tasty pizza edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• buddi nim's thread
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old thread >>7761145
>>7762674
well, all i've done was talk shit
>>7762663
my family wants me to get a doctor and take care of my health but I think I'm going to listen to death grips and hope I don't die instead
>>7762640
>where do u get fashion inspo
honestly? models lol
i like to dress in very minimalistic fashions so i take inspo from designers who seek that aesthetic and the models they dress
i spend way more time and money on fashion and image stuff than pretty much anyone i know tho so idk
>>7762694
Don't do that. Listen to Death Grips, I mean.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaYBbA9WeY0
>>7762694
Hi Ada <3
>>7762638
RIP doggo. 2015-2017
Should I watch new expisode of magicians behind my gfs back and just use the " I was stuck in a hospital bed excuse
Or should I wait
>.<
itt: post ur current aesthetic/look inspos
>>7762717
its not like she is your real girlfriend
she is more like your girl friend with benefits
you could be watching it with your boyfriend really
>>7762722
my aesthetic is boy with oversized sweaters and gross messy long hair
>>7762714
IS DOGGO OKAY?!
>>7762714
is that a yorkie?
>>7762722
#thinspo
>>7762727
There are no benefits! That's he problem she's just my friend girl who makes me laugh and gives a good snug
>>7762731
Neutral milk hotel is my jam
Ferris Wheel on Fire just makes me chill so hard
>>7762736
>There are no benefits! That's he problem she's just my friend girl who makes me laugh and gives a good snug
giiiirrlll
>>7762731
How about you ironically get better and then we can talk about your plebeian musical taste?
>>7762736
i forgot to respond to you in the last thread but i really hope thinks work out for you <3
>>7762742
are u the anon that saves all the lewd pics i post
>>7762743
I unironically enjoy a lot of vaporwave too
>>7762740
I saw nmh in Oakland, one of my favorite concerts ever, but it had help from the VIP bathrooms being floor to ceiling locking wood doors and being unisex and getting to like bathroom chat about my purse and their makeup while washing hands
should i go to sleep now or voice train and then go to sleep
you decide /mtfg/!
>tfw no surgeries of any kind
>tfw poorfag who has to go for the £2.20 8mg codeine split cause the 12mg is too expensive
>tfw never gonna afford FFS just because I wasn't pretty and passing to begin with or born into a rich family
>>7762654
that's shitty, I often don't get invited to family stuff anymore but the way I see it I'd rather be doing something else I enjoy doing than be somewhere I explicitly know I'm not wanted, I don't feel guilty anymore
funerals are grim anyway, when I die I don't want there to be one for me, people should celebrate others when they're alive, not after they're dead
>>7762751
It's like you're a /mu/tant on whoremoans.
Unironically.
>>7762759
Practice makes perfect! you should train!
>>7762760
no offense but do you ever do anything in these threads but bitch and moan about how horrible your life is and how unfair it be lol
>>7762760
I went to my friend's funeral... I couldn't understand how everyone was eating and socialising... It sickened me
>>7762749
n-no
>>7762688
here is the face of a true serial killer!
>>7762762
yeah I post on /mu/ a lot and own hundreds of dollars worth of vinyl records
I will now post some edgy hipster music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0x77EdoXhw
>>7762722
>>7762765
funerals in general are just a weird thing to me, maybe it's my Aspergers but people should show how much they care while the person is still alive to appreciate imo
>>7762764
I post self-med advice for early-transers and stuff and socialise a bit
but yeah I do talk about dysphoria and being poor a lot because funnily enough, it's a pretty big part of my life
>>7762760
You're white in a first world, and if you want to look at another way, your disabilities are all taken care of by socialized medicine and you can get neetbux
Like you're doing pretty good.
>>7762627
Nukes?
>>7762771
>yeah I post on /mu/
Isn't being a tranny enough of a social stigma?
>>7762780
got my T down to 25 in less than three months!
>>7762782
>me
>caring about social stigma
nice meme
>>7762780
How fitting it's Gaylo.
>>7762768
>tfw the main reason i keep talking to guys who just want me for sex is because being ued by them gets me off
rip maybe one day i'll be fucked like a whore by someone who luvs me
>>7762776
your comments about being poor and hideous and clocky are reactionary responses that come from ppl who you deem as attractive or who are doing well off tho
it's kind of like when black lives matter became a movement, that was the only reason all lives matter came about
like can you not
>>7762785
Im flying blind
>>7762785
im so glad i switched to cypro, i'm coming up on 2 months on it now and ive had better results than the like 5 months i had on spiro
>>7762788
As a girl you are going to have to be a lot more careful about your social standing.
Just sayin'.
>>7762733
Yeah, she was just sleeping very deeply.
>>7762735
Yus!
serious question, if you can't be happy for other people when they're doing well why the fuck are you here lol
like you don't have to be ecstatic and congratulate them or even say anything but why go out of your way to make it about yourself?
cute or not?
What are hon-tier clothes?
>>7762785
I'm gonna get it checked next week
I've been on cypro for a little over a month now, I hope I get good results!
I housewife now
uwu
>>7762771
truly the edgiest
great album to cry in the dark to
>>7762776
Perhaps. I knew a bloke who was diagnosed with cancer of some kind. He wasn't given long to live, so he threw a massive party with live music and booze and food. It was epic. He said "this is my wake, let's all have a good time while I'm still here! Cancer is going to beat me, we all accept this, when I die I'll be free from that suffering... So if any of you bastards cry at my funeral
>>7762790
My favorite example of this is how happy holidays spawned "an attack on Christmas"
And Fox News would run it for hours and hours
Pictured, right outside Fox News during the holiday season
>>7762808
Is that whole wheat pasta
Elanna, you are a good gay.
Make me spaghetti.
