Why aren't you full-time, anon?
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MAKE A NEW THREAD THEN YA FUCKING WHOOOOOORE
hey man thanks glad to have a fan ill try and keep up the good work just for u.... *hugs* fans like this really keep me going man ur the change i wanna see : - )
i wouldnt trade mado for your bf though so that aint happening kid
u can label the most countries correctly
u have to be here in portland irl so we can confirm there was no cheating
mado will be laying on the bed in some cute lingerie, pic related and the winner gets to fuck his sweet bp, loser has to watch
are u willing to best the cartography khan in a battle of the wits?
nth for post what you are feeling to tonight, /mtfg/!
>tfw I don't know how to handles this sudden popularity
>not saying "hey man" regardless of gender
ur probably a west coast native or something SCUM
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are u coming over friday for ur bday party extravaganze
we have adri a trip from here over but im kinda fried right now so gem and my roomie are hanging with her
lol dude whats the point then bro
get daT P U S S Y
STOP TORTURING ME
resubbed keep up the food work :^)
ive nvr been to the west coast always wanted to tho
i mean it won't be easy...considering my parents don't know i like guts let alone want to be a girl *unless my mom finally picked up all the female clothes in my room all the time*
but what's the point of worrying about things i can't change? i'd rather be sad when i hit a rough point then be sad and stuff before the bad stuff even HAPPENS ya knw?
jesus fucking christ...how many of those fucking images do you have?
>I don't want to be handsome, I don't even want to be a man
But jews won't help me anymore..
Hmm..... hmm..... I like this idea
Yeahhh that's the plan. I know who adri is! how is she in person?
could have sworn i've posted it before desu senpaitachi.. Thank you though, you flatter me rems.
Everyone just come do drugs with me. Bring monies too. It'll be a fun birthday.
>I mean it won't be easy...considering my parents don't know I like guts
thighs are good. yours are RLY good
i have trouble putting on weight but i already have really girly legs so i'm hoping for the best once i start HRT
yeah man im living the khan life
the blood of tengri runs coarse through these altaic veins
i am only at peace when i have a harem of fine young ladies, many psychadellics, a small yurt on the greater eurasian steppe, and a sturdy mongolian bred horse of the finest calibre
tengri turan my friends
i dont live in the midwest that place sucks DICK LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
why do u think i moved
i like that
super qt and nice
future harem material desu lads o.O
PANTY BULGE LIFE
there is nothing better in life than a cute bulge in some nice boyshorts
hey whats this thread lol
DID SOMEONE SAY HRT MELTS MUSCLES? ivent seen gym for years and im like ready to fight a gorilla pack
>mfw the guy i like called me while i was running to the bank to see how my day was and to apologize for not texting me enough today
no she isn't lol
:( i'm sorry that you have to live there and go through this tho rn. at least u'll be happy in portland!!
>tfw you've been here for too long
why do i still have soulless eyes even though im not suicidal and depressed anymore?
its only in pictures everyone says im really animated and vibrant in real life and shit, but in photos i just have DEAD EYE
how to fix this desu ne?
I'm like 90% sure my gf is cheating on me. What's the best way to kill her and then kill myself?
i'm not muscle anon, but i can post legs
pic related, it's my legs
Muscle reduction can commonly take half a year to start showing. HRT isn't overnight. Give it time before panicking. Still, obviously keep working out because amazon is such an excellent aesthetic.
yes, that may be... I subjectively agree with her. Others do, too.
You've come a long way, Angie. Keep up the good work and forward progress.
well im always gunna be a /fit/ brown amazin girl. But I wanted to lose all this masculine muscle and get a little pudgy so that when fat redistribution starts I'll pass a bit better. I do plan on going back to the gym and getting in shape but I want it to be feminine softer muscle. Rn my body feels like iron all the time and i HATE it
Well, if everyone's gonna post eyes, may as well throw my crop in.
