/mtfg/

>>7834346
whats that about buddi nim

>>7834346
>buddi nim is secretly a straight girl who likes boys
I AM NOT A FAN OF THIS

>>7834350
rip

>>7834356
What am I on your sexuality scale?

10/tit
piece of shit

>>7834360
what are you attracted to

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Grace is a fgt.

>>7834350
Lol lazy kitty

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>>7834346

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>>7834358
:3

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>>7834365
Pleeeeeeease click accept

>>7834364
I like boys and other girls, but vaginas r gross

>>7834367
nukes and aliens >>> helicopters

>>7834365
Can confirm, she's a cute fgt.

>>7834369
AWWWWW she let you dress her up!?!

nutmeg would shake it off and give me a look like "what the heck are you trying to do to me?"

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Hey mtfg why you like boys butts so much?

>>7834367
based

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>>7834372
>vaginas are gross

>>7834372
hmmmmm

i dub thee..

gaystraightgay

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me when i see cishets trying to weasel their way into lgbt spaces

>>7834369
I can't wait to adopt her after our wedding

>>7834384
sorry ill leave

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>>7834376
Yep! Boots does too!

>>7834379
sometimes the shape can be really nice
steven crowder comes to mind
too bad he's kind of an asshole who is just downright mean to trannies

Ok sleeping pill kicked in.

CUL8R grls!

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>wanna order some cute weaboo figs
>sales end tomorrow
>except tomorrow is today in Japan
fUCK

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>>7834374
Thanks for making a political edition, I have some new images I want to shitpost with.

>>7834382
No offense! I'm just not into them >>7834383
Wha
Why double gay?!

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>>7834385
There's gonna be a lot of girls in our home!
>>7834392
Goodnight dear!

>>7834394
Try it anyway? Maybe you'll get lucky.

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>>7834389
awww i wish i could that with nutmeg

i called his name so he would look in the camera and he came and laid on my lap right after this was taken :3

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>>7834396
>tfw too tired to give Lauren shit for making a political OP and drive her to think I'm a double Nazi
>>7834400
Nah can't even order them now

>>7834398
>there's going to be a lot of girls in our home!

o////o ash pls

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>>7834402
Boots would totally party with Nutmeg!:3

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>>7834389
>>7834402
I wish my cats would too. They paw and roll around if you try and put anything on them.

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>>7834403
>two (you)s
Grace (you)s best (you)s.

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>>7834405
Be prepared for lots of this cause Boots loves boobs!

>>7834403
>>7834396

i didn't really think of posadism as political honesty
its about as much about politics as an alex jones edition would be

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But Faye I thought we were getting married..

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>>7834409
Waaaaait are you my gf

>>7834410
phew, im safe then x3

>>7834409
fucking jealous

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>>7834407
Mine just kinda accept it like "welp" haha
I even dress up my friend's cats :3

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>>7834412
Even better for not giving a fuck about it and shitposting.
>>7834414
Maaaaaybe.

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>tfw have no desire for sex or a relationship atm, but sometimes I really want someone to cuddle
How hard do you think it would be to find a cuddle buddy?

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>>7834415
Not from the party!

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>>7834413
Sorry but I'm dying my hair blonde
>>7834410
XD

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>>7834423
Not very hard, I have a few.

>>7834423
I need this too

>>7834423
Straight girls cuddle platonically, so you can probably find one, yeah.

>>7834424
nooo parties make me nervous x(

ill just put a hoodie on and hide in the corner okay!

>>7834423
i think HRT activates some sort of cudd receptor in the brain because cudds are now my top priority

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>>7834425
Thats fine then we'll match.

>>7834433
That's the prolactin spikes from e

>>7834437
why does it make you wanna cudd

>>7834436
grind ferret in blender?

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I must really hate myself if I can't even kill myself properly

>>7834440
why do you ask these questions :/

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>>7834431
I meant a cat party silly! They get turnt on nip and we watch!>3

I've never cuddled :(

>>7834444
nooo my little baby :{

he's a good boy he doesn't do things like that!

