• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•buddi nim's thread
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous>>7760052
Why are Nim and Eva the cutest couple in /mtfg/?
i like eva ^^
Would you want your boyfriend to be the big spoon or the little spoon?
Have you realized who the good guy is yet?
First for autism spectrum
>>7761154
>>7761152
>>7761152
Naivity and innocence. They're too scared to even hold hands because they think that it'll make Eva pregnant.
ok what the h*ck
why are only weird select areas becoming soft?
so far my nose and my forehead have become softer
>>7761159
second for autisic
>>7761157
>trump
>good
The comedy keeps getting better
>>7761151
I'd crush you with my bare hands
>>7761163
but she's staying with me in my dorm when i move to nyc :3
>>7761170
your hair looks really nice c:
>>7761166
I wish I was a girl.
Why does it have to be this way?
Maybe next time huh?
>>7761170
>tfw no strong elanna bf
Who's that tripfag?
I hair removed my arms finally and now they fucking hurthurthurt
>>7761170
c-crush me?
>>7761176
I blush really easy
>>7761193
patpat
can i surgically remove my arms
>>7761198
no beepboop hugg
It's Cyba!
>cyba! cyba!
>>7761200
yea, I bet your hair is super pretty!
your skin is also really nice c:
>>7761166
This image gave me a boy erection wtf
>>7761198
Beep let me know if you find a surgeon to do this,
>>7761201
I guessed Weird Al, so I got pretty close
Imagine how much better mtfg would be if everyone was forced to post anonymously.
>>7761208
Lol
>>7761202
she has broad shoulders due to being so tall, but everything else is model tier cis
>>7761200
but i went to the gym every day
how can this be? i want my natty gains!!
>>7761200
Please do daddy
>>7761209
trips are fine and most of the time gud desu
am I stronger then nim?
>>7761222
we'll find out!
>>7761222
No, nim's stronger - then you
>>7761202
really weird how people here sometimes only judge womens attractiveness by height and shoulder size
I don't belong here anymore
>>7761209
Look at tgg, it's shit
>>7761217
Being low T and not working out consistently enough does that
>>7761218
*pressu*
>>7761203
My hair isn't even visible are you hugboxing me?
>>7761170
>tfw you have as much arm muscles as elanna
is this good?
>>7761231
whats changed?
>>7761234
there's a little bit! and it looks super nice
(I just like u, you're cool and I wanna be like u)
>>7761231
good luck
>>7761234
ill never be alpha at this rate ;-;
I haven't been here in a while
are nim and eva together now?
that's rly rly cute
>>7761233
we'll that'll be fun ^>^
>cyba! cyba!
>>7761206
>walks on hands through a minefield
>>7761197
any boy really, but femboys do make good little spoons
>>7761242
Have you tried taking estrogen pills?
I hear that helps being alpha
>>7761258
>people are moving on with their lives
such a travesty
does this mean /mtfg/ might get cancelled?
>>7761267
I think you do! you're SUPER pretty
>>7761275
I swear all the tough guys take estrogen!
>>7761280
no! no god please no!
>>7761280
w-why? you deserve praise
>>7761268
>does this mean /mtfg/ might get cancelled?
not on my watch
besides, there's always new characters turning up in this thread
>>7761269
i swear i dont do that anymore, damn
i'll never live my autism down will i
>>7761269
Have you ever cuddled with a qt hairy musclebro or a strongfat though? they're all warm and make you feel safe, like snuggling with a big doggo but you can kiss them
>>7761295
yeah, they'll just bring in some newfag characters and add some artificial drama
>>7761305
hey that's gonna be me and eva in august!
>tfw only work 2-3 days a week 10-12 hours a week and only make 3-4k a month lately
......can someone help me be more motivated to work more than i do so i can make more monies lol
i feel like the laziest bitch ever but yknow i get depressed and that drains my energy and then idk things happen and i don't want things to keep happening
>>7761170
elanna powerful
>>7761317
MFW someone is sad about making 3-4k a month
>>7761316
r-remember to draw!!!
this mega hon came into my work and everything was fine
i got to admit i was really petrified but she pretty much just acted like a human
>>7761317
Hey at least you can hold down a job, and if you don't feel like you can get a second job and make that work try picking up a hobby or something, the more you sleep and feel sorry for yourself the harder it will be to really do stuff and get busy
how do I find someone to hug and cuddle me?
>>7761179
exfoliate and moisturize
>>7761301
no lad
not really my thing at all
sounds pretty gross as you described it
>>7761321
i could be making literally double or even triple what i do now if i was actually a normal functioning person tho that's the problem
>>7761327
i do a lot of sleeping .___. idk i'm really trying but everything just feels so hard and then i have so much free time and i don't do literally anything lately so it just gets worse yknow
>>7761234
tgg is pretty good its just different
this thread is more like a chatroom for socializing
>>7761291
It's too late
>>7761292
No I don't
>>7761320
Bear hugg
>>7761317
>make 100 dollars an hour
You hear this sound? That's me playing a sad song on the world's tiniest violin
>>7761214
Pretty much all models have broad shoulders
I'm broken and sad but in a comfy way.
>>7761317
isn't 3-4k a month enough to life comfy?
my eyes are small
my lips are bigger
you guessed it right
im a
>>7761328
Put on OkCupid that you're looking mainly for a cuddle buddy
>>7761337
is beautiful violin song elanna ty
>>7761341
i mean yeah? i can buy the things i need whenever i need them and pay my bills and stuff
but it doesn't actually help me achieve any goals or save much more money than i have now yknow
if i was making 5-6k i would be able to put away another 2000 a month. comfy life is not as good as ambitious life sometimes yknow
especially when comfy when ur depressed just kinda makes you feel like you're standing still in time
>>7761338
yes models are usually tall and have broader shoulders but they still have female skeletons so it doesn't really matter
>>7761345
im too young for that I think
>>7761334
>everything just feels so hard
This is gonna sound silly but if you're afraid of failing, what I've found to help myself out with that is to play Solitaire and not reset when I can't find a solution, setting up little goals like I'll win 1 game every two days or I'll win 1 game a day or if I get frustrated, save, and go back later
i make like 1400 a month
i'm gonna find another job today
>>7761344
creationists are fucked up stupid
>>7761334
it feels hard because youre spoiled rotten my dude
not raised well
>>7761341
yeah, but edie needs to rake it all in while she's still got her looks and retire on what she's made at a young age
she's like a professional athlete who'll have to retire at 35
>>7761317
ask for a part time job at a flower shop or go to college : )
>>7761351
how's the botany dream btw
>>7761361
Yeah, but you get to play with animals
>>7761351
Idk why but when I started to make more money I just used it less and less. it's good to save up for later but it's not like I'm gonna land on the street and starve without money. I rather work on stuff which makes less money but is more fun.
>>7761359
i already do this with vidya but then i just play too much vidya ;_________;
>>7761363
i wasn't spoiled at all growing up, idk what world you think i grew up in lol
>>7761364
kinda this too ye. especially if i'm gonna pay for school and surgeries and everything else. it's like i really need to make literally all the money yknow
>>7761369
we have no flower shops here ;_; I NEED TO MOVE SEE BUT I NEED TO MAKE MORE MONIES A MONTH TO LIVE IN A NICER PLACE
>>7761370
it still kickin but depression kickin me harder lol
>>7761351
In all seriousness, you make more than 10 times as much as me per hour, are working a quarter of the hours I do and are taking home 3x as much per month. I still somehow find a way to save money.
Like, idgi, work longer hours or make lifestyle changes so that you can live comfortably on less and have more to save. You're making as much as a typical IT professional and barely working more than an hour or two a day.
>>7761341
>>7761351
the money can't buy happiness saying is actually partly true. of course if your problems are you can't afford food or a place to live more money will help bring you happiness but after a certain point where your necessities are taken care of money won't bring you happiness. like sure you can buy a bunch of random shit and it will probably make you feel good but in a week you'll be back to wondering why your life feels to empty and shit. I think true fulfilling happiness comes from relationships with others and experiences.
>>7761378
Ever try reading books? I find it helps a lot and keeps the brain going a little better than vidya or something like crossword puzzles or sudoku (sorry if I sound like an old lady)
After lifting fot four years bulking and cutting ive realized that ive become extremely disdainful for masculinity.
Im burnt out on being masc. Its not worth everything and the effort that i put into it. Even trans girls if passing get more respect nowadays. And even if not you can always marry a transgirl and not have to deal with the masc side of life which is.constant abuse. The only reason im not trans is because of my swoleness.
Is 25 too old to transition? I still have a 12 year old babyface so it shouls be fine.
