissed off right now.
>>8287682
>atleast your dicc isn't probably as big as mine
7.5 inches :/ and thats after hrt shrunk it a bit, i think i used to be about 8. i just wanted it to look slim and feminine.
>>8287686
That's good! Time to start using this trip again.
>>8287617
The founding fathers also wanted a white ethno-state. Even Lincoln wanted to ship the Africans back to Africa. Is being a second class citizen in a white country worse than a citizen in a black country? If I were African, I'd like the former.
>>8287654
/g/, /pol/, and /lgbt/
>>8287671
Just get an erection every once in a while to prevent shrinking.
>>8287668
Omg I am a big fan of your YouTube channel and had no idea you were on 4 chan
>>8287688
create a social media movement to get people against facebook for being so bigoted towards trans women! im sure the left and sjw's would eat that shit up. i fucking hate facebook, so glad i deleted mine.
>>8287654
/x/, /mu/, /co/, and /tg/
Used to go to /f/ but it's mostly dead now
>>8287688
My business comes from cis people
You minorities are not important
Don't like it? Leave. Private website. I decide who gets to use it.
goodnight everybdoy i hope y'all dont think im a nutcase
>>8287654
/pol/, /tv/, /x/, /fit/ mostly.
>>8287705
Nah you are allright in my book, sweet dreams :)
>>8287704
>Zucker
Triggered.
>>8287688
That's fucked up. I used to be friends with someone named Pablo Baconator and Facebook never cared. Sjw wrath when?
So - not posted here since January, has anything changed in that time? On my end Oryx and I stopped talking, too little in common. No idea if they still post here though.
>>8287719
i hope you feel better
i'll say tho, i don't use my lady trumpet though, only to pee
i can however, ejaculate without the need of touching it
>>8287725
is this one meant to be ironic?
>>8287654
My 'main' board is /pol/, but I don't find much there I agree with. I just like how fast they're onto alternative narratives. I find seeing both narratives and being able to overlay them helps to prevent a lot of the misleading 'news'.
This has become my second main board, although I'm still only here a few months now and only posting a couple weeks. And then would be /a/, /v/ and /tg/. And /r9k/ when I need to cheer up some (sorry, robots...I really do love you guys).
>>8287385
>not wanting to be pretty
Gross
Happy mother's day y'all, what are you doing with your kids today?
is there any way to gauge how my family and friends would react to me coming out? This is really the last summer I'll have to live with them, since I've only got one year of college left, but I'm a coward that actually cares what they think.
>>8287654
These days, if I go to another board, it's only to funpost. Usually on /tv/, /int/ or /r9k/.
>>8287729
I'm crying. There are some spicy memes in here tonight
>>8287725
>>8287729
this reminds me
i read a trans comic called rain once, it was so incredibly mean spirited and mary sueish that i quit reading
there is not a single good trans comic out there
>>8287731
im new here too dont worry
i was originally here to shitpost and to get revenge on someone but now that im down to earth again, i dont feel like doing so anymore
>>8287738
Imagine the worst case scenario and then you can't be disappointed if it's not that bad.
>>8287738
Post a picture of you crossdressing online where they can all see it.
>>8287735
My kids have all been chemically destroyed before they could get a chance at life.....I am jealous :(
>>8287728
>i hope you feel better
im doing better now thx
>
i can however, ejaculate without the need of touching it
im mad fucking jelly. also i checked, 7.5 is 19 cm. i thought you were like 9 inches but you are only a little bit bigger than me. i cant imagine trying to tuck something 9 inches
>>8287741
how about this one. its not even a meme, its real
>>8287735
Mourning their premature death
>>8287735
Reassuring myself that I never planned on kids to begin with so everything is alright and there's no reason I should be sad.
>>8287748
Damn, must suck not having a uterus
>>8287750
I don't get that one desu. No idea who the characters are.
>>8287761
;_:
>>8287761
W-why would I want a uterus?
I am a m-man you know!
;_;
>>8287761
My mother doesn't have one, my sister doesn't have one... Even if I had been born with one, it's likely I would have had to get it removed by now.
>>8287767
Same tbqh what kind of faggot would want a vag n shit
>>8287769
you remind me that i should voice train too
the problem is though, i was a chainsmoker for 10 years so you can imagine how sexual intercoursed my voice is right now
Any1 else get cycles of dysphoria? I had it bad when I was 15 but didn't know any better, but then it was alright. Then when I was 22 I had it really bad and started HRT but aborted it. It was alright for a while, thought it was cured, now I'm 27 and feel the depressing onsetting again but its way too late to do anything about it now. So save yourselves while you can.
>>8287773
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0mnOLSpYbdp
>>8287774
Yeah I've had it off and on since around 14 or so. Haven't done anything transition-wise. Whats frightening though, is now, at 21, im not disgusted by the idea of transitioning anymore.
praise kek
>>8287775
you are super sweet
>>8287774
it's over for me at 20, doesn't matter if you're 27
>>8287774
Hmm not reall. I mean it spikes and dips but more on a daily level, and it's always there as background radiation
That does sound rough tho <3
>>8287772
Me but I can't have one
>>8287772
The worst kind.......me...........
