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Why aren't you full-time, anon?

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>>5660841
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>>5661650
........Chris? Why the fuck is the gen pic a pic of my cis friend?
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>>5661738
>soulless eyes
c'mon m8 that's a tranny
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>>5661650
Nice

>>5661738
It's because i'm trans, please don't tell the others.
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>>5662619
MAKE A NEW THREAD THEN YA FUCKING WHOOOOOORE
>>5662616
hey man thanks glad to have a fan ill try and keep up the good work just for u.... *hugs* fans like this really keep me going man ur the change i wanna see : - )
>>5662627
i wouldnt trade mado for your bf though so that aint happening kid
>>5662633
u can label the most countries correctly

u have to be here in portland irl so we can confirm there was no cheating

mado will be laying on the bed in some cute lingerie, pic related and the winner gets to fuck his sweet bp, loser has to watch

are u willing to best the cartography khan in a battle of the wits?
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nth for post what you are feeling to tonight, /mtfg/!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_4Xk2HqqjI&index=2&list=PLY2_kRyCkpVFIS6firKlSlVjjODECcerE
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>>5661650
Obligations prevent it.

Also, playing a trans woman on stage - is anyone else as foolish as this?
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>>5661650
>looks like me
what the fuck lainanon
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>tfw I don't know how to handles this sudden popularity
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>>5662654
>man

unsubscribed
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>>5662662
hire a manager, get them to exploit you and take all of your money you would have otherwise made
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>>5662654
except i dont want to put my dick in him....
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>>5661650
>Why aren't you full-time, anon?
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>>5662654
>implying id trade my bf at all
you fucking kidding me? boypussy dude.
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>>5662658
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vl96c7Bjmo
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>>5662662
Why not have an orgy?
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>>5662664
>not saying "hey man" regardless of gender

ur probably a west coast native or something SCUM

MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE MIDWEST PRIDE
>>5662662
are u coming over friday for ur bday party extravaganze

we have adri a trip from here over but im kinda fried right now so gem and my roomie are hanging with her
>>5662670
lol dude whats the point then bro

get daT P U S S Y
>>5662672
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

STOP TORTURING ME
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>>5662661
You must be handsome.
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>>5661745
There are some trannies without soulless eyes.
Elanna, Kiwi, Pookie, Ufufu, Jormy
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>>5662671
>kayla_frog.jpg
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>>5662658
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zywDiFdxopU

*You groove you lose expert edition*

gg game is over
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>>5662675
nigga i got one 11/10 bf and you got a whole fuckin harem and a dope den lmao
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I'm such a bad eater :(
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>>5662675
resubbed keep up the food work :^)

ive nvr been to the west coast always wanted to tho
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>>5662623
>i'm alot happier now just waiting for my time. i'm very optomistic about the future and how things will turn out!
Oh god you have no idea do you lmao
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>>5662671

But I am

>>5662675

midwest mtfg meetup/orgy when?
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>>5662692
whatever keeps your thighs looking the way they do bb
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>>5662662
because you posted that rare mado the other day and people realised your cute af (me included)
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>>5662678
jormy fuckin slays tho
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>>5662702
>rare mado
REPOST PLEASE
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>>5662692
>tfw ywn eat Angie with papa Frank playing in the background

y live ;_;
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>>5662700
Those are one of my few good features
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>>5662678
I have them from time to time ;_;
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>>5662696
i mean it won't be easy...considering my parents don't know i like guts let alone want to be a girl *unless my mom finally picked up all the female clothes in my room all the time*

but what's the point of worrying about things i can't change? i'd rather be sad when i hit a rough point then be sad and stuff before the bad stuff even HAPPENS ya knw?
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>>5662702
>tfw skype deleted all my rare mados
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>>5662676
I don't want to be handsome, I don't even want to be a man
>>5662692
and I'm just straight up a bad person
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>>5662719
fuck man
im sorry for your loss dude, holy shit
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>>5662713
plus your pretty face and smile and eyes and intellect and humor and tiny shoulders and hands and
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>>5662720
iktf so much ugh
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>>5662724
AND???
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>>5662713
damn anon those are some thighs
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>>5662661
jesus fucking christ...how many of those fucking images do you have?
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>tfw feel dumb watching a kids movie
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>>5662720
>I don't want to be handsome, I don't even want to be a man
Same tbhon.
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>>5662669
But jews won't help me anymore..
>>5662674
Hmm..... hmm..... I like this idea
>>5662675
Yeahhh that's the plan. I know who adri is! how is she in person?
>>5662702
could have sworn i've posted it before desu senpaitachi.. Thank you though, you flatter me rems.
Everyone just come do drugs with me. Bring monies too. It'll be a fun birthday.
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>>5662616
the same one friend i always talk about
and he doesn't like to set flags as much as to knock them over
>>5662678
>tfw your soul left your eyes around age 7 but people still compare them to sapphires
shows how much i needed that soul anyway
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>>5662740
i've never seen that before & i live to far away to do drugs with you ;_;
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>>5662724
Well the rest is subjective

>>5662732
I always had rather big thighs
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>>5662716
>I mean it won't be easy...considering my parents don't know I like guts
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>>5662678
How to get rid of soulless eyes?
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http://strawpoll.me/6722618

http://strawpoll.me/6722618

http://strawpoll.me/6722618

http://strawpoll.me/6722618
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>>5662741
sweet then im all clear for waifu route!
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>>5662747
thighs are good. yours are RLY good
i have trouble putting on weight but i already have really girly legs so i'm hoping for the best once i start HRT
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>>5662751
I wear a home made gaff under regular frumpy girl panties
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>>5662688
yeah man im living the khan life

the blood of tengri runs coarse through these altaic veins

i am only at peace when i have a harem of fine young ladies, many psychadellics, a small yurt on the greater eurasian steppe, and a sturdy mongolian bred horse of the finest calibre

tengri turan my friends
>>5662693
its nice
>>5662698
i dont live in the midwest that place sucks DICK LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

why do u think i moved

lMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>5662713
unf

i like that
>>5662740
super qt and nice

:3

future harem material desu lads o.O
>>5662751
PANTY BULGE LIFE

there is nothing better in life than a cute bulge in some nice boyshorts

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
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>>5662747
>I always had rather big thighs
intersex!
>tfw angie will never wrap her thighs around you
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>>5662755
I have trouble gaining weight also.
I'm only a mere 138lbs
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hey whats this thread lol
you pass


DID SOMEONE SAY HRT MELTS MUSCLES? ivent seen gym for years and im like ready to fight a gorilla pack
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>>5662757
post pic? <3
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>>5662768
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>>5662761
post butt
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>>5662760
my weight hovers around 125-ish now but my fat tends to go to my stomach and thighs as it is. very little muscle but thankfully what i do have should go away
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>mfw the guy i like called me while i was running to the bank to see how my day was and to apologize for not texting me enough today

>>5662352

no she isn't lol

>>5662245

:( i'm sorry that you have to live there and go through this tho rn. at least u'll be happy in portland!!