>>7834446
snugg

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>>7834447
It's all natural and it's from the mint family so it isn't bad!

>>7834443
i wanna know the answer

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I've been getting so much judgement and comments about my looks from my parents lately.

Its like kiss my butt because it could be so much worse. So much worse you dont even know.

I'm thinking of killing myself for real. This isn't an acute fit of rage or emotion like in years past. It's been about 7 very solid months of struggle and contemplation and it isn't getting better. I can't orgasm or enjoy sex and my soul needs it. It isn't a phase of life I'm willing to skip. The question isn't how do I struggle through this, it's why? I see so many fucking disgusting old bodies limping around the hospitals, veins clogged with fat and gunk. And for what? Why live through those phases of life? Am I really going to be happier in my 30s? People have been telling me "just hold on, it gets better" since I was 12 and the suicidal stuff started.

I'm 25 now, I don't pass, I won't ever pass and truthfully that isn't what this is about. It's the lack of faith. There is no system by which I can be happy in my country where I don't struggle and fail miserably no matter what. It isn't a choice to succeed or failure, it's just a shit life I was born into.

I have no friends. I don't think I've ever really had friends. Ive had people who hang around and who I call friends, but I don't have any. I don't like my family and vice versa. Sure I've got some money to float on their dime for another year or so but then what?

They keep telling me to do what I love, but I can't do what I love - It's like telling a kid with down syndrome they can go to space. It's just always been a lie.

My entire life isn't just worthless, it's a detriment to the planet and I am sick of existence. I don't like this reality, I don't think I ever felt comfortable in it. I want out.

So why? Why the fuck should I not just throw in the towel and hang myself? I've got a few things to set in order first, and maybe I'll pick a day soon. I gave this year a really good fucking shot I really did. My best has never been good enough by my own standards, I don't care for opinions of others.
. I want out. It's like I've been on the bench waiting for coach to put me in my entire life.

>>7834452
okay maybe a lil, but only under my supervision!

that picture is making me giggle a lot

>>7834285
That does sound p cute, senpai. I think you should go for it, even if you don't go edgy.

>>7834292
Interesting. Why do you say that? My gf says that she doesn't believe she has friends in the traditional sense because she always invests a lot of care into them and it's sometimes too much for them to handle, but she considers them the same as her partners, even if there's no sex necessarily. Do you have a view akin to that, or do you think it's a matter of how others see you?

>>7834441
Welcome to the club.

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>>7834455
i wanna see what you look like nowadays

>>7834454
no

>>7834456
Live to spite the people who support you financially
Like haha you thought I was gonna kill myself but I'm gonna sit here and waste your money

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>>7834459
Woohoo! And yes she is a lil hungry creeper! But sometimes she goes too hard.

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>>7834462
A boy.

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>tfw the desire to become a trip isn't going away
Help.

>>7834467
nutmeg gives me the sad eyes whenever i eat popcorn until i give him some

>>7834474
Just do it~

>>7834474
why not have fun

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>>7834468
At least let me talk to you please.
>>7834474
Do you really wanna follow in my footsteps?

>>7834480
anne

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>>7834477
Awww! My cats are picky eaters! They mostly like meat!

>>7834456
I genuinely don't think I'll make it past thirty either, senpai. Ultimately, the decision is yours, but it comes down to a fundamental question of what it is you're seeking from your situation. Is it merely to look a certain way, or do you have other priorities? And if you have other priorities, have you considered other methods of achieving them?
For example, when I started my transition, I was worried about never getting sex again, but I achieved that by going out of my comfort zone, taking ample amounts of MDMA, and going to a party for someone I barely knew to see if I could land someone. The molly cut through most of my social awkwardness, and I had sex with someone.
The point is that you can commit suicide, but you can also test your limits and try new situations, even if they seem revolting at first, just to see if you can do something you didn't expect.

>>7834481
>grace implies the next queen is some fucking anon
>not Emily

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>>7834487
I didn't mean the crown, that's mine and will stay mine.

