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Previous thread >>5660841
I won't lie the lifestyle isn't really that appealing, but I'm considering it if for dat tuition money. I mean, my dad doesn't have to know right?
Daily reminder that all anons should be gassed again.
>also she doesn't sound like she is either you retard.
wow you really are a retarded newfag. please stop acting like you know anything about transitioning or are qualified to help anyone
Someone come style my hair like hers please.
I cam really close to it one time, talked to a girl about her porn agency and what working there would be like. I watched a lot of documentaries about pornstars, etc, and what they all said was your family will find out around three months after you start, every time. It might be a bit longer for us because tranny porn is a bit more hush hush, but they would still find out.
Yeah, I hear you. I could go to graduate school instead of getting a job and I could get my chin reduction surgery. I dunno, I might reconsider it again when I graduate depending on where I'm at in life with people. If I'm still with my current bf there's no way he'd be ok with it.
>"i don't feel uncomfortable going fulltime"
(you): "ur not even living as a womann! XDXD, U can't relateeee!!!"
you're literally retarded
But that means I could just do regular porn right?
;~; well that's discouraging. I really wouldn't want my family to know. Idk, with how expensive school and shit is it's really damn tempting, and I imagine grad school is ridiculously expensive. Idk, those hangups and other life factors are hard to ignore.
Until Ricky, Robin, and Moap leave this thread forever, the hon posting will continue.
elanna i have an idea
are you seeing what im seeing?
Eh she could get into regular porn, she wouldn't make as much money or have nearly as long a career but it could still be a pretty penny.
Yeah that's something I think about, most guys would struggle to date a pornstar, god forbid a tranny pornstar. Dollface used to have a boyfriend back in the day if I recall, I wonder what put an end to that.
Sweet, they make me feel better about my own looks by comparison. Keep it up anon!
it's an anon
how do i know that anon identifies as he or she?
>tfw you look okay in the mirror but awful on pics
>tfw you think you could probably just skip having bangs because your hairline isn't that bad but then you take a pic
>being this retarded
Why the fuck would you assume that anyone posting in these threads isn't a trans woman? I was talking about transition and hrt too. End your life you misgendering loser bitch.
I know about that part, I'm just having trouble hammering that O button. I closed my eyes and imagine that it's real nigga hours and I'm smashing that like button but it doesn't seem to help that much.
>tfw someone confirms you're passing but it's super awkward
I am both happy but also can never ever enter a bar I kind of like to visit sometimes like, any time soon. Why are dads so effective at embarrassing you so hard you want to die?
Start with trans girls, then femboys, then real men. Then woof.
Is she trying to still market herself as a trans pornstar or is she just making regular porn?
I'll think about it...
Yeah, I wouldn't expect any partner to be able to deal with that. Idk, having a partner basically rules out any sort of sex work, unless they're really really OK with it.
am I invading my neighbors because im getting stoned with thrm but they know im trans see me as dude when i really wanna cuddle with one of them becauze of how dreamy is he and he'll never see me ads a women because im jusrt a man taking hormones oh my god he is so goddam cute and his coice is deep i want him to beat me up so muchp
>Why the fuck would you assume that anyone posting in these threads isn't a trans woman?
are you retarded? do you actually browse these threads?
>I was talking about transition and hrt too. End your life you misgendering loser bitch.
So it IS you lol? how mad you have to be to actually reply angrily to me like this thread after thread like this.
lmao get over yourself and filter me. you aren't going to win this fight.
we could make bank elanna
how much porn is there of 2 full-time passable transgirls one with SRS and one who is a domme fucking it out
the answer is none
we corner a niche and will make TRILLIONS of dollars
elanna we could solve the debt crisis with our girltinklers and boypussies
this is a once in a lifetime opportunity
>implying you fucking pass
dont kid yourself dude lol fart
non-lgbt'er with a recently discovered feminization fetish here.