>>5662368

>tfw you've been here for too long

>>5662658

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdwzkOr3amQ
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why do i still have soulless eyes even though im not suicidal and depressed anymore?

its only in pictures everyone says im really animated and vibrant in real life and shit, but in photos i just have DEAD EYE

how to fix this desu ne?
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>>5662761
same problem desu. ive been on hrt nearly 10 weeks and my muscle mass is just like it was before amazon 4 lyfe
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>>5662750
HRT gave my eyes their soul back..for the most part
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>>5662715
S O U L L E S S
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>>5662749
>posting guts
fucking triggered
>>5662758
Sounds fun, I look forward to meeting her desu
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>>5662775
It's impossible. Pictures are Satan.
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I'm like 90% sure my gf is cheating on me. What's the best way to kill her and then kill myself?
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>>5662786

CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES
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>>5662769
not a chaser, just someone who has a crush on the caddy?
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>>5662775
>>>5662671
practice smiling in the mirror for at least an hour a day. it can't be broken up throughout the day either, it has to be a continuous practice.
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>>5662770
i'm not muscle anon, but i can post legs
pic related, it's my legs
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>>5662777
Muscle reduction can commonly take half a year to start showing. HRT isn't overnight. Give it time before panicking. Still, obviously keep working out because amazon is such an excellent aesthetic.
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>>5662795
no one has ever escaped old age, break up with her and wait
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>>5662780
Guess I should get HRT asap
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>>5662795
Live out a long fulfilling life in spite of her and laugh as they die earlier of her before dying in old age.
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>>5662800

post shoe size
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>>5662787
>that image
why do this to me ?
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>>5662715
Iktf

>>5662771
That's where my fat goes as well. I wish it would go to hips, boobs and butt also
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>>5662798
You're sweet. I'm still not posting a panty shot here. Maybe someday though.
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>>5662800
MMMMMMM
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>>5662747
yes, that may be... I subjectively agree with her. Others do, too.

You've come a long way, Angie. Keep up the good work and forward progress.
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>>5662806
women's 9.5. i'm 5'6"
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>>5662812
tell me how big it is at least
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>>5662816
>forward progress
is there such a thing as backward progress?
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>>5662808
Hm do what now?
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>>5662818
NO CHASER
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>>5662802
>>5662805
no, I won't let her be happy with someone else
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>>5662801
well im always gunna be a /fit/ brown amazin girl. But I wanted to lose all this masculine muscle and get a little pudgy so that when fat redistribution starts I'll pass a bit better. I do plan on going back to the gym and getting in shape but I want it to be feminine softer muscle. Rn my body feels like iron all the time and i HATE it
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Well, if everyone's gonna post eyes, may as well throw my crop in.

/mtfg/ I'm bored, what should I do?
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>>5662822
Sounds like it's too late for that anon. Follow her lead and go find your own happiness without her.
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>>5662816
It's hard to see where I've gotten too

>>5662819
Yeah there is.
It's called detransition
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>>5662820
the fucking nail being ripped off!
fgdaagfijdfiyuaodgbyfuhiogdav
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>>5662821
come on let me suck it? we can cuddle after
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>tfw you wanted to cross your eyes but you totally cant even do it
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>>5662826
Write a poem.
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>>5662824
That's sensible. Cardio bunny life is a good life, if you want to keep enough general fitness that your first workout getting back into things doesn't make you sick.
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>>5662828
but that's not progress thats just shitty
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>>5662829
What are you not a fan?
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>>5662824
i think u should like
not work out
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>>5662838
Well that's pretty much it
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>>5662831
wow
i actually have eyebags on par with sheen
but shitty poop brown eyes
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>>5662826
>/mtfg/ I'm bored, what should I do?
Take some butt pics, post results.
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>>5662824
I dunno, mostly I just find you and your anime name annoying.
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>>5662841
im gonna kill you ;_;
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>>5662786
;~;

>>5662820
>tfw noone to lovingly break your nose
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I'm not full time because I don't have a full wardrobe. If anyones gotten some nice stuff from amazon pls link it to me.

Tfw almost no one liked your totally nasty hot video
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>>5662751
>http://strawpoll.me/6722618
It's still boxers for me. How do I get over feeling like a gross freak when wearing something like panties, they've always made me super conscious that I have something down there that isn't right and I feel ashamed because it reminds me that anyone that saw me would think that I'm a transvestite fetishist pervert and I hate that because I just want to be able to live like an ordinary girl but can't because neither society nor I will ever fully accept me as one because I have masculine features that I can't do anything to get rid of. How did the rest of you get past this?
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>>5662849
Oh rems~

I'm sorry though! i'll stop now kek
>>5662850
This is a feel I don't wanna feel
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my brow game ridiculous, before you ask.

>>5662751
>no option for none
losers.
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>>5662831
Hey Shan, did your evaluation go well?
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>>5662777
>10weeks
bby pls, 14months and im fit as f for some reason

>>5662770
no, gross fat man butt desu
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>>5662850
elanna

portland gang just got a new member

in april we get even another member

when are u gonna join desu? we need ya girl hey... dont tell the others but I NEED YA
>>5662799
throughout my entire life ive been told i have a really like contagious and intoxicating smile/smirk and that it looks really, really nice

i dont understand why the second i try and take a pic of myself i look like a fucking faggot

buh
>>5662787
iduno if she'll be here friday but yeah ;3
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Elanna is cute
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>>5662847
Can you just stop this shit.
God your childish behavior is annoying
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>>5662864
not really
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>>5662863
you've gotta have someone sneak a pic of you

you probably act differently knowing there's a camera pointed at you
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>>5662678

>tfw your eyes are just as fake as the rest of you
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Help you guys I feel like crying and pizza but I'm too fat to eat pizza so I can only cry. it's like there's a void in my life.
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>>5662868
Yes really. You just have bad taste.
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>>5662863
everyone always tells me i have a great smile but i'm the least photogenic human being on the face of the planet. constant resting bitch face too desu
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>>5662837
i actually was just thinking about that actually I live really far out in a rural farming area so long roads i can run down now that it's not winter anymore

ugh the first few weeks are always the hardest x.x

>>5662842
im not tho i havent in months
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>>5662871
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>>5662866
How about no, lol
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>>5662836
I'm terrible with words, anon. That would only end in disaster.
>>5662846
What is it with you people trying to see my butt?
>>5662853
>I'm not full time because I don't have a full wardrobe.
>tfw like 3 complete outfits and then nothing but shitty work clothes or 'I'm not leaving the house' clothes.
Buying clothes is hard.
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>>5662819
I know what you mean, it's a redundant phrase... common parlance etc. "Positive progress" would probably be more accurate, but "forward progress" is common/recognized, & brings forth a stronger visual image.