>>7762804
Floor length skirts because they'll always fucking fit, no jean and skirt sizing issues
Turtlenecks to hide giant oversized adam's apple
>>7762801
awwwww, what's her name? I have a yorkie as well, they are great
>>7762770
a cute serial killer tho
>>7762808
What the heck is that? Is that supposed to be food?
>>7762791
when do you visit the clinic place or do you have to rebook again?
>>7762778
>2017 tory britain
>neetbux and socialized medicine
I've been waiting to see a physiotherapist for 2.5 years and counting, my neck partially dislocated this morning due to hypotonia and my GP won't prescribe me painkillers til I see the physio, and I've been turned down for disability bux twice and it's going to court tribunal where I have to fight my own case by myself in front of a panel (the government are even turning down people with Parkinsons and cancer for bux, they don't care how many die)
I'll give you the white part tbf but I'm not doing too great
Her name's Molly! She's definitely one of the best if not the best dog I've owned.
She goes get her leash when she wants to be walked! Sooo cute!
Brb, have to take her out for her evening stroll.
>>7762804
anything leather
>>7762835
November
>>7762808
Omg Elanna that's so organized I'm actually jealous, where'd you get them?
>>7762802
It makes me super happy when someone makes progress, it truely is the best reason to come here
Unless it's Kalya lying about it, for some reason that bugs the crap out of me
>>7762801
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww
>>7762820
no. very much not
>>7762821
>>7762823
what about this?
I had a nice pupper but my dad took him and went away :C
kek
>>7762839
from my experience they are great companions, love mine.
urgh I shouldn't have eaten after taking that codeine but I hadn't eaten at all today til that point
fuck now I feel ill
>>7762790
it just reminds me of what I already know
I know I'm a hon because that's what I see and what people IRL see, they don't even treat me as a tranny I'm so unpassable, just as a guy
>>7762848
Lol... How can people be this silly?
>>7762837
>>7762858
and what do you want us to do about that
>>7762843
same, i like when the thread isn't so mad and ppl are just happy. it makes my general mood improve as well ngl lol
>>7762844
i wanna say no
but honestly your style is your style, it's not mine yknow? so if you like it and think it's cute it'll prob look cute on you cause you'll ~werk it~
>>7762816
Organic whole wheat pasta thank you very much
>>7762828
I know it may be confusing when it's not McNugget shaped, but yes, it's food.
>>7762843
I ordered them off Wayfair but you can probably get them elsewhere, it's the Oxo good grips containers
>>7762823
Will do :3
o yea, did i mention that i've ordered a famicom?
i'm gonna use it to get practice in writing assembly programs. i even got a flash cart for it
Hi, /mtfg/
I have a job interview Friday ^-^
So in your opinion, which trip do you think is the most delusional?
My vote goes to Edie
>>7762861
>whole wheat
>>7762841
nwn
your hair will be at your shoulders and all your muscles will be gone by then
are you taking biotin?
>>7762867
oooo
pick me! pick me!
>>7762866
good luck!
>>7762869
Yep!
>>7762870
But you're not delusional like Edie
>>7762874
>>7762876
I'm not a trip though and never will be.
Trips are cancer
>>7762848
wtf
>>7762861
It looks so sterile. That's just a bunch of ingredients in plastic containers. You haven't eve prepared them.
For shame!
>>7762876
dewd!!!!!!! i'm okie. ate too much pizza. gonna play overwatch wit my friends shortly. how you doin? :3
>>7762880
it sounds pretty comfycore tho and graphic t's go with comf
>>7762884
as someone who has mood swings all the damn time but rly tries to be positive in the threads despite that,
i like seeing when kayla tries to be happier and i like seeing her negative instances being reduced and i'm empathetic to that
The more i visit friends who live in different places, the more i realise how much i hate this town i live in
>>7762877
You are very delusional.
You whine how making 4k/month is not enough when there many people out there who are actually struggling financially.
You also claim to be non-binary yet you still take hrt. You have claimed that if you look to feminine, you will get dysphoria, but you also want ffs.
You're very delusional
>>7762893
>4k/month
How do I achieve this?
>>7762875
yeah i do i think im gonna pass someday
>>7762891
desu i'm still full boymode, just jeans, usually a plain shirt, hoodie, hell the most adventurous clothes i actually wear are my sweet boots!
literally everyone wants those boots
I want to start trying new clothes soon but have no idea where to start
>>7762898
Jerk off to old desperate men on cam.
>>7762893
4k isn't enough for me when i want 15k worth of surgery, need 8k to move to a qt place, need 20k+ for school...
need to be able to purchase the things i need on a daily basis and need to save for everything else normal ppl do lol
and the surgeries i want will be removing my secondary sex characteristics. i'm not getting a boob job or something.
>>7762903
well you just gotta figure out what style you think you'd like to wear and start venturing into that :o you could always stick to comfy
comfy girl styles are rly nice too!
>>7762900
tfw
>>7762877
thanks :3
o, looks like the delivery date's been pushed back. 5 days since i ordered it, & it still hasn't managed to escape the east coast.
courtesy of the united states postal service, all of your tax dollars hard @ work, ladies
>>7762909
yeah, i'll try things and see what i like, atm i usually wear skater clothes cause this town is filled with chavs
>>7762909
You live by yourself and I'm sure your rent is pretty cheap. You whine because you don't have the brain capacity to be frugal.
>>7762891
>Too much zah
Lies! There's no such thing ;)
I'm awesome as always ;) i gotta go to work soon though :( stupid money lol
glhf :3 rek those scrubs <3
>>7762915
i like quid
>>7762899
You should try making this sometime!
http://stylebyjoules.com/enhanced/lentil-and-kale-soup/
The last time I bought lentils there were tiny pebbles in there. I need to be super careful when I use them to make sure I have them all out. laaame
>>7762909
>is non-binary
>wants srs
??????????