:(
>>8287761
elanna please don't abandon her next time you see her on break you need to go up to her and let her know it's okay to want to be a girl she doesn't need to hide anymore
>>8287779
shuckles i thought i got the 7, i'm not the meme queen i thought i was
better luck next time
>>8287772
wait are you meming or are you non op
>>8287776
Yeah it's too late now but it's not like there are better alternatives
>>8287789
Afaik she's post op
>>8287761
>ywn be cis like elanna
I handed in my notice of resignation at delivering pizza. After my orchi I'll be a NEET again. With a few grand of debt to pay off. Really scary idea. Not sure how I'll get another job again as a twinky half effeminate faggy looking weirdo with semi long hair in Texas. If anyone has suggestions I'm all ears.
>>8287790
Its not really too late for me I think. Maybe just minor facial surgery and I'd pass. I got off pretty damn lucky in terms of genetics. I didn't realize transitioning was actually something one could do until I got to college unfortunately.
>>8287787
C'mon anon don't make this weirder than it has to be
It's already weird enough that one of my coworkers has access to literally every post and personal secret that I've posted here, indexed and searchable.
i really wish i had good internet so i could play MP games
>tfw nobody will ever play overwatch on ps4 with you
>>8287794
Why are you quitting the pizza game?
>>8287789
elanna's fempeen is massive senpai. if there was a guiness world record for trans peen she would never be dethroned
>>8287781
its always there but its at a level I can ignore and still enjoy my life but its getting to a point where it effects me so much I'm just depressed all the time and can't function. But after a year or two it will probably go back to a manageable level hopefully.
>>8287789
Elanna's the biggest, swingingest, dick ITT.
>too dumb to freeze
>99% sure sterile now
Hmm. Now that I'm out to my brother, is now the time for the selective Facebook post?
>>8287804
Hopefully
Hang in there anon
>>8287809
iktf
>>8287809
> wanting kids
>tfw trying to get drunk in the tub again but can't bc can't do anything right
At least the ale tastes good
>>8287814
>not wanting to have a whole litter
What is wrong w/ u
>>8287800
Australia?
>>8287789
Nah, that's her idea of banter. She's post-op.
>>8287799
the I was going to random boards excuse is shit I don't believe it. remember if you don't help her and she turns out a hon you are directly contributing to creating more hatred against trans people. do you want me to die? because that's what's going to happen if there's one more hon created
>>8287815
drinking in the bathtub is the best desu
i'm sure all of you will be great moms
and i don't really like to badmouth people
but just remember you'll never be like this
>>8287809
If I get a cis gf I wanna impregnate I'll stop HRT until she gets pregnant and if that doesn't work after a year I might start T. And then go back when she's preggers. I couldn't afford to freeze
>>8287673
>S8
Ultra jelly!
>>8287811
> fb post
Why would u do this
>>8287827
sounds pretty agp to me
jk
>biggest dream pre hrt was to be a loving caring parent because who's was something I never had
>sacrificed the dream for the tranny meme
>cis women kept asking me all day why i dont have kids
im not gonna leave the house on this shitty holiday
>>8287821
hawaii :x
i might get good internet in a few months but i don't know many people who play on ps4 _;
>>8287823
But /int/ crossboard invades all the time...
>>8287837
That made me wanna cry
>>8287831
My family is scattered around the nation. The only one nearby is an aunt.
>>8287837
...one day we'll have kids. One day.
>>8287809
it's okay eva, mine are probably useless anyway
>>8287837
you can adopt someday if you're financially stable and in a relationship
>>8287841
I have ps4
>me and my future husband
>have unfortunate anal seggs
>husband: "oh honeybun you can't get pregnant"
>me: "we should try harder"
pic related is the face we both would do after the joke hits home
>>8287849
I just feel bad about it for some reason :(
>>8287848
Whete u live Ill fight u regardless
>>8287852
wtf be my girlf-
i mean add me on discord
maybe someday we can play together ;_;
>>8287858
i guess it's something we have to sacrifice as transpeople
i'm in such a good mood what have you people done to me
>>8287803
Crinnnge
>>8287802
I've told them for 3 months now I can't close the store and they kept making me do it 1-2 times a week. I've confronted them about it every single day and this week and next week they put me down for 4-6 this week. Completely fed up with working terrible hours for minimum wage, destroying my car, and begging for literal pennies. My skillset is a lot more valuable than this and I deserve to be treated better. They don't get this is why they're so understaffed and drive all their most loyal and hardworking employees away.
Idk what to do when I get back. I'm in between a rock and hard place. I very well might have to cut my hair short and present male for a lot while longer.
>>8287862
What's ur discord.
When and if u add me on psn no judge my id. I made it when I was an edgy 12 yo
>>8287863
I guess...
>>8287862
Pandora#9929
yea it's rly dumb that you can't change your PSN
i made mine 'regularegg' when i was between nicknames and i didn't realize capitalizing letters would matter :x
>>8287842
are you really going to let her become hon? I'm going to fucking die. you murdered me
>>8287868
Showed you what everyone deserves, acceptance and kindness ? maybe?
>>8287884
those feelings make me very moist
>>8287878
One less tranny in the world is a good thing though?
>>8287874
but there's more to life than just having kids
>>8287887
based....
>>8287886
cringe
>>8287895
I know, I think I'm just getting some kinda feeling of loss today I guess..
Can I still father children if I stop hrt after four years?
Yo tickling your sphincter is fun u shud try it
>>8287877
I added u homo. I'm abokado
transphobe here, today I realised something
I realise why I hate you so much. I'm jealous. I just wish I was a girl. I think I'm ready to let go and transition
>>8287887
actually it's going to be 2 because she is going to get murdered then I am as well
>>8287905
cringe
>>8287902
that's okay, it's something i feel too
just don't let it eat you up, okay?
