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• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• why are you reading this
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous mess:
>>7770441
first for
NAME THE CINNAMON ROLL TRIPS
My girlfriend got me 3 bags of gummy bears, jelly?
NO PUN INTENDED
>>7771177
They're just store brand dollar gummy bears, BUT I happen to really like this particular store brand gummy bears, they're wonderful.
>>7771185
I love gummy bears and they bring back happy childhood memories.
i want to OD on estrogen
huggi wuggi
google bookchin
>>7773166
You don't need to take estrogen to experience an overdose. Just drive a car into a tree or over draw your credit card.
>tfw your body is completely shaven and lathered with lotion
feels good~
>>7773274
yesss nice
had my first blood test after going from diy to an endo and my testosterone is in the right range! E is still not high enough, but I'm really happy
Aww I wanted to make a turtle edition...
>>7773286
i want that turt
>>7773181
>dialectical naturalism
>communalism
why are they writing wrong their basic marx?
>>7773286
>Aww I wanted to make a turtle edition...
Honorary turtle edition then? :)
>>7771162
three bags of gummy bears would last me about three minutes. NOM NOM NOM
>>7773287
Me too!
>>7773291
Aww that's such a cute pic :3
tfw no ferret friends to cuddle with
>>7773166
LOL
good luck. The human body can withstand levels well over 10000pg/mL.
big tortoise
>>7773300
nice digits
>>7773300
hugg
>>7773274
>my late thread was reused
which one of you cucks do i thank
>>7773306
evangeline hugg
sad now :(
>>7773305
hugg buddi lauren!
>>7773306
aahhhhhhh ><
>>7773312
hugg - Don't be sad…
/mtfg/ - come for the chase, stay for having stopped repressing
>>7773319
im mixed
it's so nice to have shaved legs, but now im nervous for what's gonna happen when mom notices..
>>7773312
happy turtle
>>7773312
*hugg*
>>7771131
Please add faye to the list as she is recovering from her SRS
>>7773327
you've never done it before? I managed to keep it hidden till I came out which was awhile
>>7771131
>hanna
>maeve
>snickerdoodle
>sheen
>evangeline
>shy
>sish
>gloomy
>ash
I'm gonna go to the lake and kill a turtle for every turtle image that is posted!
>>7773312
:)
>>7773331
Awww~
>>7773336
sish = Myrthe
>>7773337
Don't be mean :<
>>7773336
snick is questionable, she's been a cunt multiple times
>>7773334
not since middle school :(
when my mom noticed that i had done it back then she gave me this look of disgust that made me feel like a freak for doing it so i never did it again..
>>7773345
>snick is questionable, she's been a cunt multiple times
unintentionally though, and always in a cute way
>>7773341
please don't eat me :<
>>7773347
oh gosh, be careful :c
>>7773336
where's Nim?
>>7773318
>>7773323
>>7773330
>>7773331
>>7773342
thank you very much
>>7773349
she's asking for it
looks crunchy
>>7773350
i will
i don't care what she think anyway! im not gonna let my legs not be nice and long and smooth just to make her happy :3
>>7773358
but then she will find out :c
>>7773361
i don't care! let her find out!
im tired of hiding, it's so emotionally draining
>>7773351
still being debated by the Council
someone keeps reposting the list and adding nim to it though, which is very irresponsible (it's the nobel prize, provisional candidates are supposed to be kept secret)
>>7773367
worry something bad happen
>>7773318
what kind of abomination is this
uhh, how often do i need to masturbate to prevent atrophy?
>>7773372
but officially nim is on that list yes?
just under (provisional)
so that list just posted is a sham
>>7773336
h-hello i'm sorry to be so vague and weird about it
but sish doesn't really "exist" anymore, so to speak
im frangi/myrthe now
i don't ask to be put on the list, but please remove sish
thank you very much
>>7773379
Any time you're not masturbating you're risking atrophy. You should literally always have your dick out.
>>7773374
im so tired of hiding stuff eva ;-;
>>7773379
couple times a week is enough for me at least
>>7773355
Mama turtle will bite back!
>>7773379
once every week or two weeks.
after that it's just for your enjoyment and you shouldn't be making excuses to hide your shame.
Woo, I'm off to my girst real date with a girl(boy [girl])! Wish me luck, girls!
>>7773381
it's the same list i always post
your headcanon be damned
>>7773387
Since when do turtles care about their children dying? They wouldn't leave them alone in beaches and spoons if that were the case.
Why is it that most trans girls pick really stupid names?
I mean I chose Kira and it's a fairly normal name while being uncommon, but I see people changing their names to "Moon Jade" and fucking weeaboo names and shit
>>7773387
HELL YEAH MAMA
>>7773394
is emi a stupid name
>>7773397
yeah use Moon instead
>>7773394
imo kira is pretty weeby sounding
i think you fucked up kira
>>7773394
>I mean I chose Kira and it's a fairly normal name while being uncommon, but I see people changing their names to "Moon Jade" and fucking weeaboo names and shit
But isn't Kira that guy from Death Note?
>>7773375
doubleturtle :3
>>7773390
That pic makes me want to say a lot of nasty things, please delete it.
>>7773400
okay ill be rainbow paradise instead
It's mid February and 71F out. 50 fucking degrees warmer than normal.
>>7773394
y-yeah
hahahah
>>7773397
unless its short for emily or if its a wacky way to spell emmy then yea kinda
>>7773391
what?
so there are two anons saying different lists then
i thought the other one was official
its not a headcanon its just what the guy list anon said
he seemed really reasonable too
are you the phony?
>>7773410
Fairly common, unique, short
Really good choice
>>7773415
it's short for emily
>>7773394
Why did you call yourself killer in katakana? Are you a dog?
I though most girls had the same names: Sophie, Laura or Anna.