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>>7834478
Maybe.
>>7834480
Because >>7834481 would post here more when she wants to stop.
>>7834481
This place doesn't have that negative of an effect on me, so maybe.
>>7834487
Maybe not for much longer.

>>7834484
awww

they're all up on ya like nutmeg with me ^^

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>>7834496
I didn't think it would have a negative impact on me either and then the last 14 months happened.

>>7834501
4chan made me a tranny

>>7834486
I just want to be able to breathe and not have it feel like a lie. I can take as many pills as I want and stuff my self full of estrogen and grow breasts and it isn't fixing the fact I can't ever love someone the way I want or be loved properly. It wasn't so bad in my teens like okay whatever I'm not having sex. But at 25 it's not a joke anymore. I want love. I don't think someone as fucked up as I have become even deserves it. I really don't see myself hitting 30. I have like 1 year left to get a few things done and that's it. This whole last year is such a blur. The last 5 are a blur. The last 10 are a blur.

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>>7834503
Same.
It's honestly scary how much 4chan has shaped me.

>>7834503
Thank god this place made me realize quicker

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Sometimes I dream about the life I'd have as a girl. Its usually a happy one.

I'm gross

>>7834505
maybe i would've turn out just being the shy guy in a group of friends if i had become a redditfag instead

>>7834503
4+3chan did it to me.

>>7834504
Tell me, have you already tried committing suicide yet?

>>7834483
WHY NOT HAVE FUN??

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>tfw nobody will kill you because you're too much of a coward to do it yourself.

>>7834514
i forgot how to

>>7834516
lizzy hi

what's wrong liz

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>>7834516
Lizz do we need to go over this shit again
>>7834510
I have no idea how i'd have ended up
it wouldn't be pretty though

>>7834521
i wouldn't be pretty either way :^)

idk in reality id probably just still be waiting for things to get better somehow

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>>7834501
I don't think I'd shitpost that hard, but who knows.
>>7834505
>tfw all but one of my friends that I regularly talk to come either directly or indirectly from 4chan
>tfw I met you on 4chan
>tfw 4chan unironically helped shape my political leanings
Fuck. It's already too late for me, ain't it?

wish they sold yummy cum at the store
getting it from boys is hard sometimes

>>7834520
a lot
>>7834521
ive had a hard night
It's why I wanted to talk to you

>fags getting converted by 4chan
haha
losers
8 converted me

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>>7834532
i figured, lizz
im sorry
ive had a long ass day myself and im not really in the right spot to offer you any meaningful help

>>7834513
No. I have never felt I wanted to die like actually until recently. It isn't edgy teen shit anymore. I've run my body into the hospital via self neglect, but not ever directly gone and made a suicide attempt.

>>7834532
sorry to hear that

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>>7834531
God that's disgusting

>>7834536
I understand. I just wanted to vent because I know you'd listen. Sorry.
>>7834538
It's ok.

>>7834531
aren't those called glory holes

>>7834531
Just rob a sperm bank or something

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>>7834542
it's a struggle to stay awake right now
my head hurts and i cant focus
my body is sore all over and i feel sick
im gonna go to bed
i think you should too
we can talk tomorrow when we're rested and feeling a little better

>>7834518
oh

>>7834552
>Nobody move, this is a robbery!
>Ma'am, you do know this is a sperm bank right? Not the money kind of bank?
>Why would I rob an actual bank? Now give me daddy's cummies or else!

>>7834558
Goodnight Grace.

>>7834559
ye

>>7834540
It could be worse. What if it was sugar free : X

>>7834552
>>7834562
just don't steal my babies okay

>>7834565
woah I didn't know lauren was a puppy all along

>>7834565
break dog legs?

>>7834537
That's about what I figured. Don't worry, I believe you. That's about how my experience went until I was eighteen. The actual suicide attempt same on as a sort of epiphany that was built up over several years. I'm asking because that's what it took for me to realize that I could just do whatever I wanted to do (not optimism, just anything other than death is an alternative). I nearly killed myself, and a few days later I felt like something had to change or I was going to go insane. If you can avoid that method, it would be better, and that's what I'd like to hear from you, that you didn't wind up doing what I did. I really do recommend the molly thing, though. Molly has a way of putting your sense of self into perspective and giving you a bit of bravery for scary situations. It's was actually how I made my first transition breakthrough. Maybe consider it?