>>8287906
cringe
>>8287908
congrats famalam
>>8287908
Literally cringing
using the male washroom with visible breasts is a truly strange experience
>>8287877
>yea it's rly dumb that you can't change your PSN
haven't they been told off for being transphobic over this?
although lowercase is cool.
>>8287639
Autism
>>8287910
Frankly I don't think he's even comfortable bringing up that we chatted on here
>>8287913
I'll try!
cringing at every single post in this thread tbqh
>>8287925
Ya need ta have sex
i met a couple of nice people in my sangha today.
their names are erin & michelle
>>8287932
Seek sunlight ya pinhead
>>8287933
Sex? :/ never had it?
Is it even any good?
What do you kinda do ? :)
>>8287926
crinnnnnnge
>>8287923
Based
>>8287934
Because it did, there does not have to be a god as a cause, and even if there is a god it is so mean I won't have anything to do with it :/
Just ate 4 wagon wheels, a can of Pringles, a bowl of ramen and 2 eggs ama
>>8287906
show me how?
>>8287922
i'm not sure
but yeah it really sucks for trans people :/
i'm just glad regularegg is more or less gender neutral
>>8287859
Idaho, also known as Utah Lite
>>8287948
What flavor of pringles?
>>8287930
Idk senpai desu i think like 75%of the people who come here just to check out or whatever are trans or some gender fuck. I don't actually think you should go to him and assume he's trans though LMAO mby just socialize a bit.
>>8287948
what kind of pringles were they
>>8287948
What is the weather tomorrow going to be like? :>
>>8287948
Did you wash your hands first? :/
>>8287945
i am a theist (not an atheist) but i understand your reasoning
>>8287956
epic...
>>8287959
You are "cringe" :P
>>8287948
What is the air-speed velocity of an unladen swallow?
>>8287948
who are you so disgusting
did it arouse you when I called you disgusting
>>8287966
>:p
epic...
>>8287967
African or European?
>>8287965
fucking set yourself on fire you little faggot
>>8287972
uumm...
>>8287977
epic, cringe, based.......
>>8287977
sry
>>8287953
Mggrhrgrr u live too far. Maybe one day
>>8287985
umm...hmm...i-i..hmm...
i will go to bed now
i love you all very much and thank you for your patience with me
i'm sorry i weigh 55 kgs
i am optimistic about the future
you'll all be fine
kissy smiley
>>8287997
Kys cringy cunt
>>8287997
>have sex
with who? :(
>>8288000
umm...
>>8287976
To cringe or to not cringe?
>>8288005
idk... ._.
>at parents' house
>look in bathroom mirror
>long-face manly-man as usual
>turn head sidewards
>head changes shape completely; the mirror must be warped
>look in smaller mirror downstairs and window reflection
>see a weird androgynous girl (albeit with spooky serial killer eyes)
wew
we real BDD hours now
>>8288016
cronge
The word cringe is now banned
>>8288021
have sex
>>8288023
cringe..
>>8288020
Yeaaaahh that's what I'm talking about!
BDD hours!
>>8287903
honestly DNA quality in sperm degrades after 35.
As long as you've used spiro ad not cypro, you could father yes, but quality children are not assured.
>>8288023
SEETHING
Saw my brother's WoW account and almost all of his characters are female
Is he like me?
fucc
i want a cogi puppy to help with loneliness
>>8288023
Crange.
i'm so happy that there's estrogen in my body
what if i was born 100 years ago and had no hrt
hey girls
whats up
>>8287948
What are wagon wheels?
>>8288034
No all boys play as girls.
>>8288040
we would repress and live as men while bring completely dead inside and unfulfilled :DDD
strong and stable government
>>8288046
>If he's younger than you the likelihood of him being trans is much higher
Is that true?
>>8288031
YOUR DNA AN ABOMINATION
>>8288050
i could be in one of those old traveling freak shows
>>8288040
Pregnant horse piss.
>>8288041
Mine. <3
>tell mom I like guys
>now she keeps pointing out attractive women
cypro nuked my balls and turned me into a trash dyke
>>8288063
Maybe she's gay too
>>8288052
Yes.
The likelihood of lgbt offspring increases with each successive child, along with the likelihood of a whole host of other abnormalities. If you're gay or trans and have a younger sibling, keep an eye on them, they are significantly more likely to be lgbt than the baseline probability
Say what you will about acceptance, in the end this shit's a birth defect, and more children increases the odds of those across the board.
>>8288069
Banned
Why do I care so much about the prospect of losing fertility? Why does this seem like such a barrier for starting HRT? I don't even want kids wtf
>>8288065
also a dumb commie
>>8288069
Im secretly terrified that my brother could be trans. I highly doubt it, but the poor kid is hella depressed. I just don't want there to be two of us. Can't kill off the family bloodline.
>>8288075
>tfw your mom and dad had you very late but state that it wasn't a big deal because they were healthy
>>8288077
Cause brain and survival and passinb on your genes like a good human :(
>>8288075
Well that doesn't help me shake the suspicion my younger sister could be ftm at all. Thank god my step siblings aren't blood related, they'd be doooooomed. Though one's asexual apparently and the other I'm willing to bet is gay.
>>8288061
Yours!