>>7761372
true
everyone brings in their new puppies and i get to hugg them all :D
>>7761378
you should do landscaping like i did last summer
or you could go door to door mow yr neighbors lawns
>>7761385
i'm sorry dude i just wanted to be defensive because you get into troll mode with me sometimes and its like wtf
where are yr top places to visit btw?
>>7761392
you're not maki
stop posting this
how accurate is this calorie counting thing?
got through my third blood test in a row without fainting. i'm happy, hope you're all having decent days
>go to restroom before going to class
>look in mirror
>bobs poking through shirt
jfc im carrying my books in front of me like im a japanese schoolgirl lol
>>7761398
seems reasonable
>>7761383
elanna i'm not saying i don't save any money, i'm saying i want to save even more lol
>>7761385
????????????????????????? WHO TF SAID THAT LMAO
THAT WAS FAYE NOT ME
>>7761387
ye money doesn't make me happy at all. some of the things it buys me like makeup or hormones help me feel more comfortable in my body or w/e but it's just...idk
it's more comfort and convenience than happiness. i wish i had the things normal people have.
>>7761389
ye i read a lot! i'm always learning something new or reading about things happening in the world. i own lots and lots of books too.
i just have more free time than any person needs. and it's made worse by my mind constantly going.
i can't be left alone with my thoughts tbqh
>>7761396
how do i get into that stuff? landscaping i mean. doesn't that mean i get to take care of ppls plants and lawns etc?
>>7761405
edie let me be your maid uwu
>>7761389
look at who youre asking dude
>>7761392
but in 5 years youre gonna be disdainful of femininity and wanna change again
kinda silly to assume itd be different
>>7761396
i dont remember ever trying to argue with you honestly
I'm going to keep posting this until it's acknowledged
>>7761400
I'll never catch up at this rate
>>7761409
>tfw the cubs in the game Shelter will be the only children I'll ever have
which otter is which trip
>>7761409
i'ld turn into that car if i could
>>7761413
>tfw you look back and one of them is gone
>>7761409
acknowledged ;)
>>7761411
you're already beautiful!
>>7761419
that post hit me hard
After lifting fot four years bulking and cutting ive realized that ive become extremely disdainful for masculinity.
Im burnt out on being masc. Its not worth everything and the effort that i put into it. Even trans girls if passing get more respect nowadays. And even if not you can always marry a transgirl and not have to deal with the masc side of life which is.constant abuse. The only reason im not trans is because of my swoleness.
Is 25 too old to transition? I still have a 12 year old babyface so it shouls be fine.
>>7761407
i would seriously hire you lol
cause i tend to let things pile up a lot and could use someone to help me with that stuff ;-; i'll pay u 60$ a week to come over for one hour a week
>>7761424
>Is 25 too old to transition
No.
>>7761422
no bobs though :\
is 19 too young to transition
why are my boobs on the side
hallo???
>>7761378
aaah room w someone cool then. or move in w one of your rich boys for a little. iktf tho. i wanna move out but cant afford it
>>7761430
no, the younger the easier, honestly. sure, very early puberty risks that it's just a phase, but it's definitely gotime if you're 19. or even 15
>>7761435
cis girls have headlights
and we have turn signals
>>7761429
they'll come in soon! remember im a few months ahead of you!
>>7761425
ok will you pay for airfare and expenses
oh and i wanna go to disneyland
>>7761443
>signaling boys to turn away
>>7761441
what about your sister didn't she offer?
>>7761430
i started at 18 and im not dead yet because of it so i think it's gonna be fine
>>7761445
I guess... :c
>>7761424
._.
>>7761405
I know, and I'm saying you can do one or the other if you want to save more. This is not rocket science. I'm a wage slave and I can make it work, I'm pretty sure you can.
>>7761456
when they start coming in you'll know and keep on comin'!
http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm?p=28429
Ooooh my goodddd this thing
booty blaster
But none of you are even remotely cute
>>7761405
yeah
the lady i worked for had been running her own business for like over 10 years i think
there is some heavy lifting but like yr far along enough in transition where that wouldn't kill you
>>7761408
maybe i'm just crazy
i'm sorry dp
<3
plz be my online /out/ bf
>>7761415
me lauren shakira and anyone but moap
>>7761458
you'll be making chemistry money some day!
Which trips are girls?
>>7761472
I know I'm not cute yet
but a lot of these girls are really cute
silly froggy
>>7761472
maybe yr too cute then
>>7761452
yee but i dont think it would work too well. we dont get along great most of the time and she has 3 kids so it would be kinda hard to live there and transition/be gay af
>>7761461
I just want to see some kind of effect
>>7761476
All of them, especially the ones that say they're not.
>>7761476
i'm just a beta faggot :3
>>7761476
just me
>>7761469
omg im gonna be living in nyc soon that's close!!
>>7761430
>old enough to avoid the awkwardness of high school and bullying
>old enough to be legally adult
>young enough to have a good shot at passing
18 and 19 is the ideal age, go for it
>>7761475
It's cute how you think scientists make decent money :)
>>7761469
Don't you practically live on take-out? Idk there's expenses like that that are so easy to cut out.
>>7761469
room w me ill stay in my room 90% of the time
>>7761458
You will never be allowed in chemist companies
also i setup my appointment to get my hair color turned back to a brown shade like pic related for this tuesday soooo i'll feel like a normal grill again soon ; 3;
>>7761482
have you started getting buds? i started getting stuff about a month in
>>7761492
I'm done transition though lol
>>7761482
evangeline
navel gneine
nine ge navel
avenge niel
>I keep pretending I'm the same as the reeeest
wow that hit me unexpectedly
>>7761476
Anna and Gloomy definitely
>>7761492
Oh hey, you're back.
>>7761490
>tfw not old enough to avoid high school and bullying
Bullys suck
After lifting fot four years bulking and cutting ive realized that ive become extremely disdainful for masculinity.
Im burnt out on being masc. Its not worth everything and the effort that i put into it. Even trans girls if passing get more respect nowadays. And even if not you can always marry a transgirl and not have to deal with the masc side of life which is.constant abuse. The only reason im not trans is because of my swoleness.
Is 25 too old to transition? I still have a 12 year old babyface so it shouls be fine.
>>7761476
Rini, Anna and Myrthe definitively
>>7761479
okay that's fair
I say Edie will off herself
>>7761506
im moving there in august
manhattan!
>>7761495
I swear to go if you dye it green like two weeks later
>>7761512
you were on less e than me though
just wait! it'll happen soon!
maeve eating lesser trips
my friend dyed her hair pink and it looks cute
should I try that some day? or is it like a meme
look at these puppies
>>7761511
Don't you want to be yourself?
>>7761524
Who are lesser trips
>>7761534
everyone, excluding maeve
>>7761511
small warning, furfag posting is against the rules shamefully
>>7761531
this is a picture of me
>>7761506
Cook all your own meals, you have more than enough time for it. Food bill gets cut in half and you have a new hobby
>>7761508
I don't envy being in your position but high school isn't forever
>>7761502
You're thinking of engineers
Scientists don't really make much and pretty consistently are in the hot seat to prove that the work they're doing matters
the thing about ferrets is they love tricks
the biggest thrill for them is to surprise you
and they like to be surprised to so they can flop around with their mouths open
>>7761506
like 60 gallon trashbins full of leaves and dirt, wheelbarrows and lawnmowers in and out of trucks, giant branches, dead trees and shrubs, have u ever hedged? That's like the most peaceful chore i've ever done but it's heavy af
>>7761531
trip on ada
>>7761530
It looks like shit on her and it will look 100 times worse on you
i just learned about aromatase.
aromatase is an enzyme that converts androstenedione (an androgen) to estrone & estrogen.
inhibiting its action is used to prevent & treat breast cancer.
-HCO2H
supplements for aromatase are available to the public.
spearmint tea is a well-known anti-androgen in femboi communities.
hope this helps
>>7761545
but you like doing it :3
>>7761519
statistically you could be right
>>7761521
ooooooooooooooooooooo nimmy
maybe we will meet up someday
>>7761522
LMFAOOO
I'M NOT GOING TO my best friend wants to slap me and my colorist is like STOP sooo......
i just wanna look more natural and stuff idk
>>7761545
okie fine ;_; I WILL DO THAT THEN. i just hate cooking in my apartment cause the kitchen sucks and there's no ventilation.
and the fire alarms go off nonstop if i ever cook anything and they're built into the building so they go off in every apartment. it's just annoyin.
>>7761546
oh jesus ya i used to do that when i was younger for my grandmother. it wasn't that bad tho! i guess i'd just have to do it with no makeup on lookin kinda manly lol
>>7761545
I'm gonna see if I can stop going to school if I can't stop bully, it's getting too much lately, I got hit last week
>>7761541
>>7761523
I think I will be awhile...