>>5662828
That's cuz you're looking through YOUR eyes. Own worst critic, BDD, etc... you know this already, Ang. Anyone of us who've known you since back in the day can see the tremendous progress you've made.
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>>5662856
dw about it, it doesnt bother me all that much it just makes my skin crawl a bit :3
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>>5662878
i think resting bitch face is hot to be honest

i try and do that in my pics but i cant do that
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>>5662882
Just try, you don't have to show anyone.

Or don't.

Your life.
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>>5662826
> that image name

>>5662857
softest eyes of the thread

>>5662871
eyes of a cat tbqh

not dead eyes but....kinda scary imo
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>>5662879
Maybe you should get a job instead of spending all your time at anime conventions wearing wigs.
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Is it normal to feel shame after masturbating to sissification porn?
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>>5662890
what do you mean softest?
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>>5662861
w-what? But how?
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>>5662876
i bet you think bexe is cute too
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>>5662879
wow its korra
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>>5662787
Do you prefer this kind of guts, then? (Do you dislike Guts or is Guts another character you're possessive of, it's hard to tell sometimes.)
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>>5662859
yeah it went okay they just said I'm going through a hard time and that I am a strong person, I over think things and I am doing everything I can and to keep it up.
they also suggested yoga and to exercise more and to do some free certificates whilst I've got the free time and gave me the website
also suggested to read the dr phil book 20/20 to help me deal with my weight
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>>5662896
she means ur fat
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>>5662881
No one likes you except titch
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>>5662864
T-thank you anon ;_;

>>5662863
Idk, I still don't have any sort of work lined up for the summer. I'm leaning towards August but we'll see
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tired eyes desu
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>>5662896
you have very soft nice eyes.

not dead at all.

very nice.

much beautiful much wow
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>>5662880

LMAO STOP

>>5662890

>tfw
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>>5662885
it doesn't come through when i take selfies. i just look really uncomfortable

on a side note, does anyone have some good androgynous hairstyle recommendations
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>>5662904
but i already knew that. what's that got to do with my eyes?
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>>5662401
sorry to disappoint you, I disappointed myself too
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>>5662871
;_;
what's in you is still pretty, mademoiselle

>>5662879
ok well dont eat too much and keep it up

>>5662895
you shouldn't

>>5662911
do brows
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>>5662816
The angle of that photo makes it look like a pinball machine; would stuff rolls of quarters into.
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>>5662894
>bored
>try hard
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>>5662868
>tfw not cute or anime
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Soulless eyes devoid of life
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>>5662883
Well BDD is a huge asshole
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>>5662914
those are the type eyes that literally end up stealing things from my dorm room....or grabbing my butt...

also what specific techniques did you use to train your voice?
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>>5662927
>tfw moderately cute but anime
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>>5662934
you're plenty cute senpai
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>>5662899
Hello!

>>5662918
i usually only eat once or twice a day desu. i know its not healthy but im too busy with work or school moat if the hours. And i know i need to learn how to do em ;_;
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>>5662905
Ill have to ask everyone the next time I see them on Skype but Im pretty good friends with Maddie, Pookie, Erin, Kit, Elanna, Vivi, Eleri, and a few dozen others here last time I checked :V

>>5662921
>words
>catchphrases
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>>5662906
find out what the cheapest flight to edmonton would be

we can literally drive to the border of any northern state and pick you up to

we could all pitch in for the road trip

we really enjoy all driving so it would be fun :3
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>>5662850
u dont want that, it fucking hurts so bad, makes you cry and bleeds far too much
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>>5662934
How tall are you?
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>>5662934
I'm guessing alot of long sleeves and jackets? D:
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>>5662938
Dont forget the part where you live with your parents and have No education employment, or training :^)
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>>5662863
Fun fun we'll see I guess!
>>5662881
Post daoko again and I'll bite the shit out of you.
>>5662884
I bet my fingers could too

>tfw you can't find any close ups of your eyes
welp
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>>5662934
>>5662897

aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just f my shit up senpai
meant to post the cropped version

but yup clothes hide it a little i guess
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>>5662950
now we can't see ur cute face tho
>>
I feel like no one gives a fuck about me and I don't matter to anyone, they simply only pretend just so they don't feel bad.
I'm sick of waking up everyone morning looking in the mirror and hating myself and then later to see myself having a chance and getting hopefully, only for it to crash back down to self-hatred yet again.
I hate feeling like I'll will just be a cheap imitation of a girl and never truly be able to fit in. I hate feeling like a freak in society's eyes/
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>>5662950
But your face is cute desu
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>>5662948
>still trying to bait
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>>5662950
It's a shame you don't look the way you want to, but you look cute as fuck.
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>>5662950
it's alright you're p cute anon

>>5662952
one day at a time m8.
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>>5662952
just breathe, anon
it's gonna be okay
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>>5662946
amazon tier

>>5662947
yup, well i wear sleeveless tops but really have a problem with the shoulder area

>>5662951
>cute
riiight
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>>5662950
Nice shirt. And you're very pretty, imo.
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>>5662934
whoah whoah whoah

where the fuck do you live

P O R T L A N D

you are fucking HOT HOLY FUCKING CHRIST
>>5662949
kissu

i miss you a lot.. ;_;

im sorry i always get super avoidant but i was feeling pretty bad the past few weeks like i guess in hindsight to how i used to feel every day its not really bad but i really just wanted to be alone, even hanging out with alison was getting on my nerves i was just kinda pushing everyone away

im back to my normal self though !!!! so we can have lots of dumb fun okay chijo~ <3?

just remember that you can come here whenever you want okay? i told mika that too and i guess i thought you guys both knew that but im being completely honest when im saying that you can come here whenever you want, if i want you to actually leave then ill tell you, just like i guess tell me before you come and if we're doing something then ill tell you not to

but you know how the bus/train system works and ur a smart lil cookie so u can get here <3
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>>5662948
>first post in this thread
>is being a giant bitch
and you're really gonna start shitting this thread up and pretending like you're not a huge cunt? why are you so shit?
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>>5662949
What the fuck are you gonna do about it? Post more anime images that look nothing like you?
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>>5662919
>art from Rockefeller center
>*dingdingding* economy tilt
>wisdom bonus achieved

>>5662930
Haha it definitely can be
keep telling that asshole to fuck right off whenever it tries to mess with you too hard

bonus points if you keep your cool and look cute while doing so
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>Tfw eyes so hooded nobody has to see how dead I am inside
N i c e
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>>5662952
>will just be a cheap imitation of a girl

I know this exact feel and I can't fucking shake it off fampai ;~;
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>>5662959
ur damn right i'm right
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>>5662938
>tfw I can use all these reaction images again

Your not the only one with a shit diet, I've lived of chocolate biscuits and cereal for the past couple days. Managed to sneak in a couple sandwiches though
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>>5662930
The question then is why listen to a huge asshole
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>>5662962
I dunno, why can't you fill out an application to Wendys? The world is filled with mysteries.
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>>5662959
how did you get over your shoulders? That's one of the things that bugs me so much!
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>>5662948
lmao why do you fire such vicious shots?

what's your beef these trips? lol

tell me the storiesssss pleaseeeee
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>>5662952
iktf kups
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>>5662703
Slays 7 feet tall mega-hons? Yes.
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>>5662971
What a disgusting image of you
No wonder you're so bitter 24/7
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>>5662918

maybe

>>5662932

i used the moaning technique. which is why i have such a great sex voice lmao!!