>>7773394
Delusion
>>7773424
oh then its fine
>>7773425
that girl in kingdom hearts was named killer?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>7773387
fuck yes looka that raw power
>>7773410
nim = rainbow paradise
screencaping for archive reasons
>>7773393
Nuuhh they carry them around~
>>7773395
hugg
This is potC the stinkpot btw
>>7773431
LOOK AT THIS RAW POWER
>>7773416
i wrote it, sometimes people just repost it with more names added on to it
as someone who has been studying the trips in this thread for a long time and put months of painstaking research into coming up with that list, it breaks my heart to see it being used for political purposes
there's this guy messaging me how he wants to do lewd stuff to me, and it's like at first I was just flirting but then something clicked and now my panties are wet.
uhhhhhh if this keeps up I'm going to lose ;-;
>>7773442
did we not have a conversation last night???
>>7773438
i like you!
im done being scared of stupid stuff!
>>7773440
Look at this tiny turtle!
>>7773432
Are you sure they weren't called "Kiera"?
>>7773440
i bet those noodlez would taste good with a ginger peanut soy sauce.
>>7773450
heheh tiny turt
>>7773394
what?
there are trannies like that?
why can't they just choose normal names?
the name i've been going w/ is kiva.
it's irish gaelic.
also hebrew *apparently*
>>7773440
nim stop posting this picture
those muscles are too much
>>7773448
>i like you!
>///<
>im done being scared of stupid stuff!
it's good to think everything through first though with something big like this
>>7773452
>trying to corrupt the list lord to do your bidding
holy shit you should be removed for that
you SNAKE
>>7773460
but i just want them to remove sish :(
it will just confuse people if my old trip is on the list
>>7773455
>why can't they just choose normal names
>like kiva
im stealing nims girl
>go to interview today
>guy I went to high school with working the front desk
>"hi, uh...I have an interview with so-and-so"
>"ok, I'll call her"
>picks up phone
>"what's your name?"
>tell him boiname
>"yeah, do you have an interview with boiname. because she's here"
I don't get how people gender me correctly when I look like this and have mustache shadow
>>7773451
lol white people laugh at super afro names, but their corruption of Ciarán to Kira really leaves much to be desired
>>7773440
how to do no excercise and take no sun and have veins hidden?
>>7773447
No, I was exhausted/ill and went to bed early last night. I did the 24 hour MTFG cleanse.
>>7773452
>sorry but please read
I'll make a note to edit that section before the second edition is published - but only because I like you, Frangi.
>>7773463
i dont think it matters much at all seriously
everyone knows who you are
>>7773455
kiva means nice in west mongolian
>>7773464
what? there are already too many trannies named sophie.
kiva was my 2nd choice
>>7773476
man that means that there are two anons claiming that theyre the official list posters
if this keeps up the cinnamon treaty is gonna be in shambles
>>7773466
over my dead body!
>>7773468
did the interview go well?
>>7773394
>tfw you knew one idiot that goes by Ayane Fukumi
Yeah, Kira's pretty normal. I knew a few girls with the same name. Charlotte is comparatively weird lol.
>>7773402
You're thinking of Akira
>>7773446
I still have that trip saved on my laptop.
>>7773451
I knew two Kiera's and two Kira's.
>>7773473
well you do not exercise and don't go out into the sun
>>7773484
>>7773469
>lol white people laugh at super afro names, but their corruption of Ciarán to Kira really leaves much to be desired
All they've done is take off the "n" to turn it into a feminine name though, otherwise the pronunciation is the same.
>>7773468
You look kinda blurry, but I like your hair
>>7773440
wowe
>>7773459
what if she does a 180 and is really supportive even though it's not in her character!
>>7773479
why did you make your only 2 choices the stereotypical tranny name sophie (almost as bad as alice) and a name that nobody uses outside ireland
>>7773468
how did the interview go?
>>7773468
i dont get why you think that people would refer to women who dont pass as he
why?
because of some weird cis malice in their heart?
people choose to be polite way more than rude
>>7773492
you mirin'?
Stronk
>>7773494
I think you should take things slow, try talking about it with a therapist who is familiar with this kinda stuff, rushing stuff is usually bad
>>7773503
lmao i think those are bigger than mine
>>7773506
b-but i lied to my therapist and told her im not on hormones
>>7773495
i've met a couple women in the states who were named kiva.
i've also come across a guy who was called shannon by his parents
>>7773481
This is what happens when you mix politics with science, I guess.
I'm just trying to get the truth out there, Drake.
>>7773510
would you let me hold you and carry you places m'boi?
>>7773503
You mirin my gains?
what's the female version of a fuckboi? Twiter wants me to describe myself...
>>7773514
>a guy who was called shannon
im not gonna say it
i am NOT gonna SAY IT
>>7773513
don't lie to your therapist, baka
their job is to make you feel better, lying to them just hurts you
(not that i haven't done plenty of that)
>>7773502
a little bit
>>7773521
yes honestly i get dysphoric every time u post yr girl arms
>>7773527
well technically when i told her i didn't like the therapist that she send me to that specialized in gender therapy she figured i had decided to wait until i moved out to start
and i just didn't correct her
>>7773440
>>7773503
>>7773521
roar!
>>7773514
"shannon" is a pretty normal male name pre-1950s
same with names like hillary, lindsey, ashley, etc. that only really became female names within the last 50 years or so
>>7773513
you don't need to mention it, just ask about what to do about telling her, just like try to get some advice, you can always try waiting till august then tell her when your not in the same place
fuck i hate being a viking hon
>>7773529
don't stare too long or you'll get entranced forever
>>7773526
say what?
he was a pretty burly dude.
he just casually said that his name was shannon.
anyway, i used to want to call myself poppy before i considered sophie, but that was discouraged
>>7773530
if it's any consolation I totally look like a boy in general
>>7773518
fffuck no
no way would my lady ever be stronger than me
that just ruins the whole relationship
>>7773517
you guys seem both like perfectly reasonable rational people
which is why its so confusing
especially since you agree on the same exact people
heres the list he posted yesterday
i saved it since it was apparently official
>Ash
>evangeline
>gloomy
>hanna
>maeve
>nim (provisional)
>snickerdoodle
>sheen
>shy
>sish
>anonette
anything weird you notice?