>>7761551
You are absolutely retarded
why do people like boys
i don't understand the appeal
>>7761541
this board has no mods or janitors
>>7761557
I mean I am not your real mom, so I can't tell you what to do, but just keep it brown, you look so cute like that
>>7761557
>okie fine ;_; I WILL DO THAT THEN. i just hate cooking in my apartment cause the kitchen sucks and there's no ventilation.
yeah, but think of all the cute boy you could cook for
>>7761557
You only think you look manly because you aren't 10/10
Please stop.
It only makes the other people here jealous and upset.
>>7761557
yeah that'd be fun ^>^
you'd have to shield your eyes from my honface tho :o
>>7761568
I like anyone who likes me
But boys don't like me
>>7761565
it'll start happening like at the latest 3 months i think
I'm Nicotine and I don't have any feelings.
>>7761578
that's a long time
>>7761568
because some of them are cool and hot
>>7761568
YES WHY WOULD THEY LIKE BOYS
>>7761551
cool
so does spearmint tea contain aromatase?
any other mint teas? why just spearmint tea?
>>7761557
it's fun
>>7761582
it's okay buddi
you'll be a cutie by august!
>>7761559
Stay strong and for the love of god don't drop out of school. That's the kind of decision you're likely to regret for years to come even if it sucks now.
Consider switching school, or asking to be homeschooled, but get that diploma at all costs, it's a prerequisite for so many of the things you'll need to do as a young adult.
>>7761557
Have you ever used a crock pot? They tend to sidestep a lot of that
>>7761553
Lol
>>7761552
I love it and hate it. I think it's probably closest to the thing I was born to do though. I've been a massive science nerd pretty much since I could read and I really can't picture myself doing anything else.
>>7761581
you are a very nice
>>7761587
I hope so
>>7761582
Does your chest hurt?
I started experiencing chest pains like a month and a half in.
>>7761587
>you'll be a cutie by august!
wait a minute, are you saying she isn't a cute right now?
is that what you're saying, nim?
i hope nim and eva get married
cute boii
when are things going to start getting better
>>7761595
no im not!!
JUST CHECKED MY NIPS AND THEYRE ALL PUFFY AND SOFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM WAAAAY TOO FUCKING EXITED ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to calm down
>>7761570
i will prob look like webm related again soon c: but with diff makeup i guess idk
>>7761571
i love cooking a lot honestly, especially salmon. i just wish i had a better kitchen. and a qt boy would be nice....
>>7761573
well i just mean more masculine because of my lack of makeup that i use to feminize my face yknow
>>7761574
i mean.... i would be ok wit dat...
>>7761575
nim stop lol
>>7761592
nothing :\
So I have been in a coma for the six months girls. How have y'all been doing? How has hillary's first 100 days been going?
>>7761596
who will juniper marry
>>7761559
Don't drop out.
Every single tranny I know who did this currently lives as a miserable hikkineet with an even longer laundry list of mental illnesses than me.
You will regret it and it will destroy you.
>>7761591
i know so!
>>7761599
tomorrow
>>7761607
tfw regretful hikkineet
>>7761596
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
>>7761603
How long have you been on HRT? It started happening quite suddenlyy for me.
>>7761589
well if it's your calling you have to do it! im sure there's ways to go up in your field and make more money that way
>>7761611
not believe you
>>7761606
her ferrets
>>7761607
I pretty much dropped out of college because I couldn't pass any classes, couldn't take many classes at a time if I wanted to pass any of them, and now my parents don't even have enough money.
>>7761602
You don't understand
Average cis girls look worse than you and you think you look manly
Pls
>>7761602
w-what'd i do
>>7761603
play with them
they need love and care to grow healthy and bouncy
>>7761615
close to a month now
>>7761574
Beeps, you're a top tier trip tho
>>7761618
:3
yes
>parents can afford to pay for college but choose not to
:(
>>7761620
average cis girls look like girls tho without makeup
i know i look better than the average cis girl when i'm all done up but that's because i know how to do that
and most cis girls either don't know how to do it the way i do or they just don't see the point in doing it yknow
>>7761622
u were mean to nim
>>7761632
ya she deserves it
>>7761621
They are mostly useful for things like soups, stews, slow roasts and chili. You just put the ingredients into the pot, turn it on, and 8 hours later you have a meal that you can divide up into individual portions and freeze
I hate myself so much
>>7761587
I'm pretty sure eva is super cute always
>>7761619
this is the same as me but I don't think it was a bad decision I didn't have any friends at college anyway
>>7761640
yeah she is i meant even cuter
>>7761489
how are you gonna afford living there, nim?
>>7761606
who will marry me? :c
>>7761636
I'm sad
>>7761632
>average cis girls look like girls tho without makeup
>i know i look better than the average cis girl when i'm all done up but that's because i know how to do that
>and most cis girls either don't know how to do it the way i do or they just don't see the point in doing it yknow
this is all very accurate and it's how I feel as well.
:\ wouldnt it be nice to be pretty without makeup
What trip has the most feminine penis here?
I guess what I mean is what pre op trip has something that most looks like a clit?
>>7761650
2 inches
I bet nonna you can outshort me
>>7761648
I want to be a girl
>>7761619
>tfw you're a NEET, but so are both your parents
At least they can't give me much shit for it
>>7761644
internet scams
>>7761644
im moving there for college!
my site will probably be making like 600-700 a month and my dorm is covered so i should have enough for basic expenses
>>7761651
post pic
>>7761632
This girl looks rough and she is considered attractive.
I honestly think you don't go out.
>>7761646
why not tho
I used to come to this board about three years ago and people were actually pretty nice and supportive. Have things changed? Is this place best to be avoided now?
>>7761568
hard cocks are way more fun to play with than pussies
>>7761656
perv!
>>7761630
It is that bad
A high school diploma is a stamp of basic employability. Without one you can't go to any post secondary institution, and will have difficulty entering the work force. Every friend of mine that did poorly in high school spent years upgrading so that they could do something with their lives and regrets not just putting in the time in the first place.
The stuff you learn in high school might be bullshit but you really need that piece of paper and acceptable grades to go anywhere
>>7761647
Hugg
>>7761646
Yeah they're great for slow roasting chickens, or beef, or anything really.
>>7761648
ye it would be. i'll be pretty without it once i get FFS lollll
i mean guys always tell me i'm cute and look like a cis girl even without makeup but...........CUTE IS NOT THE SAME THING AS PRETTY AND THEY'RE BLIND TO MY MANLINESS ANYWAYS
>>7761657
who tf considers her attractive
>>7761658
cause that's my buddi nim she did nothing wrong
>>7761602
where would you be interested in living? my town is dongs so lets stay away from here.. i have enough mons to go a few months without a job in worst case scenario. we could tots do this tho desu.
>>7761655
>tfw doesn't live somewhere with colleges that pay for your basic expenses
sorry for the broad question, but how did you get in?
>>7761665
well I'm getting the piece of paper but damn are my grades tanking, I can't study if I spend all my time crying :c
>>7761662
yes
>>7761657
oh noo..she looks like me..
tfw hikki neet
>>7761660
when I came here ~3 years ago people seemed very judgmental and mean but that might have been because I was repressing and took most things I read at face value
>>7761677
which part?
I don't see it
>>7761666
Many do because she's a popular model
You think Angelina Jolie is attractive and she's pretty rough looking.
>>7761665
different anon, but what am i supposed to do after getting a diploma with average at best grades, besides working minimum wage?
>>7761677
your face is more feminine I think
>>7761652
same
why couldn't i just be a normal boy who likes girls but not so much that he wants to be as much like one as possible
>>7761677
Lol you wish
>>7761686
i agree
>>7761682
>angelina jolie
>rough looking
UM
>>7761665
oh god I'm fucking up, I just checked and my grade in math is like 10%
I've been too distracted by emotions
I gotta try harder in school
>>7761683
work minimum wage or go to a trade school/college (not uni unless there is something you want to do that needs a degree) and get certified for something you want to do
>>7761702
uhhh, no, I'm early transition
>>7761702
6'1"
melly has a quarter incher lol
>>7761691
>angled jaw
She literally looks like her father Jon Voight
>>7761695
just do your best and if you fail retake that shit in summer school or an extra year
it's not that bad if you've learned some of it before there is probably some things you remember
>>7761691
>Angelina Jolie is actually a lecturer at my university.
>>7761711
that's interesting I guess what does she usually speak about?