>>7834575
break anon legs

>>7834580
why?

>>7834575
no

>>7834569
thats a good reason to not have fun i reckon

>>7834584
ya but i wanna have fun

can you teach me how

so uh
how big were your breast(let)s at 2.5 months
i need to know for research purposes

>>7834590
lil buds

>>7834590
they were just kind of puffy nipples i think

>>7834591
breast buddi

>>7834595
now i have minibobs

>>7834576
I bought mdma via bitcoin but it arrived and was blood red. Haven't tried to reup will do ASAP. Fucked with acid all the time and I'm stoned everyday at least once.

>>7834586
u gotta dance and laugh
thems the first steps

>>7834607
do i just dance with my cat

>>7834591
>>7834592
ok cool i guess the pain train's running to schedule

>>7834609
thats a good start

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Fuck it. Posting about being on the fence on whether or not I should become a trip will get old and annoying quickly, and the trend seems to lean towards me tripping.

>>7834620
tell us about yourself
r u cute

>>7834620
trips are nice because you can remember who they are
>have meaningful friendships with people you like
>filter people you dislike

>>7834590
Big enough I started wearing a sports bra to hide the bumps. I probably didn't "need" to but i did.

>>7834622
Eh, it's hard to pick a place to start.
>r u cute
Grace thinks so, and she's really cute, so maybe she knows what she's talking about.
>>7834624
True. I wonder what kind of reputation I'd have if I had started earlier.

>>7834624
>have meaningful friendships with people you like
But what if im a retard who's incapable of friendship and going to die alone

>>7834628
Good thing that's just a hypothetical then.

>>7834620
welcome to the other side <3

>>7834620
off urself dude

>>7834565
Free the doggos

>>7834636
Off me please

>>7834634
Thanks, I think.
>>7834636
Nah.

>>7834642
>>7834639
trips are all men
im so glad ur suicide rate is as high as it is

>>7834620
About time tbqh

>>7834652
Thanks you too

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>be meme
>walking past two homeless-y dudes
>overhear: "i couldn't tell if that was a guy or a girl"
>"it's a girl"
>walk back down the pathway again
>dude starts staring at my crotch intensely
mfw

>>7834628
you'll be in good company

>>7834627
yeah, posting as anon is pretty one sided
you can develop a relationship with somebody without them knowing who you are

>>7834652
Why's that, anon?
>>7834659
Yeah, well, it's not the first time I considered tripping, as you know.

Had 3 hours of electrolysis today, my face hurts ;_;

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>>7834675
yeah
more often than not youll just find yourself getting caught up in drama if you give more than half a damn about this place though. It's why i only show up in bursts nowadays.
I hope you are doing well. i miss talking to you but still cant forgive myself
You should get yourself a cute tripcode btw

>>7834660
np

>>7834668
one of those guys needs to get his eyes checked, ur an obvious man lmao

>>7834670
this is 4chan why tf would you want to make friends with these freaks? It's better to stay anonymous so you don't end up getting stalked by an especially obsessive agp

>>7834683
no i'm a girl
fight me

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>>7834682
>more often than not youll just find yourself getting caught up in drama if you give more than half a damn about this place though.
Good thing I really don't, otherwise that'd be an actual problem.
>I hope you are doing well. i miss talking to you but still cant forgive myself
Thanks, I'm doing quite well, and from Tamara's posts it seems like you are too, mostly.
>You should get yourself a cute tripcode btw
Grace said that she'd make me one, I have no idea what it'll be though, lol.
>>7834683
>this is 4chan why tf would you want to make friends with these freaks?
Some of these freaks are really nice to chat with or even date. Nice self burn, though.