>>7762893
I asked my doctor I could still deepen my voice after surgery enough to sound like a guy
He said without a pitch variable tone I could sound like a homosexual male
So I win
>>7762867
I'm probably up there
>>7762917
did you get it from an independent seller or somethin? maybe they haven't actually taken it to the post office :x
i just got some contacts in the mail in legit 2 days from japan and i ordered mink lashes from vegas yesterday that will be here tomorrow idk
>>7762920
are you in the UK vanessa? that's the only time i ever hear of chavs lol
>>7762921
w/e u say bby
>>7762922
TOO MUCH ZAH ;3; !!
and pft well i mean i hope you have fun at work!!! sucks tho i wish we all just had millions and never had to work dumb jobs idk.
>>7762928
i don't want SRS lol
>>7762935
>w/e you say
Stupid as ever
You fit the stereotype air-headed woman to a T.
my week since sunday:
45 hours of time in on a new album
22 mins of music finished
3 pieces so far
1 more left
autism confirmed?
>>7762934
i think its just yr imagination
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=864YDNgB2kQ
>>7762940
i just don't see the point in arguing with someone who is biased against me. would you see a point in it?
>>7762935
yeah i'm a britfag, I think animal is an english brand too, i quite like it
the brand that is, not chavs
>>7762926
I'll have to give that a whirl
I usually made ham and lentil soup in my crock pot
Where do you get your legumes? I've had good luck getting stupid quantities of beans and lentils from wholesale club I'm still working on a 22lb bag of navy beans I picked up there in July :3
>>7762935
apparently this seller has good reviews.
& i've been checking on usps tracking.
it started out in new york, now it's in new jersey
Ever notice how terrible these threads become when Dollface is online?
She doesn't even seem to be capable of feeling shame.
>tfw my ribs poke out more than my boobs
>>7762945
I'm not biased to you.
I just don't like people who live in delusion.
>>7762843
she LITERALLY goes fetch her leash when she wants to be taken out for a stroll.
>>7762855
She just leaves the leash and wags her tail intensely lol. She's a good doggy
>>7762930
Homosexual male top or Homosexual male bottom? I mean this could be the break that you've been waiting for to start your drag career!
>>7762941
Addictive personality, you have too much emotional empathy to be autism
Definitely the 4chan definition of autism
>>7762694
Why not take care of your health by visiting a doctor instead?
>>7762955
stop with these posts, my heart can only take so much.
mine's leash isn't within his reach, buuut he certainly sits in front of the closet waiting for me to take it out. he also sleeps inside of my backpack every time I leave on the ground. doggos <3
>>7762960
yeah I'll give it a go
I need to go window shopping at some point
>>7762948
From your work usually or one of the other big chains. I need to learn how to rehydrate chickpeas because they are dirt cheap and I could live on hummus foreverrr.
I can't decide what to make for dinner :/
>>7762960
it says that the order had to be pushed back from the 18th to the 21st.
a couple days before i get something else from japan.
@ least i'll get it near my birthday.
that's a nice way to spend my birthday, actually
>>7762973
sorry misclick
ignore this post
>>7762973
NANI?!
>>7762972
well dang happy early birthday c:<3
>>7762973
FINALLY
>>7762971
are you a victoria tranny too
>>7762973
wtf
>>7762970
thankU
>>7762963
I have an avoidant personality
>>7762965
I have a job, make good moneys me am thankful for it.
Edie is just whining because she doesn't understand the struggle of actual people.
She didn't even know what the federal minimum wage was in America until someone told her.
>>7762970
My grandfather used to say "hardship builds character" I always liked that saying, and I think it is fairly true :3
>>7762973
>posted 02/16/17(Thu)00:33:33
oh my god it's jason borne!
>>7762974
hi nimu
>>7762802
because I crave interaction but when it comes to trying to socialise all that is in my head to share is self-hatred, hopeless longing and depression
notice that I'm rarely malicious like telling people they don't deserve good things or that bad things should happen to them, just that I wish I had good things too
I would have thought that's the most obvious part of all this
>>7762977
thank you
my on-screen keyboard ob nt ogibr is being dycjed up
>>7762996
olive my bud hru
im bored and sleepy
>>7762958
>addictive personality
hmmm, I don't know. I've never been addicted to a vice..
I guess I could see that though. I always binge things when I do them (video games, music, art, etc).
happy your surgery went well btw, love.
>>7762999
badfeels :(
I actually had to go to the archive to see what the fuss was about.
>Mfw
>>7762868
>not liking whole wheat
I almost want to say Nim is an unimportant transsexual.
>>7763007
I'm wired and busy
>>7763014
no pls
>>7762978
>are you a victoria tranny too
I am. Victoria is a great city, just so long as you avoid downtown because everything smells like weed and piss :(
Maybe that's every city, idk
>>7762992
>Roasted goose with a brandy orange glaze and potato sufflé with truffles
That sounds wonderful but unfortunately I only have $40 to live on for the next two weeks :(
>>7763016
Your status can be maintained IF you admit whole wheat is the best.
>>7762970
see today my counsellor was saying something like that
I was listing all my various failures (because he'd asked) and I was saying how I don't feel like my life has amounted to anything even by my own standards and he was saying that in his opinion the fact I'd been trying to stay alive despite such ridiculous odds was virtuous in itself
to me though that just seems kind of sad, obviously nobody can avoid suffering in life but I'd like my life to be at least partly defined by successes, not just defined totally by struggling at all times without success
>>7763019
b-but
>>7763003
I'm ok
I'm going to a jazz party in the city tonight lol
dunno what to wear, I don't even like jazz all that much but my friends are going and I need to socialize more according to my shrink.
wbu my main squeeze?
>>7762883
I'm scared
>>7763022
No buts young lady.