>>7761710
math does NOT stay in my brain, I have to be told how to do it while I do it or I can't do it
I'm an idiot especially when it comes to math
luckily that's like the only class I'm failing rn so it'[s not too bad
>tfw penis is just short of an inch and a half
>tfw I'll never have successful srs
>>7761709
she loosk like a goddess too good for the planet earth
>>7761717
>wanting an inverted penis that looks nothing like a vagina
>>7761666
edie is my buddi uwu
>>7761717
>too small for srs
iktf
srs sucks anyways r-right
>>7761683
Check the minimum requirements for post secondary programs of interest to you. With average grades you could likely go to a community college or trade school with fairly minimal upgrading if any.
You could also climb the totem pole at some minimum wage jobs if you really work your butt off.
>>7761695
Do whatever it takes
Get help from your teachers outside of class, do your assignments and try your best to pull yourself up to at least a passing grade.
Repetition is key if math isn't sticking
>>7761703
This is very much the case in Canada
You can't do shit without your diploma
>>7761669
i-i still have to apply
>>7761720
Like her father
>>7761721
You people are fucking delusional.
>>7761729
>she actually has a more masc jawline
also, what is wrong with those lips?
>>7761734
>on this episode of how it's made
>>7761729
a
g o d d e s s
>>7761734
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DONT LIKE THISSSSSSSSSSSS
>>7761724
thanks for advices lanna
ur cool
>>7761721
this is a bad post
>>7761726
uh, good luck then! hope you get in.
>>7761743
elanna is actually really cool
>>7761734
Can you not? This is a blue board
>>7761714
not even if you like learned some of it before and then you come back to it you don't vaguely recognize it?
anyway I was sure I was going to fail math in senior year but I actually ended up with like 52% because my teacher gave me bonus 5% before the final because she felt bad for me always skipping class or looking like I want to kill myself lol
I took summer school anyway to improve the grade a bit and even though it's like condensing the class into shorter time it isn't really that bad
>>7761734
since i need to do a million things at home today:
mtfg........ chinese food, or a pizza?
>>7761737
Yet Edie thinks she's a goddess
>>7761734
that's a nice one but that was kind of gross and painful looking
>>7761733
everyone is
>>7761730
>wanting to have to spend at least an hour every day dedicated to it
>wanting to go through that much pain and lose money by attempting to copy something that it isn't
>>7761744
why
>>7761665
>A high school diploma is a stamp of basic employability.
A GED is fine, too. R-right?
>>7761756
It's good enough
>>7761753
a salad and toasted bread
>>7761755
I'm not delusional juni
>>7761756
yes it's fine
>>7761763
as soon as you have an opinion, you are delusional
that's how it works
>>7761758
I like porn as much as the next person, but I browse this general at school
Enjoy your ban
>>7761748
>>7761755
some people have genuine genital dysphoria and it's kind of shitty of you to repeat dumb memes about SRS when its the only solution to this issue for a lot of people here
>>7761758
>>7761734
stop triggering my agp reeee
please stop
>>7761755
>thinking I'd care about time spent on an investment to make myself less dysphoric
>>7761768
I'm realistic cause I go out and understand how people and I don't have bdd
face it circes /ourguy/
>>7761772
she's also le drakeposter whiteknight so you can safely dismiss most of her opinions
>>7761755
Does dilation actually take an hour a day?
>>7761755
>>wanting to have to spend at least an hour every day dedicated to it
>>wanting to go through that much pain and lose money by attempting to copy something that it isn't
Do your homework juni, I spend 30 minutes a week on my "inverted penis", tops
>>7761743
Np :3
And hey if you really don't get something related to math it helps to ask people, even in places like here. There's plenty of nerds on the internet.
>>7761756
It works in a pinch
>>7761784
maybe during the first few months of healing but eventually it goes to a few minutes a week
>>7761728
I think so. I'd have lots more to do prob and I'm not happy here... idk if we decide to live together I'm sure it would work out p well.
>>7761786
thanks for the advice as well! hope things are going well for you
>>7761753
>chinese food
>>7761728
hope you're having a good day!
>>7761745
i hope so too ;-;
>>7761772
I'm not just repeating dumb memes
I have genuine genital dysphoria too
I've never seen a neovag that passes and I don't want to invest much into the dysphoria
I have a metal plate in my arm that i could have removed for free now. It causes me slight physical pain and it's disgusting to feel but I'm not about to miss work and go through another surgery to fix it because i'd rather spend my time doing other things.
>>7761778
it's only going to make you focus on what makes you dysphoric more
>>7761781
everyone is realistic
everyone is delusional
facts of life
>>7761786
can you link me to any passing neovaginas?
How long ago was yr surgery? also don't some people have to spend over an hour even years afterwards? and aren't there a large amount of side effects and repercussions that are likely to happen post op?
http://www.strawpoll.me/12346137
http://www.strawpoll.me/12346137
>>7761805
there is this black trans porn star who had really good srs results but I don't know her name so I can't find her pic now lol
maybe some chaser knows who she is and can identify her the pic I am thinking of she is sitting naked on a bathtub I think
>>7761805
>can you link me to any passing neovaginas?
No, the only people that post their neovaginas online are creepy old hons
>How long ago was yr surgery?
3.5 years
>also don't some people have to spend over an hour even years afterwards?
No, after 1 year of healing the dilation schedule is negligible and even weekly intercourse can substitute
>and aren't there a large amount of side effects and repercussions that are likely to happen post op?
No. It is a routine surgery and the most likely side effects such as granulation are a temporary nuisance. Actual significant side effects are rare
You can choose to get surgery or not, that's your choice, but for fuck sake don't spout off when you're so poorly informed.
>>7761796
They're going well enough
I'm about to go for v day lunch with the gf :3
http://www.strawpoll.me/12346155
>>7761810
depends if you are just going to get hounded and forced to pay later anyway I guess
>>7761816
nice, have fun!
>>7761816
i'd still like to see a passing neovag and i don't understand why only old hons would do that. young attractive people post their junk all over the internet too. i'm not saying anything with bad intentions. from what i have seen, srs is false hope. i'd honestly like to be proven wrong.
>>7761753
be the tranny stereotype, eat peezer :3
>>7761816
>No, the only people that post their neovaginas online are creepy old hons
this is part of the problem, no?
>>7761832
When you say stuff like this it does actual harm. it's essentially saying that you're ok with spreading misinformation, because it's clear you know nothing about what kind of recovery and commitment of time it takes. It is not an easy surgery, but it is very safe, and reliable.
I have had the surgery. I have known multiple people who have had the surgery. Literally none of them went in expecting to become a cis girl, they expected a "good enough" relief from genital dysphoria, and it does this, consistently.
>tfw not sure if want srs
>tfw don't want to get orchi and then later realize I want srs, but I also don't want to get srs if my only reason for it is "but what if I regret not getting it?"
>>7761771
please, just stop
how does this thread make you feel?
>>>/pol/112773297
>>7761852
bad
>>7761852
lol nothing really
Would anyone be willing to snuggle with a skinnyfat bicurious 19 year old? I just had my wisdom teeth out and could use a snuggle buddy
>>7761708
Wait you saw her thing? Is it really as small as those pictures she posted?
>>7761848
what surgeons have you heard good things about?
>>7761850
just get an orchi but tell the surgeon to make as little scar tissue as possible or ask whoever you want to go to for srs what they recommend if you are thinking of getting orchi some of them will do srs after orchi some won't
also if you get orchi stretch the skin sometimes so it doesn't atrophy
>>7761863
wheres u
>>7761852
That thread only makes me feel pity for him as an individual for being so warped in the mind that he literally collects pictures of transgender corpses. You have to be an incredibly, special kind of fucked up to spend 5+ hours daily screaming about trannys on /pol/ while literally building a folder and collection of pictures of assaulted or murdered people.
Imagine how that erodes away at his own self. Literally spending every day screaming hatred as loud and as shocking as possible. That Greek poster is the loudest anti-trans voice on all of /pol/, so much so that even casually browsing /pol/ for a week you will start to recognize him.
He needs mental help.
>>7761852
what was that thread about
>>7761875
corpses of transgender people
>>7761852
Sick and makes me want to stay in the closet until I can afford ffs
>>7761871
connecticut
>>7761872
Chances are they're trans as well, trying to repress by doing this.
I can't understand why someone would devote themselves to something they hate so much.
>>7761872
He is who he is, his beliefs are part of his identity.
If anything erodes away selfhood, it's mental help.
>>7761883
texas, sorry :c
hope you find somebody tho!
>>7761049
hugghugghugghugghugghugghugg
>look in mirror at college
my jawline is ducked
quakquak
>>7761875
guy posting gore of murdered trans and quoting the bible
>>7761872
I am trans and I collect gore. I am not the person who posted that crap in pol but I did enjoy it.