>>7773529
mine! >:C
>>7773535
Last time I saw a pic of your face you were pretty cute tho
you could be valkrie mode
>>7773533
it's like a déjà-vu
>>7773534
yeah but how do i come out to her when i move out?
do i write her an email? do i wait until she comes to visit and then tell her? do I go in boymode or girlmode?
i dunno if i can hide this for 10 months, hrt is gonna make me look pretty faggy
I-i wish I were a cinnamon roll...
>>7773551
emi is mine
>>7773544
hugg anise
<3
>>7773546
those zarya arms of yours really surprised me
i have small muscles but nothing more than toned
>>7773522
delete this
>>7773549
i wish i had vagina
>>7773541
>anything weird you notice?
Looks like the beginning of brutal, sectarian violence over who are the cutest and most innocent smiles we need to protect.
At least we can take some comfort in the fact that, looking back through history, the good guys always win.
>>7773552
is there anyone else who thinks poppy is a better name?
>tfw doctor said my adrenal gland acts like a third testicle
>>7773556
hugg junibitch
>>7773558
what's the issue?
I need an answer...
>>7773563
gross
>>7773561
but hitler lost anon
so did romney
>>7773557
i've been doing landscaping and freight for a lot of my transition so far
they recently switched me to doing smaller things on freight night at work and my dosage has been doubled and i got progesterone so hopefully i'll see a lot of atrophying by summer
korra said hers started shrinking around 1 year mark and i'm at 10 months so i still have some hope
>>7773564
do you have a skype?
can we be buddis?
i know nothing about you desu
tell me about you plz
>>7773555
okay uh
idk what you think is going on but its not
>>7773563
can you shoot cummies out of your adrenal gland?
>>7773540
nah, you look like a cuter angie
>>7773547
maybe by phone would be best if you can't do it in person, I would think neutral cloths would be best. I wouldn't go with a text or email route since it's too impersonal
all you gotta really worry about is hiding bobs, I think the other stuff is really gradual and won't be too noticeable
>>7773572
ya you're my mom that'd be weird
>>7773569
Please don't be sad!
>>7773571
I have skype but I don't use it. I think besides that I only have a kik for female mode, not sure if you're cool with that.
Em... I'm argentinian and christmas cake? There's not that much to say about me.
I really like this nim x eva, super cute desu
>>7773574
Is that good?
anyone in New England want some sex and cuddles I'm down
>>7773572
>>7773565
>>7773573
No. But it means I still have high t even after a year of cypro
>>7773571
>landscaping and freight
jesus juni
why
also youre only 10 months in? you turned into a girl really quickly
>>7773569
cheer up lil nigga
heres a webm
>>7773585
your problem isnt any more imaginary than mine
i want to be a knight and travel countries helping people for sums of gold and slaying monsters
its what i want to do with my life
but i cant just get surgery to become a knight can i
>>7773562
me
>>7773597
>but i cant just get surgery to become a knight can i
you can, it's called a british citizenship and doing something cool
>>7773593
what's your t?
i was at 25 after like three weeks of cypro
>>7773562
poppy is really cute
>>7773603
modern knighthood isnt like being an actual knight at all though
i dont get to tromp around in a sword and shiny armor and speak in flamboyant riddles while engaging in honorable melee
that's what i want to do
meanwhile you guys can just get a little snippy snippy to turn your dong into a vagina
>>7773587
I'm in New England
but no
I just had to reply because nationalism
>>7773578
what if she yells at me :(
>>7773586
>Is that good?
i guess that depends on your opinion of angie
are red flannels acceptable for girls
>>7773611
I dunno angie
>>7773532
>>7773521
>>7773503
i tried to take a picture of my bicep but it wouldnt fit in the picture
someone please have sex with me
>>7773614
yes
>>7773610
I would just hope they come around after the shock in that case :c
I'd try taking it from a medical point of view
>>7773603
>tfw british citizen
omg i gotta do something cool
become dame nim!
>>7773615
>I dunno angie
consider yourself lucky then
she's broken, but we'll save her one day
>>7773614
I hope so because I wear them a whole lot
I think it's a lesbian meme
>>7773624
a-am I broken?
>>7773614
only if you have small shoulders
otherwise theyll look like a mans flannel
>>7773616
>>7773610
it could happen. i don't think i would recommend waiting too long after starting hrt, her reaction might be worse if you just say "oh yeah, and I've been on hormones for a year"
you know best though, best of luck whenever you get around to telling her
>>7773582
I love this
>>7773584
i've never used kik
have u posted pic of you?
can i see u?
also how old r u?
how long have u been transitioning?
>>7773597
yr a sweet boy
i want to have my own aquaponics/landscaping/plumbing business some day so i figured that would be good experience but my boss was such a jew and when i broke my arm she said she would'nt be a good reference because i lied about my availability even though i was always early and imo was a pretty good worker
she was hella jewish
>>7773614
yeah but it's hard to pull off
idk if its true but it seems like certain collared shirts emphasize shoulders
>>7773625
ADA <3!!!!
will you be lumbersexual with me?????
>>7773622
i wish i was intersexed so i could just show her the test results and feel like i have a leg to stand on
>>7773630
i wasn't planning on bringing up the hormones :<
juniper
>>7773631
>ADA <3!!!!