>>7762971
Noted, I'll avoid getting dried beans there ;_;
I wanna try making homemade hummus
Also, spaghetti, but I just love pasta so take what I'm saying with a grain of salt
>>7763018
Rice + beans+ sausage: week 1
Rice+lentils+ porkchop: week 2
nini
>>7763026
okay whole wheat is better!
i love the bad taste it has!
>>7763017
that's pretty intimidating
>>7763010
I'm good at those
I'm sorry
>>7763020
>but I'd like my life to be at least partly defined by successes, not just defined totally by struggling at all times without success
I'll drink to that
>>7763027
>I wanna try making homemade hummus
It's super easy :)
alright, now my phone is being good again
>there are people itt who unironically think white is better than whole grain
why can I only seem to make friends with other transgirls, other people seem to either just hate me for being trans or be insensitive
>>7763046
Before you speak to other people, have you considered tasting your words to make sure they're palatable?
>>7763044
buttermilk bread is clearly the superior variety
>>7763044
>there are people itt that like eating bad tasting food
We're so close
To something better left unknown
We're so close
To something better left unknown
I can feel it in my bones
>>7763025
to paraphrase Gene Wilder
But Amy, don't forget what happened to the woman who got everything she ever wanted.
she lived happily ever after.
>>7763048
too much probably
this just in: CBD oil, good for opi sickness
>>7763056
I love that ending
>>7763046
>be insensitive
what do you mean?
>>7763064
Gene Wilder nailed that role, I cringe at Johnny Depps 'attempt'
>>7763066
like they'll say things that hurt my feelings a lot even if they don't mean it
>>7763036
I think you're a really nice girl, I haven't done anything either, I just think you're a wonderful person with a big heart
>>7763069
I think they're too stylistically different to compare directly, I doubt Tim Burton was trying to live up to or consider the original movie at all aside from the boat sequence
think of them as two different adaptations of the book rather than one movie a remake of the other
>>7763034
no need to apologise, desu i can kind of understand, but for me its mostly my own fault
and im sorry, sounds like a bad situation
>>7763052
>eating bread that has the texture of glue
>>7763050
Never tried it
>>7763086
i like honey wheat tyvm
So.. we're all redpilled here right?
>>7763091
>tfw to intelligent for redpill
>>7763091
Define 'redpilled',
>>7763093
you at least voted for trump... right?
>>7763095
didn't vote
>>7763056
Let's take the spruce moose to the end of my transition
I said hop. In.
>>7762663
Wore makeup outside the house for the first time. Am I girl now or just some silly fem(fuck)boi
>>7763103
well are you a girl?
>>7762828
>American horrified by whole grain spaghett.
>>7763101
okay lets go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FQm4BXuYIU
>pic related
A-Amy?
>>7763107
I wish :(
>>7763118
then you probably are one! :)
>>7763090
Uhh that's a whole grain bread
>>7763098
Brown rice is superior it just takes longer
>>7763106
I got a bunch of it last time I went to Costco and now I regret it :(
??????
>mfw people here think looking like a girl matters and will kill themselves later on in life because they think that's the actual issue
>>7763124
no it's not!
whole grain is like really brown
If you replace the W in where, when, and what with a T is answers the question.
There, then, and that.
Wtf kill me the universe is fake.
>>7763074
Like what?
laser squirrel
>>7763127
>care too much about looking like a girl; end up passing, but deal with crippling depression and anxiety forever about it
>don't care and just deal with being a total disgusting hon, making all of humanity dispise your existence
pick one. Either way, you're a broken person.
>>7763142
pewpewpew
>>7763151
How about the middle ground? :S
>>7763139
like they'll think that I'm "still really a boy" or that I'm "not a real girl" that seems to be the mindset where I live
>>7763128
I do not think you know what whole grain means
>>7763134
If you're trying to lose weight you might want to opt for something with a lower glycemic index than white rice
>>7763127
w-what's the actual issue?
tell me so I can fix it
>>7763161
what middle ground?
it's pretty obvious that you can't just transition and be carefree about it.
>>7763166
i know for certain that whole grain pasta is objectively worse than regular pasta
>>7763134
>life is too short for brown rice
>100s of lbs overweight
:|
>>7763169
do you really believe you as an individual only have those two options? lol
How about put priority on working hard and doing your best in all aspects of your life, not just transition. Then you can have a successful transition and a successful life,
>tfw in bed
>tfw can hear the rowdy cis males fighting outside down below
>>7763179
that sounds like agony. How do you have time for all that shit?
>>7763152
Joanna the Goanna is my favourite Disney character
>>7763186
Living fully has a habit of taking all of your time.
I just want to be cute and have a loving partner but I'm too retarded to achieve either
Wtf my needles came already
>>7763179
I'm trying to do this but keep falling apart
I try to do good in school but I can't stop thinking about how I look like a guy and everyone sees me as one
and I can't stop getting bullied
>>7763190
I have to spend 3-4 hours a day trying to stabilize or I completely lose it lol.
And even at that point, I'm mostly too stressed out to be happy.
>>7763172
You just need to cook it for longer and use salt
It's just fine
>>7763200
nice
>>7763177
shut down lol
>>7763211
but it tastes different right
>>7763186
I don't know, that's a tough question. I guess it's a little easier for me cause I just do music constantly.
I just think of my transition as an opportunity to better all aspects of my life. I try to channel the negativity feelings of dysphoria into positive outlets. It's such a strong emotion and our desire to be cis is so powerful, just retool that pain as drive.
>>7763201
:\
i'm sorry babe.
i'm kinda nervous about my graduate degree. I hope in 5-6 months I can just start stealthing in a way..