/mtfg/ I'm bored, what should I do?
the fucking nail being ripped off!
>tfw you wanted to cross your eyes but you totally cant even do it
>/mtfg/ I'm bored, what should I do?
Take some butt pics, post results.
It's still boxers for me. How do I get over feeling like a gross freak when wearing something like panties, they've always made me super conscious that I have something down there that isn't right and I feel ashamed because it reminds me that anyone that saw me would think that I'm a transvestite fetishist pervert and I hate that because I just want to be able to live like an ordinary girl but can't because neither society nor I will ever fully accept me as one because I have masculine features that I can't do anything to get rid of. How did the rest of you get past this?
my brow game ridiculous, before you ask.
>no option for none
portland gang just got a new member
in april we get even another member
when are u gonna join desu? we need ya girl hey... dont tell the others but I NEED YA
throughout my entire life ive been told i have a really like contagious and intoxicating smile/smirk and that it looks really, really nice
i dont understand why the second i try and take a pic of myself i look like a fucking faggot
iduno if she'll be here friday but yeah ;3
>tfw your eyes are just as fake as the rest of you
I'm terrible with words, anon. That would only end in disaster.
What is it with you people trying to see my butt?
>I'm not full time because I don't have a full wardrobe.
>tfw like 3 complete outfits and then nothing but shitty work clothes or 'I'm not leaving the house' clothes.
Buying clothes is hard.
I know what you mean, it's a redundant phrase... common parlance etc. "Positive progress" would probably be more accurate, but "forward progress" is common/recognized, & brings forth a stronger visual image.
That's cuz you're looking through YOUR eyes. Own worst critic, BDD, etc... you know this already, Ang. Anyone of us who've known you since back in the day can see the tremendous progress you've made.
dw about it, it doesnt bother me all that much it just makes my skin crawl a bit :3
i think resting bitch face is hot to be honest
i try and do that in my pics but i cant do that
Do you prefer this kind of guts, then? (Do you dislike Guts or is Guts another character you're possessive of, it's hard to tell sometimes.)
yeah it went okay they just said I'm going through a hard time and that I am a strong person, I over think things and I am doing everything I can and to keep it up.
they also suggested yoga and to exercise more and to do some free certificates whilst I've got the free time and gave me the website
also suggested to read the dr phil book 20/20 to help me deal with my weight
you have very soft nice eyes.
not dead at all.
much beautiful much wow
it doesn't come through when i take selfies. i just look really uncomfortable
on a side note, does anyone have some good androgynous hairstyle recommendations
sorry to disappoint you, I disappointed myself too
those are the type eyes that literally end up stealing things from my dorm room....or grabbing my butt...
also what specific techniques did you use to train your voice?
find out what the cheapest flight to edmonton would be
we can literally drive to the border of any northern state and pick you up to
we could all pitch in for the road trip
we really enjoy all driving so it would be fun :3
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just f my shit up senpai
meant to post the cropped version
but yup clothes hide it a little i guess
I feel like no one gives a fuck about me and I don't matter to anyone, they simply only pretend just so they don't feel bad.
I'm sick of waking up everyone morning looking in the mirror and hating myself and then later to see myself having a chance and getting hopefully, only for it to crash back down to self-hatred yet again.
I hate feeling like I'll will just be a cheap imitation of a girl and never truly be able to fit in. I hate feeling like a freak in society's eyes/
whoah whoah whoah
where the fuck do you live
P O R T L A N D
you are fucking HOT HOLY FUCKING CHRIST
i miss you a lot.. ;_;
im sorry i always get super avoidant but i was feeling pretty bad the past few weeks like i guess in hindsight to how i used to feel every day its not really bad but i really just wanted to be alone, even hanging out with alison was getting on my nerves i was just kinda pushing everyone away
im back to my normal self though !!!! so we can have lots of dumb fun okay chijo~ <3?
just remember that you can come here whenever you want okay? i told mika that too and i guess i thought you guys both knew that but im being completely honest when im saying that you can come here whenever you want, if i want you to actually leave then ill tell you, just like i guess tell me before you come and if we're doing something then ill tell you not to
but you know how the bus/train system works and ur a smart lil cookie so u can get here <3
What the fuck are you gonna do about it? Post more anime images that look nothing like you?