>>5662952

who cares about society tho? fuck it. you're not imitation anything, you're you. stop looking for validation from anything outside of yourself.
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>>5662978
That's sage actually.
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>>5662964
Silly girl, was that meant to be a burn? I don't even need ice. But you're going to need some after I'm done with you.
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>>5662965
I want this person and another person with the same sort of tattoo to hook up, that way when they have missionary position sex it will be like two cats rubbing their asses up against each other.
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>>5662971
I have never seen you smile
you are starting to look like sage
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>>5662952
Kuppy, it's going to be ok. At least wait until you give transitioning a try before falling apart. Believe it or not, it does get easier to deal with when the dysphoria isn't tearing you apart.

>>5662945
I know, but it's the idea that I like.

>>5662944
Gimme a min, I'm sure they're not super expensive tbdesu
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>>5662971
>"I dunno, why can't you fill out an application to Wendys? The world is filled with mysteries."

LOL WTF. TACTICAL NUKE
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>>5662971
Too bad sage is better than your ugly ass
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>>5662982
stop being a jerk tho desu senpai
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>>5662966
cute viking eyes and no they dont look dead inside

>>5662972
i didnt, im hoping it all shrinks in time
im changing anti androgen from spiro to cypro this week, think spiro worked for the first 3 months and now its working only parly

how do i know? i just do. ._.''
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>>5662678
pls anon
look me in the eyes and tell me they're not soulless
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>>5662961
i just cant wait till you move closer then ill actually be able to take advantage of your offer

atm its too inconvenient for me to make my own way there
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>>5662966
Alex/Kaylee?
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>>5662965
I'm trying

>>5662970
Because my brain is fucked at times
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>>5662983
Oh please. Nothing but that. I don't know if I can handle that many tumblr posts I'll never see with you crying about your headmates.

>>5662986
I've seen you never, so I guess you can shut the fuck up you massive cuck.
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>>5662995
DUDE

WHERE DO U LIVE

P O R T L A N D
>>5662998
tfw my life is a quirky sitcom about trannies and crossdressers

god help me
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>>5662961
I'm glad you're feeling better, I've been worried about you and I haven't been the only one. I look forward to seeing you again
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>>5662929
Haato???
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>>5662997
looking cute
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>>5663001
Nope. I keep forgetting to put this trip on because idk.
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>>5662969
(ive given up my meme stealing ways) also HOLY CRACKERS! how do you even have energy to do stuff with junk food like that?

>>5662995
>spiro stops working

nightmare fuel right there o god pls don't be a common thing ;_;
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>>5663004
kek when I see you in person your little neck is going right under my teeth
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>>5663007
id watch that show
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>>5662993
Who are you and why should I care about a trip that's posted more on 4chan than they've popped estrogen? :V

>>5662992
I'm sure she'd appreciate you saying that considering no one else has.
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>>5662949
mado stop...
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>>5663004
>I've seen you never, so I guess you can shut the fuck up you massive cuck.
I was just trying to be nice because everyone else gives you grief
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>>5662979
>i used the moaning technique

lmaoooo why am i not suprised?

Isn't that awkward though? sitting in your room making moaning sounds? SURELY somebody hears it.
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>>5663012
>tfw I guessed who it was from the eyes

Hi Sarah!
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>>5663007
>tfw my life is a quirky sitcom about trannies and crossdressers
Would binge-watch on netflix.
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>>5663025
Aife is indescriminately shit to everyone
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>>5663008
ive been worried about you too dummy, you've been going through a lot more shit than me.......

you know i can handle myself... fuck none of you guys even knew me not even 6 months ago or before that

the mental state ive been in recently is like... man its small time

i havent been suicidal or anything and ive only cried a lil bit recently

the fact that i can feel awful without instantly thinking about killing myself is fucking amazing

yeah i felt bad but its nothing, i always pull through and get better! my unrelenting optimism is my biggest strength and will lead me to total victory!
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>talk to cute guy who is into me
>turns out hes a manlet

every time
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>>5663020
*I put on my naruto headband and spout incoherent Japanese*
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who else /not sure if bi or les/ here?
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>>5663023
Your T is leaking again
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>>5663007
HEY WHO YOU CALLING A DUDE DUDE

F U N L A N D
U
N
L
A
N
D

>>5663015
doubt that its a common thing
but like i find it really weiiiird if like someone survives with just 100mg dose a day, imho it shud be like 200 at lowest
but im a male gorilla so cant really compare
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>>5663032
your optimism is refreshing i must admit
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>>5663025
>backhand comment
>compliment
Have fun jerking off to dogs later, anon
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>>5663025
Trying to be nice to people here is a death sentence haven't you learned by now?
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>>5663031
>tfw she hasn't been shit to me ;_;
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>>5663029
Hi Korrra how are you?
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>>5663010
Yep
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WHY IS AIFE SO ANGRY?

GENERALLY CURIOUS

pls explain. did somebody shoot one of her family members or something??
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>>5662750
FFS, kind of.
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>>5662952
Things will get significantly less terrible once you can start and you can deal with other problems, once dysphoria isn't making everything worse.

You're not an imitation of anything.
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>>5663035
I'm crushing pretty hard on one of my coworkers and we have a date for valentines day so I feel more les lately since there hasn't been any qt boys that caught my interest.

But I'll forever be biscum ;_;
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>>5663039
I guess a lot of people save my pictures regularly. Its so hard being popular :^)
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>>5663025
just filter her, for your own sake
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>>5663057
*infamous
>>
can someone reinvite me to discord
whyd u fugs kick me
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>>5663030
if i use parascope to livestream every time the portland gang hangs out will people pay me on patreon for this?


i could have donator perks like everyone who donates 10$ i would recite their name every 10 minutes and other exciting things like i could get a sharpie and write demeaning things on chijo or gem (donators choice) for 50$

i think its a good idea guys... fund me on patreeon at patreon.com/trannytimes
>>5663041
IT IS TRULY MY GREATEST ALLY!