>>7761872
it's ok, this kind of "fucked up" doesn't go outside.
>>7761868
I have heard good things about suporn, also some good about chet
I went to Brassard and know a few people who went to him, and overall they're happy. I got some scarring that I'm unhappy about but I seem prone to scarring from even minor injuries.
im listening to some guy talking to a girl next to me and the conversation is hilarious
why do guys turn into retards around girls?
>>7761907
Have you heard anything about McGinn?
>>7761908
evolution told them to fuck fuck fuck whatever was fertile
guys turn into retards around girls because they're going against their natural instincts and trying to get permission to fuck
>>7761889
thanks qt, i imagine you sound like Louanne from KOTH and that's good enough
>>7761912
I have not heard anything about McGinn unfortunately
>>7761908
/r9k/ bois are outside
>>7761907
yeah. I suppose, like a lot of people, suporn would be the dream surgeon whenever I have save enough money. Spending a month alone in Thailand right after surgery seems like quite the adventure though
>>7761925
lame.
The only things I've heard about her came from hons, but apparently she's the best in my area.
I want to HUG Elanna!
>>7761863
gimmie some of ur pain pills and we have a deal
washing my hair this morning, tilted my head back and suddenly one of my vertebrae popped out of place and poked sharp through the skin so I couldn't move my head at all, had to lift it up slightly with one hand and push the knob of bone back into place in searing fucking pain with the other hand- PIP say my disability doesn't affect me in daily tasks though so they won't give me disability money :^)
#justhypotoniathings
>>7761164
it does that, took about 6 months for my skin to become girl-skin all over, my arms were first and my forehead last in my case
>>7761253
they sure do :3
>>7761317
>ONLY MAKE $3000-4000 MONTHLY
>ONLY
I wish I had £700 monthly so I could comfortably afford rent + hormones + laser goddamn, you genuinely have zero perspective do you edie? try pulling a prince-and-the-pauper situation for a couple of months or something, it'd be enriching
>>7761351
jesus fucking christ
I have friends in full-time employment with degrees who are struggling to not be homeless / eat properly each day, sorry to be harsh but, seriously, get the fuck over yourself, you act like you have no clue how lucky you are compared to the majority of the world's population, I have £800 in savings and that's more than both my parents atm at ~60 after a lifetime of honest work and taxes
>>7761602
edie you look like a fucking woman
what happened to my filters anyway, I had her filtered, did chrome reset them or some shit?
>>7761666
>who tf considers her attractive
most normal people who don't live in your weird bubble, that's a normal-level-of-attractive cis woman
>>7761711
my uni has some pretty cool lecturers, I do Env. Science though so their names wouldn't mean shit to most people here lol
I talked to Mark Kermode though, his hands really are huge
GUESS WHO GOT CODEINE BTW
>left nostril gets blocked every time i sleep for months
>can't even sleep on my left side
>allergy pills don't work
>find some weird nasal spray
>it blasts my nose into an enlightened plane of clarity
random good feels i like being able to breathe
>>7761939
>nodding off in the arms of a qt
sign me up
>>7761942
Try a netti pot, they make your sinuses feel amaaaaazing.
>>7761848
I'm sorry if I said some untruths
I didn't think people would get so upset
I've seen some things about people who really regret it and the surgery looks disappointing to me.
Don't most people lose the ability to orgasm from it?
I sincerely hope you remain happy with yr choice
I don't think i'll be able to stomach the surgery myself.
>>7761942
Be careful with that shit because you can get addicted to nasal spray.
looking at some of the old messages I got posting pics on craigslist...
wew
>>7761852
not a lot
context? is this like a well-known trans murder or something or just some unfortunate rando?
>>7761947
just make sure you don't use tap water, horrifying shit might happen if you have metals or flouride up your nose
>>7761940
is it you?
>>7761942
I always find if my nose has been blocked for ages due to my allergies and then gets unblocked by spray etc. then my nose is so super duper sensitive to smells it's unbearable
like everything smells so strongly and I get horrible stabbing pains like someone's put a needle up my nose when I smell something strong like if I open the food waste bin
>>7761872
ehh it is only the one guy posting the gore but I skimmed through the thread and about half the people are agreeing with him and half (including a few who said they are trans) is calling him an idiot either for being christian or hating gays
>>7761930
Yes and no. I don't expect you'd be spending a lot of time outside of the hospital for the first few weeks and I know I wasn't super mobile for most of the first month. As far as vacations go it would probably be a bit of a write off ;_;
>>7761932
I mean she might be ok but most American surgeons are a bit behind the cutting edge afaik
>>7761933
Hugg
>>7761950
Where do you get most of your information? I've never really spoken with anyone who regrets it apart from scarlet. I do think there's people that do have rough experiences, I knew a single very mentally unstable girl who basically snapped after the surgery but I really don't think she knew what she was getting herself into, and it had more to do with being mentally unstable than anything else.
I can't speak for everyone obviously and it often doesn't come up in conversation but I certainly can orgasm without much difficulty.
>>7761947
that and saline nasal sprays don't work
my nose is like actually blocked somehow so it just spills out of the nostril when i put it in
>>7761972
yeah, by adventure I meant watching anime and reading when the meds aren't making you too fucked. can't wait for it though, can't imagine it won't be worth it
>>7761960
Very true, thankfully they dont put flouride in the water here- but theres definitely metals ad other reclaimed chemical. I have a jug of distilled water tho.
>>7761973
Shitty, thre might be something seriously wrong. Have you talked to doctors about any surgical operations that might help?
>>7761973
stick like a metal rod up there or something
>watched a video about a young trans kid during psych class
>tfw tearing up in the back over hearing the parents talk about worrying about the kid's future and how people will treat him and how he'll always be their kid no matter what, and that he shouldn't have to live every day hating how he has to present himself to the world
>tfw made me think about how awful coming out to my dad is going to be
I didn't ask for this today
>>7761852
>/pol/
literally who cares
>>7761898
>not avoiding every mirror
:c
lel at the yung hons who believe everything they read here
>>7761380
>>7761989
Don't worry that's not really accurate!
if you're a young girl it should be much sooner!
>>7761992
what's hsts
I haven't heard this one before
>>7761994
Yeah, wasn't that chart based on people who started at like 40+ or something?
>>7761992
theres a weird divide between the general opinion on the classification of trans people in here and on the rest of the board
the unironic agp witchhunters dont come here but theyre in every other trans thread (except maybe /agpg/ aka /repressgen/)
>>7761962
yesss
I'd like to be on a 250mg dose but I want to make sure I keep enough for the next few times I'm really suicidal before I can buy again so it's just 128mg rn :P wish I had a prescription
>>7761972
4chan and google i guess
some people regret it after a few years of having it done
that's good that you can orgasm
i dislike having my penis but idk i think i wouldn't be able to imagine it as a vagina even post op
idk honestly i've seen like less than 5 neovags that look like the lady could pass with it by saying it's deformed or something but they don't look good at all either.
>>7761989
tfw 10 months and still have shitty skin, big balls, and big muscles
but my boobs are still growing, body hair still disappearing, and my butt's starting to get some fat to it
>>7761989
I'll be 6 months when the semester ends...already pretty decent changes at 3
very exciting!!
>>7762000
i think it stands for homosexual transexuals or something like that.
basically part of a theory that you're only trutrans if you like men
lee or spegiel??
my moms asking me about ffs a lot lately...
No matter how hard you try, the most you'll ever be is a mutilated freak living in a delusional bubble.
It makes me smile knowing for a fact how much that bothers you.
Think about that tonight, when you're standing in the mirror, pretending.
Know that it can never be true in this life. Maybe in the next one, though.
>>7762018
is that some kind of war-skunk?
its very interesting looking
>>7761917
i was never that big of an autist around girls though lol
i was just nervous in general though in high school so maybe that was it idk
>>7762022
lol, most of us haven't gotten/aren't getting srs dummy
stay here! you might learn stuff
>>7762018
okay I remembered her name search mia fever vagina or something for good srs results
>>7762022
the sooner you start hormones the less you will regret it once you finally break down and give in
>>7762020
how do I know if I like boys or girls, I gotta know so I can figure out if I'm a girl or not
>>7761989
you were a cutie pre-hrt you are FINE
>>7762018
>big muscles
iktf
>>7762022
idk senpai I really like the way my face looks now, I'm getting kinda cute desu
>>7762022
i know i'm only an imitation, but can you explain to me what's wrong w/ that?
>>7762031
>mia fever vagina
looks cute
thanks anon
>>7762027
idk is just a skunky
>>7762042
reee nim, reeeee :(
>>7762019
do you have anything besides buds and super puffy and sensitive nips? that stage has been awkward as fuck for me
>>7762021
>my moms asking me about ffs a lot lately...
