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Previous thread >>5600603
When I got surgery, I was hoping for it to be completely flat like the drawn line, but I still feel like my eyes are kind of deep set and it sticks out a bit in profile.
i'm back bitches
what do you guys think of these things? Do they work as well as HRT? i know for a fact they DO work. I've experienced breast and lower body growth in my limited experience
basically isochronic tones and shit
>tfw breaking out of the 2nd part of that pic and into girl mode is fucking hard
>tfw forever fem boy
also is this dangerous? it's more effective then i would have thought. inb4 blood clot....
also what exactly did you have done and how much did it cost?
>When you look at old pictures of yourself
>When your whole day is now ruined
Im so fucked. I never stood a chance in this life.
oh you finally got your brow surgery
you need to just get on with it and recognise that your brow isnt bad and never particularly was, its now as flat as humanly possible and that any dissatisfaction you feel with it is just a result of your dysphoria playing on your self perception
seriously google womens faces in profile
iktf. The biggest problem is that I dont think there are any cis girls interested in or attracted to a fem boy. How else am I supposed to get a gf that will support me through transitioning?
>tfw I might just make it if I sell my kidney
the only way I can make it is if I get this job and somehow manage to save 20k over three years to get srs and meanwhile work seriously at losing weight which will mean I might lose my virginity some time when I'm 36 which will probably never happen anyway because I am ugly and pretty much christmas cake
I am not going to get the job, which means I'm not going to make it
everything but virginity (I'm hideous and overweight sheen if I can get it anyone can get it) I need to do, I'm starving myself but it probably won't work, looking at a second job unless I can get a store to manage in the next few months. if I'm lucky I'll have the money for all surgeries by 2018
> wanting a *NOT EVEN REAL* arby's sandwich between your legs
tfw no oryx artist to draw me like one of her french girls
here have a pic of my boobs at an agp/pov angle
I hope it gets me banned
it's hard to say because that would make me an entirely different person, so I probably wouldn't even recognise myself
"Keep trying and don't kill yourself" I guess.
thanks but it's not true of all of us, why do you think not all of us post pics?
>ywn have a slim torso like that
yeah because breast growth is a placebo affect
other things too.
isochronic tones are a real thing. look into it.
why do you speak from zero knowledge?
it's not a question of if it works but it's a question of how much
for it to be placebo then i would have to be conscious of it right?
well prepare to be btfo'd because i just put it on when i sleep and stuff. I'm just as confused as you are honestly.
>for it to be placebo then i would have to be conscious of it right?
No? You know you do it at night, placebo.
If this was legitimate, why can no study produce results showing it does anything at all? It is 100% pseudoscience and you're the one that didn't look into it
here you go
you gotta trust that i'm not memeing here. after like 6 months of doing it overnight *a few month gaps here and there* i went from a completley flat chest to like A cups
My skin is smoother and my hair grows back slower.
All of these HRT things keep happening. i've got stretch marks around my ass and stuff in ways they have never appeared before.
even if it WAS placebo something's wierd with me because you shouldn't be able to #believe your body into feminizing like this. my breast always hurt when i keep it up for long periods of time.
thread kinda sucks tonight doesnt it?
spooky i tell you!
inb4 tinfoil...i'll show u anons someday......
That's good advice, anon. Thank you for seriously considering this thought-experiment.
>I probably wouldn't even recognise myself
Of course you would. Just like how you recognize yourself when you see pics of little-kid you. Your future self would recognize you, and know exactly what you're going through. Because they(you) lived through it.
As for present-day you recognizing future-you, not a problem. She just identified herself to you as "future-you", then wrapped her arms around you and gave you a BIG ol' hugboxxy hug, looked you in the eyes, and said
"Keep trying and don't kill yourself"
>that would make me an entirely different person
Nah. That's part of what makes us humans part of the "cool club" as far as animals go. If we can visualize it, imagine it, we can form plans for the future and create new realities.
If you can imagine that future-you, then that's not an entirely different person. Just a future-you who hasn't manifested yet. You get the idea.
>every time I swipe right on Tinder it's some variety of tranny
im not sure about loli but i have a tumblr and i follow pretty much only anime yuri blogs
>even if it WAS placebo something's wierd with me because you shouldn't be able to #believe your body into feminizing like this
Why not? First of all, it could be a delusion, maybe you've just gained weight/lost muscle.