The effects that female hormone treatment has on transgender people really turns me on a lot. Just the thought of a boy growing tits, the changes to their skin/body hair, mood, etc really gets me excited. Especially when the person is younger. (Actually I think older Trans girls are gross)
But the thing is that I dont know where to go with this sort of fetish. I have been fapping to transition/breast progress pictures and I also found pic related on tumblr and Ive never came so hard in my life.
But I need more and I'm finding it difficult to find what I'm looking for. Ideally, I could find a website with shit tons of nsfw transition progress galleries but I dont think that exists as far as I've looked.
I've kind of been tossing around the idea of buying some hormones myself and taking them but apparently it takes forever for them to have any noticeable effect and the tit growth is irreversible. What do I do?
No seriously, even men who thinks they're ok with it have the thought otfif eat away at them in the back of their mind until they can't be ok with it anymore.
It's one of the main reasons I won't do sex work like unless I have to.
>Wanting to fuck some one with your penis
Yeah, a few times.
I posted the wrong pic btw.
ask kayla, he's the director of forced feminization affairs here
he can probably tell. i pointed to his sleeve cuz it was all tore up and talked about cutting them off of mine. he pulled away when i pointed. he knows i wanna confess again so much
I wish I had someone fuck me before doing it at least. Not having sex with a male ever not even once in my life is suffering. Fuck being a virgin desu.
>tfw you tolerate yourself, but you can't change the fact that you are a terrible person with the visage to match
>tfw you are still breathing
>not wanting to plow a big strong hairy man as he's digging his nails into your back and moaning into your ear in his deep bellowing voice
I would pity fuck Kayla if given the chance to be honest. That dude is just a ticking fucking timebomb. Only a matter of time before he realizes he did it all because he's a autogynephile who wants to himself as a girl. I guess about half a year after transition he'll realize he did the wrong thing and hang himself from a ceiling fan.
Fuck, I love having a cock and being a girl so much. I don't think I've bottomed or subbed for anyone in like a year. Feels good.
>tfw the little red potion on my necklace broke off today
>tfw an older lady customer asked me if i have a boyfriend today
>tfw every time I start to feel better about myself the self-doubting and depression come back
>can't even bring myself to self-harm because I promised my closest friend I'd never do it
>the shame of doing it would push me over the edge and I'd probably just kill myself at that point
>tfw no healthy way of coping with my sadness
just bend over and take it like a man
poor bill! he just wanted to be a sissy housewife and wear his granny's skirts full-time but the society didn't let him
good. you should prepare for more, child
>le surprise tranny rapist appearance [audience claps]
i thought you were supposed to be in jail bill cosby
>tfw no trans GF to dominate me, tell me I'm useless manlet genetic garbage and to get a job so I can buy her stuff, and also ignore me and take forever to respond so I get super nervous and feel disliked
But anon I'm already dead.
why do you think so many of us kill ourselves?
but you do.
>tfw got on blockers right before 18
>tfw still doomed to hondom
>tfw you are the exception
>tfw feelsposting used to help you mellow out
>tfw now you just sink further and further
>tfw that one scar will never go away
>tfw you are on the highest dose of the only anti-depressant that worked for you.
>tfw there is no hope. but you try to invent some to see if you can find some real hope
>tfw too scared to end it, but too hopeless to move forward
to find real hope eventually.
i just accept that i am part of the reason people hate us desu.
I was raised by two Anti-Religious hippies who brainwashed me into Atheism. As hard as I try it's literally impossible for me to believe anything other than death is death and we all fade into ash, and seeing as we're no longer able to percieve the world around us the Universe itself might as well end at that point as well.
i voted for myself, i hope no one minds tee hee
>Could not cast your vote. Error returned by server: User has already voted on poll
h*ck damn it
I just kind of accept it and accept that in general, the majority of people seem to be hateful of something. So it's not really just us, it's that people hate things no matter what.
>implying I meant in one game
Although honestly I couldn't even catch all of them in a single game these days. I grow bored of Pokemon too quick anymore.