>>5663040
come on girl tell me where u at i need this u are literally everything i like wrapped into one amazing qt

i NEED this
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>>5663052
So tell us again why a person with no diagnosis for gender dysphoria and isn't on hormones is in a thread for trans people again? /d/ is that way, faggot ->
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>>5663062
i wouldnt want my body posted publicly on the internet, please dont
:^)
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>>5662956
It's harder and harder to progress through each day

>>5662957
>it's going to be ok
I hear this all the time, yet I rarely believe it, I wish I could.

>>5662967
Exactly
Everytime someone will find out I'm actually trans (which is inevitable), they will view me as a freak.

>>5662976
Thanks for the gif

>>5662979
I wish I could not care like that, but I guess it's been ingrained into or something

>>5662988
I am not going to give up transitioning, it is literally my only hope to be happy.

>>5663054
How do I not feel like an imitation?
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>a girl buying games at work today kept hitting on me
>being so manly that women approach me with thirst
someone end my life
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>>5662948
Korra has a job and education, she earns money and is in school, she also has a social life too. Why don't you?
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>>5663040
yea i can agree with that im on 200 rn thinking of upping it to 300 desu

>>5663048
gr8! u?

>>5663069
vent and let out your feels that helps me sometimes
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>>5663072
Korra has none of those things and all you have is her dick in your mouth.

>Atheists: 0
>Aife: 1
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>>5663072
>Korra has a job and education, she earns money
the streets is not an education and hiphop is easy money
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>>5663063
> says the one literally raging on T rn

pic related, it's you
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>>5663051
I thought you'd left mtfg and actually had a nice life?
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>>5663068
what makes u think ur going to be fucking naked

ill only parascope me ramming ur fucking boypussy for 50$ donators and you'll be seeing the cash flow dont worry my friend

its a good deal
>>
So, starting hormones this month (hopefully) going through an endocrinologist for best dosage levels etc, but I'm hearing all this hatred over taking hormones recently.. For why is everyone saying don't do it? Legit would like to know wtf is up. Thanks <3
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>>5662826
Get high.
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>>5663074
I'm good, going to try on frames in 30 mins or so.
Gotta find something cute ;;
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>>5663080
Post related, its a newfag posting memes and being a dumbfuck.
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>>5663079
LOL WTF, ahahahahahaha

lmaooooooo wth
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>>5663035
I'm dating a guy and I don't even know
Hilfe
>>5663015
I don't have any energy at all lel
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>>5663062 and other exciting things like i could get a sharpie and
Having spent some time on /b/ years back I was kind of worried that sentence was going to go someplace very different. (But I'm glad it didn't.)
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>>5663084
have you been reading a lot of susan's and tumblr? you'll find people here are pro-hormones
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>>5663069
>How do I not feel like an imitation?
By remembering that you're not transitioning out of a desire to emulate something, you're doing it out of a desire to be comfortable in your own skin. You're not imitating anything, you're being authentic to who you are.
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>>5663069
Chin up lass, you WILL be okay
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>>5662698
When den mother gives her approval.
>Originally from the midwest.
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>>5663082
well im basically naked most of the time im there anyways
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>>5663092
P O O P E R
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>>5663028

https://clyp.it/3jeksbg5
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>>5663097
pls stop this dein mother crap
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>>5663028
this is someone who is a literal paid professional in moaning
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>>5663076
>>5663079
Korra has both of those things. She's in school and has a job to pay her way. She talks about it regularly and posts about it enough. Stop being a whiny bitch projecting your own problems on your betters Aife.
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>>5663100
>https://clyp.it/3jeksbg5
tfw will never sound this good.
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>>5663070
You don't know her sexuality, maybe she's only into qt femboys and grils; don't assume the worst!
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>>5663093
No, posting in other threads etc, and one on lgbt that seemed like one of those "cancer" threads, but I just want to kind of ask y'all to verify I'm not missing something vital just learned or some shit... I dunno, I'm weird, haha
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>>5663084
who's been saying don't take hormones?

>>5663087
ooh show me later when u get them! I'm doing the same next week when I get paid desu have to pay for prescription lenses ANOTHER eye exam and the frames. God bless america and not having insurance

>>5663090
id b surprised if u did! y is ur diet so bad? D:
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>>5663088
better then being old and bitter!
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>>5663098
l-lewd
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>>5663107
Trip on, Korra.
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>tfw still scared of starting a conversation with her
All I have to offer is reaction images ;~;
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>>5663117
they dont call it the pdx lewd crew for nothing
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>>5663081
I lurk sometimes.
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>>5663119
just do it
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>>5662903
Oh sounds like it went very well then. They gave you some very good advice too. Thats great.
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REMINDER

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/Phobos
https://encyclopediadramatica.se/Phobos
https://encyclopediadramatica.se/Phobos
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>>5663118
Anon posted: 23:01:11
Korra posted: 23:01:29

Really, you're raging out hard at this thread :< What's got ya so worked up really.
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>>5663084
>but I'm hearing all this hatred over taking hormones recently..
Have you been hanging out in /femgen/ or something?
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>>5663119
have courage lassie!
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>>5663114
I didn't know you were old and bitter. I mean whatever it's your life lol.
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>>5662985
idk if that's a beautiful image or an absolutely disgusting one...
kind of a feline Requiem

>>5663002
I know you are, keep at it f a m. If there's a good side to this sea of bile we swim in here at mtfg, it's that it is like a trial by fire. Learning to deal effectively with the many variations of trolls here def helps with developing that idgaf attitude!
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>>5663109
>me
>femboy
>laughing_hons.jpg
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>>5663069
at some point, you will be happy. for now, don't worry about pleasing everyone else. be yourself. be selfish. work on how you feel. try to cope, even if it's a struggle. it is going to be okay.
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>>5663098
ha-ha-ha whore!!!
>>5663120
actually this is the official name
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>>5663105
rofl

>>5663100

>https://clyp.it/3jeksbg5

that's actually really helpful...and jesus christ...you sound so mature. i sound so fucking childish....
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>>5663128
uhh wat the fuck LOL
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>>5663120
>pdx
It's probably bad that I can't think of anything that could be an acronym for other than "Portland Dick eXchange"...
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>>5663042
it wasn't a backhanded compliment I just havent seen you smile here and it was good to have seen you smile but it wasnt even you :(
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Are we still posting eyes? Heres mine desu.
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>>5663134
how old are you?
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>>5663111
Because I have up on life ages ago desu senpai.
Going to give life another shot though, hopefully.