Why?
Is she trying to push you towards getting it?
>>7762037
the funny part is how it even goes as far as to claim that trannies who are not interested in men or women are still agp
>>7762039
I really want breasts
>>7761973
is it polyps?
>>7762042
I'm gonna try to go skeletal soon
is this what arms will look like?
>>7762050
my face looks a bit different and definitely changes to hips/thighs/butt
definitely pretty far from female but its very encouraging!!
>>7761852
Lol a fucking book... Stupid spookery
Where I live we have Christians that go around door knocking. They bring children with them, usually young ones. They use them like a shield. This one lady kept coming around on a Sunday. Usually my housemate would interact with them.
I answer the door one time a couple of months ago. The woman immediately starts on me
>you are an abomination and the reason earthquakes happen reeeee
I ignore her hatred, squat down and look at the little girl in the face and smile.
>I want you to know that your mum is using you. She thinks that if you are here, no one will swear at her, but people do don't they?
>Child nods, mum starts harping on about something else
>Did you know that this is called neglect? I want you to remember this word for when you are older, can you say it
>Mum is now fully raging at me telling me not to talk to her daughter.
>N-n-eglect
>Good girl, now block your ears and turn around me and mummy are going to have an adult conversation and I don't think you should hear.
I proceed to explain in detail to this lady that if I see her dragging her daughter around ever again, that I will proove god isn't real, they will never find her body and I'll raise her daughter as my own.
She's not been back and I haven't seen her around. I can't wait till that girl grows up and remembers that word.
>>7762055
and you'll get them soon!
you just have to be patient
>>7762052
According to Blanchard, hsts have to be exclusively interested in men, and if you like women even a tiny bit then you're agp, and if you're agp and like men then you're not actually attracted to men, but you get off on how feminine it makes you feel to be with a man.
>>7762062
that's good! three months in as well. the biggest thing for me so far has been my skin, acne cleared up and it's just a lot better.
hope your transition goes well, best of luck!
>>7762067
that's pretty edgy
>>7761940
>all of this
i'm very aware of how fortunate i am as a person but that doesn't stop me from being depressed or wanting to accomplish more in my life lol
and that doesn't stop me from having dysphoria or feeling manly or whatever. nor does it stop me from comparing my financial situation to other more successful 25 year olds.
like r u ok
>>7762075
thanks! you too :)
>>7762075
so the big changes start coming like 3 months in?
I'm only like a month in and feel like it's doing hardly anything u.u
>>7762047
hey juniper just wondering do you think these vaginas pass because this is a gallery of average cis women
>>7762069
I wonder how big they will be....
>>7762078
pretty sure if there is no proof something exists and also no proof that it doesn't exist it still doesn't exist
>>7762092
what gallery?
>>7761872
The people going off about how they want to massacre trannies in that thread probably lack the self-awareness to even realise how mentally disturbed they come off as.
Must be some nice cognitive dissonance to have psychopathic murder fantasies yet go on about how the people you want to murder are mentally ill.
i wish i had hips
it realy hurts my brain to see my body
i dont like being transgender
>>7762103
vaginas are gross
is this a reasonable opinion for a tranny to have?
>>7762089
3 months in was when I got excited over having nicer skin and the beginnings of boobs.
6 months is when the honeymoon phase ended and I got depressed because I still looked like a man, just with longer hair and better skin.
>>7762110
sure but don't shame others for wanting one or being attracted to them
>>7762115
>I got depressed because I still looked like a man, just with longer hair and better skin.
it sucks
>>7762116
nahh no reason to shame others
I actually do want one though
but I'm scared of surgery so we'll see :(
>>7762022
does it even matter you dumb spook peddler
>>7762078
Everyone can, by dying.
>>7762080
Lol gutless, here in Aussie some people have spines. If you seriously expect me to see a child suffering because of spooky skywizard nonsense and say nothing, then you are a duffer :P
You could tell this kid was afraid of people... It was fucking upsetting...
>>7762132
okay like I get it, and yea I am spineless, but some of the stuff was really "nothin personnel kid" esque y'know?
>>7762131
can you just say reified or something instead I really think the spook memes just turn people off this kind of thinking
kill me everyone okay :DDDD
>>7762145
how about a hugg instead
>>7762145
Hugg
>w<
>>7762103
I would say most of those pass
maybe if i hadn't known they were cis i would say otherwise
but i think i can tell by the lips and clit. 3 of them i would clock as mtf unknowingly
>>7762097
the singularity of life is god
imho proving something exists is proof of god
depends on the definition of god being used tho
i used to read a lot of books by gurus in highschool and they mostly mentioned that any transferring of energy is god
energy in motion is god
the characters that are attributed to it are imagined
>>7762132
i don't believe in a life after death for the individual
i don't understand how death disproves god considering life happened for the individual and time is just a dimension being moved through
>>7762139
I am unfamiliar with this meme. I'm glad you can only view the world through memes though... Shows your are super well adjusted.
Children are the future. Filling their lives with abuse is unacceptable. Calling child services wouldn't do anything, police would laugh. Each person needs to take action when they see this shit. It is not acceptable to merely rely on authorities.
If that makes me lame or shit or edgy, so be it.
>>7762135
I've read some people kinda give up around that time and keep taking hrt and then one day at like 1.5-2 years look in the mirror and see a grill :)
>>7762164
I'm not well adjusted at all lol
all I'm really saying is you're a bit too aggressive
i just happened to walk by the university's stem career & internship fair while trying to get away from all the crowded areas here.
i got some nice resources for internships.
life is full of nice surprises
>>7762173
I'm sticking with it partly because I have no other choice, but I've heard that too. I'll keep with it and hopefully by 18 months I look a little better
I'm getting my levels checked next month so I can make sure writing is where it needs to be
going in public is so hard when you don't pass yet :c
>>7762201
iktf I just always wear big sweaters and present male
>>7762201
You look cute already though!
>>7762209
exact same here
I'm not going to go public until my boymode fails
>>7762173
I hope that happens to me.
At this point most of why I'm still taking hrt is because not taking it would make me feel even more shitty.
>>7762209
big bulky sweaters are the comfiest kind of clothing
>>7762217
Post pic
>>7762201
Same
I hate going outside because I know I'll be seen as a guy by 99.9% of people.
I'm not going to go full time until I'm sure I can pass consistently, but I feel awful that I can't attempt to feel more comfortable with myself in public by doing certain things without my anxiety destroying me
>touch face
>feel stubble
Hello darkness my old friend
>>7762214
don't give up friend!
>>7762225
>shave multiple times in day
>still feel stubble
>visible moustache shadow
>razor burn
Make it stop
>>7762221
No bully... I just woke up when I took this so I'm kinda a mess
https://unsee.cc
/bosigamu/
im cringing
>>7762241
Ahh then I was right who you are. Don't worry you look really cute!
>>7762241
I've only been transitioning for 2 months, and I've only been on hormones for 1 month
these are my excuses for ugly
>>7762241
go away cissie
>>7762243
why
>>7762188
Yes. I can become very aggressive when upset... Especially when it has something to do with children. This was never in question, I have openly admitted this before. I am an lovely person when can anon. Don't fuck with children in my presence and don't try to down play the actions of those who do. We all have things we feel are unacceptable. Child abuse is always unacceptable. No exceptions.
I couldn't care less of she's abusing me, her book words are all spookery, why would I take that on board? It's silly :P
Ahh it's gonna be such a lovely night
>>7762253
Save me child... How was the psych? :3
I have an appointment after work tonight. New Doctor... So the anxiety is building ;-;
>>7762251
finally got ahold of my insurance provider and talked to a stranger about getting surgeries
now i have to talk to my doctor about getting an orchiectomy to see if that can be covered at all
otherwise i'm gonna have to get srs which they cover in full because my mom works for the hospital i'd be getting it at
I feel bad for being ungrateful and finnicky about this but i'd rather just get my balls removed i think
>>7762042
You think you have big muscles? >>7761170
>>7762271
it's the bdd speaking, your literally prime transition material senpai
>>7762268
thats surbisingly muscular
I don't think i could fight gay-lanna
>>7761170
>>7762268
>tfw almost actual skeleton
how to be cool like coolanna?
>>7762271
because you're fucking adorable, plus i'm just about happy enough atm to not be super jelly
A guy in front of me in class is playing tetris and he's really bad at it and it's mildly triggering
I'm back and I brought my depression with me.
Who wants to make me cry?
>>7762296
tell him he sucks.
>>7761501
<333
You too
>>7762285
Protein
Calories
Work out or get a physical job
My lifts are pretty garbage because I've taken a break from lifting but I handle heavy stuff like 40 hours a week.