Up early cause I have to clean the bathroom and visit Myrthe

>>7834690
snugg

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>>7834704
i love you

>>7834681
ouch
is there any benefit to electro over laser to someone with dark hair and pale skin? I've heard laser is more effective when you've got both of those things but I've also heard that electro is super permanent

>come out to dad's gf in december
>she confesses then that she had a few year long lesbian phase in uni (in the USSR lmao) but never told anyone about it
>today she wishes me happy birthday and said she'll call me firlname from now on

T_T
she's the best

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you are all beautiful
i just got some dick
now im making art
whatsup with u, beautiful?

>>7834721
I'm a trip now, I guess. One that's probably gonna go to bed soon.

>>7834699
Yeah
life is okay
i'll see you around

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sup faggots

>>7834681
Just rub some lemon juice on it, helps to promote healing, your skin will look flawless tomorrow.

>>7834721
Bad day
Really lonely

>>7834721
>>7834725
>Zheanna
>Zna
This is confusing.

>>7834719
Aw rinnie that's lovely! I'm so glad for you.
>lesbian phase in the USSR
that seems kinda dangerous lol

>>7834721
no you're beautiful
yknow
since you're the one getting dicked
I'm just waiting for pizza
my ex and I are back together kinda but we're doing a thing where if we find someone else we can end the relationship there and then with no hard feelings but still be buds

>>7834733
it's weird how often that happens here

>>7834727
Mhm.
>>7834733
Yeah, well, Zna has been my online handle for a while.

>>7834734
>no hard feelings
is that mutually sincere?

I-I did it. I kissed a boy

>>7834742
gay

>>7834734
hmm well apparently it was ok and kinda common lol.. anyway yeah i'm pretty happy, she's arguably been one of the more supportive and nicest people about it...

>>7834683
wtf is the point of talking to cute girls if you can't even befriend them? lmao dude

>>7834719
slavmoms unite
my mom grew up in russia

>>7834742
more details plz

>>7834740
Yeah, I mean I was the one who suggested it
we're both pretty emotionally dependent on each-other so I figured if there was someone else either of us could unload that shit onto we wouldn't feel so much pressure to be together
it sounds insensitive to the other person but she agreed and said it was a good idea

now I'm not super sure but I guess we'll find out when the time comes lmao

>>7834750
huh
I might have to do a bit of reading on ruski history

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>>7834743
Boys r groce

>>7834742
did u like it?

>>7834754
i mean it was the last years of the ussr so ppl had bigger worries than fags

>>7834754
that shit's really hard to pull off
communication at full throttle, captail livv
do you both trust each other a lot?

>>7834755
i agre

>>7834755
Boys are okay.

aaaaaAAAAAAA tHIS IS AWFUL

wow being a tranny is really shitty isn't it

>>7834770
Suicide pact?

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are they dating now?
i guess money CAN buy you love...

>>7834742
congratulartions

>>7834770
What's wrong anon?
>>7834773
Kinda, but you gotta play the hand you're dealt.
>>7834774
Cindy no.

>>7834778
Yes

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i like the expression on this one

>>7834780
lauren i like you

>>7834781
snugg

>>7834779
No.

>>7834783
cudd

>>7834784
Why?

>>7834778
my mom said good boy (just by accident) to me about something just made me think wow being a tranny is fucking shit why does her saying that have to make me feel uncomfortable and why do I have to impose so much on other people

>>7834780
looks inquisitive

>>7834786
Because you're gonna make it.
>>7834787
Yeah, those feels are shitty. A few weeks ago I was in a voice chat with some friends and one accidentally called me a he. It made me so self conscious for the rest of the call.

>>7834751
i guess ur one of the agps I was talking about

>>7834790
But I have nobody, I'm incapable of a relationship

>>7834743
no you dont understand!! im a girl!!
>>7834753
we played ff a little and he told me about how he won 19th in a magick competetion of 500 people!!! he took me out for ice cream and was v nice and tipped them $15 bc they were being really nice to us..and then we went back to his house ate in his bed and cuddled...it was nice ;_; it was really nice

>>7834795
that's really sweet..