>Tfw eyes so hooded nobody has to see how dead I am inside
N i c e
>will just be a cheap imitation of a girl
I know this exact feel and I can't fucking shake it off fampai ;~;
>tfw I can use all these reaction images again
Your not the only one with a shit diet, I've lived of chocolate biscuits and cereal for the past couple days. Managed to sneak in a couple sandwiches though
I dunno, why can't you fill out an application to Wendys? The world is filled with mysteries.
lmao why do you fire such vicious shots?
what's your beef these trips? lol
tell me the storiesssss pleaseeeee
Silly girl, was that meant to be a burn? I don't even need ice. But you're going to need some after I'm done with you.
Kuppy, it's going to be ok. At least wait until you give transitioning a try before falling apart. Believe it or not, it does get easier to deal with when the dysphoria isn't tearing you apart.
I know, but it's the idea that I like.
Gimme a min, I'm sure they're not super expensive tbdesu
>"I dunno, why can't you fill out an application to Wendys? The world is filled with mysteries."
LOL WTF. TACTICAL NUKE
look me in the eyes and tell me they're not soulless
i just cant wait till you move closer then ill actually be able to take advantage of your offer
atm its too inconvenient for me to make my own way there
I'm glad you're feeling better, I've been worried about you and I haven't been the only one. I look forward to seeing you again
kek when I see you in person your little neck is going right under my teeth
>I've seen you never, so I guess you can shut the fuck up you massive cuck.
I was just trying to be nice because everyone else gives you grief
>i used the moaning technique
lmaoooo why am i not suprised?
Isn't that awkward though? sitting in your room making moaning sounds? SURELY somebody hears it.
>tfw I guessed who it was from the eyes
ive been worried about you too dummy, you've been going through a lot more shit than me.......
you know i can handle myself... fuck none of you guys even knew me not even 6 months ago or before that
the mental state ive been in recently is like... man its small time
i havent been suicidal or anything and ive only cried a lil bit recently
the fact that i can feel awful without instantly thinking about killing myself is fucking amazing
yeah i felt bad but its nothing, i always pull through and get better! my unrelenting optimism is my biggest strength and will lead me to total victory!
>talk to cute guy who is into me
>turns out hes a manlet
WHY IS AIFE SO ANGRY?
pls explain. did somebody shoot one of her family members or something??
I'm crushing pretty hard on one of my coworkers and we have a date for valentines day so I feel more les lately since there hasn't been any qt boys that caught my interest.
But I'll forever be biscum ;_;
I guess a lot of people save my pictures regularly. Its so hard being popular :^)
if i use parascope to livestream every time the portland gang hangs out will people pay me on patreon for this?
i could have donator perks like everyone who donates 10$ i would recite their name every 10 minutes and other exciting things like i could get a sharpie and write demeaning things on chijo or gem (donators choice) for 50$
i think its a good idea guys... fund me on patreeon at patreon.com/trannytimes
IT IS TRULY MY GREATEST ALLY!
come on girl tell me where u at i need this u are literally everything i like wrapped into one amazing qt
i NEED this
i wouldnt want my body posted publicly on the internet, please dont
It's harder and harder to progress through each day
>it's going to be ok
I hear this all the time, yet I rarely believe it, I wish I could.
Everytime someone will find out I'm actually trans (which is inevitable), they will view me as a freak.
Thanks for the gif
I wish I could not care like that, but I guess it's been ingrained into or something
I am not going to give up transitioning, it is literally my only hope to be happy.
How do I not feel like an imitation?