>>7763218
Not massively
The main difference is texture
>>7763211
I like how regular tastes more than whole grain but I usually eat whole grain am I still shit tier
>>7763224
yeah it's rougher
idk do you just eat it because it's better for you or do you like the taste too
>>7763199
iktf
And even if I accidentally rolled well and got a lucky transition and passed despite the problems,
I'm too stupid to achieve female voice. At best I'll sound like a tranny. At worst I'll continue sounding like a faggot.
>>7763163
Aw poor anon
>>7763222
If I could do music professionally, I would probably find my life to be much easier.
Instead I'm stuck stressing over classes and crying about how I don't have time to do all my work AND tend to my crippling depression.
I'm doing 3 horrible, soulsucking core classes towards a major that I don't even want, and the fucking LAB REPORTS are so demanding that feel I have to sideline studying just to finish them.
I want a boyfriend!
>>7763233
be like faye and slice up your vocal chords
>>7763243
what's with the yogurt squirting everywhere?
>>7763228
When it comes to pasta I prefer it because it's better for me, I prefer the texture of white unless I really cook the shit out of my whole grain pasta
I prefer brown for everything else
>>7763229
You do have to cook it longer though or it's almost unpalatable
>>7763227
Yes, sorry
just got out of the shower.
i feel so nice.
i really can't get over how nice it is to shower
>>7763250
Its there for you to lick up.
>>7763242
>If you stop caring you'll only be surrounded by likeminded people
I wish it were that easy.
can some of you come to /tgg/ we don't have enough discussion but this thread moves too fast thanks
Let's go kill some fags
>>7763253
maybe i just like slicc pasta
i only eat my spaghett with butter anyway so
>>7763185
Just keep your gun nearby, I always feel better knowing my firearm is within arms reach and that nothing can hurt me.
>>7763242
How do I stop caring what other people think? I've tried to just stop before but that just makes me think about it more
>>7763255
why can't i eat it from like a yogurt cup tho
>>7763257
you didn't write that stuff did you?
>>7763261
But guns are illegal ;-;
>>7763258
hush that thread is fine already
>>7763260
Wat
You seriously don't have anything on your pasta?
Wtf
>>7763267
:( Sorry you live under an oppressive government.
Move to someplace were you're allowed to protect yourself, like Montana!
>>7763265
yeah.
it's all shit that people have either said to me or to other transgirls that I can't figure out how to let go of.
>>7763257
this is like the lame version of cutting urself
>>7763260
I make really good pasta ^^
>>7763273
what else should i have on it
>>7763260
>i only eat my spaghett with butter
Are you even human?
>>7763257
>>7763275
at least you have good taste in states
2/10
goodbye
>>7763278
Cutting yourself is way more lame than writing/drawing to express your emotions. Doing it on your skin is kind of weird but still a hell of a lot less retarded than cutting.
>>7763289
be safe <3
>>7763260
LOL
what how is that pasta-ble?
>>7763290
yeah but cutting is hardcore and edgy
>>7763288
i put butter on my toast too
>>7763278
Don't encourage her to hurt herself :c
>>7763290
this
>>7763279
yummi eva pasta ^^
>>7763275
>tfw in Montana but still don't own a gun
>>7763278
I don't like scarring, and I don't enjoy pain. I have no reason to destroy my body.
alternately, I get to release a lot of anxiety and work out exactly what's bothering me doing this.
>>7763285
you wanna see my belly and arms?
>>7763291
I had no original intention of showing this to anyone lol, doing it to release energy.
>>7763306
how do you fight the cougars?
>>7763307
>you wanna see my belly and arms?
>belly
y-yes pls
>>7763307
>I had no original intention of showing this to anyone lol, doing it to release energy.
oh I understand that then
I have a scrapbook I write in and it's pretty relaxing and helps emotionally a lot
>>7763244
Sounds pretty hot. Did she DIY or pay someone to do that?
If you're referring to fvs, I hear horror stories about it.
>>7763301
Anything else or just butter
There is a wrong answer to this question
>>7763309
Cougars are big kitties, bears are big puppies.
Puppies and kitties require no fight.
>>7763307
Hugg
Ily charlotte <3
Stay strong
>>7763318
I like peanut butter on my toast.
=w=
>>7763285
Hi Drake~
>>7763306
It's k, even here in AZ some people don't have guns. Its shocking though really, I mean at that point its not that you just dont want a gun, its that you're making a statement- because once you've lived here long enough people are practically shoving pistols into your bags begging you to carry.
>>7763307
Your sorrow is self inflicted.
>>7763307
this doesnt seem very healthy
>>7763316
she went to a surgeon she just got it done today
>>7763318
I like yogurt on my toast
Is that wierd?
>>7763318
i have nutella too but i just eat it straight out of the jar
>>7763319
i like you
but check this out
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzwbOZKfrUQ&list=FLQosEcb6VXcvtodzuOh4RYg&index=2
>>7763310
pervert.
>>7763314
you're lucky I don't actually cut. I hate it; the scars stay forever and remind you of the stupid thing you did for the rest of your life. Sharpie only stays for about a week.
>>7763315
journalling doesn't do enough for me anymore.
I have an isolated twitter account that I use whenever I have to get off some energy.
>>7763323
I'm sure you know as well as I do that it's not easy.
>>7763327
sucks.
>>7763328
How much did that cost? Did she discuss it here in a past thread?
>>7763332
this REALLY triggers me
like even worse than the tasteless butter spaghetti does
what is wrong with you?? stop this pls
>>7763332
Nim why do you hate flavor
What did it do to you :(
>>7763331
It makes sense to me
It probably makes more sense than avocado and miso or Vegemite but I love those on toast
>>7763257
damn senpai...........
I don't think its good to give power to those hateful people and words. You are imbuing them with power and reality by drafting them onto your skin.
Rather than ruminate inside those words, why not focus on something else so they aren't as loud?