Might just become an alcoholic neet instead though.
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>>5663129
Don't change a thing, hon.
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listen the F** up
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>>5663105

yeah lmao that's half the reason people pay me what they do. i trained my laugh and moan before everything else.

>>5663108

untrue. voice training is p easy it just takes time.

>>5663119

send her qt reaction images, i've always liked when boys did that to me

>>5663143

well in all fairness i'm almost 25 lmao. how do you define maturity when it comes to voices tho?
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>>5663118
Nobody likes you. Even Korra is doing her best to ignore your bait or she has you filtered like half the thread already. You're the creepy anon that doxes trips and rants about anime and other incomprehensible shit. We all wish you would go away already instead of chasing away more decent trips.
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>>5663147
not actually an acronym its just the airport code for portland international and everyone just refers to the city with it
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>>5663127
yeah, they didn't haul me away though ;~:
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>>5663111
Err, just a few things here and there, I think it's more in light of a high death toll and reasons here and there, I dunno... >>5663130
Lol, I have up on femgen awhile ago, they weren't my type of peeps <.<;
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>>5663158
Too bad I dont give a fuck
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>>5663128
Holy shit my sides that's Aife fucking RIP burn!!
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>>5663155
Lol, acting like even that picture is worse than ANY of yours.
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>>5663163
High death toll from what, exactly?
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>>5663163
there's been a death toll?
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>>5663025
> caring about the approval of others who could care less about you

>>5663157
and ungh..you just sound like...professional and stuff. i always sound kiddish

also what do you think of this song?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqm35nwZzi8
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>>5663157
>https://clyp.it/3jeksbg5
your voice is like fem and like strong in a way
i guess thats what makes it mature

like that one trip said, you made me realize how much of a squeeky teengirlboy thing i sound like.
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>>5663166
I've posted this numerous times myself. You're functionally retarded.
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>>5663074
I try sometimes, but I worry I annoy people doing that

>>5663094
Problem is
I just find it hard to think I'll be able to fit in among girls, I feel like they'd view me as a creep or a weirdo. I find it hard to even talk with them, I feel like I'm too different from them.

>>5663096
I sincerely hope so

>>5663138
>be yourself
to be honest I don't even know what myself is
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>>5663165
>doesn't give a fuck
>keeps replying to defend herself
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>>5663154
ill b rooting for u! do ur best and try not to give up!
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why do you bother with trying to change your gender? just accept being a male and be a good one, you can still be a faggot
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>>5663167
You: Ugly hon >>5663155
Me: >>5663057
>Check and mate.
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>>5663165
Yup it's too bad you're a sorry loser that doesn't give a fuck and we all have to put up with it until you get yourself banned again. The same shit happens with Angie and Potsy shitting on the thread, you're nothing special.
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>>5663182
I saw both pictures, it's hilarious you think that. Hey, what's your ID say for gender eh?
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>>5663032
Just don't over do it and get over whelm yourself.
I've been one day at a time.
>>5663024
Sorry Remy. I'm just fucked up.
>>5663034
Believe it baka
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>>5663069
How could you imitate something as vast and varied as women? Ultimately you're you, and you have a few birth defects to fix.

>>5663084
Where are you seeing that kind of hatred?
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>>5663163
seems like a bit of misinformation is floating around desu
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>>5663177
>Implying I don't enjoy telling fugly retards to go fuck themselves
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>>5663168
>>5663170
Well, people say high death toll, but I think it's more of just 1 or 2 posters in a thread suicide or whatever and then it's assumed much more happens, lol.
But this isn't what I came to talk about, I'm more in need of a kind of reassurance it was just stupidity regurgitated by dumbasses.
Like hormones are doing y'all right, correct?
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>>5663182
Sorry dude you look like a metal head from the eighties. At least she looks slightly feminine.
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>>5663165


personally i like how you say what's on your mind

i'd rather know a total bitch then somebody who 's fake as fuck.

the world would be a lot more fun if we all left our comfort zones more often.
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>>5663183
But to be fair, I don't shit up threads anymore. I just want everyone to be happy
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>>5663178
Thanks.
>>5663179
Dunno senpai, I really dunno.
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>>5663157
edie, can you still deadvoice?
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>>5663185
You literally look like a man. You have no hope of ever passing. The world would be a better place if you weren't in it.
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>>5663193
Yeah. Hormones have been good to me. I don't know anyone who has died because of them.
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>>5663193
Hormones made me cuter, happier and gave me big boobs, A+ would recommend.
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how am i passing? do i pass ok or do i look like a tranny fagt?
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>>5663175
care a little less about what others think ya know? life is alotess stressful just doing you

>>5663197
the first step would b a better diet!
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>>5663175
work on finding yourself. relax and clear your mind. look at how you think, look at how you feel, and look at how you act around others. ask yourself why. look back on your life so far.
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>>5663201
Hey, you didn't answer my question. Where it says gender on the ID. What does yours say?
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>>5663175
You have me on skype kuppy, if you want to vent feel free to message me any time <3

>>5663186
Dont apologise :( its just a bit of friendly banter
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how was today mtfg
fast? slow? kayla? not so kayla? pizza party???
>>5663155
>>5663167
hey could we not rag on eachother for our looks pls
who here is actually perfectly comfortable with how they look come on its low
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>>5663193
I don't think doctors would prescribe hormones if they caused people to commit suicide; if anything, I'd think they'd lower the likelihood of a trans person committing suicide.
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>>5663208
You look like a girl who puts no effort into passing.
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>tfw not being held right now
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>>5663208
ur cute! try smiling a bit more you seem a bit peeved in these
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>>5663211
It says two-spirit demigirl buick-kin
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>>5663208
you'd be a whole lot cuter if you s m i l e d
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>>5663196
To be fair you're still the same psycho autist but you're keeping your shit slightly more low key while the thread is flooded with other goons lately.
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>>5663208
Seems fine to me.
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>>5663208
youre that cutie that posted a pic of an m16 in your mouth
you pass
need friends or something? you ok?
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>>5663102
No.
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>>5663208
make up for those dark circles and you're good to go imo
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>>5663175
They won't though. At this point, I'm generally assumed to just be an odd girl, and definitely not a creep. Feeling different from cisgirls is normal, you havn't grown up as one, and there's only so much you can relate with.