>will you be lumbersexual with me?????
of course :3
>>7773632
do you have any of the signs of it? your estrogen was super high even considering the spike I think
Someday I'll be a train
>>7773643
I like your trip and the programming language.
>>7773638
you don't need to :>
>>7773606
ok. yea, & i think it's also suitably british for the last name 'heaton'.
it's the last name on my father's side.
over here in the states, the heatons are all mormons though. :/
they were members of what my older brother calls "the order", & apparently founded orderville, utah. the place where i was raised before i grew up in vegas.
but i can ignore that & pay attention to my british heritage
>>7773627
i don't know you, so i can't say for sure, anon
but the statistics aren't in your favour
I have a collection of Lauren's pictures on my computer and I bust a nut to her every night. The thought of her being all alone and depressed in her room all day just turns me on even more. Like having sex with me is the only simulation she's has all day so she's really into it.
>>7773656
How do the froggos feel like?
>>7773625
remove bourgeois propaganda
>>7773605
950 by last month
>>7773651
idk yeah the spike was high but im not entirely convinced
my upper body is pretty masculine and i have like a manjaw and stuff lol
>>7773657
i mean, since you are changing your name anyway, you might as well change everything that doesn't make you comfortable.
poppy heaton does sound nice though
I want more cute pictures :<
is 4 months too late to stop hormones without permanent effects?
i barely have tits, is it true that they will always shrink a bit?
idc about fertility that much though
>>7773637
thats what people think until i say something mean and then they think im like the next sauron
fucking women man
>>7773631
never trust the juden dear juni
>>7773668
i mostly only have wubums
i have cute girl images though
>>7773632
Lolllll same! I may lie to my old aunt in order to keep the matrilineal clothes of my family (like my great grandmothers wedding dress of 120 years in my family)
>>7773672
why do you wanna stop
>>7773666
I still think it possible, let's see what happens on next test
>>7773672
why do you want to stop?
snickerdodle
>>7773670
I am strong like steam engine
>>7773658
what's wrong with me?
>>7773675
oh wow would they take it away from you
>>7773654
aww thanks anon, this trip took a little while for my computer to find, but it was worth it :p
>>7773681
post railsona
>>7773677
y-ye ;-;
>>7773607
Girls can't be knights though. Try being a white mage
>>7773672
Probably not, kind of depends on your chest though
But yeah it will shrink a bit most likely, though you wont find many people with knowledge about quitting hormones here
>>7773667
ok then. poppy heaton it shall be
>>7773692
why not
>>7773681
what's your maximum load capacity
>>7773661
but snicks selfishness is good :^)
>>7773698
they get to be dames!
>>7773686
what if ada lovelace was actually just a really fortunate MTF transsexual
that would explain quite a lot of thigngs
>>7773688
Chugga Chugga Jew Jew!
>>7773699
Pretty sure there's no limit to how many loads elanna can take
>>7773686
Yeah I can imagine how many Trips per second can you generate?
>>7773701
I wanna be a princess though!
>>7773659
that's really fucked up
she is extremely cute though
fuck you though seriously
>>7773660
touching them is bad
not because they're poisonous (they aint) but because the slime coat can be wiped off and then they're vulnerable
>>7773674
seriously though
You gotta set up stronger boundaries with them than normal people
They always try to do something shady with money and they always care about small monetary victories.
it's just annoying.
like i've lived with ghetto af black people who would steal from assholes and convenient stores but i rarely had issues with. only druggies and jews do that kind of shit
>>7773684
It's just her. And no they wouldn't take it away from me but those objects are not willed to me right now. The only way it would make sense for her to leave it to me is if I came out to her. She's like 94. I'm really nervous cause she has a big wealth I am getting. Afraid I'd lose it if I told her but it's my duty as the remaining woman in my small family to keep those matrilineal things for the younger women in my family that are still to young to talk.
>>7773705
reminds me of this video
https://youtu.be/Zeg0RCv_0GY
>>7773699
As many loads as you can stuff in me~
>elanna
>annale
>anal
makes you think...
>>7773705
I can't believe you'd casually support the genocide of jews
>>7773678
>>7773676
i love all the changes myself and love looking less masculine but i'm starting to confuse everybody everywhere, especially at work and i cant take it
i was planning to be on hormones for years possibly because i have no chance of socially transitioning rn
i just want people to treat me normally again
>>7773682
i dunno - my point is that you're a tranny on 4chan, so it's not like the odds are good
>>7773692
its a gud thing youre dead wrong about my gender then huh beps
>>7773659
nice
>>7773714
h-haha
ok no flannel for me
unsure about shoulders and i want to make a good non-meme impression on anna's friend
>>7773718
*be a guy on hormones
>>7773717
ada yr beautiful on the inside and out
>>7773719
but like, we all are here right? so i mean, I think I'm gonna be alright. right?
>>7773712
oo that's a toughie
good about the wealth tho
>tfw no wealthy family members
all i get is 100k if my mom dies
>>7773709
you're already a princess
>>7773718
sounds like something youll regret in a long run
>>7773717
>tfw you will never gen so many trips
>>7773718
just learn to hide that stuff
confusing people feels good desu
>>7773726
grunge is my alibi
i wear flannel most days and most of mine are ripped
but i live in seattle so i just look retro
>>7773717
daddy needs a new trip
gimme gimme
>>7773745
why were you bullying my biggest fan
>>7773679
yes?
>>7773717
I'm jealous. And I wish I could make it work with Linux, but the AMD drivers won't work properly.
>>7773736
Yeah sucks :/ been stressing about coming out to her since the beginning. I feel like I can't stay closeted to her forever. I would feel so bad knowin my aunt (very close with her) never actually knew me.
And yeah I'll be getting enough money for several lifetimes.