>>7763307
I can't say I understand doing that, but at least you aren't hurting yourself. I hope you feel better <3.
>>7763326
>AZ
Aww, I was hoping I'd found a third tranny in MT when you mentioned it. I've never had someone tell me it was weird that I didn't own a gun or anything but it definitely seems like I'm in the minority.
>>7763335
... B-Big puppy is playing with wood horsie. Listen to how much fun he's having!
>>7763340
idk ask her about it later
>>7763331
yogurt on toaster waffles is good
>>7763339
this uhhh
doesnt really seem very therapeutic..
>>7763342
as it turns out nim is as bland as their taste in food
>>7763326
Heya
>>7763316
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,219837.0.html
I got the non invasive one with sutures no cutting
If it fails (he's only had one person break sutures) you just get your old voice back, if it success you get 2/3 an octave hire (so the average male will be 210-230hz after)
It doesn't solve your issue if you don't know how to sound feminine though, you need to naturally or train that sing song pitch variability into it to not sound like a fag
>>7763339
I know I don't know as well as you, I can only imagine
But that's why I know you're strong
>>7763356
Stop this nim you're seriously triggering me wtf are you doing
>>7763346
did you see that video of the tiger killing the kid at that indian zoo?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbE53XUtVw0&t=2s
here's a pleasant video
>>7763355
so it fixes your voice to where you have it trained and doesnt allow you to drop it down to your 'natural' voice?
>>7763344
I've already internalized them, I'm just acknowledging their presence in my soul by doing this.
>so they aren't as loud
they always come back whenever school life gets to be too much to manage and I start losing sleep
>>7763346
meh.
>>7763354
I don't fucking care. Got any better ideas?
I am seeing someone on Friday, but it's ANOTHER temporary social worker...
>>7763357
I hate being strong. If I was weak, I would have killed myself last March. Instead, I suffered for the better part of a year.
>>7763363
what else am i supposed to do with it?
never buy shoes from a drug dealer
i have no idea what he laced them with
and ive been tripping all day
>>7763371
Don't kill yourself :( things will get better
>>7763371
=( Have you talked to a doctor about antidepressants? You sound like you could use some.
>>7763374
ywn be as funny as nim
>>7763346
Awh, nope.
Most people here own guns, people who don't either have a boyfriend/husband who does, are teenagers, or are making a political statement. You can get a gun for 200$ at a gunshow like its nothing. Charlotte likely is self harming just to have another excuse to talk about herself btw.
>>7763354
Hi, what are you up to?
>>7763374
lol
why do you degenerates even try, you'll never be women and you wont even make it past 35 and will more than likely die from OD or HIV
>>7763372
Put it on something!
Like wtf why are you eating Nutella straight out of the jar
You're breaking my brain rn
>>7763389
>>7763374
thank you for making me laugh
>>7763379
I'm actually starting to appreciate this lie lol. It's better than hearing, "even if you pass, you'll still suffer."
>>7763385
I'm on 150 mg Wellbutrin. I've been trying to see a psychiatrist for the better part of a year to get the dosage tweaked. Instead, I've been seeing temporary therapists while they try to find a super niche therapist for me.
Like, how fucking hard is it to find someone reputable that is ok with trans people but not exclusively gender-oriented?
>>7763394
strawberries with nutella is good I think
>>7763397
You could probably just go to your family doctor and ask them to up your dose since you're still feeling suicidal. I get my antidepressants through my family doctor.
>>7763394
because it's like chocolate!
you eat chocolate by itself why not nutella!?!
>>7763397
Well even if it's not true it feels better to pretend it is
I keep thinking that once I pass I won't get bullied anymore and that makes me feel better sometimes
>>7763394
>>7763404
>>7763372
>>7763356
>>7763393
Hi Kayla.
>>7763403
>tweaking your own dosage
ahahahahaa noooooooooooooooooo
I have enough shitty experiences with being allowed to adjust my own dose to last a lifetime. I'm seeing a psych this time.
>>7763406
I keep wondering if I pass or not. When I'm depressed, I feel like I don't. When I'm not, I feel like I do.
Maybe it's just better to pretend I'm happy, or that I will eventually get happy.
>>7763412
you're gonna eat nutella straight from the jar with me right eva?
>>7763397
is jokes the only way to make you happy?
i have a ton my n word
why do mexicans have tamales for christmas?
so they have something to unwrap
>>7763404
Do you eat mustard by itself?
Do you eat mayonnaise by itself?
It's a condiment and ingredient not a dish unto itself.
Even my partner who hates food at least has enough respect for food to heap peanut butter on her toast instead of eating it straight from the jar
>>7763402
That's good
>>7763401
That is also good
>>7763415
delusional optimism feels good
and anyways, I think you pass
>>7763416
m-maybe?
>>7763415
I didn't mean tweak it yourself, just ask the doctor to help you with it. If you want to see a psych go ahead I guess, I just hope you make it through ok while you wait.
>>7763418
lani im feeling judged right now
Seems like a lot of people here watch anime. How do you manage to get the time to watch so much of it?
>>7763422
okay good ^^
>>7763427
dont watch anime its bad
>>7763427
NEETs my dude
>>7763427
My secret is that I don't actually watch anime, I just act like a massive weeb and seem like I do.
>>7763425
dont worry nim I have your back
nutella straight from the jar is amazing
>>7763427
it good escapism :\
>>7763427
If I watch any show usually it's just a few hours a few days a week
sometimes its anime sometimes its a western movie or show
Any suggestions for Trans Positive porn?
>>7763355
$1000 to do it in some place in India? Hmm.
>>7763436
black shemale gets nasty with daddy 3
happy valentines day!!!!
>>7763440
you're late
also how do get "hairless"
anyone have experience using nair on the entire body?
>>7763441
not again!