>make the decision to be happy
Pick one and only one.
yayyy! work was great tonight. made lots of monies. now i have to like .... go to the bank tho since i forgot that i need to put money from my prepaid debit card into my bank account so that i can submit my rent for the month lol.
how is your day going mtfg? did you have a nice night?
Pistol or shotgun, /mtfg/?
I'm too indecisive for this ;_;
I've come to the scientific conclusion that my body is cute, but my stupid fucking head and face ruin the whole thing
My hair is stupid and I need to stop playing with the hair over my ears
I don't know how to move my face
My eyes are soulless, dark, and cold
Someone please just kill me
I'm not sure how reliably you can find a Color these days, but if you ever did dedicate to that you could just buy another to do the trading yourself.
>mfw a kid doesn't recognize an early Gameboy
Well mom's boyfriend is being an asshole. Mom openly mocks me in front of anyone, hoping to shame me into quitting my transition. I owe the federal government 150$. I'm probably going to be stuck in this shit town until April. Sigh.
But at least I can dress up in my mom's clothes and feel pretty :3
Honestly i don't try to come off like that. there's alot i'm still trying to learn. i stay out of most of the in depth discussions if you haven't noticed.
I just felt like i could relate in that instance.
i'd say wait a week if you don't have this figured out. if you feel the same way then choose the latter. it has a much higher success rate. i don't recommend offing yourself in any case, but if you intend on doing it then you should at least be informed about what what you are doing.
>cyanide over shotgun
learn to kill yourself senpai.
why are you so mad friendo? get those T levels checked, hon. :^)
in that case pistol.
I don't understand.
Seems like its stopped mostly.
No I'm true trans.
And there is no such thing as AGP!
Smoking pot helps.
That's true. Probably another reason Im not in porn.
I can empathize with that, no amount is ever enough, nothing is ever good enough.
Theres just never enough.
This fucking thread, literally kill yourselves in real life you autists.
That's true, i'll go with pistols I guess.
I regret trying to be friends with my latest ex. She just won't do basic things that I need from a friend (i.e. won't talk on phone for a minute or two when I need someone to talk to). I only say that I want to talk (not need) but she just won't pick up, so we either text or see eachother when we do. She never really knew how to show affection unless I was already in tears about something. She says things that undermine my confidence, and always suggest things that she's simply better than me. Other exes of hers have felt the same way.
I thought being friends meant that we could both be there for eachother but apparently I will always be on her terms. She will always do what's best for her. That's how it feels at this point. It brings tears to my eyes because she doesn't understand that she drives everyone away in the end.
What do I do? I can't tell her I regret becoming friends, but I don't think I can continue being a part of her life. Fuck.
i'm mad because you're a bunch of delusional, self lying, fools that actually believe you'll be able to change your gender. just stop!! you're embarrassing your friends, family, and loved ones. you're not open minded, you're naive! such a sad group of people, actually promoting this flawed way of thinking. i hate you all
i imagine you're thoughts sound like this you sick fucks
>have a shit day
>therapy was hard
>text friend if he's free cause he's good at cheering me up
>end up carpooling to see The Revenant with another friend and him
>15 minutes into the movie
>start getting motion sickness bc of shaky camera
>have to sit out the rest of the movie
>threw up at least three times
>started getting a migraine
>had to walk to Harris Teeter to get some advil
>1mi walk each way
>spend the rest of the time sipping ginger ale
>movie is 2 and a half hours long
>couldn't leave bc of carpool
>wait for hours
>oh hey anon r u ok
>yep just a little sick lol
>get back to apt
>best friend hugs me for like a really long time cause he knew how shitty I was feeling
>let me rest my head on his shoulder/neck
w-well I guess my day was pretty good
also how to get boyfriend, cause I want more hugs but my best friend is dating some bitch
You sound like you really like him. But it's probably because he's a really good friend. I'm not saying to stop liking him, but appreciate what a good friend he is. Take it from a girl who doesn't have any :(=
Quit it with the slurs, penis breath. I know it's a tough concept for someone like you but I'm here to vent about shit happening in the real world.