Secondly, people have had their belly swell completely just from mistakenly thinking they were pregnant
Because my body is feminizing. if all it took was to #believe!
then i'm pretty sure everyone would do it and there would be no need to spend money on HRT....
also when i stop or whatever for extended periods of time i notice that my hair grows back somewhat fast and my acne increase and my skin becomes worse.
like all these things are just in my head? physical things....
i mean fuck it if it is that's cool honestly. I can literally WILL myself to feminize. i'm awesome!
but i doubt it anon-kun
only if you never let me go..i need you.
<3 ..sorry. stay strong for me pls. you need more tlc.
Placebo can change your body. It's not "belief" it's powerful delusion. You're suffering from either mental illness or you are simply attributing changes in your body to soundwaves falsely
i still go it when 20 aswell. food and environment plays a factor im guessing for myself
I did turn out fine without meds, but that because hormonal imbalances not because of a video anon
i swear to god i'm not believing in anything a crazy amount
i started it just as skeptical as you guys
i would just put the tones on and sleep thinking about not much else then things started changing.
you make it seem like i can't be right. yes you guys are saying i could be wrong but there isn't evidence i'm frankly *wrong* either.
where are placebo examples where bodies physically change over half a year?
i weight like 120-135 at 5'10
i'm pretty slim. i'm not growing breast in any sort of masculine or even normal way. it'd be different if i was growing like breast in proportion to my fat or something.
i literally just got a new phone : / and i also have ZERO body shots from *before* but if i'm not annoying you guys i'd be happy to start documenting it.
because even if you guys are right. That means something is wrong with my body.
>yes you guys are saying i could be wrong
no we re saying you ARE wrong. Theres a difference.
evidence is easy: if your hormone levels dont change massively, youre not feminizing. sound doesnt have a major influence on hormone levels, so youre not feminizing. Its in your head. Magic doesnt exist.
i'm feeling a bit better now and my friend seems to be doing ok after getting attacked. i got kind of depressed and stayed in bed all day and cried a lil but it's fine. idk why it affected me so much.
in other news a guy i've liked for awhile was msging me lots on kik about why i wasn't texting him back... and we talked more and stuff and idk. he lives kind of far, i met him on le chans cause he used to post years ago when i did. LDR are hard and rarely work so idk....also the brunette i fucked over the summer wants to get together soon so i'm happy since i haven't had sex in over a month. so ya idk. that's my boys news.
how are you doing mtfg? how was your day? any plans for your sunday?
>Quantum physics proved that all matter is comprised of subatomic particles with positive and negative electrical charge. Therefore, we are electrical beings and so is our universe and everything in it. Through this discovery, it was determined that every form of chemical or physical matter has a specific, measurable frequency. Barbara Hero and The International Lambdoma Research Institute discovered frequencies of vitamins and minerals that are contained in human body.
None of you can say with confidence or accuracy i'm wrong unless you have done the research and known more than experts. Even with experts it's mostly unknown but there is an agreed *affect* to whatever degree
i literally do no drugs at all. zero kinds. i take adhd medicine but i only started to re take them a few weeks ago so it's a mute point
except i literally NEVER had breast tissue growth EVER. so it's a coincidence it starts when i use isochronic tones?
Sunday is over here now and spent mine crying too Highfive! I'm also waiting on a response from a place I ordered a brooch from since my mailing address according to paypal is my previous one and I'm stressing a little because it's possibly the last one of it's kind left in Australia for sale
I've managed to convince everyone that I'm trans.
I don't really think I'm trans.