>a girl buying games at work today kept hitting on me
>being so manly that women approach me with thirst
someone end my life
> says the one literally raging on T rn
pic related, it's you
what makes u think ur going to be fucking naked
ill only parascope me ramming ur fucking boypussy for 50$ donators and you'll be seeing the cash flow dont worry my friend
its a good deal
So, starting hormones this month (hopefully) going through an endocrinologist for best dosage levels etc, but I'm hearing all this hatred over taking hormones recently.. For why is everyone saying don't do it? Legit would like to know wtf is up. Thanks <3
>>5663062 and other exciting things like i could get a sharpie and
Having spent some time on /b/ years back I was kind of worried that sentence was going to go someplace very different. (But I'm glad it didn't.)
>How do I not feel like an imitation?
By remembering that you're not transitioning out of a desire to emulate something, you're doing it out of a desire to be comfortable in your own skin. You're not imitating anything, you're being authentic to who you are.
When den mother gives her approval.
>Originally from the midwest.
No, posting in other threads etc, and one on lgbt that seemed like one of those "cancer" threads, but I just want to kind of ask y'all to verify I'm not missing something vital just learned or some shit... I dunno, I'm weird, haha
who's been saying don't take hormones?
ooh show me later when u get them! I'm doing the same next week when I get paid desu have to pay for prescription lenses ANOTHER eye exam and the frames. God bless america and not having insurance
id b surprised if u did! y is ur diet so bad? D:
>tfw still scared of starting a conversation with her
All I have to offer is reaction images ;~;
idk if that's a beautiful image or an absolutely disgusting one...
kind of a feline Requiem
I know you are, keep at it f a m. If there's a good side to this sea of bile we swim in here at mtfg, it's that it is like a trial by fire. Learning to deal effectively with the many variations of trolls here def helps with developing that idgaf attitude!
at some point, you will be happy. for now, don't worry about pleasing everyone else. be yourself. be selfish. work on how you feel. try to cope, even if it's a struggle. it is going to be okay.
it wasn't a backhanded compliment I just havent seen you smile here and it was good to have seen you smile but it wasnt even you :(
Are we still posting eyes? Heres mine desu.
Because I have up on life ages ago desu senpai.
Going to give life another shot though, hopefully.
Might just become an alcoholic neet instead though.
yeah lmao that's half the reason people pay me what they do. i trained my laugh and moan before everything else.
untrue. voice training is p easy it just takes time.
send her qt reaction images, i've always liked when boys did that to me
well in all fairness i'm almost 25 lmao. how do you define maturity when it comes to voices tho?
Nobody likes you. Even Korra is doing her best to ignore your bait or she has you filtered like half the thread already. You're the creepy anon that doxes trips and rants about anime and other incomprehensible shit. We all wish you would go away already instead of chasing away more decent trips.
your voice is like fem and like strong in a way
i guess thats what makes it mature
like that one trip said, you made me realize how much of a squeeky teengirlboy thing i sound like.
I try sometimes, but I worry I annoy people doing that
I just find it hard to think I'll be able to fit in among girls, I feel like they'd view me as a creep or a weirdo. I find it hard to even talk with them, I feel like I'm too different from them.
I sincerely hope so
to be honest I don't even know what myself is
>doesn't give a fuck
>keeps replying to defend herself
ill b rooting for u! do ur best and try not to give up!
Yup it's too bad you're a sorry loser that doesn't give a fuck and we all have to put up with it until you get yourself banned again. The same shit happens with Angie and Potsy shitting on the thread, you're nothing special.
>Implying I don't enjoy telling fugly retards to go fuck themselves
Well, people say high death toll, but I think it's more of just 1 or 2 posters in a thread suicide or whatever and then it's assumed much more happens, lol.
But this isn't what I came to talk about, I'm more in need of a kind of reassurance it was just stupidity regurgitated by dumbasses.