>>8288077
Ur going against it biological purpose
>>8288063
some moms are retarded and think they can pursue their child to be straight
>tell my mom im trans and only like guys
>she pretends this never happened and keeps angrily pointing out how much im starting to look like a girl
>keeps nagging me to get a haircut because how will I find a gf if I look so much like a girl
>mfw that delusion
tldr: comfortable lies over inconvenience truths
I think it'd be really funny if my 8 year old sister grew up into a queer too because having your "son" turn into a tranny and your daughter turn into a dyke would probably give my mother a heart attack.
>>8288080
Same actually, my mom was well into her 30s when she had me. I wonder if that was what did it.
>>8288086
>>8288095
Now that's what I call cock smoking.
>>8288099
wtf my mom had me when she was 29 fugg. she gave me the tranny genes
>>8288099
my mom had me on her 41st birthday and my dad already had cancer when i was conceived
>>8288095
Woah
>>8288046
Oh wow, I would've eaten 4 as well.
>>8288050
Doesn't work. :p
>>8288051
Strong Independent government istitutions that can enforce regulations.
>>8288053
Actually it isn't, In college, I participated in a study by a fertility clinic, they ran IQ, Physiological and sperm motility and stuff, and I was selected as a one of 10 sperm donor.
I lied about being a trans and stuff.
>>8288065
>trash dyke
hot
>>8288074
It's mothers day in Denmark too, well not any more but its the same date :)
>>8288095
Wew, that is kinda gay or straight I don't know :/
>>8288110
I was born when my mom was in her early 40's...
Wait, I always thought this was a meme, is it like... legit that if you have your kids old they turn out trans?
>>8288086
You wouldn't be the only tranny I've spoken to that's suspicious of their younger sibling.
Also, the whole situation with kiwi is pretty crazy
>>8288111
Why are you dropping trip we know it's you
TFW She's collared and sufficiently broken
Could be trained more, though
>>8288114
i actually kinda suck at the dyke aesthetic i think my transition is inevitably going to lead me into being lipstick garbage but thats ok my gf likes me this way anyway
>>8288108
Why are we even are senpai
>>8288111
My mom was 19 when she had me, My dad was 23,
>>8288075
If im the oldest, and I'm a closeted lesbian tranny.
oh god
>>8288121
>Also, the whole situation with kiwi is pretty crazy
Kiwi wasn't related to Cheska, was she?!
>>8288120
sorry didn't mean to redpill you :(
til that Glenn Close is a girl
>>8288122
>collared and sufficiently broken
I need this in my life :(
>>8288123
>girlfriend
WTF! when did this happen, who is it?
>>8288128
No, but kiwis brother is ftm
>>8288122
uwu
>>8288122
i need this,
>>8288121
i don't know
does it really matter
>>8288134
take a guess
the commies stick together
how to keep hair out of your mouth any time there is wind?
>iOS 10 lets you use ad blockers
>but only on newer phones
why is apple such a shitty company? i shouldn't have to buy a new phone just to block 4chans stupid video ads
>>8288121
Yeah, it was pretty cray her parents got an mtf and an ftm.
And my sister's made passing comments about wanting to be a boy and stuff before and it's just kinda likeeeee, idk. She's girly but I was boyish when I was a dude so.
I dunno.
>>8288134
im dating sertii lol, she was here in london less than a week ago and we had a really good time
she's coming back in june and the wait is killing me
>>8288149
i might end up in london for a few days, apparently im not going to paris anymore
>>8288138
How are you still conscious?~
>>8288013
yeah idk.desu I don't really blame you since if someone at my work knew I was trans I would probably just like fuck off immediately everytime I saw them. I'm not a passer though so they all think I'm a fag anyway. idk mby just like say hi or ask when he will take his break
>>8288151
i take it this is nim?
>>8288114
MY DNA NOT FOR IMITATION
>>8288137
I know, I was kidding. Cheska's asian, so give me some credit.
>>8288147
>listening to comfy music
>open a new 4chan page
>music gets turned off even though the video ad isn't even playing sound
>desire to kill increases
>>8288155
yeah
>>8288127
How's this though
Dad was trans, repressed til he made it
I am the oldest, mtf bi
Younger brother is all kinds of confused and I suspect him as being anything other than straight
why the fuck would you become a girl just to be a lesbian. doesn't even make sense.
Wonder if I could have repressed long enough to accidentally end up a dad
>>8288129
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck that,
I was all depressed and shit cause of the day but now I'm just angry.
>>8288122
wew
>>8288121
she's gonna start suicide posting again prob
>>8288164
sexuality and gender expression aren't the same thing. if you want to die single day living as a man then you become a girl and continue on liking girls
>"I like being collared"
:3
>>8288165
please be my daddy
>>8288165
Weren't you pretty are nine kay before transitioning though? That's a LONG time repressing before you get someone pregnant.
>>8288164
so you don't wake up in the morning and despise the thing looking back at you
so you don't stay awake at night hating yourself because you'll never be a girl
>>8288171
ill see how i am then
i don't know if ill be in london or amsterdam for my birthday
>>8288164
>be gay as fuck
>pretty much only like and sleep with men
>take hormones for gender dysphoria
>hormones decide that you like girls now
>guys not nearly as attractive anymore
>girls got 100x cuter
I know a few people it has happened to, no one choses their sexuality and mtf's who like to pretend one is better than the other are literally no different from gay bashing homophobes who think sexuality is a choice
>>8288165
probably. church had me sufficiently brainwashed into thinking I could DUDE JUST REPRESS HARDER LMAO and things would sort themselves out after i married a nice church girl and had some kids
thank fuck repression failed quickly after i came here and tried cosplaying girl characters
>>8288164
>date guys, girls, whatever the fuck
>end up in a stable relationship with a girl
Cookie crumbles that way family
>>8288164
Tbqh
>>8288164
Are you asking why some trans people are homo?