Should I turn around now, or just keep going? I can't see being either a guy or a girl causing emotional stress (it honestly doesn't bother me much), and I'm in pretty deep now.
didn't u have a gf like last week? did i miss something lmao
>you'll likely be pitcher
L M A O
i mean....if he's cute and you're not gonna do anything but fuck him then i guess it's not that bad...? but i would rather sleep with a trans attracted guy over a chaser idk familia
;-; i'm sry
did you get it off etsy or something? that's happened to me before. as long as u msg the seller quickly they'll change the address. unless they already sent it. in which case idk...
do w/e makes u happy
its a coincidence. hormones fluctuate till you have fully matured. then.
they only subside.
when testosterone dips, gynomastia will hit again and you'll have granddaddy titties. sry anon
>None of you can say with confidence or accuracy i'm wrong
yes I can. youre delusional. what youre doing is like if I was saying is like me saying applying nutella to my breasts made them grow massively. nobody has ever done a study in this either because its SO RETARDED nobody thought it would ever matter. its the same with the idea of sound growing tits. If there was ANY chance for it to work, people would exploit the fuck out of it and make buttloads of money.
maybe there is another additional cause for your condition though, I am interested in that. most likely would be a rise in prolactine levels or something along those lines.
ask them to get a full screen hormonal test or whatever this is called where you live. youre also interested in hCG, prolactine, progesterone and basically everyother hormone that has any influence on sex developtment.
so what are you trying to say? that i just have a random hormonal imbalance causing growth specifically only in the breast? what about the rest of my body?
sorry if i'm annoying i generally want to know the options, even though i really don't think it's a coincidence
>;-; i'm sry
it's ok I'm alright now, hopefully I can stay that way
>did you get it off etsy or something?
it's an Erstwilder piece (pic related) they're limited time only pieces and no where locally had it, Sarah found a place in Western Australia selling them I purchased the only one left. I emailed them and I'm waiting for a confirmation of address change reply tomorrow morning since they're closed Sundays I'm really anxious because I've wanted it for so long
>that i just have a random hormonal imbalance causing growth specifically only in the breast?
its not that random. During puberty my breasts were swollen so much that I was SURE Id develop breasts naturally. I WAS SO SAD WHEN THE SWELLING WENT AWAY
I was depressed for months.
oh, well i'm sorry to hear that! how's the boy?
i doubt that. if u want some dick tho then get that dick!! i'm fucking this guy ASAP. he sent me a snap vid of him getting off earlier and i was just like i miss fucking u....................we should do it more often.....lol
dollface, the poor soul rip she was so loved and kindhearted and pure, touched not but one dick
i'm sure it'll be fine. i mean if you've told them the change of address thing right away then if they send it to the wrong place it's their own damn fault and it'll hopefully be sent back to them
>es I can. youre delusional. what youre doing is like if I was saying is like me saying applying nutella to my breasts made them grow massively. nobody has ever done a study in this either because its SO RETARDED nobody thought it would ever matter. its the same with the idea of sound growing tits.
sorry no reason to be mean. i'm literally being serious and not trying to be annoying. sorry if i am : /
also it's beyond sound. it's not just sound. it has to do with brainwaves and stuff.
how will i know if there IS actually a correlation between what i'm doing? would the rise in prolactine levels be an indication of isochronic tones having an effect?
You'll very probably get a tracking number from them with it so you'll know when it arrives, the house being empty makes it even easier if it's delivered there you'll just have to go there to get it. Assuming they send it there at all.
>would the rise in prolactine levels be an indication of isochronic tones having an effect?
no. it wouldnt. you wont be able to prove this to a point where anyone believes this without a professional study.
what a test WOULD prove tho, is that youre not delusional. it would show that the changes are real and just your connection sound -> changes is wrong.
>no. it wouldnt. you wont be able to prove this to a point where anyone believes this without a professional study.
what a test WOULD prove tho, is that youre not delusional. it would show that the changes are real and just your connection sound -> changes is wrong.
well that's implying that the prolactine levels rising was a coincidence and not due to this meme audio shit.
Going to go to bed for now. ty for responding! i don't post here very often (every few months) but i'll stop by and give test results and new developments for you and anyone else interested to see if i'm just fucked up/delusional/ or possiby correct via an actual study.
ty for listening :3
i am queen of the hons, the top hon hoe in all the land and there is nothing u can do to tell me otherwise
i take pride in my hon ways
oh. wait. so you haven't gone out on a date yet? i'm confused
i have my ass into what that dick thinks but hey ??
i hate my angel in wisdom that dares throw back hoes
it's hon magic and in which this dragqueen thought but hey
WHERE DO YALL GET THESE PICS THAT IS LITERALLY FROM LIKE 2010-2011 LMAO
but why would you ask him to be your bf? shouldn't he ask you to go steady?
i used to wear sooooooooooooooooOOOooOOoooOOOooOOO much makeup. which is why i laugh now when ppl say i wear more cause it's like ... the only reason it looks like i'm wearing less in some old pics is cause the webcam is super old...so you can't tell as much
Tried to kill myself on wednesday, feelings spilled into the weekend, boyfriend stayed home from work to be with me aftet i got off work, hes on the brink of losing his job now. We're engaged and trying to leave a hick town.