>The hardest problems to fix are the ones that exist inside your own head
Wow, thank you, detransing now. If you hadn't posted that I might have gone and done something permanent.
i just haven't found anyone good enough and i'm fairly happy being alone in my own lil world basically lol
i use cloudconvert, but you have to convert it to a gif first and then a webm if you want it on lgbt cause it can't have sound
hi bb!! how are you?
omg. i mean are they trynna come for you?
also eh... i mean can you move?
it's usually a bad idea. just avoid the bitch.
> fools that actually believe you'll be able to change your gender
psure none of us do.
we know we'll never be cis, but we try our best.
Meanwhile you're an angry retard who will probably never amount to shit lmao.
all this fucking projecting. jesus christ
>tfw almost everyone who actually lives in/around San Francisco is a normie/psycho/transtrender
The 'trans man' matchlist on okc here is at least five times bigger than the 'trans woman' one. Feels disgusting tbqh.
It's back to nearly just a light headache, some more water and I should be good
I know, he's such an amazing guy and an amazing friend, I'm lucky to have him in my life at all let alone being best friends.
It's just kinda hard to separate romantic feelings from platonic feelings in a relationship that emotionally close. Having borderline pd really doesn't help either tho lol, plus he's like 6'4" and well fit
ay meng not all NC trannies want agpenis, some of us like the real deal
cboro is pretty much containment for the sjws, I'm more up near hillsborough/durham area at my mum's and more near chatham county at my dad's.
I love the warm weather, I hate the shifting between snow and ice and heat and rain, cause the pressure fluctuations make it easier to get migraines, at least for me
Hey I heard this meme is pretty popular here.
I am the one who originally made it. Of course its not true, I made it up. I posted it in a thread on /jp/ over 8 years ago as a joke.
I feel like I deserve some compensation for being the OP. Can one of you at least be my GF?
>reading a reddit post where a woman is describing being pregnant
>And my body is changing and I want to indulge in it. I ate a whole pan of pasta yesterday. I have a craving for something salty. I catch myself with my hands on my belly. I am so tired all the time, but my dreams are so vivid.
Pretending to do homework lol...the usual.
I saw one of your videos today. i had noooo idea you used to do that stuff.
this had me dyingggg omg
yeah but zika-chan is gonna fuck her baby's shit up
>some more water and I should be good
I should drink some water...
>I love the warm weather, I hate the shifting between snow and ice and heat and rain, cause the pressure fluctuations make it easier to get migraines, at least for me
Ugh my friends call me edgy but I legitimately hate warm weather
At least the sun wasn't shining today
and ye I hear you, I'm down here from Rochester, I never thought I'd miss riding my bicycle in a blizzard but fucking NC just had to prove me wrong
I can move and get my own place easily. But I don't want to. They're not charging me rent and I'd rather shoot myself than sign a lease here. I'm saving up $$$ fur a long time stay in Transland- I mean Portland. Oh and I have court in LA in March. I'm not really like freakingout but fuck this place sucks :(
I hope it'll be easier when I'm working and I don't have to be at home all the time.
I try to find solace in the fact that what you're feeling isn't exclusive to trans women
>tfw no rich kidnapper bf to buy you everything
dont worry at least we can have science babies
I think I'm gonna cancel my next appointment and just stop hormones, my bones are too fucked to ever pass without surgery I'll never be able to afford
Anyone have any experience with detransitioning?
I made it up but I really poured my heart into it. I actually wanted that... I guess to a lesser extent. I just thought it would be cool sneak someone cute into my house without my parents knowing so we can be NEET shut ins together.
I'm not rich though and I dont have anything here except my computer so it would be boring.
Yes I have brain problems too.
I'm only 6 months so if I stop now everything should reverse.
I'll never even be an ugly woman though people will always see me as a man so there's no point. I started at 18 and there are people in their mid and late 20's who look better than I do at this point on hormones.