The longer you live as a woman, the smaller those differences will feel. You'll probably always feel a little different from someone who's cis. That's the price of being trans, but all it does is make you unique, it doesn't make you an imitation or a weirdo.
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I hope you all don't mind if I post a picture of myself
>>5663189
>>5663203
>>5663206
Thanks everyone, this legit made me more confident in my decision
>>5663216
See, that's what I thought, but I think it was more in the cases of ppl who weren't trans but did hormones with informed consent, you know?
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>>5663241
those cheeeeeeks :3c
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>>5663186
mhm i know

just know that i really do need alone time a lot and i like having u guys over but i cant constantly be doing stuff

i want u guys to have a place to call home at my place i really do, but i really like to just be alone sometimes
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>>5663233
>tfw didnt get dark circles until college
now theyre as tall as my eyes
i think it looks good but one day im going to be so bothered by them
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>>5663208
Hey anon! I'm glad you're still with us. You had me worried a few weeks back...
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>>5663241
agh
i think i just felt my heart sank
you're pretty beautiful
flawless pass
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>>5663208
You pass and I'm glad you're ok
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>>5663241
There's no great rash of people on informed consent committing suicide, someone is trying to make themselves feel better about spending a grand on therapy.
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>>5663217
i put plenty of effort but i literally just took these photos after a long night hanging out with friends, so i didn't exactly "pretty up" for those photos.

or do you mean i pass i just look like im not trying to look very attractive?

>>5663229
>>5663247
yeah im fine. was just kind of in a dark place. it happens when you remind yourself that you'll never be a real girl and you'll never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are. not to mention that nobody will hire you in even the most shitty of retail jobs for no real reason other than "lack of experience". Even if I did get an interview they'd probably not hire me on the grounds that I'm a tranny weirdo. k e k

idk im fine now i was just in a really really rough patch. thanks for your concern though, it means a lot. at least now i've got rad edgy pics
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>>5663246
yeah, college fag here too.

it's mostly my own insecurities when i say that i suppose. you look like a girl without them covered you'd just look even prettier
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>>5663254
The latter.
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>>5663241
you'll do fine!

>>5663254
glad to help m88
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>>5663254
that gun is bigger than you holy shit
>>5663218
i feel like the letter "u" as well
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>>5663171

o, ye it's prob cause i'm old af lmao!!! also i'm overly logical and formal in all situations for some reason idk why. ALSO I FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG BY HER!!!!! I LISTEN TO ELLE VARNER ALL THE FUCKING TIME LOLLLL. So Fly is the most transexual song in the world too, i relate heavily. Not Tonight by her is my fav of her songs tho. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2I1SosGD3A

>>5663172

well it comes with like ... using it lots. like i started training my voice about 3 years back, started transitioning 3 years prior to that, and it took me a year and a half just to get to a normal everyday speaking voice that didn't hurt my throat by the end of each day. but ever since then, like another year and a half, i've been able to train my voice so even if i have a cold i speak in a female register, and my tone even when i'm relaxed is pretty female. it takes years and years, so don't feel bad if you're not where you want to be yet.

>>5663179

because i'm good at being me.

>>5663199

https://clyp.it/wwlguoze
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>tfw the first sexual experience I had was another transgirls gt in my mouth
where did it all go so wrong?

or right?
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>>5663243
I have such chubby cheeks I know x.z
>>5663250
Thanks, I don't actually pass though, still dress male outside and such..
>>5663253
Yeah I think all it is is 1 person died from suicide and it got blown out of hand
>>5663258
Isn't there some sort of diminishing return depending on age though?
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>>5663254
>never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are
i really doubt that
the rest of that sucks though and i can relate to it all including the loveless part
you look like youd be fun to guns with
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>>5663254
is that a1 furniture on your rifle? noice
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>>5663241
> looks like a woman/10
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>>5663188
I don't know, perhaps it's just a stupid fear I have

>>5663209
It's kind of a natural reaction I guess

>>5663210
Best I can do as of now is try to get HRT and lose weight

>>5663212
I wouldn't be annoying you would I?

>>5663240
I don't know to be honest
Throughout much of my life girls have always perceived me to be gross, weird or creepy. That might be the reason why I feel this way.
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bedtime for me i guess. wish me luck tomorrow everyone.
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>>5663262
your face passes, your body will follow
you got this game on lock! mega jealous.
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>>5663241
Even then, probably not so much; if you end up not liking how HRT make you feel, you can stop it with minimal issues.
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>>5663254
>you'll never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are. not to mention that nobody will hire you

Hi. Living proof here that those two things aren't true, and I live in the most notoriously socially backwards place in the United States. It's not all bad.
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>>5662800
>>5662871
>>5663039
>>5663155
>>5663208
>>5663241
>>5663254
heh, so this is what you sad trannies look like... it's actually not so bad. cute even. but i'm just "chaser scum"
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>>5663255
im not that girl

college didnt even do it to me rofl
i mean i guess its lack of sleep
wonder if i'll get grey hairs early, def feel like i will
would've gone bald without hrt
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>>5663261
Right. Definitely right.
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>>5663270
not at all
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>>5663260
>https://clyp.it/wwlguoze
yeah I think your deadvoice is dead, it sounds like a girl who takes steriods to get muscle instead of an outright guy voice
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>>5663275
Hello, chaser scum; how are you doing this evening?
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>>5663259
its a ;_;
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>>5663270
It's a fear, but it's not a stupid fear. It's scary and a few places aside, it's not like any of us are told what we are growing up.

It's also a fear that gets much less intense over time.
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>>5663275
you can be a cismale and like trannies without being a chaser.

as long as you'd still love someone after SRS, that's all that really matters.

>>5663264
I'm actually not super familiar with guns. All I know about them I know from video games. That rifle was just... erm... let's say "borrowed" from a friend.

>>5663256
I can live with the latter.
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>>5663261
describe
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>>5663272
I hope so, I'm more anxious then nervous, het effecting everyone just a tad different and all, same destination different route type of thing or whatevs. Thanks a bunch, though ^~^
>>5663273
Yeah, I'm 25 which I hear is one of the major cutoff ages (may be myth)
>>5663275
Who's sad? I stay smiling
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>>5663292
She said she wanted to facefuck me so I let her and after a while I swallowed her cum.
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>>5663260
>ALSO I FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG BY HER!!!!! I LISTEN TO ELLE VARNER ALL THE FUCKING TIME LOLLLL. So Fly is the most transexual song in the world too, i relate heavily. Not Tonight by her is my fav of her songs tho. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2I1SosGD3A

HOLY SHIT, I fuck with you so hard. this song is literally fire. that song before was my only song by her lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_1Sh0BnHr8

alicia is my favoriteee. this is probably my favorite song. makes you think of the bae.
>>5663276
i play wow semi competitively. would stare at screens for 10+ hours a day : /

that and no sleep fucked shit up lol
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>>5663296
Sam H?
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>>5663294
You're 25?!?!?!?!?
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>>5663294
It's kind of an arbitrary cutoff that mostly exists due to the old diagnostic criteria when it started being studied by psychs.
Technically it's also more or less the absolute end of male puberty, with few exceptions I guess.
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>>5663286
i'm doing fine, thanks. how about yourself?