>tfw me trying to off my hon self is delaying saving money for better life
idk in my experience it's better to just let the guy bring it up
that's really creepy. altho i just looked and found this pic from forever ago too. i've posted way too many pics in my life
>worked, threw out a giant trash bag of makeup
>trans friend got attacked, cry, get depressed, sleep a lot
here i am idk
it's been w/e. i need to epilate my legs since i'm having sex tomorrow.
Why would you an hero if you had a bf? What the fuck, try being in my shoes, I haven't even talked to a peer in over a year and I never held someones hand even. I have the right to kill myself, not you.
Relationships arent everything in the world you naive cunt. I was in a 4 year one, almost married before this. You and i are the same age.
Its mostly how im being treated at work the further i get into transition and how people are getting progressively shittier to me. Hell, it was a punch in the tits when some bitch had them put a lock on the outermost door of a multistall bathroom just as my coworkers started telling me im not really looking like a boy anymore. Apparently i look like a sexual predator that needs 2 locks between me and a peeing woman. Im straight,btw.. and everyone has met my man. My psychologist is 5 hours away and i have to book 1.5 months out every time. I need ffs i cant afford to completely pass. Lastly, i live/work in the goddamned oilfield. Nobody has a nice thing or a pleasant smile for me. Even if im boymode, my tits make rednecks wanna kill me.
Im done living now.
...like are yall hooking up or are you going on dates tho lol
that's because no one likes you and you're a hideous idiot
ye idk. i'm totally fine! today will be a good day i'm sure of it. just kind of sucked a little so far. however i did buy this lipstick to help perk myself up. it's so pretty and tom ford, but it was almost 60$..... and my sephora cart is like 250$ rn... and the brushes i want from beautylish are 200$....and the sigma/MAC brushes i want are 150$......... so...AT LEAST WHEN I GET THEM I'LL BE HAPPY
t-thank. i do miss it sometimes but i like my natural hair color now. no more lil girl for me.
I live in a redneck shit hole too and I don't even have employment no matter how hard I tried. I can't believe people who have money and a lover are complaining. Try having all the same problems yet multiplied by 10 and then add on the crippling loneliness of never interacting with any peers.
>you act like a fucking dude
How else can I act? I can't be feminine or I will be kicked out, last time I walked out of my room with a bracket off mom grabbed it and pulled it till it broke and beads went all over the floor then she yelled at me to vacuum it up and then broke my lamp as punishment. You think I don't have any lights in my room because I don't want any?
this is some sort of elaborate act right? this isn't genuinely what Kayla believes is it? >>5602002
you're truely lucky you don't live with your mother paying no rent, bills or food sitting in your room funposting on a Burmese Synchronized diving imagery electronic place of discussion, it's a pretty terrible life anon I wouldn't recommend the hardhship
>because I can't pass the people here openly treat me like a man
i treat you like a man because you've spent years attacking everyone who posts here like a fucking man, and since transitioning you've spent this past year whining about your life 25% of the time, attacking people 25% of the time, saying you look better than others 25% of the time, and you spend the last 25% of the time saying you're leaving and never coming back. like at least with angie i like her now and can get past anything that's happened with us cause she's not acting like an ogre attacking ppl like an entitled man 24/7 and she's actually apologized for the times when she was depressed. if you actually did literally anything positive or apologized even once i'm sure none of us would openly attack you, but you don't. you don't deserve respect or really anything. you being ugly on the outside as well is just a form of divine justice for your actions.
ugh i hate that
i mean has he hinted towards liking you lots?
>i pass constantly every single day. i'm not even on hrt yet
So then you don't pass. You arn't even on hrt then why the fuck are you here? You don't have a girls body chemistry, i may not pass but at least I have no T in my body and I have more estrogen in me that a pregnant woman.