Cause that's hella dumb and you're hella dumb for asking that.
Or are you asking if there are people who are transitioning just to be with women cause they're not doing it as a man?
Cause if those people exist they're hella dumb.
>send tits to wrong girl by mistake
>she send tits back
Oh. Okay.
I am so high
>>8288188
yo same and now im 21 and haven't transitioned
>>8288196
what on senpai
>>8288200
cannabis oil from my vape
>>8288194
>>8288198
get on hrt ASAP my girl. the church absolutely will try to convince you repression is the answer.
as someone who tried that for 4 years in a row, shit does not work, I just became increasingly depressed and suicidal as time went on and didn't realize that dysphoria was the root cause of it instead of "the devil playing tricks on your vulnerable and confused mind"
>>8288164
better question is who WOULDNT want to be a yuri? only gays desu
>>8288196
i like that pic
>>8288203
we're high asf
dude weed
>>8288154
Maybe
It would be easier if we got scheduled for the same department but he gets moved around and also tends to work much later.
Idk rlyy also I think 4channers are just automatically socially awkward I'm certainly not really great
>>8288180
Yeah I was honestly pretty hopeless so idkkkk
Some transgirls were decent dudes but I never took to being a boy all that well so it's hard to say it would have happened
>>8288203
lucky ducky
>>8288122
what sort of pet/owner activities do you two get up to?
That's private but..
I -do- leash her~
>>8288192
>like women
>be male (90% of women want men)
>become women
>narrow your dating pool 100 times
>>8288164
Because being a guy hurt but girls are pretty cute.
>>8288190
<3
>>8288242
>people choose to be trans or gay
you are very stupid
tfw high as fuck collared by gf and snugg in a comfy blanket roll
>>8288235
>tfw your mommy wants to leash you but lives so far away for now
Another call down.
>>8288206
I haven't been religious for almost 7 years now. I'm just an idiot who thought (he? she? fuck if I even know anymore) could repress, or that it was just me wanting to suffer, or whatever.
>>8288249
>tfw girls hurt because they remind you too much of being a guy crushing on girls
>>8288263
nah repressing only sets brackets your transition. i could have started when I was 22 but I still had a lot of internalized homophobia and i didnt want to come out of the closet and admit some things to myself / family so I quit hrt after a few months (i wanted to be a convincing trap lol)
i wish my eyes were pretty but they just look dejected and empty
>>8288264
That's a pretty tough feel. I suppose you could look at it as your feelings were always a *girl's* so you were a girl crushing on girls.
>>8288278
my eyes have mild ptosis so i always look tired or bored
plus one of my eyes sags so i look asymmetrical
>>8288264
Lordy do I know that feel. Often I find myself reminded of being a guy.
>>8288217
okay that's difficult then. just remember the fate of all trannies is in your hands of she becomes a hon the cis people are going to lose it and start genociding us
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKcy0q8DeOE
>>8288304
I'm not sure you're getting it, though. It brings me back too much. I've spoken before about dropping past hobbies or interests because the same shit happens.
I became a tranny to seduce and fuck my dad desu
>>8288319
same, wtf? :O
Mom get outta my way.
>>8288313
thats $500 i could spend on bica instead
>>8288283
Idk, it's hard to separate them
I do suppose in retrospect the way I crushed was not really much like a guy at all but still..
Guys are just easier there's no baggage
>>8288307
I'll probably end up saying hi
tfw twitches in my legs.
>>8288304
no no no, you are not a girl if you trans just to be a lesbian, you are a straight male in costume. Not saying theres anything wrong with that, its just dishonest.
>>8288336
.... so if you're a trans girl that likes girls..... that somehow makes you invalid as a woman because you were born male?
who you're attracted to determines of you're male or female?
>>8288333
What the difference between crushing on a girl as a guy and crushing on a girl as a girl anyways? I just remember these like, intense feelings of emotional warmth
>>8288317
You could do that, yeah, but dropping shit you still find fun is less than ideal. Wouldn't a better thing to do be to keep doing your hobbies zealously, piling on more and more new memories to drown out the old ones via both volume and their age? Regardless, things *should* fade over time, but over how *much* time I can't really say.
>>8288333
Makes sense.
>>8288336
I know literally no-one that transitioned just so they could say they're a lezzer.
guys are just so much more validating to be with, and like elanna says there's no baggage from before to deal with
i t helps im attracted to their bods and personalities
>>8288357
are you going to make your gf larp as a guy
>>8288356
I'm honestly not sure how to explain it, it just gets me back in that old headspace and reminds me off too many things. It's usually easier to let go.
>>8288364
No, I'm just her boyfriend.
>>8288370
>No, I'm just her boyfriend.
hot
>>8288378
I honestly feel like it sometimes.
>tfw failed gay male
damn i got everything wrong :(
>>8288387
>tfw failed so badly at being gay male i turned into a straight male
how do i stop feeling sad
You do have the female digit ratio, right, /mtfg/? You're not AGP [autogynephilia, aka fetishism disease]- and you are trutrans / HSTS, right?
A female digit ratio solidifies yourself a real woman, of course.