>>7773733
>so i mean, I think I'm gonna be alright. right?
poor, poor anon
>>7773745
lol grunge is my alibi too
>>7773751
that sucks, all you should need is OpenCL though
>>7773746
electricity isnt free :^)
>>7773755
IT'S GONNA BE OKAY
>>7773748
They don't love you like I love you
if you like them i'll lay off but i don't think yr that pathetic. you have a beautiful future ahead of you.
>>7773763
im just kidding
hugg
>>7773760
nah maybe not but your services better be
or im taking you out to the wood shed
>>7773749
>not name enough to be a knight
>>7773742
im afraid a customer will complain to my boss that they cant tell what gender im supposed to be and i will get fired for being a mentally ill liability
i really need this job and am unable to do anything transitionwise openly at the moment
>>7773740
maybe but theres no long run without the short run
>>7773768
AAAAAH
>>7773760
>OpenCL
I'm kinda scared to break everything though...
https://laanwj.github.io/2016/05/06/opencl-ubuntu1604.html
>>7773765
hugg
I will transition and then poop in ur bed
benis
>>7773776
do you need to transition to do that
benis
I love everyone and that has nothing to do with the codine or the first class flight cross country on jet blue last night that they gave me
>>7773769
just hide it desu, what is it you're struggling with?
you can cover your boobs and stuff up if that's your issue
and anyways, if you're really getting that feminine, you might just wanna get it over with and socially transition
but whatever you do, don't detransition, that would probably be the worst mistake you could make
>>7773774
so was I, I compiled the tripcode generator in a docker container which had all the CUDA/OpenCL drivers and dev libs installed so I didn't break my main drivers
I was able to copy the binary over to my main machine from the container and it works fine, but the process of compiling the binary was pretty involved and took a long time
>>7773776
its like jack black absorbed ellen page
>>7773789
Good girl
>>7773791
Ahh that sounds too complicated for me unfortunately.
>tfw pookie is laying next to me in bed shirtless
what did she mean by this?
me and nim and juni and gelgel
>>7773798
lol yeah compiling all the CUDA kernels took a solid 8 hours of cpu time at least too
All this free makeup I never wear :(
>>7773790
my mannerisms are pretty fem i think, my face and body not so much
but now that my face is changing its really starting to throw people off i think
a lot of people just straight up death stare me, almost every customer, it really wears me out
i wish i could grow facial hair
>>7773803
can i have some
>>7773799
tell her nim says hello ^^
it's that time of day again
where snickers posts dresses
oh boy
>>7773800
you got your lil head next to mine
>>7773803
dang nice.
you should start practicing!!
>>7773809
next time, post yourself IN the dresses
>>7773808
I will once she wakes up
she's a sleepy
lazur sqirel
>>7773804
so youre just a gay guy then
>>7773802
Oh wow that sucks. But isn't CUDA for NVIDIA cards?
saw a new therapist today
she had some fun stories about working for juvenile delinquents
I told her about how little I meshed with the LGBT community because I'm a nerd that wants to pass
>>7773804
are you trans?
>>7773812
skin's too sensitive for most of it
some of it is neptune's too
>>7773800
<3
>>7773830
WHAT
>>7773794
b...but all I did was permanently make myself sound like a girl no matter what I do >.>
>>7773823
yeah I don't think it's as difficult to compile for AMD, OpenCL works with nvidia too it's just about half as fast
has anyone else gotten a line on the underside of their dick since starting hrt?
had an unusually great day that had to end with my mom calling me to talk about how I think I'm the only one with problems and that I'm ruining her life.
good shit
>>7773840
my favorite part is the lady's complacency
>>7773851
That's not from hrt, that's always been there
>>7773837
did you go to korea to do it?
>>7773855
yeah but it's darkened a lot since ive started
>>7773844
if you're trans just put up with it for a while
people treat me badly all the time, I get stared at, made fun of, I even got hit last week
but it's okay, cause I'm gonna look like a normal girl eventually y'know?
nothings worth detransing for
>>7773863
Probably looks that way due to skin changes
ate chex mix for dinner
eating doritos for brunch
>>7773841
I wish there was simpler way, like just installing some driver or something so it would detect my GPU, because I hate booting to windows for that.
>>7773868
That's not real food
>>7773856
980ti, it does but you have to compile it with --enable-cuda-des-multiple-kernels-mode and that takes a ridiculously long time
one more
are traps gay
>>7773880
I'm gay
>>7773880
am afraid so
>>7773880
I'm a straight male and I like traps, so I doubt it.
>>7773859
new York
yesson is best for the cutting method, but it's more expensive, and kind of makes you a bit squeaky, I like the deeper more natural voice that I've heard from haben girls
>>7773880
depends desu, the definition kinda changed
do you mean crossdressing femboys or transgirls?
>>7773886
literally no difference
>>7773887
>>7773880
only if the penis isn't feminine right?
>>7773854
shes so satisfied with herself like shes single handedly overthrowing the regime with an orange statue lol
>>7773866
i showed up like 2 minutes earlier lol
okay sorry i'll go kms now :<
i knew you were lying anyway
because that would be gay bro
>>7773873
nice, im running on an older AMD and only get ~200M tps
Still decent but takes forever to find anything more than 7 characters. took me days to find this trip and its still not perfect. Might go back to my old one to change things up again since it was better.
>>7773865
if i had some other source of income or could transition openly right now it would be fine
but idk
i might only have to be off for a couple years
and not sure if i could ever pass even if i didn't
just have to think it over i guess
>>7773880
traps are hella gay
>>7773888
How is a boy that tries to look like a girl and wears girl clothes not a tranny
>>7773892
im glad then we both agree that this conversation never happened
im definitely partly gay though
is being a tranny gay
>>7773892
r u back home
>>7773894
just don't desu, you don't have to socially transition, you CAN work on hiding it, but don't detrans for it, that's just not worth it, from what I'm hearing you'll probably pass but if you put it off a few years you could lose that chance
>>7773897
what are some good grunge albums? I really love in utero.