Fuck you. I am the most good hearted person here and everyone walks all over me because their lives are so much better than mine. Every ugly person that posts here gets chased out and treated like shit, and thats wrong because we can't control the way our bones grow so you are just being bitches because you were lucky all your lives.
>you pass, so then you don't pass
Pretty much this, kayla.
Women have empathy, not cocks of hate and whineyness.
Btw, youre the piece of shit who couldnt move out of your parents house with a job by 24 as a guy. Not me.
YOU MADE YOUR OWN SITUATION
oh don't mind me there I was being facetious at kaylas expense.
I'm sorry your family have been so cold when all you want to do is express yourself and how jarring and stressful your current work situation is and I truly wish you the best possible future, this board is for you to discuss these kinds of issues with and I'm sorry you had to meet Kayla, pay them no mind like we have made the mistake of doing in the past.
>YOU MADE YOUR OWN SITUATION
No I didn't, no one ever gave me a chance. All of you are basically lotto winners because your all short and feminine and have the ability to get work like it was no big deal meanwhile over 5 billion people like me are living without work and in crushing poverty while all of you brag about fucking and looking pretty.
>i had no chance i do nothing wrong omg wahhhhh
you think any of the screenshots anyone has posted are from a good hearted person who had nothing in life?? you have this daft philosophy where you think that everyone is just out to get you and you've never done anything wrong when you spent years attacking people and still do. you can't even be empathetic about someone attempting suicide without whining about how you have it worse and they have no right to be suicidal. you couldn't even acknowledge the entirety of what i said or address that screenshot because then you'd have to admit you deserve people treating you like shit instead of being delusional thinking you're just innocently here and attacked for being ugly. i don't hate you because you're an ugly entitled man, you're a fucking ugly broad man because i hate you. you deserve everything you've gotten for what you've done to everyone here and frankly i'll never feel bad about putting you in your place until you either grow tf up and apologize, or leave
Its okay, this post alone made me have a little hope for the world again! Thank you for being kind. You saying this has actually gone a long way for me.
I wish i could bump into kind people like you once a week :)...
Haha, kayla... i actually take my trip off just to shitpost her and make it readily aparent what an insufferable cunt she is to the rest of the world with her nonsensical arguments and angst.
Tbh, i didnt expect her to be awake right now, i thought my post wouldve been safe from her tomshittery
Bitch, im 6'1" with a brow ridge and a 42" chest.
You made your own shit. Being kind isnt a chore.
Its kaylas theme song:
well i do wish you luck!! having a bf is rly nice esp if the sex is good c:
there's so many lmao
i'm sorry i shouldn't even be going off on her but honestly i dislike her so much it's hard not to. which is saying something cause i never go out of my way to bitch at anyone who hasn't attacked me first other than her. you would think she would get it at some point but apparently not
1. If you play video games obsessively you're a socially inept weeaboo tranny failure.
2. No matter how much you're trying, there is a 99% chance you don't pass be it masculine body, face or voice. If you get told here you pass by hons or pre-transitioners wanting to thwart acceptable standards, you don't. Too bad for you.
3. Stop posting here all day. Go outside and live your life. Since you don't pass I understand it's difficult. However, it's better than sitting there refreshing this page all day.
A 1% successful early transitioner girl who passed from day 1 without needing surgery.
I'm glad I could help even a little. we should be looking out for eachother not scrambling over one another, you keep going ahead and you'll make it missy I believe in you
now this is hugboxing
it's a nice comedic shift, if she wasn't half as cruel as she is I would feel bad too
>tfw hugboxed but bullied at the same time
>tfw no bf to accidentally nut in your mouth
Goddammit now it isn't funny because I forgot my trip
Good morning, girls.
I came out to an old friend last night. He told me he always knew because he has a trans sister and we give off the same vibes.
Anyway, he's really supportive and has a huge dick. So that's nice.
How are you all today?
Do you ever feel like your previous actions invalidate your "womenhood", I guess? I've been very disrespectful of women in the past and I'm starting to feel incredibly bad about it (more so than usual) and I'm starting to feel like I don't really deserve to transition and call myself a woman because of it.
I know you fags just want to talk about anime and having sex with a female version of yourself but I'm going through a real existential crisis here please help me.
yes. not because of how I treated girls tho. I became bitter after I transitioned, not before.