>>8288395
deep..
>>8288370
>I'm honestly not sure how to explain it, it just gets me back in that old headspace and reminds me off too many things. It's usually easier to let go.
That's understandable, really, if sad. I guess it's easier for me because I never really had much self conceptualization as a guy. Like as a guy I felt no connection to the male gender other than my genitals and that's what everyone called me. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore and decided to transition despite not really feeling 'female' either. That said, I do actually feel connection to the female gender now. I don't want you to feel bad doing the things you like but I'm not sure how you can still feel like a girl doing them aside from just doing them more and more often as a girl so you're reminded of all the times you went as a girl instead of the times you went as a boy.
>No, I'm just her boyfriend.
>>8288382
You're my waifu, my lovely and wonderful girlfriend.
>>8288404
yes and i was infertile but im still a masculine freak so it doesn't mean anything
>>8288404
tfw agp
tfw feminine digit ratio
>>8288404
Memes
>>8288403
Abandon all hope and embrace the insignificance of your short life.
>>8288404
I'm at 'most women' but this seems like hella bro science. I am str8 tho
>>8288424
yeah i could've sworn lol
>>8288424
oh I didn't even really look
I do have the feminine ratio and agp tho
>>8288424
nice try, hon
>>8288410
Gonna go shower and think about stuff.
what's the diagnosis doc?
>>8288433
>>8288437
why'd you flip it
>>8288437
I'm confused
>>8288438
Cause you are fake news
Found the real one goyim
>>8288440
Here you go
>being a bica cuck
g-get on my level...
>>8288450
I noticed u
are you cute enough to pull off cat ears /mtfg/?
How bored are we
Posting about fingers
>>8288449
Like wtf, what a stupid list, I have lost of different symptoms from both of them, this ratio is the greatest meme :/
>>8288468
yeah its pretty much pseudo meme pop science that normies eat up
hello
>>8288475
hello l my friend beepbeep the girl
>>8288475
Good evening :)
u up
oops i just fell into a pit of dysphoria, depression, overwork stress and general bad feels
>tfw 2dlet
>tfw will never be a real woman
>>8288463
idk you tell me :(
>>8288483
not really
>>8288475
>>>>>boy
>>8288490
triggered?
>>8288463
Probably not.
>>8288463
I wish
>>8288496
Only ironically
>>8288502
are you eating popcorn
>>8288475
https://clyp.it/f4gmmm3o
>>8288463
Up to my partner
>>8288502
you a goil (female)
Mango just beat armada :o
>>8288483
trying to fall asleep...
still may get more calls.
>>8288502
boy (female)
Chaser in training here, I want a cute tgirl to collar and cuddle with. I like yuri, so we can talk about yuri. Pls help.
>>8288502
Ummm I like dogs as well >.<
especially big doggos :)
But it is a reference to my nationality not the dog sorry :(
....wait was it a joke? :/
>>8288518
take hrt and I will be your gf
>>8288518
yuri is the purest form of love
>>8288518
Is too late
Yuri-n denial
GOT EM
>>8288518
transition u repressed tranny
>>8288518
Are you a girl?
when does hrt start working
>>8288463
P-Possibly
>>8288531
never
>>8288531
Once you accept it's not a cure all method
>>8288531
When ur under 16-18
>>8288531
when you realize that transition was a bad idea
>>8288541
You should be taking T if you want to transition :B
Does anyone else sleep on their back with their head sandwiched between two pillows?
>>8288531
When you have more than negative fat for your body to grow into.
>>8288534
Yes!
>>8288541
wtf, big dog is trutrans small dog is AGP bimbo fetish :^)
>>8288541
dogs are for fucking
>>8288558
trip on anthony burch
>>8288522
No ty
>>8288524
Agreed. Do you have any favorites?
>>8288525
:(
>>8288527
No ty
>>8288529
Can girls be chasers? I haven't read any manga with that theme, I don't know.
>>8288541
Your dad is a repressed trannie
>>8288560
>auditions
>callback
lmao you can tell it was written by some unemployed "artsy" type.
>>8288518
>I like yuri,
itstoolate
>>8288566
>Do you have any favorites?
cant remember what it was called but it was basically an anime about this alien race that was made of all females that were planning to invade earth, something went wrong on some recon mission, one of them lost her memory and had to blend in with a local school. She fell in love with another girl and they had a really bittersweet ending. I cant remember what its called and its really bothering me but it was really good. Oh and Candy Boy is really really really really good
Actually, that's a thing
How do you sleep? In what positions? Do you have a ritual before you sleep?
>>8288149
OMG THIS IS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!
I'm so happy for you and sertii :)
<3 <3 <3
>>8288528
okay sorry you can be a boy just for tonight but tomorrow you go back to being a girl
>>8288584
forgot trip
>>8288551
I sleep on stomach or side usually contorted intro the most stupid positions I can manage
>>8288585
I went back to sleeping on my belly after I gave up on my tiddies
>>8288551
i sleep on my side scrunched into a ball
>>8288585
take benzos, go to sleep.
:)
>>8288602
Yesss its so comfy
>>8288551
Nuh.
I usually become a human body pillow that gets held almost uncomfortably close/half laid on....
And then a cat as my little spoon.
>I have to nudge with elbows to release the cuddle death grip
>>8288607
I that that too :O
>>8288578
I don't understand.