>>7763444
bicalutamide
>>7763445
just get an abortion
>>7763427
I don't watch much anime
just a little
>>7763446
I thought that shits mostly a meme
>>7763425
I am merely offended on the behalf of nutrition and good taste. The way you consume pasta, toast and Nutella is unorthodox and unholy
>>7763433
thank you! semisolid right?
i like how chewy it is when it's been in the fridge for a few hours
>>7763444
practice shaving a lot, if you get good at it you can get pretty much hairless c:
>>7763453
nigga do you know how many doctors are indian
>>7763440
how come i didn't get any flowers?
i wish i could be as pretty as pitou
>>7763421
stop it, my mood swings are already crazy enough :|
stop making me happier
>>7763421
I don't pass IRL. I don't know why. Maybe my hair is too short and I look too boyish.
Regardless, I've been told by several people that don't hugbox that I will most likely pass pretty well in the future.
>>7763436
>>7763439
I actually have "nasty shemale" written on my left leg.
>>7763424
This is a joke, right? Family doctors don't know shit about psychiatrics, and any good doctor will tell you where their expertise ends.
Back when I was misdiagnosed with ADHD, my parents decided to take me to a pediatrician to deal with the prescription. He basically just asked me "do you feel better or worse?" for each dosage, and of course, with the higher dose, I always felt better because I felt less, and I felt like I was accomplishing everything I needed to.
I wasted 4 years of my life just kinda trudging around trying to do everything I needed to just to make my parents happy.
>>7763460
I give you some next year ><
>>7763440
>tfw spent valentines crying about tfw no valentine with friend
>>7763451
im merely a dreamer, a visionary, someone who sees things from a different perspective
maybe the old ways are wrong, maybe there's another way to do things
>>7763458
too many
>>7763452
nutella is good at all temperatures
>>7763470
>tfw don't want to ruin the surprise bouquet of roses eva is gonna get
this place is really gay sometimes
>>7763468
well if you'll pass in the future it's gonna get better isn't it!
>>7763466
but i cakes every flower shop in town and they said they never got an order for me
>>7763475
nutella sounds really good right about now.
too bad i don't have any
>>7763480
only if I accept that people don't see me as a boy.
>>7763477
i have never once seen anyone on /mtfg/ say or do something gay
>>7763473
Begone demon!
>>7763475
this is where we part ways friend
>>7763487
>>7763482
nutella tasted a lot better like a year ago when it was a huge meme
now that the memes gone it tastes like just chocolate peanut butter
>>7763488
WTF ALL THAT SHIT IS GETTING MIXED TOGETHER YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO LET THAT SHIT TOUCH
>>7763499
what the fuck are you talking about
>>7763500
nim pls
nimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>7763493
this is obviously a forgery
although it's not gay according to my patented gay/not gay measuring system
>>7763503
my life
quit being intolerant
>>7763472
My trans roommate and I promised we'd keep it low key. I figured that mean exchanging just candy and cards and not letting things get mushy since I'm autistic apparently and don't understand romance.
I bought her candy and a non-romantic card. She surprised me by making dinner. That was nice.
I say "her" but she's not crazy about female pronouns yet. So I use male pronouns. My boss at work asked if I had any plans and she probably thinks I'm a gay boy now because I referred to the person I was hanging out with with "he".
>>7763499
i remember scene kids eating nutella and talking about /b/ when i was like 16 5 years ago
>>7763484
ooh well I can't say I have a clue about that
I like to imagine you'd just get used to it?
>>7763509
but nim
im gay
today was a long day and i have a bunch of mixed feelings but everything's okay
how are all of you?
>>7763512
why is yr cat so fucking fat jake
fucking morbid
>>7763517
my brain has decided to ignore this post so as to not mess with my perception of reality
>>7763518
I did the thing I needed to do so it was okay I guess
>>7763513
I wasn't crazy about female pronouns at first but once people started using them with me I fell in love with them and I couldn't tolerate male pronouns
call her a girl c:
>>7763514
i was 16 like, 8 years ago.
time sure flies quickly.
no it doesn't. it takes forever
>tfw all your favorite people were posting earlier in the thread but are gone now
at least drake is based
>tfw Grace died
>>7763524
i think that was in universe 10
>>7763488
idk what that is but it looks really good!
>>7763534
good feel
>>7763522
That's pretty much how it went with me. Once group and a few friends were using she/her I didn't want to go back. Same with the name.
I already did that to her male name though. It doesn't sound right anymore to her.
I probably should just stick with female pronouns. Maybe it'll help unfuck my head from slipping her male name in when she does sexually aggressive things (picked me up and threw me on my bed).
>>7763488
What's that?
Rice with tomatoes and beans and some other shit?
It looks good.
>>7763534
She's gone to a better place.
>>7763534
Not ded, just cutting down her /mtfg/ consumption.
>>7763541
that's pretty lewd
>>7763522
I get really sad when I hear deadname and stuff
>>7763500
W t f
Now you're just doing it on purpose
>>7763538
>>7763542
Mexican beans and rice
It's just beans, rice, jalapenos, garlic, tomatoes, cumin, chili powder and fresh cilantro+oregano
I obviously knew about it when I started, but it's still weird to think about how I'll never have biological children. A little sad about that
what should I do if I'm a gay
>>7763553
It's sad but it's a fact of life. Would you have even been able to force yourself to impregnate a woman? Do you even know you were really that fertile before you started?
>>7763556
Obtain a gf!
>>7763550
yea it hurts a lot... I'm trying to put my deadname behind me and forget it so it just doesn't come up again
but nothing stops bullies from intentionally misgendering
>>7763552
Oh cool.
Sometimes I have beans and rice, but when I do I just make some rice and open a can of beans.
I should try making that instead; it looks much nicer.