>>7834794
You're only like [redacted] right? You're really young, of course you'll find someone. Why would you be incapable of a relationship?

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:p

>>7834799
ferret wants to give you a kiss

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>>7834795
that's really hella romantic
BEEP YOU DID IT
<3

>>7834766
Nah, they arent soft and they smell bad and theyre obsessed with being dumb. Worst t b h

>>7834795
lol he was totally trying to impress you with that tip

>>7834804
what about girls

>>7834804
my boy is smart ^_^
>>7834802
>>7834796
hes so cute ;_;

>>7834804
I mean, like, sure girls are better, but guys have their good points like beards and their voices.

>>7834798
I don't know I haven't had a friend in months now and I'm really lonely

>>7834804
the only negative there is the being dumb thing

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>>7834809
Don't you have a best friend you want to cuddle or something?

>>7834809
Actually now that I think about it it's been like almost a year

>>7834794
you're a 15 year old early transitioner - that's LESS than half an angie, tiny angie

you gotta be a bit more optimistic about these things

>tfw mom girlnames you as well

OMG T_T

>>7834809
making friends is difficult, esp if you're depressed.
Work on yourself and try hard to meet people!

>>7834811
I don't think she really sees me as a friend
I can only call her my best friend cause she's the only person I have to call a friend, but if it's not mutual are we even friends?
I haven't even talked to her in weeks

>>7834816
Are you in any school clubs? You could meet friends there.

>>7834816
Oh, you could also ask her how she sees you. But when put on the spot like that someone's probably gonna say you're their friend.

>>7834806
Girls are cute, love cuddling, are warm under covers, enjoy planning parties, make a fun evening out of cooking food, and you share everything.

>>7834807
ur boy is a LIE

>>7834808
oh great a giant bush of face pubes

>>7834810
body odor is a negative

>>7834819
No any attempt to socialize at school just gets more people to bully me

>>7834822
guy smell is good

like yeah if they haven't showered in a week gross but otherwise its great

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>>7834822
Hey, don't talk shit about beards.
>>7834823
Aww, hugg Cindy. Outside of school it's hard to recommend safe places to meet people for someone your age. When you get older you could try getting a hobby or two and meeting people through that. Like minded people are less likely to bully you, after all!

>>7834822
Ur gf is fake and gay

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>>7834804
rude, my boy is handsome, smells good, smart, and stronk. he is my protector.

>>7834731
:( I'm sorry babe. You aren't alone! You got me here!

>>7834725
I c

>>7834733
lets do a blood ritual on her
CHARA COME ON

>>7834734
>since you're the one getting dicked
no joke it was so gr8 lol
>my ex and I are back together kinda but we're doing a thing where if we find someone else we can end the relationship there and then with no hard feelings but still be buds
I know this feel all too well.

>>7834742
OMG YAY BEEP. So cute too. I'm happy for you.

>>7834808
and their body hair, protective instinct, sexy muscles, musky intoxicating scent, beard scruff on your lower back, & their natural desire to dominate which women always lack tbH, even if femdom, still doesn't fuck you like a man does.

>>7834808
>I mean, like, sure girls are better
Objectively untrue, although to be honest, I used to think the same way until I got a cute chaser boyfriend and discovered how much better men are as sexual partners.

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my mom thinks transitioning is a phase and my sister constantly bullies me. my niece and nephew won't understand and they're gonna be hard to present to. i've hardly presented in front of close company. shit sucks

My electrolysis place has a deal, 10 sessions for $700, i can pay that. Is that too expensive?

>>7834841
iktf other than the very first part.
I think the first few times you just gotta push through the awkwardness i guess?
hugg juni <3

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>>7834837
jokes on you Im getting married, shes not my gf she's my fiancee

>>7834838
>>7834833
Boys are pleb tier, I am cute tier. Checkmate atheists.