>>5663291
all my attempts end the same, it's just like being attracted to a blond i feel, nothing more then a way to get my attention. if i happen to fall in love, i'd support that decision, if they wanted to detransition, i don't know...
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>>5663274
Hi. I've noticed that things are working out well or you and your life seems pretty great even. I'm glad that you're happy with how things have turned out and it's nice that you want to share that happiness with other people. But I would also like to remind you that not everybody is so fortunate and life can sometimes be filled with many disappointments. These don't only come down to being gendered correctly and aren't all remedied with a positive attitude.
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>>5663291
can always be taught
you seem like a pretty interesting person, and i've 'borrowed' a gun before too so hah
>>5663294
you make a great woman already. i'm sure they'll work wonders on you, they effect people differently but you look like you have some great building blocks for hrt to stack onto
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>>5663294
also
>25
oh my god i'm 5 years younger than you and i have much worse skin, wrinkles and everything
i'm so jealous
please share your secrets ;_;
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>>5663301
^~^; I work really hard for my appearance, but I don't deny I was blessed with genes as well
>>5663302
I hope I am acception, I'd say I'm low t
>>5663305
Heh, I hope so, I really really want this to go well
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>>5663298
me on the other hand i will never ease up and i will probably keep stressing myself out until big things change in my life and help me change
whoo introspection

what class do u play
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>>5663287
ah yes, the letter ;_;
universal.
>>5663286
>chaser scum
deep down, aren't we all chaser scum
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>>5663308
It can be more complicated than that but, yeah you're a bit lucky in a way.
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>>5663308
im incredibly jealous, either way i hope your transition goes smoothly ^^
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>>5663309
i feel that lmao. big things are coming soon.

and i play disc priest.
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>>5663294
There's no one age at which people reach the 'point of no return' as far as passing goes; it depends a lot on other physical traits as well. In your case, as far as I can see from your photo you already pass pre-HRT, so you definitely have nothing to worry about on that front. The other age-related factor is that HRT tends to be less effective (in terms of physical effects like breast growth) the older you start it, although again there's a lot of unpredictable variability between different people. (As far as I'm aware the mental effects aren't any less with age, but I'm not sure if it's really been looked into or how that would even be quantified in a study.)
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>>5663275

i'm pretty happy personally idkk

>>5663285

it prob is, i neverrr use it anymore. rip ;-;

>>5663298

aw i love that songgggg!! who doesn't love alicia tho lezbehonest. personally i'm more of a lauryn hill kind of girl. this song reminds me of bae. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tN6dQtGp1r0
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>>5663304
I didn't mean to undermine anyone's difficulties. I just want people to know that being trans alone doesn't keep you from getting a job and having a relationship even if it can and does make those things more difficult.

Everyone's so hopeless here all the time, and I get that because I feel it too, but I can't let myself encourage it.
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>>5663319
> lauryn hill

yaaaassssssssss

holy shit i wasn't asking for these feels tonight. what have you done?

but the question remains....can you groove?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xI5NQ-0Ubfs
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>>5663319
>i'm pretty happy personally idkk
i was talking about the general tone of these threads. I don't keep up with trip names, so not sure who is and isn't.
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>>5663319
>it prob is, i neverrr use it anymore. rip ;-;
you'll never be a boy now
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>>5663097

Who's the den mother?
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>>5663307
I know my skin is all genes... But, other than that I have a weird skin regiment that involves scrubbing some days with hot water and soothing on other days with cold water... I think it's just a ritual type thing though, like baseball players wearing the same cup all season, haha
>>5663313
Yeah, everything is complicated as fuck xD
>>5663315
Thank you so muxh, I hope when all things come full circle I'll be in the other side of this telling other girls they can do it too!
>>5663318
Yeah, I think I'll be fine mentally, I have a good support etc <3
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How many of you here are clear headed and self aware enough to know that you aren't actually a girl
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>>5663311
I'm a chaser chaser, I only want them until they fall in love with who I am instead of what I am.
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>>5663307
G E N E S
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S
without my glasses I look like I'm 20 and the girls I know hugbox me about my skin
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>>5663336
>I'm a chaser chaser, I only want them until they fall in love with who I am instead of what I am.
I love this so much.
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>>5663322
Nah I just wanted to sound condescending. But all those things can be difficult enough on their own without the trans modifier. Unless you're willing to step in and become part of somebody's life and change things for the better they're just going to ignore your words. They've heard it all before.
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>>5663334
I am, it's why I post here but won't transition
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>>5663317
yeah that and just like
got myself into this mindset or smth
its been this way for a long time i guess

do hope i can just let go when good things happen for once
not that im never happy im happy a lot
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>>5663326

lmao!!! sorry my mom was big into r&b so she used to play lauryn hill and missy all of the time, and her bf used to play 2pac and biggie etc tons. how stella got her groove back is one of the first full length movies i remember watching. grooving can't be done without https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjIvu7e6Wq8

>>5663327

o okie

>>5663328

wanna bet?!

>>5663334

i'm a transsexual woman, i mean the dick between my legs kind of cements that
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>>5663346
>>5663346
>>5663346
it's a new thread
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>>5663317
>disc priest
would agp with/10
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>>5663254
>>5663254
>yeah im fine. was just kind of in a dark place
it happens to the best of us sometimes
>when you remind yourself that you'll never be a real girl
ehh wtf is a real girl anyway
>you'll never be able to find someone that loves you for who you are
NOT TRUE travel a bit, you'll see. There's truly awesome ppl out there.
>nobody will hire you in even the most shitty of retail jobs for no real reason other than "lack of experience"
well I can't really refute that t b h... depends on where you are, economy sucks etc.
>if I did get an interview they'd probably not hire me on the grounds that I'm a tranny weirdo
...but how would they know tho?

For real tho I'm glad you're ok & still around. This place can be toxic but it can also be useful. Venting, growing armor-like thick skin, realizing others have it way worse, etc...
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>>5663336
thanks for giving me some hope. but the whole "you only like for what i am, and not who i am" makes so much sense in the end that i feel bad.
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>>5663334
I'm not too concerned if I get classified as a transgirl or a femboy, does that count?
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>>5663347
oh, well i guess i should go to sleep then. good night you cuties
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>>5663333
;~; i really wanna know your regiment
i'd say i want to be friends but i can tell you're a super happy uplifting person with their shit together and since i'm the polar opposite i'd be a drain and a drag ;_; but i want your amazing ageless skin
>>5663337
>20
i'm 20 and my skin makes me look 40
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>>5663345
> tfw your mom used to only play the same r&b station over and over in her car

* i have no face*

i'm so thankful for it now lol, we have pretty similar tase actually. it's cray

>>5663349
^_^


>>5663362
THIS
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>>5663343
i feel that so much

it's def the struggle. this week i've felt so much better though.
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