>>7763558
Not so much about not being able to be a father, that would've been awful. I guess it's just a constant reminder of being trans, which kinda sucks.
I'm aware I'm ignoring the fact that cis women can be infertile as well, but you know what I mean.
>>7763549
Not going to lie, I was immediately at full mast.
>>7763555
eh no
dbs is done
gt was better and once satoshi tajiri sees my new spinoff concept we will finally have a proper ending to the series
>>7763563
>tfw going good for a couple weeks then mom slips up after having to use it with secretary
I cried the whole way home
can I convince people the name "ben" is feminine?
I don't really want to change it, I'm kind of emotionally attached to it
is this really weird for a tranny?? should I just give up hrt
>>7763572
obvious bait doesnt usually upset me
but now you need to see me after class
>>7763573
you realized she raised you as a kid with that name right? its engraved into her head
so selfish to treat her like that
>>7763576
just change it to something similar, like brenda or something. don't give up hrt because of a fucking name
>>7763576
It would be a stretch, and that does seem a bit weird to me.
Maybe you could change to something that sounds kinda similar, like Penny?
>>7763567
Here's the recipe if you want to try it
http://www.finecooking.com/recipes/mexican-tomato-rice-beans.aspx
I make a bunch of it and freeze individual portions to take to work
>>7763578
I can't stop myself from crying
>>7763573
the last time my mom accidentally misgendered and deadnamed me I was stuck in bed crying for a week, it hurts more than anything cause she's really the only one there for me
>>7763578
yes sir
>>7763576
any idea why you're emotionally attached to it?
im out to my mom and havent told her my girl name or asked for pronouns
im moving slow so it makes sense but it still feels weird
>>7763578
hey drakeposter what's it like to be drakeposter?
ahhhh I went outside to get some hot chocolate, and it was snowing :3
I love how much it snows here, it's so pretty
>>7763515
maybe someday I'll be confident enough to introduce myself as a girl and not regret it 5 seconds later lol
>>7763598
What is it like to be a 19th century computer programmer?
>>7763578
yet another solid post by drake
wish you had a donate button family
>>7763602
elegant
>>7763585
Oh, ty.
tfw can't expect anyone to gender me female while i have fucking facial hair
my mom said she probably won't ever see me as a woman but that's understandable
>>7763590
two weeks straight is good though!
it really does hurt more then anything else ;_;
>>7763585
>rice and beans as a meal's protein
third world as fuck
>>7763605
Can you put your hair in a wacky hairdo like that?
>>7763604
dude can you stay around please?
daddy really needs some more anons that like him
the other ones are rude
>>7763598
my frogposting folder is like 50x larger not gonna lie
>>7763610
just shave you huge fucking baka
youd look really pretty and feel better about yourself
>>7763617
I mean I have enough hair to do it but I have no idea how lol
>>7763599
that's why I'm scared of going outside now, introducing myself as a girl then obviously looking like a boy is scary, I just know people are thinking bad stuff about me, I can't even boymode right either cause my boobs show too much
>>7763614
hugg eva
>>7763619
Hey
>>7763578
desu, this is why I'm not super bothered when my old friends deadname me. It's all they've known me as, so I don't really care.
HOWEVER that doesn't mean that I won't get mad at newfriends for deadnaming me. They have no excuses.
I kinda wish I had kept my first initial the same desu. I was thinking about Olivia, but it doesn't suit me.
>>7763595
a big part of it has to do with the letter B
as a kid I had really strong associations with colors to letters and numbers
like generally evens are green, odds are red, A and F are really strong red letters, E is green, B is blue, S is yellow...I could go on
>>7763583
its like not associated with masculinity to me, its just kinda always been me idk...but I know everyone else (correctly) will make that association
>>7763581
>don't give up hrt because of a fucking name
yee that was like half a joke
>>7763619
yr pretty too
>>7763619
there are five of us
decent chance one is usually around
>>7763619
>my frogposting folder is like 50x larger not gonna lie
sure but what is it like to be drakeposter
>>7763616
>eating meals that don't have 3 servings of burgers in them is third world as fuck
>>7763622
I'm in this sweetspot, where my breasts are growing at the same rate that my face is feminizing, so they're there, and I can show them off with the right shirt, but I can also hide them in boymode.
>>7763552
no im serious its all mixed together and yucky ;-;
fairies are the best
>>7763649
nim you remind me of when i was little
i would only eat butter and salt on pasta
and i would pretty much only eat pbjs and fish sticks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCQFMr4Wwb0
>>7763629
yeah i agree with that 100%
but your mom in particular spent so much time looking at you and talking to you when you were a baby and a little kid
its probably engraved in her head
getting upset over it seems really silly dont you think? she'd probably be upset at the memories being forsaken
>>7763636
yo thanks but
youve seen only like 2 pics of me
that werent very good either i think
>>7763642
it feels like being judged about your music taste everyday because you post a meme
how do YOU think it feels ada !lovelace/l
>>7763640
like one of those chaser cults?
dont tell me i have my own
>>7763643
not necessarily a good thing, but that is pretty much true.
>>7763657
>dont tell me i have my own
you do bby :)
>>7763628
hey mom
>>7763657
>chaser cult
no, but that sounds fun
maybe the hunter will become the hunted <3
>>7763673
>>7763673
>>7763673
>>7763662
tell the boys i love them very much
>>7763676
thats not nice :(
>>7763676
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>>7763646
I've always had boobs so it's weird for me, but they only really show through shirts now that I've been on hormones for a month cause they like, moved or something, I dunno
it sucks looking like something between a boy and a girl
>>7763620
Experiment until you can!
>>7763676
Are we actually gonna use the bully gen?
>>7763646
how long did it take for your face to start feminizing?
I'm helping!
>>7763707
It's a bully thread, and you made it, didn't you? Fuck off.