>>8288584
Sounds deliciously tragic. I mostly like reading manga off dynastyscans, Takemiya Jin always hits some nice spots. I haven't watched Candy Boy, last yuri anime thing I watched was Kemono Friends and that is pretty topical.
>>8288613
do*
>>8288613
are you gonna be scrunched up against me :3
i need therapy and help but i dont know how to get it
Tired af desu
>>8288566
you want to be in a yuri relationship
I bet you roll only female characters in games and think all boys want to be girls when they're younger
classic repressed tranny chaser
>>8288624
probably.. it's the only way I can usually sleep
>>8288635
i need it or ill freeze to death
>>8288543
hi!!!!
>>8288558
that is wrong
>>8288568
hes just an asshole desu. misgendered me today. like jfc
>>8288588
i love my x change pill
>>8288611
starfishys report in
tfw literally doomed to be forever alone
>>8288631
look up sliding scale therapy in your area. I'm assuming you don't have insurance
>>8288576
>nah i sleep kinda scrunched up in a ball
I've always done this too. It's the only way I can fall asleep. After I've been asleep and I wake up (f'ing spiro) I can usually fall asleep almost any position.
>>8288636
don't worry, I'm warm!
>>8288647
Hugg
>>8288645
I saw those x change threads on /gif/ but they were really weird
should i call my insurance and get a list of endos to send to my psych or should i just get injections and continue self-medding
>>8288652
h-how warm
>>8288657
both desu
>>8288634
I play mostly shemales, traps, females, gruff daddy types, and more shemales in games. What does that make me?
>>8288660
why both
>go to complete stranger's house for mother's day
>owner of house is a grandmother
>sitting at table
>she randomly says "You'd make a beautitful girl!"
pre-hormones nice
>>8288661
a dumbass
>>8288649
i have insurance through my parents but i don't know how to ask them
>>8288661
Hella gay or super comfortable with your gender identity.
>>8288662
try to go official, but have a fall back in case ur path is blocked
>>8288662
It will take some time to get the endo stuff so
>>8288666
if you can ask them it would probably be easier. if you don't want to tell them you're trans just say it's for depression
>>8288656
they made me trans uwu
>>8288668
how long until after the first appointment will they give me legit stuff
im already 7 months in they wouldn't gatekeep me further would they
I am be entering the wonderful word of being forced to have an unsupportive peice of shit father live with me because his parole says so
>>8288659
I can get really warm ^^
>>8288672
desu i used to look at "trap" pics a lot but i always found the sissy and transformation stuff weird
>>8288673
i really dk. i did informed consent/self med
my path was blocked every time i tried to go official
>>8288680
kind of annoying desu
>>8288677
it's gonna be my first time experiencing really low temperatures like that :(
>>8288673
depends on the endo/doc. Some will give self meders scripts, others will still require a hormones letter.
>>8288673
after I got diagnosed and referral to endo it was about 3 or 4 months till I could get an appointment
>>8288665
You're not wrong.
>>8288667
Why not both?
>>8288673
Depends on the whims of the people treating you. I'll be over 2 years hrt 1 year full-time soon, still no script because informed consent isn't a thing and everything else is gatekeeping
>>8288673
it took me like 5 months to actually get estrogen from the time I started, I wish I did informed consent instead
>>8288676
That would suck!!!
Is he any danger to you?
>>8288682
you'll just need to make sure you have something to stay warm then >>
>>8288692
Get a hormones OK letter from your psych.
>>8288699
i tried to get one from my therapist but she isn't familiar with trans stuff and didn't feel comfortable
>>8288692
my endo is like a family doctor and only does trans stuff a few evenings a week. so idk if a dedicated endo would have appointments sooner.
>>8288698
ill have to hide you so they don't make you go home!
>>8288703
do you think i should try to get an endo at the lgbt center in my area?
they originally wouldn't let me see the endo without going to the therapist but maybe since im already self-medding..
>>8288702
lol tell her to fucking research shit and do her job or kill herself. my psych never saw a trans person before but she went on the internet and read wpath stuff and gave me diagnosis since i met the requirements
>>8288710
i didn't want to push it, i have trouble saying the word "transgender" out loud
>>8288693
Yeah actually he is. He lived with my mother and I for about a year when I was 13 or 14 and he tended to be pretty abusive. Basicly I got stuck with him because both my older sisters said no first and we're his only family in state.
SU IS GREAT
>>8288707
you might as well try. explain how you've been self medding and you would like a doctor to monitor you at least. they might tell you to see a therapist but you should ask if they can recommend one who is experienced with lgbt stuff
>>8288712
write out a letter of what you want to say and try to read it to her. if you can't get it out let her read it
>>8288704
getting to see you everyday would be the nicest
>>8288718
i already tried to see the therapist at the LGBT center
she asked me if i really thought i could pass in our first session
my current therapist already knows im trans but i barely talk about it in sessions
SU IS A GIFT FROM GOD
>>8288716
Tru facts
>>8288712
Well, you're gonna have to get comfortable with that shit if you're fucking transitioning.
Either repress so hard you kill yourself or woman up, put on your big girl panties, talk to your pysch, get your meds, and be happy.
You're an absolute sweet heart nim, but seriously, decide whether or not you want to transition then fucking do it.
>>8288724
try to talk to the current therapist. if she won't help you go to the lgbt center and explain how you had a really bad experience with the therapist there and if you could see someone else. explain the self med too and that you would like a doctor to monitor you i think that would help
>>8288729
SU DESERVES A GRAMMY. PERFECT SHOW
>>8288713
Did the parole board know he was abusive in the past? Have a safe place you can go if needed, and know who is his parole officer and contact details.