>>7762279
It's ok I don't think many here could take me
>tfw you almost see a girl in the mirror
>>7762297
Cypro? Or just depressed in general :(
lol, jew nose
>>7762268
just to remind you that the only one tru alpha in mtfg is me..
>>7762312
desu you're far from ugly, you have excellent features that some (myself included) would kill for, if you start putting on makeup then everyone will think you're a girl
>>7762313
>mfw this is vanessa 10.jpg and the second picture of your face
>>7762321
r-really? thank you so much... I hope I can look like a girl soon
>>7762322
lol, I think I've posted like, 3 or 4 pics of my face
>>7762241
>tfw missed it
i'm sure youre cute as everyone else is saying
i only ate half of this large extra pepperoni pizza and i feel like a water balloon ready to be popped
>>7762308
depression because I'm concerned about what people think of me.
I tried to take a selfie for a club thing and just felt like I couldn't get a good picture of myself. So I gave up and tried to pretend it wasn't a thing.
Now I won't have estrogen tomorrow because my insurance thinks I'm still on 4 mg of E instead of 6 mg, so they're like, "that supply should have lasted you 3 months" and my doctor's being a pain and won't update the script and the pharmacists looked kinda pissed at me and and and
I just want to disappear.
>>7762312
why
>>7762328
just please dont be too hard on yourself, you're way better than that!
>>7762334
where was it from
>>7762331
Sure but I didn't exactly care about those :^)
>>7762314
sass vs valq vs sheen cage match is needed to decide who the true alpha of /mtfg/ is
>>7762302
I have trouble with milk gallons :\
>>7762302
did you use to work out?
in the before time, in the long-long ago?
>>7762334
did you have fuckboy action yesterday, tho?
>>7762347
u~oh, right
um, t-thank you?
wait! oh thanks buttface!
>mfw face is my worst feature
>>7762354
post the good features then ;-)
>>7762348
as long as sheen isn't allowed to use logs and valq isn't allowed to use tire irons, i should come on top easy peasy.
>>7761170
>>7762042
>>7762314
I'm a weakling; a lot of mine is fat that used to be muscle.
>>7762354
Hah sorry for the confusion I didn't want this to be archived!
But yee out of all trips I have most pics of you lol
>>7762268
big enough to KICK YOUR BUTT
>>7762340
because you're a really nice and pretty girl, and I like you
stay strong
>>7762359
valq is pretty tall though I think, she'd probably have reach on you
i swear I hate OKcupid. LMAO
>>7762373
Cause you gave a lot of pictures, I just have one or two of most other trips
>>7762372
this guy should get in contact with some of the portland crew
>>7762372
why not give a bj to a strange man in a movie theater?
i remember when my hair was long enough to cover my eyes
that was cool
>>7762373
well, everyone's probably better than me, i'd wager
>>7762384
my hair is like that now
pre blood test results anxiety. reaaaally hoping levels look okay, wish me luck, ladies. pls
>>7762387
that's really neat c:
>>7762296
show him this
https://youtu.be/96Bw_HI1Uvw
>>7762369
we're at the same height I think. :p
i don't actually want to fight anyone tho.
>>7762369
valq's like 5'10, not that tall
>>7762386
would you like me to look into the camera and open the gates to hell?
say NO
Hey sorry for disappearing, I found out my delivery driver didn't vote for Hillary and his favorite Kanye song is Heartless. I haven't even gotten around to giving that a place on the top list yet
>>7762403
purest ebil!
>>7762400
isn't sass like 5'6" or shorter?
guatemala is a short country
>>7762372
is that the same fucking guy from before? can you block him already, please? lol
This man is outside your door
>>7762340
Awwwww you needs cuddles and pats :(
I have tonnes of solutions running through my head on how to advise you. But at the end of the day I just want you to know that it's ok. It's normal to be upset when things aren't working out. It's normal to overdose when we feel the meds aren't doing what we need them too. And it's normal to be super critical of our image. It's normal to worry about what other people think. What you are experiencing is normal sweetheart and I hope that in time things will get better for you <3
>>7762383
i know your suggestion was made in jest but:
1. yuck
2. pic related
>>7762407
sounds like a cool guy desu
>>7762372
Do... they let you
Pour milk duds in the hot popcorn? Hmmm daddy?
>>7762414
it's really cold and my house does not have the best heating, leave blankets is torture :c
why isn't it a capital punishment for a transgirl to be 6'0 so i can be put down
>>7762422
because your evangelines state assigned cuddle buddi
>>7762414
i didn't say it was heavy i said i could lift it!
>>7762421
C'mon, those are some weak excuses.
You want to be strong, don't fall into the frail hikki trap
i was next to my sister trying on glasses and we're really kinda starting to look similar wtf
>>7762332
I'm not lol, but maybe some day
>>7762375
What's wrong with having two maids growing up?
>>7762422
commit a different capital offense so they do put you down (in like 20+ years after doing it)
>>7762436
idr anyone saying there was anything wrong with it lol
>>7762401
almost everyone?
Hello girls, your queen has arrived
>>7762422
pfft i'm an amazon, just rock it lil nim
>>7762422
Soon...
I'm actually okay with my height. I wish I was shorter but I don't exactly hate being tall. I just hate the practical aspect, like finding tops for a long torso with long arms.
>>7762431
>tfw I took a selfie a couple months ago and thought I looked really similar to my mom, but I haven't had that happen since then
It was weird.
>>7762439
Oh well you have to tamper this with my mom being insane and making us clean and organize the house before the maids come over so they wouldn't say bad things about us in Spanish
>>7762446
how else can we establish alpha status though?
>>7762268
I'm so tuff I'm probably the strongest person here
I can curl like 500 pounds desu baka senpai
>>7762429
You acted like it was heavy and that was an accomplishment to be able to lift and I thought it was hilarious
>>7762436
hey faye how did the surgery go?
>>7762409
1.83 m ;-;
also, pic related
>>7762454
o ok
>>7762430
maybe being frail is ok for me....
>>7762455
I dont want to be alpha
I want to be a tiny cute girl/woman and I know thats impossible but I don't want to be some circus act for anon's enjoyment
>>7762465
noooo thats not how I meant it I'm sorry :(
I was just shitposting
>"so wat do u want to get done?"
>"the surgery? it's an orchiectomy.."
>"ok....... ....and what is that exactly?"
>"so pretty much i'm getting my balls removed"
>"oh"
>>7762407
Is this real? Are you actually this fucking pathetic?
>>7762457
>>7762458
it is!
i can bring all the groceries up 3 times as fast as my mom!
>>7762463
you don't have to try to get ripped or whatever idk if that is even possible on hrt anyway you should just try to maintain good health so your body doesn't start falling apart at 30
i'm sure a lot of people here beat me in look.
my t was incredibly high when i started, must have been higher when i was a teenage faggo
>>7762479
is there a point to this post lol
>>7762454
your in the club and this guy slaps you on the ass and everyone sees
what do you do
>>7762471
I think this is more accurate desu
>>7762459
It's pretty ok all the pain is subsiding and they gave me orange sherbet, but I'm still stuck working this pole tho
guys, is this cute?
>>7762493
I think it's cute
but I have bad fashion sense
>>7762488
just because she's 61 and has back problems doesn't mean anything!!
>>7762436
what's wrong with having 2 maids, a cook and a chauffeur while growing up?
>>7762454
LMAO I swear white people don't know how to have maids.
>>7762446
no one does, bby.
>>7762455
it's obvs that I'm alpha because no one really wants it.
>>7762414
*wrestles you*
>>7762420
this is how you get throat infections.
>>7762487
to establish my inferiority?
>>7762507
do you have a fetish for that or something idgi lmao
Well, I managed to make the call to set up my driving test, but the person I called didn't pick up, so I had to leave a message. Should be fine...um, sorry about this morning. I was kind of in a bad place, I guess.
>>7762504
what would be a cute sweater/wool thingy?
>>7762263
Umm well he was shocked and scared for my health. His shock came mostly from the fact that I'm usually very neutral on things and a bit hestitant to go out and do stuff, and here I come in, telling the man I've been taking hormones I bought online. He was even kinda intrgued by it. Mostly scared though..
Thanks for asking!
Oh wow that really sucks ;n; good luck in advance!!
i should probably get the free srs huh
:/
>>7762512
wat. no
>>7762502
White people dont know how to be maids, I tried hiring them and they just don't show up because they do it for fun money and their husbands work
Mexican maids are amazing but they won't tell you when they break shit because they're afraid of immigration
Is it okay for boys to wear leggings in public?