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depressed brain
i wanna do acid again
or talk to a therapist

>>7834838
>lets do a blood ritual on her
Sounds fun, what for?
>and their ... protective instinct, ... & their natural desire to dominate which women always lack
Some girls do have that stuff, though. Hell, my girlfriend would probably say I have those.
>>7834839
Really? I'dve though women would be better in bed. Although 'better' is pretty subjective.

sup

>>7834850
yeah after you do acid you kinda want that warm and cuddly feeling again

>ywn trip with maeve while cuddling and listening to her music

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>>7834848
hugg sertii <3<3<3<3
i just have so much like weirdly deep issues with femininity kind of relating to them too
like i used to freak out about makeup like hxc freakout if i even smelled it
and i would wear it behind locked doors but i kind of grew to hate it intensely
idk wtf is wrong with me
it's just makeup but i have like such an intense hatred for it
it disgusts me

those two have witnessed my hatred for femininity for a large part of my life and now i gotta say i'm a girl lol

>>7834850
how was acid????

>>7834856
Hey.

>>7834856
<3

>tfw you failed to quit smoking again

>>7834841
iktf. my parents usually think everything is just a phase unless I do it like for 1+ year.

>>7834863
how long did you make it?
be proud of what you accomplished
try again tomorrow <3
>>7834865
i hate feeling the need to prove myself to others

I can't sleep and need to be up in 4 hours
Pls kill me

>>7834863
Have you tried nicotine patches or the like?

>>7834866
A week

>>7834858
i knoww and idk what to do about it... like the last time my cousins saw me i was a depressed 220lb man with a beard and a shaved hair that smoked 5 or 6 cigarettes during a span of an hour. Now i'll show up in april and tell them i'm a girl and what will they even think when they see me act differently to last time.. probably that i'm some faggot weirdo :(

>>7834863
:/

>>7834838
uwu so squishy
>>7834849
Damn you got me. P cute

>>7834863
You sound stressed and depressed lately, so that's no surprise

>>7834858
i felt wonderful
like really a sense of wonder
and giggling at everything
i think i need to take a higher dose because the visuals were mostly just mild distortions
>>7834857
basically tfw cuddly but no cuddles

>>7834877
Sounds really nice uwu. I love acid but only do it once a year maybe. Great feels. Stay happy : )

>>7834866
yeah just the feeling that you are not valid to your own family is kinda depressing. like you are just there so people have to deal with you now so don't be a shame for the family or something.

also thanks for the music advice alice in chains and pearl jam are great :3

I'm a lady

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>>7834868
I don't think it's about the nicotine, I don't smoke that heavily nor have I smoked that long, at least recently
I'm just stressed and need at least something to take the edge off

>>7834876
P much

>>7834877
yeah but my first time was exactly like that as well and anna gave me like 400μg .. I think trips are just different desu!
and yeah iktf

>>7834881
prooobably not as nice as your ice cream date! uwu

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Does it make me sexist when I lose all suspension of disbelief when "action girls" do their "show how badass I am" fight scenes in tv shows? even when it's established that it's clearly not a realistic setting.

>>7834874
You gain 29XP
An HRT Potion
And Im Going To Sleep

>>7834861
butt
>>7834859
who

>>7834895
Old anon, new trip that felt like saying hi.

i ate half a pound of doritos today
i feel real good about myself

>>7834901
youre a mess

>>7834886
damn 400 is a lot owo
>>7834901
honestly living the life

>>7834900
how ya doin

>>7834901
That's what I call living

>>7834904
Pretty well but I think I'll be going to bed soon. Y'know, like I said an hour ago.

>>7834908
nini

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUUgqkyvy50

;-;

>>7834901
how much bags is that

Are there already like 5 new people?
2 weeks not here and half of the names are ?s

>>7834890
>not liking strong women
absolutely disgusting
dropped harder than a cold turd on a hot summer day

>>7834920
Some are new, some are just anons that caught the trip bug.

fransi is a slut

>>7834869
u got this
>>7834870
yr hella qt LMAO
>>7834877
<3
u ever gonna do mushrooms?
>>7834883
well said
im glad <3
>>7834913
i can probably eat 2 in one sitting; no napkins

>>7834912
me except 18 and 19 and "tfw no gf"

>>7834920
Like 2

>>7834921
no problem with strong women. But there are other ways to be strong than physically. women are not as strong as men. And it just seems patronizing, like the director thinks the audience would forget that women are competent if they didn't force scenes were a girl is kicking the asses of some dumb boys.