STEVEN UNIVERSE IS THE ONLY SHOW THAT DESERVES RECOGNITION
steven universe seems overhyped i never watched it yet
>>8288742
PERL IZ GOD
i never see any woman with a brow similar to mine
grreat feel
>>8288733
thinking about it makes me feel really nice...
>>8288746
>and sometimes i regret starting
do you not like that you're losing your masculinity?
i like steven universe cuz the concept of fusion is cool and the impending plot is neat
but the writing in that show is p awful
>>8288746
Self-medding is still transitioning. Gotta get used to it sometime.
Honestly just seems like you're taking the laziest route possible other than repression.
>>8288747
IF ANYTHING IT IS UNDERRATED
>>8288746
>and sometimes i regret starting
LOVE SU HAHAHEE
>>8288759
what else can i do?
>>8288730
something about a tranny telling another tranny to "put on her big girl panties" is incredibly surreal
STEVEN UNIVRSE IZ GRET
>>8288746
is there any sliding scale therapy around you?
>>8288740
As far as I'm aware they didn't know that. I've always had safe houses of sorts set up before, I guess I'll have to use then again for the first time in like 3 or 4 years. Besides with any luck I'll have a job and won't have to be around him too often.
>>8288765
Start by coming out to a few people you trust, then your mom, and demand that your psych put in some effort to do their fucking job.
>>8288766
i totally forgot i was even here
>>8288764
i used to like phineas and pherb but i don't watch tv much anymore
>one girl I'm dating is getting back with her ex after they started transitioning
>other girl started talking about hot buff guys she knew, don't really like her
>still in love with ex
I hate myself desu desu
I like avatar the last airbender a lot
>>8288772
unknown, though i do know that there are private practice gender therapists out there
i don't know their prices though
my mom seems to be a little weary on therapy for me, she's trying to get me to do group therapy at some church
>>8288663
Cute
>>8288777
whoa nice trips anne you lucky duck
>>8288777
>>8288775
day to day the only person that i interact with is my mom
>>8288777
r u okay anne
>>8288789
Iktf
>>8288779
You rushing into dates ain't gonna fix heartache bb.
A new relationship never makes you forget the old one
>>8288781
Same, I heard the Secret Tunnel song recently and now I wanna go back and rewatch it.
Maybe after I finish Haikyuu
>>8288783
you should go and crash that shit
>>8288779
just concentrate on developing friendships with females at school, etc. Something will happen eventually.
>>8288799
what should i do anon
>>8288794
The best way to get over someone is to get under someone else
But I'm a top so ugh
>>8288783
go look at there websites and maybe phone some. i know there is at least one lgbt therapist in my city who doesn't really advertise it prominently but will do sliding scale or pro-bono sometimes depending on the patient circumstances. so just look around do some research and i rly think go back to the lgbt center and ask there
>>8288785
check em forever pls
>>8288788
i like cats
>>8288792
im fucking fine nim
>>8288804
>I'm a top so ugh
you are so delusional its really amusing
>>8288803
keep telling everyone to cut their balls off
maybe get kinda drunk first
talk about how god is a lie
>>8288804
>Fay 05/14/17(Sun)22:02:28
> I'm a top
>>8288789
So fix that shit.
Or come out to her.
Or start with some kind of a support group.
Or do something, anything.
>>8288804
>insert cliché 80's college bro mantra re-worked for women.
You're best at tossling written words from your heart.
Maybe that's a place to start.
I know you only know how to date as a brobro, but damn.
Get you some warm heart lufvs.
Dating apps n shit.
>>8288809
that cat was supposed to be you since you seem to be having a psychedelic experience or soemthing
>>8288796
And diiiiiee!
>>8288822
no dying allowed sorry
>>8288804
I have a new crush but still think about my ex a lot
>>8288820
yeah i know
im not actually tho, i just finished dinner and now im trying to find a movie to watch
>>8288809
hey anna lets go back to the 80s and run the largest drug empire in the US using knowledge of the future to make bets and play the stock market to our advantage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgc_LRjlbTU
Shrink told me to cure dysphoria by hugging myself. Gatekeeping continues.
>>8288836
thats kind of funny in like a horrible way
>>8288836
are you not on hrt?
>>8288836
what state are you in? :/
>>8288844
A State of depression
>>8288847
me too, I was just curious because if she is living here in QLD with flannel then I know of some places she could go
>>8288850
i feel the same about moonlight desu. have you seen the movie Stuart: A Life Backwards ? its kinda sad too but i liked it a lot
>>8288856
nah i've not
>reads a bit about it
that sounds good. imma have to put it on my list. i like sad movies.
i've recently been on a big nuclear war kick and watched threads a few weeks ago and STILL think about that movie every day. i told my bff about it and she wants to watch it and im like
idk if i can do it again lol
>>8288862
ive not seen that movie only seen clips of it spammed when people were shilling for trump saying hillary wants ww3. i was looking through the movies ive seen and the only other one i can think to recommend is August: Osage County. i don't really watch that many movies but i loved that one
I hurt someone today
>>8288868
go on
>>8288868
to see if they still feel?
>>8288868
Do it again
>>8288809
don't yell at me anne
http://www.strawpoll.me/12963991
>>8288888
nice digits
also that clinic has a badass name
new
>>8288896