TRAPS ARE GAY
>>7773896
because trangirls are girls not boys
thats basically what being a*p ACTUALLY is
>>7773869
I did this
sudo apt-get install opencl-headers
sudo apt-get install mesa-opencl-icd
And now it says this instead :/
>>7773910
STOP
>>7773903
Being a tranny is gay, but it's not gay to be into trannies.
>>7773903
wanting to look like a girl is the straightest thing you can be
only a gay dude would want to see a man every time he looks into a mirror
>>7773910
Oh hey, welcome back Not!Spartan. Look at any cute clothes today?
>>7773914
agp is a meme
>>7773910
elizabeth is cute
>>7773866
>why are you still associating with her if shes like that
ikr, probably shouldn't
>>7773916
NO YOU STOP
>>7773919
IM ODST. SPARTAN FAILED YOU.
>>7773921
WHO IS ELIZABETH
>>7773920
all I'm saying is there's boys who dress like girls for a kink that aren't actually trans and that's sorta become the new definition of trap
y'know?
>>7773926
you're elizabeth
my T dropped to the right levels, should I keep my spiro dosage the same or can I lower it?
LIKING TRAPS ISN'T GAY
BEING A TRAP ISN'T GAY
NOTHING ABOUT BEING TRANS IS GAY
>>7773927
I thought that was always the case
>>7773926
>IM ODST. SPARTAN FAILED YOU.
Yeah but you're acting exactly like her when she repressed.
>>7773930
what level only if you're higher then like 25
>>7773926
why are you so autistic
do what makes you happy in life
>>7773931
nothing's gay nim, now go take your hrt and practice speaking like a girl
>>7773935
my t level is 25 am i trutrans faye
>>7773932
I'm pretty sure the original definition was just a passing transgirl
>>7773929
I AM NOT ELIZABETH.
>>7773931
TRAPS ARE GAY
>>7773933
I'm not repressing
>>7773937
I'm not autistic.
I think I'm happy.
>>7773897
notorious hugboxer you say? i know many of those.
>>7773906
yes. that pic reminds me of last night my dad was telling me he went to a space shuttle launch in like the 80's
>>7773900
what conversation
>partly gay
same
>tfw stretch marks on thighs
anyone know this feel
>>7773909
well it depends on the definition of grunge
but pearl jam's one is one of the best albums ever imho
alice in chains is solid
their jar of flies album is a masterpiece, so is their self titled
ooh try treepeople
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwLP443yY_E
mudhoney and the umen are some good more definitive grunge bands but honestly i prefer other similar punk genres to them
>>7773942
did they mention anything about yr looks?
>>7773943
>>7773938
who will i be spanking anon? :o
>>7773940
nah passing crossdressers were definitely called traps too from the start
man this ODST guy sure is a new and interesting character
he sure has a lot of original things to sa-
>>7773943
Different Elizabeth
It's a common name, fag
>>7773939
yes good girl
>>7773945
I used to weigh like 14 stone and for some reason I never got stretch marks. Sucks to have fat genetics, but at least I didn't get stretch mark genetics.
is gay furry daddy roleplay gay
>>7773945
I know it, I know it and it sucks
I think it's cause my weight and body shape has fluctuated a lot weirdly over the last few years
>>7773951
he's not a cuck though
>>7773949
>spanking
I mentioned no such thing, what's going on in your subconsciousness?
>>7773947
no
other than my hair
and that i wore my sweater the whole time
but nothing weird
>>7773945
i have them on my hips / butt
i dont think on my thighs though
i grew pretty fast in 8th grade or so
>>7773959
i-i confused the word speaking with spanking
>>7773967
nims been a bad girl
>>7773965
I'm not repressing, kid.
>>7773967
I figured, what kind of thoughts are on your mind nim?
>>7773964
I used to be kinda fat :c, I lost the fat but most of the fat on my hips/thighs never changed
so I dunno why I even really got em!
>"it's ok, don't be scared. It's going to be ok, I'm losing a son but I'm gaining a daughter"
I love my mum ;-;
>>7773963
>>7773974
wtf why can't my mom be like that
>>7773967
spank me nim
am i the only one who feels tired literally all of the time lol
>>7773981
I take drugs for that ;)
>>7773981
iktf
it's called depression
>>7773947
thanks :3 I'm pretty much open to alot of music I buy like 4 new cds a week. I didn't had the funds before to explore alot of music.
>>7773981
why yes I am also malnourished
>>7773974
>>7773989
bungie is the real traitor
>>7773981
no actually your manic depression is pretty similar to mine.
>>7773974
my mom is very nice too c:
when we were talking to someone who kept misgendering me my mom told her to stop and made a complaint about her
>>7773974
>tfw ywn get to come out to your mom who would have loved to have had a daughter
feelsbad
>>7773975
woah those look hella cool
wheres that at?
>tfw your mom always wanted a son and always made sure you knew this growing up
>>7773986
you find any gems recently?
i've been collecting cd's since age 12
its honestly a waste of money but i can't help myself sometimes
4 a week sounds awesome
do you use amazon?
i love the penny cd's they have lol
>>7773996
hugg
i have no idea tho
>>7774001
hugg
>>7774001
>tfw mom wanted a son and was happy you weren't born as one
>tfw she's supportive anyway
>>7774001
I'm sorry to hear that nim
hopefuly she'll come around some day
>>7773976
maybe she will b
>>7774013
she calls trans people transvesti's
>>7774018
You're a traitor
>>7774002
I'm stocking up on stuff I didn't listen but never had mostly. I started buying cds last year because I didn't had a cd player before (at least not a proper one connected to my stereo). I started getting into vinyls and tapes first.
pic related is some stuff I got in the last weeks.