>>7834924
>some are just anons that caught the trip bug
Hey, that's me.

>>7834920
youre a ? to me desu

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>>7834926
I think the problem is that I don't really want to give up my vices until I get a new job
I should probably drink less and switch to weed or something though

>tfw the train I wanted to take doesn't go so now I'll be at Myrthe's place an hour later
SUFFERING

>>7834936
When are you supposed to get news back on the grad programme?

>>7834926
dirt was great but I'm still waiting for jar of flies to arrive :3 can I add you on discord?

>>7834942
I am stuck in limbo
I will get no more news until my references submit their letters. It's out of my hands

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>>7834940

>>7834926
omg that's sweet
but idk how they can get that image out of their heads
i was so gross

>>7834936
smoke up bb
cancer is a jewish lie

>>7834933
drakey
whatcha doin

>>7834930
just have her pick up a gun and shoot up a gay bar

>>7834954
God that was a terrible movie

>>7834936
yeah you can't stop if you don't really want to. I stopped smoking cigs when I really wanted to but then replaced it with weed soon. I have a oral fixitation tho. I picked up drinking and smoking socially too. it's all kinda the same but smoking is like the least exciting thing.

>>7834929
Zna, jade, aife, cindy
>>7834925
Tfw getting the Ds
>>7834933
Drake still a genitalman and repressing

oh god this is going to be fun
i remember last time i weight crashed i got really stupid
like i was skipping words all the time
>tfw i'm probably going to be retarded for the next week

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>>7834936
it doesn't matter what you want
it's what you need to do
you gotta focus and go harder tomorrow
>>7834949
heck yeah i'm juniper#7243
>>7834955
iktf
maybe we can add on enough memories that can outweigh the older obsolete ones for the fuckers

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>>7834953
It's never a good feel when you have to rely on other people to get shit done for you. There's always the sneaking and often correct suspicion that it could be going a lot faster.

>>7834965
put on a bra you harlot

>>7834965
Aife isnt new

>>7834965
redpill me on 'genitalmen'

>>7834968
hell yeah, gonna take some time tho, i see them kinda rarely

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whats worse?

repressing under constant dysphoria but maintaining a social life

or being a hideous hon and likely becoming an outcast?

thats where im at

>>7834972
aife is the newest newfag there is desu

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>>7834970
It's not even that really. It's just sort of knowing that it's something that they have on the backburner because it's low priority. Meanwhile your life is hanging in the balance.

They said they would happily provide letters, I have no idea when they will though. It's already been a month and they never answered my emails.

>>7834963
Idk I think cigarettes are pretty damn boring but I can smoke at work and I can't really do that with anything else. I basically only smoke at work on my breaks.

>>7834968
You overestimate my willpower
I literally have never been without a vice for the past 7 years.

>>7834971
Why do you care
>>7834972
Idk I never read that name before tho
>>7834973
I'm still unsure what redpill means, I thought it was a political meme? I'm not good with memes Draco.

>>7834983
I actually don't but I wanted a reason to talk with/bug you and I don't have anything else :/

>>7834983
>never read that name before tho
That's because you're new

>>7834965
Aife and Jade have been around for years. Zna is Grace's new girlfriend, formerly anon. Cindy's a new babytrans.

>>7834980
fuck no i don't
you transitioned genders
that shit's hard af
you can do anything now
you gotta cut the shit sometime
it'll only hold you down for longer

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elann is CUTE! SUPER CUTE!

>>7834987
Aww im sorry anon :( maybe just ask me how I am the next time you want to talk.
>>7834990
That's possible.
>>7834992
Oh thank you.

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>>7835007
The one thing I can't seem to do is live my life clean. I just can't.

I give up drugs and I just slot in a replacement.