Like hormones are doing y'all right, correct?
personally i like how you say what's on your mind
i'd rather know a total bitch then somebody who 's fake as fuck.
the world would be a lot more fun if we all left our comfort zones more often.
how am i passing? do i pass ok or do i look like a tranny fagt?
work on finding yourself. relax and clear your mind. look at how you think, look at how you feel, and look at how you act around others. ask yourself why. look back on your life so far.
They won't though. At this point, I'm generally assumed to just be an odd girl, and definitely not a creep. Feeling different from cisgirls is normal, you havn't grown up as one, and there's only so much you can relate with.
The longer you live as a woman, the smaller those differences will feel. You'll probably always feel a little different from someone who's cis. That's the price of being trans, but all it does is make you unique, it doesn't make you an imitation or a weirdo.
mhm i know
just know that i really do need alone time a lot and i like having u guys over but i cant constantly be doing stuff
i want u guys to have a place to call home at my place i really do, but i really like to just be alone sometimes
>tfw didnt get dark circles until college
now theyre as tall as my eyes
i think it looks good but one day im going to be so bothered by them
Hey anon! I'm glad you're still with us. You had me worried a few weeks back...
i put plenty of effort but i literally just took these photos after a long night hanging out with friends, so i didn't exactly "pretty up" for those photos.
or do you mean i pass i just look like im not trying to look very attractive?
yeah im fine. was just kind of in a dark place. it happens when you remind yourself that you'll never be a real girl and you'll never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are. not to mention that nobody will hire you in even the most shitty of retail jobs for no real reason other than "lack of experience". Even if I did get an interview they'd probably not hire me on the grounds that I'm a tranny weirdo. k e k
idk im fine now i was just in a really really rough patch. thanks for your concern though, it means a lot. at least now i've got rad edgy pics
yeah, college fag here too.
it's mostly my own insecurities when i say that i suppose. you look like a girl without them covered you'd just look even prettier
o, ye it's prob cause i'm old af lmao!!! also i'm overly logical and formal in all situations for some reason idk why. ALSO I FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG BY HER!!!!! I LISTEN TO ELLE VARNER ALL THE FUCKING TIME LOLLLL. So Fly is the most transexual song in the world too, i relate heavily. Not Tonight by her is my fav of her songs tho. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2I1SosGD3A
well it comes with like ... using it lots. like i started training my voice about 3 years back, started transitioning 3 years prior to that, and it took me a year and a half just to get to a normal everyday speaking voice that didn't hurt my throat by the end of each day. but ever since then, like another year and a half, i've been able to train my voice so even if i have a cold i speak in a female register, and my tone even when i'm relaxed is pretty female. it takes years and years, so don't feel bad if you're not where you want to be yet.
because i'm good at being me.
>tfw the first sexual experience I had was another transgirls gt in my mouth
where did it all go so wrong?
>never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are
i really doubt that
the rest of that sucks though and i can relate to it all including the loveless part
you look like youd be fun to guns with
I don't know, perhaps it's just a stupid fear I have
It's kind of a natural reaction I guess
Best I can do as of now is try to get HRT and lose weight
I wouldn't be annoying you would I?
I don't know to be honest
Throughout much of my life girls have always perceived me to be gross, weird or creepy. That might be the reason why I feel this way.
>you'll never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are. not to mention that nobody will hire you
Hi. Living proof here that those two things aren't true, and I live in the most notoriously socially backwards place in the United States. It's not all bad.
you can be a cismale and like trannies without being a chaser.
as long as you'd still love someone after SRS, that's all that really matters.
I'm actually not super familiar with guns. All I know about them I know from video games. That rifle was just... erm... let's say "borrowed" from a friend.
I can live with the latter.