Asking to be friends with an ex can be quite deceitful if there are a lot of deep feelings involved. It's the idea that you can have best of both worlds, you can still have their love and support but without the relationship. If an ex is fine being your friend right after a breakup then there weren't any strong feelings in the first place. It's paradoxical to want your lover not to love you, nobody starts a relationship hoping their partner wont give two shits about breaking up at any moment.
Give her some space and don't pressure her but let her know that you're there for her as a friend. Let her find some new friends that she hasn't dated before and you do the same.
like i said on skype
b-but that's forbidden l-love~~~~~
Thanks for the input. I want to be there for her in some capacity but I think it's impossible for me to be satisfied with being actual friends with someone who puts me down like that and doesn't pick up the phone when I'm calling and need to talk for a second. That upsets me so much because I know that she has the phone in her hand, sees that I'm calling, and actively decides not to pick up. I don't know. That shit makes me want to just tell her I regret becoming friends again. Fuck!
this thread aint what it used to be
b-before i decided to start posting
>tfw you weren't around when /mtfg/ was good
>tfw born in the wrong generation
>Asking to be friends with an ex can be quite deceitful if there are a lot of deep feelings involved. It's the idea that you can have best of both worlds, you can still have their love and support but without the relationship.
Too much truth to this. Trying to be friends with an ex immediately after breaking up is risky business.
>tfw you slept during the day again and will be up all night
>hoping kayla is dead
>not korra or lizbell
i didn't know them personally but i wouldn't really post back then
i've been browsing /mtfg/ since like late 2014
>tfw kick it off with the ftm that posted in the last thread
>hes hot as fuck
>shares common interests, mannerism and fetishes with me
>HE CALLS ME MOMMY
>tfw no ftm bf to fuck literally in their boypussy
>tfw see yourself in a dream
>looking like a gross boy w boobs
>all friends treat you as a qt grill
Wake up thinking im a man w boobs and and never will be real enough especially for myself .__. Even srs isnt going to fix this
If i just cud be real one day x:
Also good morning wannabe gurls, how is it gooing?
>tfw perfect game in LoL
How has your night been girls? ^-^
im jealous as fuck TO BE HONEST
ur pissing me off right now
really good actually.
honestly so happy for the future
with an attitude like that the answer is obvious lmao
4 times. all ended within 3 weeks
Are we counting grindr meet ups?
lollll he took me to wendy's!
gotta have something you wanna talk about. can be anything desu
Going back to my therapist tomorrow. She hasn't seen anyone with gender dysphoria before but I've been seeing her for about a month and we've been discussing a letter of recommendation recently . She's willing to write one, but she's approaching this cautiously because she wants to do things the right way the first time around. She's WPATH qualified execpt for the "ongoing education" bit, which is what she's concerned about. But there's still a good chance I'll get some kind of news tomorrow regarding the letter and I'm hella nervous right now.
so like, does anyone here get people saying u remind them of someone much?
this woman who was showing us a house earlier today said I looked so much like her cousin michelle that she was almost confused seeing me coming up to the place and it's hardly the first time
this is what happens when you have Australian friends...
> tfw i used to be normal and mature...
Do et, nothing cuties love more than being told how cute they are.
idk i think i only landed this hot man because he was dropping in for the first time here in a while
ftmg probably knows we're all insane so LOL
worth a shot tho, i can't tell you how good i feel now
>implying im that dark
>implying im not pale af
B-but you can take solace in the fact that you have a cute bf and the newtrip doesn't
dude you're making me like fucking
pussylust is strong right now dude
i got a piece of that qt neet girl ass before you even knew who he was nigga
alright i know how to settle this
whoever can correctly label a map of africa with the highest efficiency gets him, is that cool?
because i'm on 4chan
Edie and my other friends convinced me to stop crying about it.
last weekend i just laid in bed and cried. same for that entire week.
Just looking forward to the future and focusing on what i can control. i'm alot happier now just waiting for my time. i'm very optomistic about the future and how things will turn out!