What mostly invalidates my womanhood is probably the fact that I am not a woman. :^)
I also feel immense guilt for not transitioning earlier as I had basically everything Id have needed to do that I was just too much of a scared faggot.
as for your question: women treating women badly is absolutely normal anyway. This doesnt make one a woman (or a non-woman).
I wish they would ;_;
>rabidly misandric feminist
Hating women is a very common repression strategy - how could you wish to be something entirely bereft of merit, worth, or significance?
It's also a very fragile one, and very few trans women I've seen who used it have transitioned without suffering some damage. You sort of need to learn to forgive yourself for it. And all the attendant challenges THAT task brings.
My best friend went that route. She went through a suicide attempt and years of bitterness and shame to get to the other side. But she's one of the best people I've ever known, and didn't deserve the pain she went through, and still goes through, for the crime of living in a society that makes devaluing women an easy answer.
In as much as it can help, the mistakes you've made should never hold you back from seeking happiness and self-actualization. Like any mistake, just try to learn from them. Making new mistakes in honour of those fuck-ups helps no one.
Would he be able to remove Keba though?
Bretty good night desu. I don't think anyone clocked me and I got way too drunk
Why the fuck I can't loose weight 24 BMI and I look like a freaking cow.
Are here any people who went from 24-30 to 19?
What did you do? Dropping soda and processed food helped me loose 20 kg but I'm still too fat.
>tfw easily being able to use 7.5" dildo with medium thickness
i'm hoping it'll make it easier to take the like 9.5x7 i'm gonna take tomorrow lmao. i always feel very training for the olympics.
Went from 25 to 17 but that was the result of a suicide by terminal starvation and dehydration. It was unfortunately aborted because I got dragged to the ER. So... I can't recommend doing the same.
Also, I've quit tobacco since and I quickly regained weight after that. At 22 right now, and I really want to be under 60kg again, which would be a 20 BMI target...
>not eating for one day is no problem for me
>second day: is painful
>third day: I don't feel hunger but my heart starts beating in weird patterns and I have problem with concentration.
I'm to stable to drag it longer than 3 days sadly.
Does ur butt feel a lot looser? Like since you started taking big dicks? Honest question when I first started messing with anal even my small toys would give me a burning feeling like my asshole was being stretched apart. And I would have like a dull ache the rest of the day
i haven't had sex in over a month so the thirst is real. i love this man's dick but like .... if i don't use toys and like stretch myself out before we fuck it can like destroy my body for a lil bit. so i'm having to like use toys whenever i have free time and make sure i'm eating right etc, it's ridiculous lmao!!! if it ends up destroying my butt for a lil again i'll be mad cause the last time it messed with me for like a week or two. if it still messes with me when i'm totally prepped i'm just gonna stick to hot brunette guy who's dick is half that size.
sadly no. like if i am getting fucked or using toys a lot then yes i can get looser, but i go back to like chinese finger trap tightness after like a week or two without anal. which might sound nice but it's legit a curse and i hate it so much.
Well, the shrink dealing with my case at the clinic keeps telling everyone my willpower is kind of frightening. I guess that from her point of view, it is, given what she's seen, how I've managed my transition on my own, how I ended up nearly killing myself to escape from my job and how I quit heavy tobacco use cold turkey...
Only problem I have is that I don't know wants or desires. Only needs and musts get me moving.
listen i've had a LOT of sex.....not a lot of partners, but a LOT of sex with the partners i've had.... and one of them has the biggest dick i've ever seen. there have been times where he's made me bleed after fucking and things have happened that weren't good, but...my butt healed and is still fine. as long as you're using plenty of lube and taking it slow you'll be fine. the only times anything bad has happened were when i rushed it or something, and it didn't do permanent damage. it's pretty hard to do permanent damage unless you're super careless a ton.
i would marry this brunette boy if he asked but i mean idk. i'm talking to 3 guys rn and it's not like any of them are asking me to be their wife. altho one misses me all the time, one got super clingy with me in the past, and another likes me but lives super far so ye.....
Omfg, are you me?
I have my first appointment on the 15th, sadly... i feel like im slowly dying and my body will suicide itself without me. However, all the willpower stuff you did is my exact situation.