>>7762535
yeah
in the university district of seattle anything goes
>>7762515
>>7762492
>working this pole
that's pretty lewd faye
>>7762514
i have no idea what ur talking about and i'm sure no one here knows either so i wouldn't worry too much, things happen
>>7762515
same
>>7762533
ok so you should probably question why you're doing what you're doing and what relevance it has on anyone else here huh
and if it even benefits you in any real way
>>7762520
go for something like this
>>7762529
probably
>>7762529
how?
>>7762529
I would if I could but lmao documented as off hrt for ten months lmao
you know how i know when i need caffeine
when all ya'll do pisses me off and i feel like snapping for no reason lmao brb i need to make coffee
>>7762557
I'm sorry
>>7762535
I need to know this same thing but for girls that looks like boys
>>7762560
fuck you
>>7762493
I don't know about super cute, it's what girls wear though...
>>7762524
Isn't it funny how the difference between being healthy and unhealthy is often whether or not a doctor is involved? :/
You'll likely be in the same needs at the same dosage, but because they weren't prescribed by a doctor they aren't safe lol :P seems like an overreaction imo. Plus it's been weeks not months or years... At least you have your dad sorry if helping now that would be a relief I would imagine :3
I'm nervous but I hear she is awesome and is really down to earth, so I'm hopeful that she's better than cold clinical old men that I am used to xD
>>7762529
there's such a thing as "free srs"?
>>7762535
yes, it's ok in my book. just don't get yourself hurt. some people think seeing a male imitating females is an excuse to kill. good thing those assholes are on their way to disappear forever
>>7762492
:O dang
>>7762550
can confirm collared outfits like that look great on trannies, esp if black cause it downplays the shoulders and brings out other parts
>>7762565
Urgh... Why do I post on my phone? None of that makes any sense ^_^!
>>7762442
I'm warning you, once you gaze into my eyes you will see the empty void of Beelzebub's very soul!
>>7762457
>>7762042
mtfg arm wrestle who wins?
>>7762554
>>7762551
my mom works for a hospital
if i get it done there then it's fully covered
idk if i even want that but i need my balls gone and i don't have 2000 to spend on an orchi
>>7762554
having it be covered by insurance and/or a national healthcare system
>>7762577
>>7762576
surgery never ever :c
>>7762534
I didn't say anything about white people being maids.....what about Downton Abbey, tho?
You could tell them there's security cameras everywhere and have like random red LEDs light up when they enter the room and stuff.
latinos and especially Mexicans are afraid of surveillance technology.
also like get angry about stuff being placed incorrectly and not finding stuff you hid...and then apologize, but not really.
>>7762576
get a vagina and then a boyfriend
is the colon graft technique or sigmoid colon vaginoplasty or whatever it's called alright? it's the only kind of srs my insurance covers
>>7762489
depends how hard he slaps
>>7762571
This is good news, because I LOVE that look with a collar under a well fit sweater.
>>7762585
Do you want a shit funnel for a vagina?
>>7762576
shouldn't you wait a few years before doing that?
>>7762560
you didn't do anything sheen it's fine lol. it's not your fault i'm addicted to caffeine and BPD af
i'm making coffee now so i'll be out of this mood shortly
>>7762571
i love black cashmere hnnnnnnnnnnnnnng
button up'd or collared anything i used to be so obsessed with. i remember when i had my natural eye and hair color those were the days rip
>>7762575
We already know you're stronger than me ;>
you should really change your shirt. You were wearing that all day yesterday
>>7762585
your vagina will literally smell like poop
>>7762502
Sass should I write a page long review about this chicken and rice and my heyerochromia?
>>7762465
Seriously I accidentally have made a couple little noises and they're all really really high pitched and cute
But like 3-6 months before it stabilizes though >.<
>>7762548
Y..e
>>7762568
Only like a month until I can hire you to help me practice begging for cock
>>7762575
bring it i lift bitch~
>>7762574
ok, now i'm almost starting not to believe you
>>7762529
if you're not sure you want srs right now just get an orchi
>>7762596
ahhhhh surgery today right?
>>7762535
Of course not. Heck some women shouldn't wear leggings in public.
Don't listen to these fags. Leggings are for hot girls.
>>7762590
>implying men don't enjoy fucking the asshole.
>>7761852
Honestly christcucks need locking up they are a legit danger to actual people because they are mental ill because of cult brainwashing.
Trans etc have always existed christ cucks didn't, two spirited tended to be shamans and wise elders and monotheism teachs them to target them even though christ taught other wise but putting their followers in a constant state of cognitive dissonance is another method used in cult mind control.
>>7762593
>i love black cashmere hnnnnnnnnnnnnnng
Tall cashmere doesn't exist ;_;
>'is you a girl or a boy'
>a g-girl
>'you like girls, huh'
>>7762596
Woops here's the chicken and rice lol
>>7762602
Im post op >.<
>>7762596
only if it involves irony.
>>7762593
o-oh phew
>>7762596
>Seriously I accidentally have made a couple little noises and they're all really really high pitched and cute
n-not jelly at all
I'm glad you're all excited though, I know you were really nervous but you are going to be so damn happy that you took the step.
proud of you.
>>7762615
how'd it go? are you feeling better about stuff?
>>7762613
google told me that j crew has it apparently
>>7762615
Woah! Grats :3
>>7762622
just nuke em with cypro :3
>>7762603
I wore leggings in public like a week ago and I don't pass yet lol
I probably looked pretty silly, but I mean, I think I have nice legs?
ok i've been on the computer all day wtf
mfw
>>7762599
you dont want to know what happened to the last girl i gave the ebil eye
her name was CNT
>>7762594
desu senpai lets arm wrestle next time
i like wearing this shirt though
>>7762597
desu senpai better back the fuck up before you get smacked the fuck up
>>7762615
this pic made me very hungry
hows it taste?
>>7762630
Hey thanks for the rez
>>7762576
That's a terrible reason to get srs.
Having to be on AAs for a little while longer won't kill you, and you might even be able to take out a bank loan for your orchi if you want.
And if you do end up getting srs then you most likely shouldn't get it done at your mom's hospital anyway. No-name srs surgeons are usually terrible at what they do.
>>7762615
>mfw baby carrots are real
i actually laughed so hard I think my dog died
>>7762632
rez?
>>7762634
Poor doggo
>>7762622
insurance/state doesn't cover it at all? its not really very expensive though
Where do y'all like to look for fashion inspiration?
>>7762630
o, i remember that stupid bitch.
she's psychotic.
i wonder when i'll get the chance to tell her that i know who called her "chinny".
she said all kinds of stupid shit about me over that, b/c she thought it was me
>>7762634
>80 IQ
simple things amuse simple minds
>>7762628
If you think you are rocking them, more power to you.
>>7762645
well when I wear them alone I think they make my hips and legs look nice and are pretty
but when I go outside and people stare at me and make wierd faces I wanna cry
so I dunno
>>7762615
>Im post op >.<
you had better get used to saying that
ffs next and then srs and getting a boyfriend
>>7762640
pinterest? you like stuff and suddenly it starts suggesting you like other stuff and then you make sense of your fashion sense.
>>7762647
The answer is very simple.
Hit the gym.
>>7762620
Ye I was crying before I got nocked out randomly without them telling me they were about too
I'm not sure it was because my grandpa just died yesterday in the same area and I had been given an ultimatum of this or the funeral by my mom (who isn't driving over to see me), the lack of sleep, or the nervousness about if I'm really a girl
>>7762625
Thanks!
>>7762630
@ the very least, i'll appreciate seeing the face that you claim drove cnt away
>>7762640
sometimes /fa/ but a lot of the female fashion threads there are guys posting pics they jerk off too
sometimes pinterest but most there is basic bitch shit not that theres anything wrong with that really I just don't like it much
>>7762653
I'd rather avoid going in public as much as I can, I'm still early in transition
>>7762655
ok, i'll try to go full rapeface
new
>>7762663
>>7762656
anyway, it was alice. she even admitted that she was the one who was trolling cnt while cnt was flaming me
>>7762624
Noope. Only in mens :(
>>7762667
lol, i think everyone gave trolling her a go
I still have a copypasta emily wrote about her
>>7762657
that's what i thought. really sucks that it's the only one my insurance covers
>>7762659
>sometimes /fa/ but a lot of the female fashion threads there are guys posting pics they jerk off too
so true
it's always someone's asian fap folder
>tfw no surgeries of any kind
>tfw poorfag who has to go for the £2.20 8mg codeine split cause the 12mg is too expensive
>tfw never gonna afford FFS just because I wasn't pretty and passing to begin with or born into a rich family
>>7762637
CNT ovened me
Wore makeup outside the house for the first time. Am I girl now?