>>7774026
i hate the concept of loyalty.
loyalty itself is treacherous
>the he calls you sweet boy
>>7774026
And you're a cute girl inside
still haven't picked clothes for tomorrow ;_;
i'm super conscious about my nips potentially sticking trough almost everything I wear and I also don't want to see too butchy/meme lesbian
>>7774015
my dad always rates women when we're in the car and/or in private
i've been telling him i hate it for years
like 70 year old fat women are 6/10s for him sometimes too
but when he clocks a tranny he freaks out and makes barfing noises
so that's why i thought he wouldn't be supportive but he is
>>7774029
debbie harry is so beautiful
jelly of the fall
what's yr jams rn?
>>7774032
oh damn
i wish i had money
mom bought me a Taylor Swift calendar today <3
I'm glad she somewhat accepts me as a fag even though she doesn't totally know how much of a fag I am yet
>>7774039
do ya not wear a bra?
>>7774049
then your loyalty will betray you
>>7774044
based dad
>>7774053
>wearing a bra
PLS
>>7774053
No because I'm only 3 weeks on hrt
But my nips are seemingly hard 24/7 and always very visibly stick trough my clothes :c
>>7774059
a-am I not supposed to?
you can totally see my nipples if I don't
>>7774058
he is the daddliest
like michael scott from the american office is his personality dead on
>up till 4am
>get back up @ 8am for skittles
Hey girls and boys whats up?
I am super tired :3
>>7774061
put bandaids over them like my lewd doujins
this shit again
>>7774062
That's hot
Ordering 2.5mm taps...
better order a dozen of them. at that small they break easy.
>>7774057
In what ways
g-good mornin /mtfg/
>>7774076
Good morning!
>>7774044
my dad did the same thing but he was pretty accurate with his rating and he only ever clocked a tranny around me once, he was pretty mean about it despite her mostly passing
sure enough he hates me now
>>7774076
washing machine
washing my sheen
>>7774044
in utero, janis joplin greatest hits, breakfast in america and outlandos d'amour. the fall isn't expensive you can get it for 8€ rn :D
I didn't move out yet so I don't need alot of money. the other half of the cd rack is filled with random cds my parents bought.
>>7774069
chara how do you make someone stop repressing
>>7774079
>>7774085
o-ohayo
>>7774062
I don't and I'm a 34DD so idk
>>7774086
the little things add up tho
the police are brilliant
bring on the night is my favorite song by them
>>7774092
>I'm a 34DD
Oh yeah I forgot
>>7774049
It makes me sad knowing you felt the same pain I felt
I hope you come to accept it soon
>>7774073
can you really trust your own judgement?
especially when it means that you must defy your own nature?
no matter who it is, if you aren't able to trust in yourself, then what good reason could the possibly be to trust anybody else?
or is it an idea that you believe in?
how do you know that your idea isn't against your own interests, or just flat out wrong?
in the end, you'll always have only yourself to blame for any heartache
>>7774100
>nobody wants to be tricked into gay sex
this is implying that nobody wants to be gay
>>7774092
Are they real?
Cos I could understand why you wouldn't be concerned with sagging if they were implants.
That said boobs will sag regardless of if you wear a bra or not :P
It will just happen faster if you don't...
Do you at least wear crop tops or bralets?
>>7774100
>having sex with a girl is gay
what?
>>7774104
So...weak...
She's...She's killing me...
>>7774111
SPARTAN is a traitor. Do not believe the lies.
>>7774106
there's no proof that it helps or hurts either way, and I can always get a breast aug later if I'm unhappy
I do sometimes wear undershirts with built in bras and sports bras, I'll probably wear an actual bra a lot more now that there's no hiding from the voice surgery and pretending to be a guy
>>7774105
nobody wants to be tricked into sex they don't want
actually even that isn't true
>>7774108
having sex with a dude with tits is pretty gay
thats how some see it anyways
>>7774111
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0TVlapBscTD
>>7774115
She's...taken control...
Help...me...
>>7774120
drake will have such a pretty voice once she transitions
>>7774104
>>7774111
what the fuck
>>7774119
>guys will trick girls into having sex with them and shame them for regretting it
>guys will get outraged if they're tricked into having sex with another guy
uhhhhhhhh I think something's wrong here
>>7774120
god damn that was cute
>>7774119
stop posting mean stuff like this
you're hurting my feelings
transgirls are just girls
>>7774104
>I'm a man. I can't change that.
Sure you can.
>>7774095
>the little things add up
yeah there is so much random stuff in my room rn that I wasted money for. I really like can't stand losing you. I kinda like songs about love, relationships or depression lately.
>>7774104
>I can't change that.
except you can
>>7774131
women with a physical illness/men with mental illness
the world isn't just a box of hugg, i'm sorry
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7774131
Transgirls are even more female than regular girls. Girls are girls just because they're born girls, but transgirls have made the choice to become girls.
It's like how immigrants are more American than "real" Americans.
>>7774139
It's genetically impossible
>>7774137
i think it's internalized racism or something but white people typically do black music so much better imho
>>7774144
i like this
>>7774127
even if you are right, are you saying that you're willing to put such high stakes on it?
& what if YOU'RE the one who fails?
it doesn't matter whether you're right or wrong if you can't act on your own beliefs.
i only hope for your sake that it isn't too late for you before that happens
>>7774147
except its your parents genes that caused pic related to happen
>>7774152
LET ME BACK IN LET ME BACK IN LET ME BACK IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GOING TO BURN UP IN THE SUN!!!!!
>>7774152
>>7774117
Fair enough I must have swallowed memes from my girlfriends :P
I find having support feels nice, and bras are defs good for making boobies look sexier than they are naturally.
Both are amazing reasons to wear them, though wearing an underwire bra with budding boobers is silly...