However, im 10 months and dont pass
i doubt he ever will c: idk. it's weird when we first met we were both kind of nervous and awkward but after talking for a few hours we had like this really insane connection and everything felt great, and then we ended up fucking and it was like...top 5 best sex of my life, and then idk. we're both bad with relationships so it's been weird. he's gorgeous and i really like him but i'm not expecting anything in the slightest. thank u tho i mean at least the sex i'm having tomorrow will satiate my dicklust for a lil bit lol. after a few weeks without sex i start feeling rly odd and bad, it's weird
Well, I passed pre-HRT, so it helped. My coming out at work was just me getting a laser session, a haircut with bangs, my ears pierced and coming with a skirt rather than pants. It was incredibly weird because everyone agreed it did fit me a lot better even though the changes were minute.
As for hormones, I self-medded in order to extort a HRT script from a GP. Was smooth sailing from there. Pretty much dictated the shrinks' letters for SRS too...
Heh I work at a company with ~100 people most of them don't know me but they all thinking I'm a girl. After I receive a letter from my therapist (in about a week) I'll be able 'come out'.
fun time ahead.
Once. Due to my lack of female interest and because of my... Ahem. Weirdness. It's an unspoken rule that I'm not allowed to be alone with children. The one time I did babysit, my aunt made me promise to never let anyone know I did, ESPECIALLY her husband.
My family really does know how to make me hate myself.
Sounds like you're a massive faggot bro.
I mean sure I'm a fucking tranny I think I qualify for tranny, but at least I don't fucking spam each and every thread with the same fucking tired routine.
Are you one of those special kind of autistic types that is able to post the same fucking thing every day and not get bored of it? Is that it? Or are you rusing all of us for shit like what I'm doing right now?
These threads are only for shitposting, anon.
Can I still be a hon if people say I pass but I don't agree?
because life hates me
(I wouldn't, I just feel like talking like saying things like that sometimes)
Hey anon, if they lain wants to spam her crap, just her. No need to get worked up over it.
I'm ugly and neet looking at least but i'm trying to fix it!
Dunno how these nerds think I pass with a square chin and huge man nose though.
If anons can dish it anons can take it.
Here's what Lain does
>generic post she's made before
>fishes for sympathy
>people who don't know any better spend an hour trying to make her feel better
>she continues to fish just like before
Lain is just fucking annoying and I wish she'd shut up.
it does, more often than it should ;~;
nothing planned really, but I could drive over sometime again.
ye, play party got cancelled because unforseen circumstances, just life being life.
there are event's pretty much every weekend in feb, have to check.
Am I still trans if I'd much rather prefer to be a girl but I'm not passionate about it? Even if it was on a deserted island like the questions in the OP I'd still want to be, but I never get depressed over not being a girl and it just seems like transitioning would fuck up career plans or something
At least I wouldn't look so damn masculine.
It's better than being born a dude and having to genetically revamp my body via unsafe surgeries and hormone pills that could potentially fuck up my brain chemistry just to be happy and satisfied with my life.
What kind of glasses should I get if I have a big man skull and a square chin and fat nose?
But at least you have a excuse to, at least you can see you have *some* form of womenhood to cling to. Nobody criticizes you if you're born half and half or 75 and 25 or whatever. They always have to pick on the ones like us who aren't even slightly female.
Whatever, all this depressing talk is getting me in the mood for a drink. I'll see you all later.
i'm not super unnattractive or even plain, but i hate my face and i think im getting obsessed with the idea of having plastic surgery. i hate how vain i am but idk it consumes a lot of my thoughts and time. i want men to want me. im afraid im going to turn out like brad or one of those crazy people who are addicted to surgery
I've been taking 50mg spiro and 1mg progynova every 12 hours for the last few days as a staring dose.
Since I've started I've needed to piss like 10 times a day.
Nobody warned me about this, is it normal or is this some kind of allergic reaction??
same except the wanting men part, seems kinda fetishy desu senpai
I have a real masculine face but still I hate how vain, shallow and aggressively envious dysphoria has made me, I don't know how to control it
Well, spiro is a diuretic first. Being anti-androgenic is a side-effect, really. Just, avoid anything that would dehydrate you fast like the plague. Like getting out in the sun, or hangovers. You'll kill your kidneys if you're not careful...