I hope so, I'm more anxious then nervous, het effecting everyone just a tad different and all, same destination different route type of thing or whatevs. Thanks a bunch, though ^~^
Yeah, I'm 25 which I hear is one of the major cutoff ages (may be myth)
Who's sad? I stay smiling
>ALSO I FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG BY HER!!!!! I LISTEN TO ELLE VARNER ALL THE FUCKING TIME LOLLLL. So Fly is the most transexual song in the world too, i relate heavily. Not Tonight by her is my fav of her songs tho. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2I1SosGD3A
HOLY SHIT, I fuck with you so hard. this song is literally fire. that song before was my only song by her lol
alicia is my favoriteee. this is probably my favorite song. makes you think of the bae.
i play wow semi competitively. would stare at screens for 10+ hours a day : /
that and no sleep fucked shit up lol
It's kind of an arbitrary cutoff that mostly exists due to the old diagnostic criteria when it started being studied by psychs.
Technically it's also more or less the absolute end of male puberty, with few exceptions I guess.
Hi. I've noticed that things are working out well or you and your life seems pretty great even. I'm glad that you're happy with how things have turned out and it's nice that you want to share that happiness with other people. But I would also like to remind you that not everybody is so fortunate and life can sometimes be filled with many disappointments. These don't only come down to being gendered correctly and aren't all remedied with a positive attitude.
can always be taught
you seem like a pretty interesting person, and i've 'borrowed' a gun before too so hah
you make a great woman already. i'm sure they'll work wonders on you, they effect people differently but you look like you have some great building blocks for hrt to stack onto
There's no one age at which people reach the 'point of no return' as far as passing goes; it depends a lot on other physical traits as well. In your case, as far as I can see from your photo you already pass pre-HRT, so you definitely have nothing to worry about on that front. The other age-related factor is that HRT tends to be less effective (in terms of physical effects like breast growth) the older you start it, although again there's a lot of unpredictable variability between different people. (As far as I'm aware the mental effects aren't any less with age, but I'm not sure if it's really been looked into or how that would even be quantified in a study.)
I didn't mean to undermine anyone's difficulties. I just want people to know that being trans alone doesn't keep you from getting a job and having a relationship even if it can and does make those things more difficult.
Everyone's so hopeless here all the time, and I get that because I feel it too, but I can't let myself encourage it.
I know my skin is all genes... But, other than that I have a weird skin regiment that involves scrubbing some days with hot water and soothing on other days with cold water... I think it's just a ritual type thing though, like baseball players wearing the same cup all season, haha
Yeah, everything is complicated as fuck xD
Thank you so muxh, I hope when all things come full circle I'll be in the other side of this telling other girls they can do it too!
Yeah, I think I'll be fine mentally, I have a good support etc <3
Nah I just wanted to sound condescending. But all those things can be difficult enough on their own without the trans modifier. Unless you're willing to step in and become part of somebody's life and change things for the better they're just going to ignore your words. They've heard it all before.
yeah that and just like
got myself into this mindset or smth
its been this way for a long time i guess
do hope i can just let go when good things happen for once
not that im never happy im happy a lot
lmao!!! sorry my mom was big into r&b so she used to play lauryn hill and missy all of the time, and her bf used to play 2pac and biggie etc tons. how stella got her groove back is one of the first full length movies i remember watching. grooving can't be done without https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjIvu7e6Wq8
i'm a transsexual woman, i mean the dick between my legs kind of cements that
>yeah im fine. was just kind of in a dark place
it happens to the best of us sometimes
>when you remind yourself that you'll never be a real girl
ehh wtf is a real girl anyway
>you'll never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are
NOT TRUE travel a bit, you'll see. There's truly awesome ppl out there.
>nobody will hire you in even the most shitty of retail jobs for no real reason other than "lack of experience"
well I can't really refute that t b h... depends on where you are, economy sucks etc.
>if I did get an interview they'd probably not hire me on the grounds that I'm a tranny weirdo
...but how would they know tho?
For real tho I'm glad you're ok & still around. This place can be toxic but it can also be useful. Venting, growing armor-like thick skin, realizing others have it way worse, etc...