Sports bras & crop tops are usually enough to keep me happy tbqh :3
>>7774152
headpats
>>7774159
this is sick
>>7774167
>I am not trans
Are you a chaser?
>>7774142
that's literally just mean stuff
stop it bully
I don't come here to get bullied
I'm a girl in almost every way I just have a penis that's all that doesn't make me a guy, there's more to being a girl than that so stop being a bully I'm not asking for hugbox but why bullybox?
>>7774159
Anon. Pls
It's not healthy to repress. Let alone repress on another persons behalf.
>>7774164
Feels good I'm gonna be Amy forever now <3
Sorry about those two. I hope they find themselves
>>7774076
Good morning
>>7774167
>I am not trans
thats good news for you then because you dont have to come here or repress or anything
go have a normal life
>>7774148
>internalized racism
how do you mean that?
>>7774173
whats with the overly elaborate RP Amy?
>>7774167
more often than not, repressors fail.
& if you fail too, you'll only wonder why you refused to fail sooner
>>7774185
>No
Then why the fuck are you here?
>>7774185
amy is just being herself
you should too elizabeth
>>7774041
someone help her
>>7774172
i'm not trying to bully
that's not just mean stuff either
that's what it is
you can choose to see it as being a woman with a physical illness but others will see it as the other side of the same coin
i'm not saying this shit just to upset people
this isn't a safe space and i'm allowed to discuss topics here regarding transgender culture
>>7774178
idk
i don't actually hate any other race but the differences in race create preferences in every person's mind. at least that's my theory but i'm sure some college kid could prove me wrong
>>7774201
>I don't know
I do.
>>7774205
What is it that you know, anon
okay i just looked down and there's like a faint line going from my crotch to my belly button
i looked it up and apparently it's called "Linea Nigra"?
does this mean my estrogen is too high? it's supposed to happen to women when they're pregnant..
>>7774179
This isn't my doing
>>7774185
>>7774201
Just why.
Stop making a fanclub out of my Austistic repression past
>>7774209
>What is it that you know, anon
attention
>>7774201
are you sure?
i remember birdy saying the same things.
so what makes you so special?
>>7774213
sounds mildly concerning
>>7774218
She's such a fucking diva.
>>7774221
yeah..
i don't have like an endo or anything to talk to either ;-;
>>7774203
but that's not the case
gender is cultural, if it wasn't girls wouldn't dress, be treated, and act differently
you're pretty much calling me a boy and it's just making me cry, so please don't
>>7774225
>I don't want attention
Prove it. Stop posting.
>>7774213
that sounds bad :c
>>7774144
> Linea nigra is due to increased melanocyte-stimulating hormone made by the placenta,[3] which also causes melasma and darkened nipples.
are your nips any darker
considering you dont have a placenta in you its probably not
probably just slept wrong
>>7774227
like it's a coloration of you skin?
>>7774225
Then why call yourself odst?
>>7774230
(((he))) specifically comes here for people to call him a woman over and over again until he transitions after some big 'breakdown'
i mean he comes from repression gen anyway
>>7774220
Birdy won't transition
>>7774203
I just like the stuff my parents like and some things I found. which is white people making music mostly. Idk if that has something to do with race my parents just were hippies.
I'm so lonely. I just want cuddles :(
>>7774225
LOOK AT ME. I'M ODST AND I'M A BIG -GIRL-. MY NAME IS ELIZABETH AND I'VE BEEN ON HORMONES FOR 4 YEARS AND HAVE A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND. I HAVE SRS PLANNED FOR NEXT FALL AND I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO BE FUCKED BY HIM
>>7774240
she talks about femboys topping her now my dude
this slippery slope is very slippery
>>7774213
maybe yr intersex
<3
>>7774229
you were assigned male at birth i'm assuming
sex is a spectrum and being transgender means you are becoming female so be happy with that
i'm not pretty much calling you a boy
don't put words in my mouth
read the conversation you jumped in on to see the context before victimizing yourself over a concept your watery eyes fell on
>>7774239
are we never gonna be skype buddis
>>7774242
i mean it's yr culture
you can arguably traverse through cultures but yeah i enjoy white american rock more than any type of music
>>7774246
yeah that specific hormone is what youre taking
and look at this
http://tgboards.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=7649
looks like its a very common thing
and absolutely nothing to worry about
>>7774246
maybe a boy for you pregnant?
>>7774258
then are you a chaser?
>>7774213
>it's supposed to happen to women when they're pregnant..
have you been having sex with boys again?!
>>7774260
**got you pregnant
>>7774262
No.
>>7774253
>having sex with a dude with tits is pretty gay
that's where you hurt my feelings
how is that not calling me a guy?
sorry if I'm overreacting but I took that as just really mean
i got nervous and got a pregnancy test from the gas station
im pregnant!
>>7774258
I feel sad because you remind me of myself
>>7774253
yeah you are right. that's why I also have some german songs in my library nobody else here likes.
>>7774258
Elizabeth this is really silly
>>7774269
Juniper's just a mean person - look at what she did to Neptune.
>>7774270
congrats nim?
who is the father? what boy did you kiss?
can I roleplay here?
>>7774278
beast ass post
new
>>7774287
>>7774256
oh okay
still looks a lil weird
>>7774290
really? (ФωФ)
>>7774283
Because I was a bigger repressor and am now on estrogen and loving it
save yourself some time
>>7774270
congrats nim!
your mom will be so proud!
>>7774308
By doing what. Lying to myself? I'm fine. You are not
>>7773935
hope you're still around. they dropped from normal male range to 45. currently on 200mg of spiro
>>7773455
The proper Irish spelling of it is lovely.
Caoimhe
>>7773341
I thought the same thing
My parents never really thought something was wrong if I shaved my legs. Maybe it's because I like jogging.